[Rebirth] No relatives and no friends

Qi Xiaoyun was the first to hear the news.

Although Qi Xiaoyun is alone, he has reached a certain level of being alone. Everyone thinks that Qi Xiaoyun should be like this, and no one dares to gossip.

The essential difference between him and Yu Jin is that Qi Xiaoyun doesn't think he is good enough to be looked up to, and he doesn't like people's eyes to focus on him.He only does what he likes and never cares what people who don't care think.

If it is said that Yu Jin once attracted Qi Xiaoyun's attention, it was because Xia Ningyuan liked it. Although Xia Ningyuan and him didn't say anything nasty like you love me, I love you, they are both people with clear and firm ideas. There is no suspicion and suspicion, and the relationship is mild and stable.

Although he still hasn't figured out who beat who on the day of the school celebration, Qi Xiaoyun doesn't care that much.

That being the case, Qi Xiaoyun obviously didn't care what happened to Yu Jin.

The problem is that Qi Xiaoyun not only heard Yu Jin's name, but also Xia Ningyuan's name.

Qi Xiaoyun had already moved some distance away from the two gossiping boys, but after thinking about it, he backed away.

At this time, the time for morning exercises had just passed, and Xia Ningyuan took the first step to grab a sweet bun for Qi Xiaoyun, while Qi Xiaoyun turned to the mail room at the school gate to pick up a registered letter.

When boys gossip, they are not inferior to girls. They chat as if no one else is there, and they don't even notice that someone is listening-although it is not intentional.

"What are you talking about?" Qi Xiaoyun simply wanted to know what was going on with Xia Ningyuan, but he didn't notice that his actions embarrassed the two boys.

Although it wasn't heard by the person involved in the conversation, who doesn't know that Qi Xiaoyun and Xia Ningyuan have a good relationship?What a pity!The two boys thought in unison.

Qi Xiaoyun raised his eyebrows habitually before waiting for an answer.

"What's wrong with Xia Ningyuan?" He didn't mean to be dissatisfied, but simply emphasized the important point again, but he didn't know that his cold expression had already frightened the other party to the point of weakness—just because he was carrying a tennis pass by himself, he could kill all the families. Prestige is enough.

"No! We're just saying that luckily Xia Ningyuan didn't run after Yu Jin anymore, or Yu Jin's reputation would be ruined." One of the boys said flatteringly.

Qi Xiaoyun was at a loss.

Another boy suddenly realized: "I heard that senior Qi never goes to the study room, I almost forgot. It's like this..."

The boy described the grievance and hatred vividly, and even actively added all kinds of entanglements made up by others. He didn't even miss what might have happened between Yu Jinzeng and Xiao Yi when they didn't return all night on weekends. The Qiong Yao drama.

Qi Xiaoyun is not good at getting along with people, but it doesn't mean he doesn't know how to deal with people. When he heard Xiao Yi say that Yu Jin was gay in front of everyone, he felt that the matter was a bit big.

Sure enough, from the boy's subsequent narration, the onlookers' slight disdain and faint disgust for Yu Jin were vaguely revealed.

Love across races and genders is far from as beautiful as described in movies and books. Maybe people are born with bisexuality, but same-sex repulsion and opposite-sex attraction have always occupied a dominant position in the long human history. Several diseases spread are enough to turn people's faces, and same-sex love has never been peacefully accepted by the public.

Many more even forsake neutrality or compassion for fear of appearing different, which makes life especially difficult for homosexuals, like a handful of heretics.

With the development of society, the slogan of equal treatment is very loud, but it is not easy to implement it.It's one thing for people to understand that gay people exist, it's another to accept that they exist around them.

When you can't see it, people can deceive yourself that it doesn't exist, but when you see it, you become like a thorn in your eyes, and you want to get rid of it quickly.

Yu Jin just became such a victim.Usually not very likable, now it is a matter of course to be hated.

