happy farming

Song Lin came out of the back room after putting away his things, but just as he raised his eyes, he saw the figure standing at the door, and couldn't help being startled.

But when they looked at each other, there was a burst of sadness in their hearts.

Song Lin turned his head away from looking at him, frowned slightly, and thought to himself, this man came to him on a happy day, if he let others see, he might tell something.

Thinking of this, he asked directly, "Bai Xun, why are you here?"

Bai Xun regained his composure, lowered his eyes and said, "I see that your complexion is not very good. I am afraid that something will happen to you, so I will come and take a look."

Song Lin smiled and explained, "I'm fine, I just remembered that the rabbit forgot to feed me when I went out in the morning, so I rushed back. You go back quickly, if you are not here, everyone will be anxious." After finishing speaking, he raised his foot Walked towards the rabbit house.

The moment he passed by, Bai Xun grabbed his sleeve and said in a low voice, "Song Lin, I want to talk to you for a while, is that okay?"

Seeing him like this, Song Lin couldn't bear it, he was stunned for a moment and then sighed, "Come with me."

After entering the rabbit room, Song Lin began to feed the rabbits, while Bai Xun sat quietly on the stool beside him, talking about him quietly.It's just that when he talked about the relationship between him and Liu Qian, there was a loneliness in his expression that Song Lin couldn't understand.

Song Lin sighed, put down the bamboo basket in his hand, and said, "Why do you have to explain to me? When have you and I been so estranged? So estranged that there is no trust between each other? I admit that after hearing what Liu Qian said, At that time, I was indeed a little sad and sad, but more of annoyed. If you told me first and we discussed it, then they would not be so angry at the beginning. Or, in your heart, I have already Can't be trusted anymore?"

Bai Xun was slightly taken aback.

Song Lin came over, sat down beside him, and said slowly, "Bai Xun, remember what I said once, besides Grandpa, you are the best to me in this world. When I was young, I only trusted you, Rely on you, because you are really good to me and care about me. I have always regarded you as my best friend and told you everything. I am also very grateful for your company for more than ten years. You don’t owe me anything, Don't think about it anymore. On the contrary, I owe too much..."

"Now that I see you marrying a husband and having children, I'm really happy for you."

"Although I don't like Liu Qian very much, for your sake, I will take good care of him in the village in the future. But you caused me to kneel and be beaten. We will have to take time to settle this account in the future. Forget it..." As she spoke, she raised an eyebrow at him.

At this point, Bai Xun finally felt relieved. In fact, the moment he brought Liu Qian back, he knew that the relationship with Song Lin in this life was gone, so he didn't dare to ask for anything more.Now that he heard Song Lin say this, knowing that he was really not sad, he felt relieved.Just like what Su Qing said, a mistake is a mistake, and a passing is a passing...

As for the future?Good or bad, he has no complaints.

Maybe it was because the words had been opened, Song Lin also felt that the whole person was relaxed, so he chatted with him for a while before urging him to go back to Bai's house.

Bai Xun smiled gently, and said, "It's good that you finished asking me, but I haven't asked you a single word yet."

Song Lin waved his hands, and replied nonchalantly, "You want to ask me? Then you can ask."

After obtaining consent, Bai Xun immediately looked at him with complicated eyes, and said, "You and Su Qing."

Song Lin smiled sheepishly, "Isn't that what you saw? First of all, sir, they were very kind to me before they were alive, you know that. Secondly, Yi Qing'er went to other people's house because of her temper, and she would never tell it if she was wronged." Yes. Anyway, I am alone, and the place I live in is quite spacious, so I let them follow me, and I can eat and wear warmly."

Bai Xun smiled bitterly, "Then, Su Qing has always liked you, do you know that too?"

Hearing this, Song Lin was stunned for a moment, and after a long time, he answered irrelevantly, "I am his elder brother, and I have been for the rest of my life."

Bai Xun looked at him in astonishment, "Song Lin..."

Song Lin blinked, smiled at him, and said, "Qing'er is still young and has too few contacts. When he gets older, he will contact more people and encounter more things. He will find out It turns out that I may not be that important to him." And the reason why he thinks this way is because of the precedent of Bai Xun, but after he finished speaking, he felt more and more empty in his heart .

If Su Qing is like this one day, can he treat Bai Xun as calmly as he did at this time?

Bai Xun frowned slightly, interrupting his thoughts, "Song Lin, he's not young anymore."

