mountains and deep sea

When Lu Yuzhi woke up, it was already late at night, and the neighborhood was quiet, with the occasional sound of wind and the meowing of frightened wild cats.

He was held in Fu Wensheng's arms, and one hand was tightly clenched, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

There was still a faint smell of Fu Wensheng's body on the tip of his nose. He squinted his eyes for a long time, thinking about what happened last night, and then moved his body a little, his whole body was in pain.

He turned his head and glared at Fu Wensheng angrily, but he was asleep and didn't know about it at all.

The curtains were not drawn tightly, and a tiny light slipped in through the gap. Lu Yuzhi looked at Fu Wensheng bit by bit through the dim light, and suddenly found that the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and a smile was rippling from this handsome face. Come.

With difficulty, he stretched out his other free hand from under the quilt, and carefully touched the corner of Fu Wensheng's mouth maliciously. As soon as he approached, he was grabbed by someone.

"What are you doing?"

Fu Wensheng's voice came from above his head, hoarse and deep, in this quiet and dark room, when they were naked and honest with each other, they looked extraordinarily sexy and alluring.

Fu Wensheng opened his eyes, with unconscious petting in his sleepy eyes, "Are you awake?"

"Yes." Lu Yuzhi raised his head slightly.

"what time is it?"

"do not know."

Fu Wensheng reached out to look at his phone, but it was three o'clock in the morning, which was still early, "Go on to sleep, it's only three o'clock."

Lu Yuzhi let out a oh first, and then pushed Fu Wensheng, "Fu Wensheng, I'm hungry."

The kitchen was brightly lit, and Lu Yuzhi sat cross-legged on a chair by the dining table, watching the back of Fu Wensheng cooking.

Fu Wensheng is in good shape, with wide shoulders and narrow waist. Even in his pajamas now, he can vaguely see the perfect figure curve under the loose clothes. He was wearing a pair of loose cotton and linen trousers. Lu Yuzhi remembered when he was wearing suit trousers , with long and straight legs, looks like an elite.

But now the person is standing in front of him, casually wearing his slippers, standing lazily with his hands on his hips, cooking noodles for himself.

Lu Yuzhi tapped his fingers on the table, feeling very interesting and magical.

Sensing the burning eyes behind him, Fu Wensheng turned his head, "What's wrong?"

"look at you."

Fu Wensheng laughed, took out the cooked noodles from the pot, filled two bowls, and took them out.

"Eat, it's too late, let's make do with it, and sleep."

Lu Yuzhi took a big mouthful of noodles, his cheeks were bulging, like a little squirrel, he looked at Fu Wensheng who was not moving his chopsticks and only looked at himself, "Aren't you going to eat?"

"I'm not hungry."

Lu Yuzhi and him stared at each other for a while, and then, by accident, he held a chopstick of noodles and handed it to Fu Wensheng's mouth.

Fu Wensheng's eyes widened in surprise.

Lu Yuzhi, "Take a bite."

Fu Wensheng had no choice but to open his mouth to eat the noodles, but his eyes did not move down, and they fell on Lu Yuzhi from beginning to end.

Lu Yuzhi took back his chopsticks in satisfaction, "Is it delicious?"

"I cooked this."

"So it's delicious." Lu Yuzhi answered politely.

Fu Wensheng snorted and laughed, "Uncle Gu told you to go back because of He Zitang's matter?"

Lu Yuzhi nodded as he buried his head in his mouth.

"Then you were unhappy last night because of this?"

"No, I don't need to be sad or sad for people who don't care."

Lu Yuzhi didn't wait for Fu Wensheng's answer, so he raised his head and found that the person was looking at him all the time, "Do you want to ask, I don't like the Gu family so much, why do I have to go back?"

Fu Wensheng was right, so he followed suit and asked, "Why?"

Lu Yuzhi thought for a while, put down the bowl and chopsticks, "Then you should ask Lu Jiaruan."

Fu Wensheng frowned lightly.

Lu Yuzhi continued, "It was Lu Jiaruan who disclosed the news on the Internet. I only found out after the performance that someone on the Internet was discussing that I was the illegitimate child of the Gu family. Even when I went back to the Gu family...she called me back."

He remembered that day, his clothes were wet with sweat on the stage, and his legs were still weak. As soon as he got off the stage, he heard everyone whispering to him, and Lu Jiaruan was standing at the door of his lounge waiting for him.

At that time, Lu Jiaruan hadn't been out of Hutong Street for a long time, but that day he put on special makeup and Kodan-colored lipstick, and told him, "Go back home."

