[Rebirth] No relatives and no friends

This matter was carried out without telling Xia Ningyuan.

Ever since he heard that the Xiao family was going to implicate others with their resentment towards Yu Jin, Xia Ningyuan never mentioned Yu Jin again.

It is also impossible for Xia's mother to leave her work alone. After working in Z city for a few days, she knew that there was nothing she could do. Before she left, she only sighed deeply and said nothing.

Qi Xiaoyun understands Xia Ningyuan, he is soft-hearted and affectionate, he would rather give more himself than owe others.

The two have been together for so long, and the monthly income is kept in one place. Xia Ningyuan has never touched Qi Xiaoyun's money, but if Qi Xiaoyun needs something, Xia Ningyuan must be the fastest to draw out the card.

Although Qi Xiaoyun was a little helpless about this, and didn't like the distinction between the two of them too clearly, but fortunately, Xia Ningyuan was only used to doing this subjectively. Not to mention bursting out of self-esteem, twitching and saying nothing.

The last time when he inquired about Yu Jin's news, Qi Xiaoyun had already spent a lot of money in secret, but he kept avoiding the important and not giving Xia Ningyuan a chance to mention it.

Xia Ningyuan knew it well, and didn't say much afterwards, but when the two got along, they were obviously more sticky.

If it is placed on ordinary people, it is estimated that they will care about it, and even feel a little unhappy because outsiders increase their emotional chips.

But Qi Xiaoyun is not an ordinary person, and he does not take an ordinary route. He knows very well that the more he gives, the more he will get back from Xia Ningyuan, instead of scaring people away.

This is the value of Xia Ningyuan, and it is also the reason why Qi Xiaoyun is willing to pay for him.

This kind of Xia Ningyuan, even if he seemed to be indifferent on the surface, he would never ignore Yu Jin in his heart.

Qi Xiaoyun is very clear that even if he does nothing about Yu Jin, Xia Ningyuan will not blame him, but what he wants is that there is no room for Yu Jin in the relationship between the two, and he wants Xia Ningyuan I have no regrets about Yu Jin.

When he quietly prepared a little better, handed over the prepared false certificate to Xia Ningyuan, and looked at the usually silly face, and flashed with emotion, complexity, and apology to himself, Qi Xiaoyun felt that it was really not at all. Nothing wrong.

"Xiao Yun, I've thought about it. Even if we meet for real, it won't change anything. What if the Xiao family... You should believe that I won't take risks with you." Xia Ningyuan held the thin certificate, but felt It weighs a thousand pounds.

For a person like him who doesn't even know where to start, he can fully imagine how difficult it is to get this opportunity. He doesn't want to waste Qi Xiaoyun's hard work, but in comparison, Qi Xiaoyun's reputation and future Half life is more important.

The balance in his heart has been leaning towards Qi Xiaoyun from a very early age.

Qi Xiaoyun smiled sincerely: "I think if we meet, at least there will be no regrets, and the person who arranged it also said that if the situation is wrong, the meeting will be canceled immediately. I hope you will not be disappointed."

Xia Ningyuan's heart moved, and he couldn't help but exchanged a kiss with Qi Xiaoyun in his arms, then shook his head lightly: "We did our best."

At the moment when he learned of Yu Jin's verdict, he really had the idea that Yu Jin's future had been changed by him, and he even believed that he had stolen all of Yu Jin's good luck to be so happy.

He had trouble sleeping and eating, feeling like he was sitting on pins and needles, blaming himself all the time.

But now, seeing Qi Xiaoyun running silently for him, Xia Ningyuan realized that even if he had another chance to do it all over again, he would not give up his choice in this life.

It doesn't matter if you say he is hypocritical or ruthless, whether it is Yu Jin choosing Xiao Yi, getting back together again and again, or even killing Xiao Yi with his own hands in the end, Yu Jin walks every step by himself. No one can coerce him, even His giving up pushed Yu Jin to Xiao Yi, and that was by no means the main reason for becoming a murderer.

In the last life, whether Yu Jin intended it or not, he had already lost his life for it. Now, he wants to live for himself.

Of course he would still feel uneasy and feel apologetic, but if this is the price he has to pay for walking hand in hand with Qi Xiaoyun in this life, he is willing to bear it, even to the point of death.

A few days later, Xia Ningyuan was indeed notified, asking him to bring the relevant certificates to the city's No. [-] Detention Center the next day to wait for arrangements.

Due to the urgency of time, only one person can be arranged for the meeting. Xia Ningyuan didn't let Xia's mother come over, and only spoke on the phone.

Xia's mother choked up on the other end of the phone, unable to speak in tune: "Take a look at Xiao Jin for my mother..." In the end, she couldn't continue and had to hang up the phone.