After listening to Qi Xiaoyun, he didn't express any opinion, and left expressionlessly, but the two boys who were "used and abandoned" were even more disturbed, secretly regretting what kind of gossip they were talking about in the street, and they didn't know the school grass's impression of themselves How bad will it be.

Strictly speaking, this matter of Yu Jin has nothing to do with Xia Ningyuan, and when people talk about it, they are full of emotion.

Xia Ningyuan didn't go out of his way in front of the public, and secondly, he acted calmly. People who knew him and Yu Jin basically knew their relationship. It's not news that Yu Jin called Xia's mother godmother. .

Although some people joked that Xia Ning was far away, right?But in the misunderstanding of people's thinking, gays are all sissies.

This sissy doesn't just refer to male and female looks, orchid fingers, or to speak in a whiny voice. A man like Yu Jin with a strong brain and simple limbs is another form of sissy in the eyes of boys.

Xia Ningyuan obviously does not belong to this type.

What's more, Xiao Yi is the president of the student council. He dared to call Yu Jin a sissy in public, but Yu Jin didn't refute it. Obviously, it was because the truth was irrefutable.

Since Yu Jin is gay, all the faults must be on him.

No one thinks deeply about how to fall in love with one side, but subconsciously and as a matter of course, they stand on the side of "justice".

Even, many people think that Xiao Yi is really unlucky. He has made such a friend and has evil thoughts about him.disgusting!

If possible, Qi Xiaoyun didn't want to tell Xia Ningyuan about it.It doesn't matter whether he has sympathy or not, he is just an ordinary person, and he will also worry about Xia Ningyuan's lingering affection for Yu Jin, or the resurgence of old feelings.

Compassion is sometimes more lethal than love, and compassion creates a sense of responsibility, which is more difficult to cut off than reckless love.

If you have never obtained it, you will not expect to have it. Now that you have it, how can you be willing to lose it?

After careful consideration, Qi Xiaoyun chose to let Xia Ningyuan know.Because he didn't say anything, Xia Ningyuan would hear about it from others sooner or later, and he needed to confirm Xia Ningyuan's attitude.

Xia Ningyuan's first reaction was disbelief. Before he was reborn, until he lived with Yu Jin, he had never heard any rumors about Xiao Yi and Yu Jin, let alone being exposed as gay in school. He was also very sure. The first time Yu Jin tried to be the bearer was because of himself.

At that time, they were very ignorant and didn't dare to ask people, so it was very miserable. Afterwards, Yu Jin lost his temper very much and ignored people for a whole week.

So, is it because of rebirth that changes everything?

Xia Ningyuan closed his eyes silently, he felt sorry for Yu Jin, and at the same time, he also reflected on whether Yu Jin would not have encountered such a bad thing if he hadn't changed.

After all, in this life, he can definitely do better on the basis of the original, Yu Jin may not hate him, and it is not certain that there will be another accident that makes him reborn.

However, when he opened his eyes again and saw Qi Xiaoyun's face that seemed calm but actually contained anxiety, his heart suddenly calmed down.

No matter whether he has hurt Yu Jin unintentionally or not, he has paid it back with death, and he will not owe Yu Jin anything when he is reborn in this life. He does not hate, but he will never love again.

Likewise, he has no right to interfere with any of Yu Jin's choices.Since Yu Jin chose Xiao Yi, he could only bear the consequences of his choice.All he can do is to care and help Yu Jin from the standpoint of a relative.

"If you want to find him..." Qi Xiaoyun couldn't continue, he couldn't do anything to push Xia Ningyuan away, but what if Xia Ningyuan's heart is not here?

"I'll go find Yu Jin." Xia Ningyuan whispered, but firmly held Qi Xiaoyun's hand, not letting him pull away. "He has a strong self-esteem. This incident must have hit him hard. I promised to take care of him."

Qi Xiaoyun lowered his eyes and remained silent.

