personal lover

Eunhyuk woke up for a long time, but he didn't want to open his eyes to face all this. He didn't expect Fujiwara Nakagawa to have such a gentle appearance, and his physical strength is so strong. He asked him three times last night, and each time he adopted different postures. Although his movements were gentle, he was still domineering. .

"Sleeping Beauty, wake up."

Hearing Fujiwara Nakagawa's voice, Eunhyuk had to open his eyes, saw Fujiwara Nakagawa smiling softly at him, approaching his lips that wanted to kiss him, the intention of loving was self-evident, Eunhyuk turned his head slightly to avoid, then Sit up.

Fujiwara Nakagawa smiled nonchalantly: "Don't rush away, I'll take you back later."

Eunhyuk got up and put on his clothes without hesitation, and said with a faint smile, "I have to go to work in the company. I will drive by myself, so I won't bother Mr. Fujiwara." There was a slight alienation in his smile.

Fujiwara Nakagawa lay back on the bed calmly. Since the beauty is determined, he can't force him to stay, "Well, call me when you have time. Eunhyuk, I welcome you very much whether it's business or private."

Eunhyuk responded lightly: "Yes."

Eunhyuk walked out of the room full of humiliation, gently closed the heavy door, the disguise mask was shattered at that moment, Eunhyuk's face was like paper, he got on the elevator and walked out of the hotel in a daze.

The warm sunshine shone on Yin Hyuk's body, but it didn't shine into his heart.

Everything that happened last night seemed like a dream, but it was so real.I want to treat it as a dream, but I can't do it.

Eunhyuk started the car with mixed emotions. At this moment, in Eunhyuk's eyes, the Porsche car he received as a birthday gift was no longer pure in nature, but cast a layer of humiliation, showing the past that he could not bear to look back on.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, everything he has is exchanged for his body. What is the difference between himself and a prostitute?

no difference!It's just that I'm wearing a bright coat, like the emperor's new clothes, and I've been deceiving myself and others.

What is the meaning of living in this world with a dirty self? ?

The sudden thought drove Eunhyuk crazy, so crazy that he went on a rampage desperately, trying to end everything with determined self-destruction.

Eunhyuk turned a blind eye to the traffic lights at the intersection, not only did not stop, but the speed of the car did not slow down at all, and the car rushed out like an arrow.Cars that are forced to turn at the intersection on both sides either turn the steering wheel sharply to avoid it, or brake suddenly.

The sound of sharp brakes and yelling came one after another, endlessly: "Fuck you, you're looking for death!"

The driver, who was still in shock, couldn't help cursing: "Fuck! You are tired of life! Fuck it!"

"You are eager to die. We have old people and young people, and we don't want to die with you!"

"Do you fucking know how to drive?! You drive like that!"

Eunhyuk, who escaped unharmed, parked his car on the side of the road, recalling the extremely dangerous scene just now, he couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.It was really only a little bit, and he would die in Huangquan.

I can't die now, there are still tasks to be completed!

Thinking of Uncle Wang, Eunhyuk's mood gradually calmed down.Whenever he thought of that loving old man, Eunhyuk felt warm in his heart.For a long time, Uncle Wang's warm embrace has been his safe haven.But God's will tricks people, I haven't done anything for Uncle Wang, Uncle Wang just... the only thing I can do now is to spend the last time with him.

After calming down, Eunhyuk turned around and headed south.

Eunhyuk walked in the corridor of the hospital, the white walls, the white wards, and the white medical staff. Once upon a time, he was also pure and flawless, and 25 years ago, he came to the world like a white angel.The body that was once spotless is now filthy, and the mind that was once spotless is riddled with holes and dust.

Feeling emotional, Eunhyuk came to the intensive care unit where he came full of hope, but returned disappointed again and again, and saw that Uncle Wang still had his eyes closed, without any consciousness.

One afternoon five years ago, Uncle Wang suddenly fainted in the greenhouse and was found and sent to the hospital.The symptom was cerebral hemorrhage. Since he missed the best treatment time, Uncle Wang never woke up again and fell into a deep sleep.Then, it was found that Uncle Wang had a serious heart disease, and his heart was gradually failing.

Over the past five years, Uncle Wang has been lying motionless in this intensive care unit, his body has become thinner and thinner.

Every time Yin Hyuk came here and saw Uncle Wang who was in shape and shape, he was heartbroken and uncontrollably sad.Eunhyuk would hold Uncle Wang's hand as thin as an eagle's claw, and tell Uncle Wang about his recent situation, he seems to have grown taller again, he got No.1 in the exam, etc., and what kind of flowers in the greenhouse are in full bloom, Occasionally, I will reminisce with Uncle Wang about the happy times when I was a child.

Today, Yin Hyuk didn't want to talk, but just sat there holding Uncle Wang's hand quietly, motionless like a statue of a bottle.

The whole room was silent and lifeless, only the constantly changing waveform graph on the heart monitor was dynamic, as if there was no living thing in this room except for a few pots of vibrant flowers on the windowsill.