He couldn't hear or see the uproar on the Internet, and only Lu Jiaruan's words remained in his mind.It was like a knife that cut his heart mercilessly, dripping with blood.

When he and Lu Jiaruan returned home, they made a fuss in the yard, throwing everything that could fall, Lu Quansheng couldn't hold him back, but Lu Jiaruan was unmoved at all, just leaning against the door and smoking Yan said, "I raised you, so I should ask Gu Yunping to see you."

When he grew up, he seldom cried. At that moment, the fear and sadness of being abandoned from the bottom of his heart surrounded him tightly. He couldn't stop crying, but he couldn't stop crying. Weeping, his chest heaving violently.

They stood not far away in the courtyard in the afternoon and looked at each other. They were not mother and son, but enemies.

That was the last time he and Lu Jiaruan met. The next day after that day, he and Gu Yunping returned to Gu's house, and the news of Lu Jiaruan's suicide came...

The room was still dark, only a light was turned on in the small kitchen, and the warm yellow beam cast a layer of light on the two of them. Lu Yuzhi lowered his eyelids, and the shadow of crow-feather eyelashes cast under his eyes. Emotions are all in those peach blossom eyes, and nothing can be seen clearly.

But Fu Wensheng could still feel it, a trace of sadness and sadness came out from his tightly wrapped body, and his heart ached so badly.

He raised his hand to cover Lu Yuzhi's hair, and called him by name, "Yu Zhi."

His voice is clear but light, with a southern minor tune, it is gentle and soft.

Lu Yuzhi blinked, raised his head with a smile pretending not to care, "Sometimes I've been thinking, why is Lu Jiaruan hating Gu Yunping so much, and if he doesn't like me, why did he give birth to me? Why did you send me back home, why...suicide?"

He tilted his head, even though he was smiling, but his eyes were still blank. There was Fu Wensheng in his pupils, but it didn't seem to be there. He was just looking at places and people far away through him.

Fu Wensheng's hand slid all the way down to his earlobe, squeezed it lightly, and said solemnly, "Maybe it was because I was too desperate in the past, so when I want to leave, I have to entrust you to important people first. rest assured."

Lu Yuzhi's eyes trembled slightly, and there was water in his eyes.

His eyes were filled with Fu Wensheng again, he blinked vigorously, and said softly, "Really?"

Fu Wensheng gently stroked Lu Yuzhi's reddened eye ends with his fingertips, and he didn't know whether Lu Jiaruan loved Lu Yuzhi or not, but now he could only say such blank words of comfort, "Yes."

Lu Yuzhi laughed at himself, closed his eyes, sucked his nose hard, and calmed down.

Fu Wensheng just put one hand on his cheek and sat with him.

After a long time, Lu Yuzhi closed his eyes and suddenly asked, "Fu Wensheng, why do you like me?"

He opened his eyes suddenly and looked at Fu Wensheng.

"Didn't you ask?"

"I still want to know."

Fu Wensheng was silent for a moment, then said, "I don't know, I was in a bad mood at the bar that day, and suddenly I saw you who were also in a bad mood, and I was a little tempted."

He doesn't know why he likes Lu Yuzhi, but when he first met someone with the same depressed mood as himself in a noisy and lively environment, he felt like the same kind of person, so they went to bed, made love.At that time, he thought it was over, but when he saw him after returning to China, his heartbeat would suddenly speed up, and his whole body would be full of joy. When he was away from people, he would always miss him and think about every bit of him.

He also kept trying to find the answer to this question, but if loving someone requires such reasons and excuses, why is it called love?

He stared at Lu Yuzhi's peach blossom eyes, and said seriously, "I just like you very much."

Lu Yuzhi couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, he just rubbed Fu Wensheng's hand on his face, feeling like he was a little nostalgic for the warmth.

After eating the noodles, they went back to sleep again, and this time they slept until the sun was rising.

Lu Yuzhi had no clothes at Fu Wensheng's house, so he took a pair of disposable underwear and took a shower. When he came out, Fu Wensheng had already prepared a meal, so he sat at the dining table and waited for him.

One example of the dishes was light and delicious. It was rare for Lu Yuzhi to be picky eaters, so he ate two bowls of rice.

After the meal, Lu Yuzhi stood at the door of the kitchen and watched Fu Wensheng wash the dishes, and suddenly had a sudden impulse, "Professor Fu, shall we go shopping?"

Fu Wensheng had just finished washing the last dish, and he almost dropped the dish slipperily when he heard this, "What did you say?"

"Shopping!" Lu Yuzhi straightened up and looked at him amusedly, "Don't couples know how to date? Let's go shopping and treat it as a date."