"Xiaoyun, I just want to say that if someone finds out about our affairs one day, I will definitely stand in front of you." Xia Ningyuan blushed a little. No matter in his previous life or this life, he had never said such touching words. .

It may be difficult when you don't speak, but once you start, you feel taken for granted.He likes Qi Xiaoyun, and Qi Xiaoyun returns the same affection, no matter how stupid they say, they are not afraid of being made fun of each other.

It turns out that this is the real love, willing to share everything, there is nothing difficult to say.

This is an oath, Xia Ningyuan said to himself silently in his heart, no matter when, he must do it.

Qi Xiaoyun's stiff muscles instantly relaxed, and the corners of his mouth slightly turned down slightly: "I need you to stand in front? Stupid as a pig!"

Xia Ningyuan grabbed his hair and laughed too.That's right, someone as strong as Qi Xiaoyun might stand in front of him instead.

But this has nothing to do with strength or weakness. It is what a man should do to protect his sweetheart.

"Come home with me this winter vacation, okay?" Xia Ningyuan asked full of expectations. He remembered that Qi Xiaoyun's parents had remarried separately. Strictly speaking, Qi Xiaoyun was almost the same as Yu Jin every year, spending the Spring Festival at relatives' homes of.

Now that everything has changed, Qi Xiaoyun might not go abroad again. Xia Ningyuan felt that it was silly to wait for everything to happen before. He had to let Qi Xiaoyun never have a chance to think about going abroad before Qi Xiaoyun had a sudden thought.

Qi Xiaoyun's ears turned red first, and it took a long time before he said in a muffled voice, "Wait until you take care of Yu Jin's affairs first."

Xia Ningyuan secretly laughed. Based on his current understanding of Qi Xiaoyun, this was already acquiescence, but he was embarrassed to admit it.At that time, the train tickets will be booked in duplicate, and the luggage will be packed directly, so I am not afraid that Qi Xiaoyun will not follow.

"This matter can be big or small. The school may intervene. You advise Yu Jin to be mentally prepared." Qi Xiaoyun reminded Xia Ningyuan.

Xia Ningyuan felt another headache when he thought of Yu Jin. He didn't think Yu Jin was a person who could bear this kind of harm, but to put it bluntly, where could he find the so-called justice?Marriage can still divorce, not to mention two people of the same sex...

"Will the school persuade you to leave?" Xia Ningyuan thought of a more terrifying thing. Although puppy love is no longer taboo for universities, it still cannot be put on the table, not to mention homosexuality, which has risen to the level of hands-on.

For Yu Jin, the broken relationship may be very painful, but if the studies are destroyed, it will be a more cruel blow.

Qi Xiaoyun frowned: "The matter of homosexuality came from Xiao Yi's mouth. If he is willing to turn around, it should not happen."

Xia Ningyuan was speechless as soon as he heard it, not to mention Xiao Yi's slap in the face to save face, since he said such a thing face to face, and made people swallow the saliva spit out again, would Xiao Yi agree?

"Yu Jin will definitely not go back and beg Xiao Yi, it seems even harder to say if I go..." Xia Ningyuan has not forgotten that he was repaired by Xiao Yi for no reason last time, and now he is going to talk to Xiao Yi about this matter. As a provocation?Are things about to get worse?

"Let Yu Jin calm down first, and Xiao Yi will find a solution." Qi Xiaoyun rarely promises anything, but as long as he speaks, no one doubts the result.

Xia Ningyuan suddenly felt that he was used to thinking for others, so it feels so good to have someone thinking for him.

He couldn't help but kissed Qi Xiaoyun's ear: "Don't force it, just try your best, at worst, transfer to another school." Maybe that's not bad, at least you don't have to see Xiao Yi again.

It was rare for Qi Xiaoyun not to be ashamed and annoyed by Xia Ningyuan's intimacy, he sighed softly, not sure if it was because of Yu Jin or something else.