As for Qi Xiaoyun, he was originally prepared to accompany Xia Ningyuan, but when Xia Ningyuan thought of the Xiao family, he felt that it would be risky to wait outside the detention center, and let the other half wait for him to visit his "old love"... What's going on!

Qi Xiaoyun didn't insist, he just adjusted Xia Ningyuan's collar before he went out, and said in a low voice, "I'll wait for you to come back."

Xia Ning hugged Qi Xiaoyun from afar, his heart was full of love and affection for this person, and it took him a long time to say "hmm".

Perhaps it was because of Qi Xiaoyun's great efforts to manage it. The people who came out of the detention center to meet with Xia Ningyuan were very friendly. Although the inspection procedures for the meeting were cumbersome, there was no major mistake. Only when checking the relatives' certificates, there was a little delay. .

The person in charge held the certificate in his hand and turned it over and over, looking at Xia Ningyuan from time to time, making Xia Ningyuan's palms sweat profusely, fearing that he would be kicked out after this step.

At this moment, the person who brought Xia Ningyuan in gave him a wink. Xia Ningyuan kept paying attention, and quickly handed over the red envelope he had prepared for emergencies, stammered some soft words, and led him in. The people in the room also followed up with a few words of help, and finally passed without any danger.

The meeting room is a fully enclosed room with safety glass in the middle. It is equipped with fans, drinking fountains, and a camera monitor on the top. The doors and windows are all made of stainless steel. There are 20 seats in total. The two sides can only communicate by phone.

Before Xia Ningyuan entered the detention center, he heard from the guide that today is not an official day for meeting with the public, otherwise he would have to wait in a long line first if he wanted to come in.

The guide also laughed and said that Xia Ningyuan was booking the venue. The corners of Xia Ningyuan's mouth twitched, realizing that he couldn't laugh at all.

Although it was an informal meeting, there were still police officers standing on both sides of the safety glass like javelins, with expressionless faces, which was daunting.

After Xia Ningyuan was sent into the house, the guide went out and closed the door. He was the only one left in Nuo Da's meeting room surrounded by the police officers. An invisible pressure almost forced him to breathe.

After waiting nervously for a while, there was a sound of "Ding Ling Dang" from far to near, and then the door in the other half of the room was opened, and a uniformed police officer brought Yu Jin in.

Xia Ningyuan was originally sitting, but the moment he saw Yu Jin, he immediately jumped up - Yu Jin became extremely thin, his cheeks were slightly sunken, his cheekbones protruded, and his prison uniform seemed to be hanging on a hanger. Walking around, he lowered his head slightly, his eyes were covered by a long bang, making it impossible to see his expression clearly, his wrists hanging in front of him were in handcuffs, and his ankles were also clasped with very thick shackles, which were connected by iron chains. , dragged on the ground, it looked extremely heavy, and made a "dingling clang" sound as it moved.

As soon as Yu Jin entered the meeting room, the door closed behind him. A policeman went over to uncuff him and instructed him to sit opposite Xia Ningyuan.

Xia Ningyuan couldn't hear what was said over the safety glass, but he was not stupid enough, so he immediately sat down politely and picked up the phone first.

"Xiao Jin..." Xia Ningyuan said while desperately gesturing to Yu Jin on the phone.

Yu Jin looked up at him, there seemed to be a flash of light in his dark eyes, but it disappeared in an instant, leaving only a desert, but he finally took down the phone slowly and stuck it to his ear.

"Xiao Jin, what's the matter with your face?" Sitting face to face, Xia Ningyuan realized that there were some bruises and open wounds on the corners of Yu Jin's mouth, which were not too conspicuous, but seemed to be old wounds , I have to use two hands to hold the microphone, and some knuckles are obviously swollen.

Xia Ningyuan looked anxious and sad. He had heard that the house was chaotic. Some behaviors were condoned, and some even the police couldn't control them. for?

Yu Jin didn't say anything, just looked at Xia Ningyuan with a look of resentment, hatred and despair.

"Xiao Jin..." Xia Ningyuan felt a soreness in his eyes, quickly closed his eyes, calmed down and opened them again: "Mom misses you very much, but unfortunately I can't come in to see you. I finally applied for a few minutes. Tell me what I can do to help, and I will do my best..."

Yu Jin's face was expressionless, his eyes seemed to be turbulent, and the hand holding the phone trembled slightly, which he couldn't detect unless he looked carefully.

"Xiao Jin, why are you so stupid? Is it worth it?" Xia Ningyuan felt that he had a lot to say, but when he thought of the five minutes before he came in, he was repeatedly reminded, so he kept looking at the wall clock unconsciously. It's impatient, but the more I don't know what to say first.

"Xiaoyuan...I've been dreaming these days." Yu Jin suddenly opened his mouth, his voice seemed dry and hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time.

