Panda's Postmodern Life

There was a little transparent teardrop on Zhu Qing's finger, and the pad of the finger lightly passed the corner of Shen Shen's eye: "Shen Chen?"

Shen Shen's eyes were red, and his voice was choked with sobs: "It's nothing." After he said that, he felt embarrassed, and he slapped Zhu Qing's hand away very rudely, then wiped his face carelessly, Pressing his throat, he said, "I said it's fine, you don't have to look at me like that."

But Zhu Qing said seriously: "How can it be okay, you are crying."

Shen Shen said impatiently: "It's just that my eyes are sore, it has nothing to do with crying." After speaking, he stood up abruptly: "I'm going to bed, I won't have dinner."

Zhu Qing looked at his stubborn and slender back silently, and followed him in a moment. He hugged Shen Shen tightly from behind, buried his head on Shen Chen's neck, and said softly: "Chen Chen, I said, you If you feel sad in your heart, just say it directly, I feel uncomfortable when I am alone in my heart."

Shen Chen's whole body froze, he broke free from Zhu Qing's embrace in twos and outs, turned around and showed a faint smile: "You don't have to think about it, my eyes are just sore, I'll go to sleep first."

Zhu Qing was immersed in Shen Chen's inconspicuous smile, and suddenly felt a premonition that he was about to be abandoned by the panda owner.

After closing the door, Shen Shen wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, he gritted his teeth tightly, not letting himself make a sound, when he remembered, he remembered everything, what Zhu Qing, what Feng Yan, what Bi Cheng , he remembered bit by bit, why, why did such a person appear again when he had completely forgotten about it?Why was she pregnant with the other party's child again? !Tears began to flow out of his eyes uncontrollably, soaking the soft pillow under his cheeks little by little. Shen Shen never thought that he was a cowardly panda, but at this moment he fell into hesitation and deep depression. In the midst of entanglement, he swiped his hand down and touched his slightly protruding belly, took a few breaths, and patted his face.

Don't be afraid, Shen Chen, you are no longer that little fairy Bi Cheng, you are Shen Shen, his master, even if he is Feng Yan, so what, he won't kill your child anymore——Shen Shen half crawling Get up, turn your head sideways to look at the city scenery outside the bay window, and let out a long sigh.

What a fucking dog blood, with a deep self-deprecating smile, he slowly rubbed his stomach, his dark eyes slowly lit up, it doesn't matter, he still has children, even if Zhu Qing is really Feng Yan, even if he With Feng Yan's memory restored, he will never give the child to that bastard again!

At the beginning, regardless of being a man, he was willing to transform his body to have children for Feng Yan, but he didn't expect that the other party just wanted his inner alchemy to save another woman. It's really, really ridiculous.

Shen Chen is very clear that he is a man, but he loves Feng Yan'ai so deeply, Feng Yan just said that he wanted a child from the two of them, and he happily found a way for a man to have a child. He has no uterus, no natural organ to conceive a fetus. Once pregnant, he can only use the inner alchemy in his body to protect the life of the fetus. After the child in his belly is formed, he will hold his inner alchemy. They will be very weak, and until the child is born, they will not return the inner alchemy to the mother's body in time. Instead, they will have to wait a few months until the inner alchemy of the child is formed before returning to Shen Shen's body again. At that time, Feng Yan suddenly got close to him, but it was because the inner alchemy of his beloved peony fairy Mingjin was damaged and was about to be wiped out. Feng Yan came to him out of a bad plan, and the purpose was to take away his inner alchemy Save Mingjin's life.

Shen Shen closed his eyes, remembering that when he knew all this, he felt that the sky was falling in an instant. When Feng Yan found out, he immediately turned around and ran away, but because he ran too hastily, he fell from the stone steps. Go down... When I woke up, I found myself lying in the room of the senior brother Ziyang, who looked at me solemnly, and said something incomprehensible, such as don't be sad, until he subconsciously touched himself It was only when I realized that the child was gone.

Ziyang kept reassuring him not to be sad, and said that he would avenge himself, but he stopped him. He was able to soar thanks to Fengyan, and he lost so much for Fengyan as repayment of debts. There is no debt to Feng Yan.

Since then, he has returned to the mortal world, and has never seen Feng Yan again, nor heard any news about him, and kept telling himself to forget about those things and those people. He even subconsciously loathes everything related to that memory, including the elder brother Ziyang who is always kind to him, but he also has a cold face.

However, subconsciously, he still believed in Feng Yan's last words to him: "Bicheng, I'm sorry for you, but I really like you, I know you don't believe me now... Please... Wait for me, wait for the day I come out, I will definitely find you..."

Ah, that's right, when Feng Yan was heartbroken, he kept telling him that he had always remembered him and loved him. Imprisoned in the cold pool, waiting for Shen Shen to forgive him.