Fu Wensheng looked at him with half-lidded eyes, wondering what he was thinking, and said half-heartedly, "Okay, let's go shopping."

It was said that Lu Yuzhi proposed to go shopping, but Fu Wensheng chose the destination.

He didn't take anyone to a big shopping mall, nor did he go to a busy street. He drove around more than half of Wancheng, and finally stopped in the old city in the northern suburbs.

Wancheng has a history of thousands of years, and there are countless antique treasures. Since the last era, an antique street has been formed in Wancheng. The streets are complicated and narrow, and there are different antique shops, jewelry and jade shops here.

Fu Wensheng took Lu Yuzhi to a jade shop hidden in a deeper alley.

The jade shop is hidden in a small alley. The storefront is simple, but the decoration has the taste of a deep house in the last era. The entrance is two rows of vermilion grand master chairs, and the blue and white porcelain tea set is placed on the mahogany table. Inside is a display cabinet for jade articles. You have to open it. You can only see the bamboo curtains, and the antique flavor rushes towards you.

Fu Wensheng passed by the outside directly, and led someone inside, "This is a jade shop opened by a friend of my dad's. It sells high-quality jade bracelets and other jewelry. The owner's surname is Yuan, and he's a nice guy."

Lu Yuzhi looked around, "What did you bring me here for?"

Fu Wensheng didn't answer him, but lifted the curtain, told people to go in first, and then shouted loudly, "Uncle Yuan!"

Someone came out from the back hall immediately. He was an elderly man with gray temples but full of energy. He wore a pair of presbyopic glasses and looked very friendly.

When Uncle Yuan saw that it was Fu Wensheng, he immediately stepped forward happily, "It's Wensheng, why are you here?"

"I'm fine today, just come and have a look." Fu Wensheng introduced Lu Yuzhi to him, "This is me...my friend, his name is Lu Yuzhi."

Lu Yuzhi called out quickly, "Hello, Uncle Yuan."

"Oh," Uncle Yuan looked at Lu Yuzhi with a smile on his face, "I heard that someone said about you."

Lu Yuzhi glanced at Fu Wensheng.

Fu Wensheng pretended he didn't see it, and just asked, "Uncle Yuan, is there anything I asked you to pay attention to last time?"

"Yes, yes," Uncle Yuan nodded repeatedly, and said as he walked in, "I'll keep it for you, so you can come, and I'll bring it for you."

Uncle Yuan lifted the curtain over there, and Lu Yuzhi dragged his servants over here, "What is it?"

Fu Wensheng had an inscrutable expression on his face, "You'll find out later."

Playing tricks... Lu Yuzhi muttered.

After a while, Uncle Yuan came back with a delicate mahogany box and handed it to Fu Wensheng.

Lu Yuzhi's eyes followed Fu Wensheng to open the wooden box. When he saw what was inside, he couldn't help but widen his eyes—it was a gray-white jade bracelet with a thick body and a wide, flat ring shape as a whole. , the inner wall is straight, the jade is crystal moist, deep and exquisite.

He looked at Fu Wensheng almost in astonishment.

Uncle Yuan next to him said, "This is a high-quality Hetian jade bracelet. You told me to pay more attention last time. I asked my son to search many places before I found it."

Fu Wensheng looked at the jade bracelet in his hand very satisfied, and nodded, "Thank you, Uncle Yuan."

"Hey, why are you being polite, you guys talk first, someone called me later." Uncle Yuan waved his hand to let them both relax, and then went to the back again.

Fu Wensheng carefully took out the jade bracelet, and reached out to Lu Yuzhi.

"Fu Wensheng..." Lu Yuzhi was at a rare loss.

Fu Wensheng chuckled, and held Lu Yuzhi's left hand - when he saw Qi Song giving Zhou Zhou a necklace that day, he made up his mind that if they could be together, he would also give something to Lu Yuzhi .

And Lu Yu's hands are as soft as a soft bark, and as white as fat, and it is only beautiful to wear a bracelet.

He put Lu Yuzhi's fingers together, and the jade bracelet passed through his fingers and clasped it on his slender wrist. A beautiful hand with beautiful jade couldn't be better.

Lu Yuzhi stared at the jade bracelet with deep eyes.

But they were the only ones in the shop, and there was a curtain outside, blocking the draft and human voices outside, Fu Wensheng took advantage of the fact that no one was holding Lu Yuzhi's hand, he lowered his head and kissed the back of Lu Yuzhi's hand.

He said, "If you get it, it's mine."

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Zuo Erdong Chen

Professor Fu proudly announced that Xiao Lu is mine!