[Rebirth] No relatives and no friends

"He said that he likes me on his own, always pestering me, and even told his godmother about it..." Yu Jin was aggressive at first, but as he spoke, he became uncomfortable, and his eyes turned away. went aside. "Never asked me what I thought..."

Xia Ningyuan smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry, it won't happen in the future." It's really tragic that what I guessed in my heart has become the truth.

"I hate your appearance the most. What kind of nice guy are you?" Yu Jin glared at Xia Ningyuan angrily. "When you think about it, you don't care whether I want it or not. You feel hopeless, and you let it go on your own initiative?"

?What's happening?Xia Ningyuan was a little confused.If it is said that he has been pestering Yu Jin all the time, making Yu Jin unable to bear or refuse, then he is obviously alienating now, why is Yu Jin still so angry?

Yu Jin looked at Xia Ningyuan's dumbfounded face, and got angry: "Even if I want to find a lover, I don't need to find an old lady, right?"

"..." Xia Ningyuan was speechless for a long time.

He thinks that there is indeed a big difference between his and Yu Jin's cognition.Although Yu Jin only said the superficial meaning, the underlying deep meaning is obvious - Yu Jin likes people who are as good as himself, or even better.

"Then I'll stay away from you, are you satisfied?" Xia Ningyuan was really annoyed.No matter who it is, it would be unbearable for such a cruel sentence to be paid with enthusiasm.

Yu Jin's face flushed red, his mouth was tightly pursed, and the flames in his eyes became more intense.

After Xia Ningyuan finished speaking, he also felt a little regretful.Yu Jin is too strong, based on his understanding, those words before did not seem like what Yu Jin would say.So naked, as if Yu Jin also likes him.

how can that be possible?It's not like he hasn't tried endless tolerance, but Yu Jin didn't fall in love with him in the end.That being the case, if he chooses to let go now, what right does Yu Jin have to accuse him of not being firm enough?

"Yu Jin..." Xia Ningyuan didn't know how to explain it. He knew that he couldn't put things that hadn't happened on Yu Jin, but he couldn't forget Yu Jin's expression when he let go of his hand.

"Xia Ningyuan!" Yu Jin's red face gradually faded, and finally only paleness remained. "Xiao Yi is pursuing me, you know that?"

How interesting, Yu Jin has never talked to him like this in his previous life, nor has he seen him like this...

"Yu Jin, do you want to say that you like me?" Xia Ningyuan looked at Yu Jin calmly.

He has never sought an answer so clearly. He is subconsciously afraid of Yu Jin's rejection, and always feels that he is not good enough and not worthy of Yu Jin. He only hopes that his deeds can show his heart and move Yu Jin.It turned out that he had never asked Yu Jin if he liked him.

Yu Jin seemed to be strangled by the neck, but he did not answer with his lips parted.After a long time, he lowered his head blankly: "I, I don't know... I know you treat me well, and I didn't mean to make you feel bad..."

Xia Ningyuan's heart that had just raised a little bit slowly sank again.What hope?If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it.When he liked Yu Jin, he fell into it without any resistance, but Yu Jin always remained outside the safe line.

"You like Xiao Yi." Xia Ningyuan said with certainty.He did not forget the joy that Yu Jin showed when facing Xiao Yi, which was absolutely absent when they got along.It's not that Yu Jin didn't smile, but it definitely wasn't that dazzling.

Yu Jin had a complicated expression, and it took him a long time to look at Xia Ningyuan: "Xiaoyuan, do you blame me?"

Since childhood, Xia Ningyuan has only heard Yu Jin speak in such a soft voice twice.The last time, Yu Jin ran away from home after a fight with a relative's child.

The children don't know any euphemisms, they only know that the big brother who came by air has snatched their parents' attention, so they naturally reject them subconsciously.

The sensitive Yu Jin realizes for the first time that he no longer has the unconditional love of his parents, and begins to understand the pain of being dependent on others.He couldn't stand it and had to run away.