What's the use?Shen Shen wiped away the tears gushing out of his eyes with a tissue, and then thought about why he was so cheap, and fell into the hands of people with the same face one after another.

Shen Shen sucked his nose, and sent a text message to Mu Ziyang, indicating that he had remembered everything. Within three seconds, the phone started to vibrate on its own, and when he pressed the call button, Mu Ziyang's voice became impatient. Passed over: "Brother, what do you mean? Have you remembered everything?"

Shen Shen hummed in a low voice: "Brother, I remembered, and, I'm sorry."

There was an embarrassing pause on the other end of the phone, and then Mu Ziyang smiled dryly: "I'm sorry, don't I know your temper? To be honest, I like the way you make faces with me. It always makes me feel Don't worry, what I'm most afraid of is seeing your sad expression."

Shen Shen got goosebumps for a while, and most of the depression in his heart dissipated: "Don't say that, it sounds like a bad habit in my heart."

Mu Ziyang rubbed his nose, thinking why he accidentally stepped on the little brother's thunder, but now that Shen Chen remembered everything, it made him feel mixed, and he was happy because Zhu Qing had Feng Yan's face A big rival in love will definitely lose a lot of advantages. The worry is what to do when he thinks of the child who died in the mother's womb and feels sad. He thought so, and his words became extremely cautious: "Junior Brother, you say... ...Could Zhu Qing be Feng Yan?"

When he asked such a question, Shen Chen was also stunned. After thinking for a while, he said, "He has no immortal energy in him."

Mu Ziyang asked back: "It's true that he doesn't have immortal energy, but he doesn't have monster energy either? His body is not so much a bamboo, but rather a soul living on the bamboo..."

As Shen Chen listened, his eyebrows also wrinkled into Sichuan characters. Since Zhu Qing came from a bamboo, he deeply believed that Zhu Qing was a bamboo monster, and he never thought of him as a fairy. It's like this... Shen Shen's eyes flashed, and he said to Mu Ziyang: "Thank you brother for reminding me, I will take a look at the secluded pool where Feng Yan was imprisoned."

Not long after hanging up the phone, Zhu Qing gently knocked on the door: "Shen Chen, are you awake?"

"Ah."

Through the door, Zhu Qing continued: "Shen Chen, are you hungry? I made you honey cake and chocolate pudding."

Shen Shen had a grudge against Feng Yan in his heart, but he couldn't hate such a gentle and caring Zhu Qing. He was a little restless, wanted to vent but couldn't find an outlet, and finally turned to Zhu Qing outside the door. Qing said: "I'm a little hungry, come in."

Zhu Qing turned the doorknob with one hand, held the plate with the other, looked at Shen Shen with red eyes, felt a pain in his heart, put the food on the bedside table, sat sideways beside Shen Chen, and said in a worried tone: "Shen Chen, you Why are you crying again? Who messed with you?"

Shen Chen squinted at him, stretched out his mouth, picked up a piece of cake and ate it big mouthfuls. Zhu Qing watched him devouring it in surprise, thinking how to make Shen Shen happy, so he said jokingly: "Aren't you hungry?" Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Shen Chen was choked up by what he said, and he took a sip of the sweet milk that Zhu Qing handed over, rolled his eyes and said, "Have you ever seen a god who would be so hungry that he would cry?" ?”

Zhu Qing smiled gently: "Since it's not because I'm hungry, why is my Shen Chen crying?"

Shen Chen was very dissatisfied with his random attribution, and couldn't help but compare Zhu Qing with Feng Yan. Zhu Qing was not as smart as Feng Yan, not as chic as Feng Yan, but he was much gentler than Feng Yan. Yes, he is really good to himself, and most of the bamboo heads are filled with his sinking.

As Shen Chen thought about it, his eyes softened a bit: "What's yours and mine? It sounds weird, but the cake tastes okay."

Zhu Qing smiled: "I think you still have a sweet tooth."

Shen Chen hummed, and Zhu Qing stared at him blankly again, until Shen Chen finished eating, Zhu Qing seemed to remember something before he said: "By the way, Shen Chen, you're going tomorrow, no, tonight Please take maternity leave, you are pregnant, I don't trust you to go to work."

Shen Shen wiped her mouth, then gave him another sideways glance: "I'm a man, and I don't have maternity leave."

Zhu Qing still had a good-tempered smile: "Yes, yes, my Shen Shen does not have maternity leave, but she can take a long leave. I just went to check the pregnancy cycle of pandas. It is usually about three or four months. It is hot now. You just don't want to go out."

What else is there to ask for leave, Shen Shen slandered, he has already become an unemployed panda, but tomorrow he still has to go to the cold pool where Feng Yan was imprisoned, to confirm whether Zhu Qing is Feng Yan.