Seeing Yu Jin speak from a distance, Xia Ning quickly stopped talking, and listened with his ears pricked up.

"I dreamed that in my sophomore year, when we celebrated our birthday together, you borrowed a DSLR from Qi Xiaoyun to take a photo for me, and I accidentally dropped it in the lake..." Yu Jin stared at Xia Ningyuan with a strange expression. Calmly speaking of his dreams.

Xia Ningyuan, on the other hand, was in an icehouse, and listened blankly to Yu Jin repeating what he had really experienced verbatim.

"...You are always so kind to me. I am reluctant to leave you, and I feel unwilling. I am in so much pain. Every time I reject Xiao Yi, I hate you even more. Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I will even look at you. You sleep until dawn in ignorance, constantly thinking: How wonderful it would be if you didn't exist from the beginning!" Yu Jin was in a trance, showing a cruel smile.

For a moment, Xia Ningyuan felt that his heart was pierced by a sharp weapon, and he wanted to curl up his body tightly in pain. He used to love this person in front of him so much, he loved him so humblely into the dust, but he didn't know that his love was so superfluous. This made Yu Jinbei feel tortured.

He imagined Yu Jin's ruthlessness countless times, but he never witnessed it with his own eyes like now, so painful, almost numb.

"Xiao Yi and I clearly love each other. If you weren't caught between us, we must be very happy... But when he pushed you down, I felt that something was missing in my heart, and I was desperately thinking not to lose you!" Jin's voice gradually became softer, whispering like a dream: "I'm so stupid, as long as you die, I will be free, why do you still have to hold you?"

"Stop it!" Xia Ningyuan shouted loudly, the volume startled him!

The police officer standing on Xia Ning's side immediately came over and knocked on the table with his baton.

Xia Ningyuan quickly expressed that he would control his emotions, and when the police officer walked away, he looked at Yu Jin sadly, and almost squeezed out every word from his teeth: "So I set you free for the rest of my life, are you satisfied? "

Yu Jin didn't know if he heard it, but he continued to babble: "When I realized it, you had already fallen, and the bottom was dark, and I didn't know where to look for you. I was panicked and scared! But even if you didn't die , I will definitely think that I did it on purpose...Xiao Yi said that accidents in rainy days are normal, when he threw stones down, I stood by and watched..."

It turned out to be Xiao Yi, no wonder!Xia Ningyuan felt that he seemed to understand something.

Although fate has changed, it has not completely changed...

Afterwards, Yu Jin said a lot, but it was obviously incoherent, often inconsistent, sometimes it was a dream, sometimes it was reality, sometimes he blamed Xia Ningyuan for restraining him, and sometimes he blamed Xia Ningyuan for not continuing to love him like in his dream.

His eyes seemed to be looking at Xia Ning far away, but also seemed to be looking at nothing, dull and dull.

Xia Ningyuan listened speechlessly, his movements were stiff, like a statue.

He thinks Yu Jin is crazy!

Five minutes passed quickly, and when the police came to remind him, Xia Ningyuan hung up the phone almost mechanically, staring blankly at Yu Jin who was still holding the phone on the other side of the safety glass and chattering nervously, and was finally pulled away by the police. open.

Yu Jin struggled like crazy, and was hit hard by a nightstick on his back. His figure suddenly became hunched, but his emotions calmed down instantly, and he stood up slowly, indifferently allowing the police to put handcuffs on him.

When he was walking towards the reopened door, he suddenly stopped, looked back at Xia Ningyuan, and moved his mouth, as if he had said something.

Then the policeman stepped forward and pushed, Yu Jin staggered a few steps, and walked away without looking back.

He completely forgot how Xia Ningyuan left the detention center.

On the way home, he couldn't stay out of his mind. The scene and things in front of him were obviously familiar, but they were very strange.

He couldn't tell if he was really reborn, or like Yu Jin, it was just a dream.

It wasn't until he walked back to the door of his own house, saw the door open, and Qi Xiaoyun said in surprise, "Why so fast" inside the door, that he felt that everything became real.

He held Qi Xiaoyun tightly and exhausted all his strength, as if this was the only way to prove that he really existed.

Qi Xiaoyun considerately didn't ask why, and didn't struggle, but let Xia Ningyuan hold him obediently, and gently stroked his back with his hand back.

Xia Ningyuan had a feeling that his soul had been comforted, all the chaotic emotions were calm and docile in an instant, and his heart was at ease.

This is his home, a home made up of him and Qi Xiaoyun, no matter what, nothing can affect the damage, any wind and rain will definitely keep out the door.

"I'm back." He said softly, without mentioning anything about Yu Jin, just smiled and let go of Qi Xiaoyun, followed him into the door, took off his shoes, and prepared to cook.

He still remembered that Qi Xiaoyun said yesterday that he wanted to eat sweet and sour fish...