Xia Ningyuan found Yu Jin in a small abandoned park, and Yu Jin hugged Xia Ningyuan and cried like a wounded animal.

Apart from clumsy comfort, Xia Ningyuan couldn't do much, but he kept repeating one sentence: "Xiao Jin, with me here, my mother loves you too."

Yu Jin suppressed her tears and said softly, "Xiao Yuan, will you always be nice to me?"

Xia Ningyuan remembered that he nodded firmly.

Are people always subconsciously cruel to those around them?Maybe it is because they know that they will not be given up, so they squandered recklessly.

Xia Ningyuan thought, he really doesn't hate Yu Jin anymore.Yu Jin just has too much love, and will not grow up willfully.This really can't be blamed on Yu Jin, when everything you have becomes a habit, you can't cherish it.

"Yu Jin, I said that I will always treat you well, and my mother loves you too...Maybe I made a mistake in my family relationship." Xia Ningyuan almost took himself seriously, but why does his heart still hurt? "I've only recently realized that this kind of unilateral behavior can cause trouble for you."

"Is it related to Qi Xiaoyun?" Yu Jin said hesitantly.

In Xia Ningyuan's mind, Qi Xiaoyun's expression when he was irritated, the expression of holding back, the expression of smiling... and the transparent and unreal expression under the sun flashed through Qi Xiaoyun's mind. His melancholy mood seemed to improve immediately.

He shook his head and smiled: "Xiao Jin, you think highly of me too much, I'm a school girl, besides, not everyone is gay."

Qi Xiaoyun's trust is a precious gift that Xia Ningyuan received after his rebirth. Even if Qi Xiaoyun didn't care, Xia Ningyuan would not casually tell others about Qi Xiaoyun's secret.

Yu Jin still wanted to say something, but hesitantly pursed his lips.

"Okay, you go back, don't worry about my mother, I've already told her that I'm being ridiculous." Xia Ningyuan approached Yu Jin and rubbed his head tentatively. Kind of warm.

Just let it go, they just want to be relatives.

Yu Jin bit his lip and nodded.

Xia Ningyuan originally wanted to remind Yu Jin to be careful about Xiao Yi, but seeing that Yu Jin had regained his composure, even with a vaguely joyful expression, he finally said nothing.

He doesn't know who Yu Jin was with in the last life. Now that he has decided to give up, he just needs to do what a relative should do, and there is still a place to return to when Yu Jin is injured.

The world is unpredictable, he once thought about taking revenge on Yu Jin, but now he thinks it's good, it's as easy as letting go of a boulder.It turns out that when you forgive others, you are also forgiving yourself.

After sending Yu Jin back to the dormitory, Xia Ningyuan made a few jokes with Yu Jin's roommates who made fun of them, and then left the dormitory again.

Although I said that I am still a relative, but I have experienced and suffered scars, and everything is no longer the same as before.Xia Ningyuan understands, and Yu Jin also understands, but they don't want to expose it, they are willing to maintain the harmony on the surface.

Taking the cigarettes bought from the canteen, Xia Ningyuan smelled them for a long time before finally lighting one.As soon as the acrid gas entered the lungs, it caused a violent cough, which almost made people cry.

Xia Ningyuan was in a bad mood, but found that pretending to be melancholy was really not suitable for him.

Thinking of the two unwashed sheets, and looking at his watch, it was almost noon, Xia Ningyuan started to rush back with a cigarette in hand.

Since the sheets were left in the public cleaning room when he left, Xia Ningyuan didn't go back to the dormitory and rushed over.As a result, when I arrived, I found that not only the sheets were gone, but even the bucket was gone.

Xia Ningyuan didn't believe that Zhang Cheng and Liao Shijie would kindly help. Could it be that they were stolen?Although the possibility is not very high, but think about someone stealing underwear in the girls' dormitory a while ago... Uh, maybe there are bed sheets stolen in the boys' dormitory.

This is a terrible situation, his bed sheet is lost, if Qi Xiaoyun's bed sheet is also lost, what will he sleep at night?