"But in my eyes, he still seems to be the baby in the swaddle. I can rely on him and pamper him in everything, but I don't know how to face him like that. I won't fall in love with him. Because I have never loved before, I don’t know how to love, so I am ready to grow old alone in this life.” Song Lin said lightly, but he added something in his heart, because he didn’t know how to love a man like himself. .

Bai Xun glanced at him, sighed softly, "If Su Qing knew that you thought so, I'm afraid he was not just disappointed."

Speaking of this, Song Lin's heart suddenly thumped, as if sensing something, he turned his head quickly, but he didn't see anything.

Bai Xun was confused and asked, "What's wrong?"

Song Lin shook his head and said in a daze, "It's nothing, you go back first, I'll go there later."

Bai Xun looked at the sky and responded, then left without staying any longer.

As soon as Bai Xun left, Song Lin immediately ran out of the rabbit house, calling out as he walked, "Su Qing...Su Qing...are you back?"

However, the only answer to him was the empty yard.

Unwilling to give up, Song Lin ran into the house and searched around, and then went to the back of the house to search again, but he didn't see anyone.He frowned slightly, could it be because he missed him so much that he felt that he was back?But that feeling is obviously Qing'er.

Half a month passed like this, and Su Qing still didn't come back.

Song Lin began to feel uneasy, so he deliberately went to the school to find the teacher who taught Su Qing, and wanted to inquire about the examination for talents, why Su Qing hasn't come back yet.

Mr. Nazhi was very happy to see him, but after he explained his purpose, he said in a puzzled way, "Su Qing, indeed he was selected as a scholar, but as soon as he got the news, he went home directly..."

For a moment, Song Lin felt his mind went blank, and he couldn't hear what the husband said later.The day Su Qing came back was the day of Bai Xun's wedding.It turned out that Su Qing really came back that day, so he must have heard everything he and Bai Xun said.

Gradually only one consciousness remained in his mind, and Su Qing left.And this time, sadly, he didn't even know where to go to pick him up.

Heartache, suffocating pain...

Song Lin laughed at himself, how could he have forgotten what all these years of unreasonable love and blind pampering, together with his company day and night, represented.

Song Lin, Song Lin, how long do you want to deceive yourself and others?You can fool Bai Xun, everyone, but you still can't fool yourself...

However, after thinking everything through, Song Lin felt even more uncomfortable, because what's the use of understanding now, that person is already out of reach.

Song Lin returned to Taolin Village in a daze, and then fell ill.He still vaguely remembered that several years had passed since his last illness, and that time that person had been by his side all the time, but now there was no familiar person beside his pillow.

Thinking of this, Song Lin felt that his condition seemed to be getting worse, and he wanted to sleep.

For the past 16 years, it seems that he has been worrying all the time, and he has never been free. Now that he is tired, it is time to sleep and rest, so he comforted himself like this.

Song Lin was in a daze, and remembered that there were many people coming and going in and out of the house, but he didn't remember exactly who they were.The only thing that left a deep impression on him was that Liu Qian sat by the bed and complained to him that he couldn't make it through in the village. As for why he couldn't make it through, he didn't even bother to ask...

After another day like this, Song Lin recovered a lot. Although his face was still pale, he could barely stand up and sit for a while.It's just that when he saw Yan Yuran walking in, he couldn't help being taken aback.

Yan Yuran sat at the table and only said a few words, but Song Lin grinned after hearing this, and his restless mood was instantly relieved.

Yan Yuran's first words were: Song Lin'er, I'm going to find Su Qing, do you want me to bring anything?

The second sentence was passed by Su Qing to Song Lin: I am not him, don't think about it.When you are weak, you will be an angelica.

Because Song Lin was too happy for a while, he forgot to ask Yan Yuran, why did he know that Su Qing was there?Why go to him?

After thinking about it, it didn't matter anymore. Anyway, the man said he would come back, so he would definitely come back.

After Song Lin recovered from his illness, he didn't have the energy to take care of other things anymore, and only concentrated on raising rabbits.Su Luoyin refused to go to school, so he and Qiu Rong followed Song Lin and started to learn how to raise rabbits.

But the family didn't have much land, so not only Zhang Hu came to help, but even Li Le came to help during the busy farming season. In this way, Song Lin didn't feel tired.But he found out afterwards that when Su Qing left, he not only went to find Li Le, but also went to Yunfu to find Xie Nanjin.

It's just that during these days of peaceful waiting, every time he saw Liu Qian, he couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic...

However, during this period, he did not receive any letters from Su Qing, but he was not anxious in his heart, he just secretly counted the days, hoping that the time would pass faster, and sooner...