personal lover

When the fiery red sun rises from the horizon, it ushers in a brand new day.

Jin Lu opened his eyes and saw Yin Hyuk who was sleeping soundly, full of tenderness, his fingers were gently walking on Yin Hyuk's face, extremely infatuated.

Eunhyuk, who was harassed, opened his eyes in a daze, and smiled at Kim Yul, which was as dazzling as the morning sun, which made Jin Yul's heart skip a beat.

Then Jin Yul thought that on some morning, when he woke up, there might be no one around him, and he couldn't help feeling sad, life without Eunhyuk, a sunny day was also a dark world to him.

How much Jin Yu wanted to ask Eunhyuk to stay again, but he had promised to give Eunhyuk time to think about it, so he could only wait and not force Eunhyuk.

Jin Lu suppressed the impulse in his heart, planted a kiss on Yin Hyuk's cheek, reluctantly said, "I'm going to work."

"Yeah." Eunhyuk closed his eyes and continued to sleep deeply.

When Eunhyuk opened his eyes again, Kim Yul was already sitting in the office, busy in the dark. Eunhyuk looked at the empty bed, lost his mind for a moment, and then recalled the two intense and lingering sex events last night, as if in a dream. In the process, thinking of his own sinking and complete indulgence, his cheeks could not help but feel slightly hot.

After eating, Eunhyuk habitually came to the greenhouse, watching the flowers in the greenhouse blooming in full bloom, a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction spontaneously arose from the bottom of his heart, in fact, he belonged here, and his heart was here It's totally relaxing and enjoyable.If I leave, I will be very sad to leave here.

Eunhyuk sat in the sea of ​​flowers and recalled what Jin Lu said to him last night. He finally got the freedom he had been longing for. He had imagined that day would come countless times. In his fantasy, he had no nostalgia, no hesitation, Resolutely leave.

But after Jin Lu's sudden confession last night, his heart-opening conversation, hearty love, Jin Lu's affectionate confession and retention, it seems that something is different. There are ripples in his inner world, which actually makes him hesitate a little.

But giving up the freedom he had always longed for and the opportunity to fly, Eunhyuk felt unwilling.Then he thought of Lan Fei. Facing Lan Fei's problem, Jin Lu kept silent and avoided talking about it, which made Eunhyuk a little depressed, which showed that Jin Lu cared about Lan Fei and did not completely let go of it.

Then, Eunhyuk suddenly thought of the days when he could not leave the golden mansion at will, the golden mansion was a cage, and he was confined

imprison it.Jin Lu's conversation last night was most likely impulsive. If Jin Lu suddenly regretted it and changed his mind when he came back from get off work, then he might not have the opportunity to fly freely in the future.

Lost ten years of freedom, calling for Eunhyuk.

If you don't go now, when will you wait?

Wide sea diving, sky high the birds to fly.

Eunhyuk finally realized the meaning of this sentence for himself. Standing on the street, looking up at the sky, there are white clouds floating in the blue sky, swimming freely, and he is as free as white clouds. It has been half a month like this.

Due to the rush of time and unpreparedness, Eunhyuk temporarily lived in a hotel after moving out of Jinzhai. But one day I ran into Nitto on the road.

Two days before moving out of the golden house, Eunhyuk went out for a walk every day. The freedom he had not seen for a long time made him feel comfortable and open, and he even felt that the air he was breathing was different from before. The feeling of freedom is so good!

But this joy of freedom, for unknown reasons, quickly calmed down.

After Eunhyuk rented the house, as time went by, he began to think seriously, thinking about the past, present and future.

Eunhyuk works in the Jin Group and earns a normal salary. In addition, he lives and boards in the Jin Mansion, so he usually has no expenses. Jin Lu has always been responsible for Uncle Wang's expensive medical expenses.High income, no expenses, only earning and not spending, so over the past few years, he has accumulated a lot of money in his bank card. When he received the money from the card, he was really shocked. so much money.

Although I am not short of money for the time being, doing nothing every day is not the life Eunhyuk yearns for. Thinking of the future, there is still a long way to go. I can't just sit and eat, I should have my own house and career.Eunhyuk decided to rest for a few more days, start looking for a job, and start a new life.

But during this period, some thoughts popped up suddenly, which Eunhyuk didn't want to think about at all, had no answer or couldn't avoid, and these thoughts popped up one after another like mushrooms after rain, completely uncontrollable, making him feel anxious. Eunhyuk had a headache and was extremely depressed.

Sitting in a quiet room, Eunhyuk felt that his head was about to split open, so he hurried out to take a breath, he walked in the street out of boredom, and walked into an abandoned garden, which used to be a park, Later, due to the lack of popularity, it gradually fell into disuse.Occasionally, passers-by pass through the garden, and couples in love come to take a walk. Every day when students leave school is the most lively time in the garden. Students chase and run around in the garden, playing wantonly.

At this time, it was the busiest time of the day in the garden, Yin Hyuk chose a quiet corner and sat down.

From childhood to adulthood, every word Jin Yu said was a golden rule to Eunhyuk, he could only do what he allowed and what he did not allow, if he did not obey, the final result would be like this What he wanted, he had to give up halfway.This kind of bondage made Eunhyuk unable to breathe freely, and he always longed to break free from this bondage, so he resisted unwillingly, but every time he resisted, he was suppressed by Jin Lu with strong means.

The desire to escape is directly proportional to the strength of the confinement, the tighter the confinement, the more desire to escape.When the imprisoning force disappeared, the heart that had been wanting to escape suddenly felt empty, not knowing where to go.

For his mother, Eunhyuk once hated her, especially during the days of training school, this hatred was the strongest.If she hadn't left herself irresponsibly and walked away, how could she have met Uncle Wang, Young Master Jin, and Lu Xiaoguang, how could she have been crushed by a man and forced to have sex, how could she have been training her? Learning those despicable subjects in school.The root of all this is because she was born without support and was not worthy of being a mother.

Later, with the growth of age, after going through the joys and sorrows of the world, the hatred in Eunhyuk's heart gradually weakened. Maybe she was forced to helplessness. After all, it is a very hard thing for a woman to raise a child alone. .Now, to Eunhyuk, the title of mother is almost like a stranger, without love or hatred.

For Uncle Wang, Eunhyuk is full of gratitude and nostalgia. This kind and kind old man has no distracting thoughts about his own kindness, just like the lilies cultivated by the old man are pure and white.Unfortunately, Uncle Wang has passed away, and I have no chance to be filial to him and take care of him.Whenever thinking of Uncle Wang, Eunhyuk would always sigh deeply.

He thought that he and Uncle Wang would depend on each other for life, and that he would grow up like other boys and marry a wife and have children, so that Uncle Wang could enjoy family happiness, but he did not expect that his life would be disrupted by the sudden return of the Golden Rule.