Xia Ningyuan felt a headache.During this period of time, he had to pay off his debts and work hard, but he didn't have any sense of accomplishment.Qi Xiaoyun is not a fool, he also did some things for Xia Ningyuan intentionally or unintentionally, Xia Ningyuan even felt that he owed more... such as the "special" exam preparation materials for elective courses...just this item, Xia Ningyuan I can't even bring up the desire to refuse.

The sad thing is that Xia Ningyuan can't say that it's only natural for him to repay the debt.If he didn't accept Qi Xiaoyun's kindness, it is completely conceivable that Qi Xiaoyun would not accept his "debt repayment" behavior either.

Under such circumstances, if there were any oolong incidents, Xia Ningyuan would want to flush himself down the toilet.

With a sad face, he went back to the dormitory to find Zhang Cheng and the others to confirm the bed sheets. Xia Ningyuan decided in grief and indignation that if he hadn't met these two guys and found out, he would have to go to the commissary to buy a new one to compensate Qi Xiaoyun.

After brewing for a long time, when I opened the door, Zhang Cheng and Liao Shijie were sitting at the table having a good meal, and there were two unopened lunch boxes beside them.

I looked left and right, but I didn't see the bucket for washing sheets.Xia Ningyuan's heart turned cold, it seems that the two grandsons really didn't wash the sheets.

While lamenting the loss of money and eliminating disasters, Zhang Cheng had already seen Xia Ningyuan, and he yelled with the unswallowed food in his mouth: "...Xiao Yuanzi, the brothers have touched you all today... Come here and have a taste , This is what Marshal Qi packed back from the celebration banquet. Hey, Lao Liao, why don't you grab the shrimp from my bowl!"

Doesn't Qi Xiaoyun have to play for a day?Xia Ningyuan's head was full of question marks. "Did you see the sheets?" Or this is more important...

Zhang Cheng just snatched the prawns back from under Liao Shijie's chopsticks, and while gnawing on them, he sneakily retorted: "Qi Xiaoyun washed it, it should be drying!"

Xia Ningyuan ran to the roof as soon as he heard it.Qi Xiaoyun is very clean, but like ordinary boys, he doesn't like to do things by himself.Basically, when I can't bear it anymore, I will ask the on-campus laundry service for help.It's just that since Xia Ningyuan was determined to repay the debt, Qi Xiaoyun had no chance to find someone to do it for him.

But Qi Xiaoyun was obviously very embarrassed, because after Xia Ningyuan successfully found a pair of smelly socks and cleaned them, Qi Xiaoyun never searched for Xia Ningyuan again.Every time I take a bath, the clothes are soaked in the bucket, and when the bath is over, the clothes are also finished.

Although Xia Ningyuan doubted whether Qi Xiaoyun had washed it clean, Qi Xiaoyun clearly didn't want Xia Ningyuan's help, and Xia Ningyuan couldn't force it.

After Xia Ningyuan gave up helping to wash the socks, Qi Xiaoyun returned to his old self and asked someone to wash them for him.

Xia Ningyuan has also learned to be smart, occasionally helping to launder a large item, and making a surprise attack, so that he can pay off the debt without causing resentment.

Xia Ning always felt guilty for asking a person who didn't like washing to help wash the sheets.Climbed up to the top floor and looked, sure enough, Qi Xiaoyun pulled a rope, one bed sheet had already been dried, and the other had just been put on the rope, it happened that the wind was strong at the moment, Qi Xiaoyun saw that he would stop doing these things and was in a hurry.

Xia Ningyuan hurried over to help: "Didn't you just come back at night?"

The sun near noon was a little bit hot, Qi Xiaoyun's face was slightly flushed, but his expression was quite happy: "The afternoon game has been temporarily cancelled."

Xia Ningyuan let out a cry, helped Qi Xiaoyun pull the bed sheet, and accidentally touched Qi Xiaoyun's hand.The slightly cool touch made Xia Ningyuan clenched unconsciously: "Why is it so cold?"