Over the line connivance

On the second day of National Day, the car staggered to the countryside in M ​​city next door.

After leaving the city, the road was full of gravel and dust.The khaki-yellow rising like a mime outside the window covered half of the window, and there was no other sound in the car except for the humming of the air conditioner and the rustling FM radio broadcast.

Zong Chengye fell asleep facing the car window, the dirty yellow light was dazzling.His eyes are slightly green, and he has been sick for the past two days. He hurriedly applied to the head teacher for temporary residence in the school, and moved the suitcase rumblingly, deciding to move back to the school.

Luo Bi didn't stop her, she didn't even ask, she really didn't respond.

Zong Chengye thought that Luo Bi probably breathed a sigh of relief.

After going through that night—Luo Bi's unexpected and undisguised lack of sympathy, Zong Chengye made up his mind to be tougher.

Luo Bi treats him like a stray dog ​​who can be discarded in the blink of an eye. After learning that Zong Chengye is secretly obsessed with him, his disgust is so obvious——

In addition, Luo Bi's attitude at that time really shocked him, those cold eyes in the dark and the strength like iron tongs made Zong Chengye feel lingering fear even thinking about it now.

Zong Chengye looked in the mirror after the incident, and there was no blue mark on his chin at first glance, but he pressed his finger lightly, "—Hiss, it hurts!"

Zong Chengye didn't bother Lu Xiaohui to find an apartment, lest this person ask questions.After explaining the reason to the head teacher, I packed up my luggage, and planned to move to the school's shabby six-person room once the National Day was over.

Remember that night.

After Luo Bi wiped his tears for him, Zong Chengye thought he had escaped a catastrophe, opened his eyes, and for the first time allowed himself to show the emotion of being saved, his expression softened a lot.

Luo Bi stared at him, still smiling, his eyes deepened, but the strength in his hands became heavier and heavier.He suddenly sneered and said, "Get out of the car."

Zong Chengye didn't react, the next second Luo Bi had let go of the hand holding his cheek, and slammed him against the car door, as if he couldn't bear it for a second, don't look away from Zong Chengye, it's cold Said: "Get out of the car."

Zong Chengye opened the car door and rolled down hastily.Before the door was closed tightly, the car drove away in the dark with its lights flashing.

He stood there stunned, hugging a blanket that was wet by the mist, and after recovering, he realized that his legs were trembling uncontrollably when he stepped forward.

"I'm sick!" He clutched the blanket, still in doubt, and murmured as he left, "I'm sick!"

The fog is heavy, the color of the moonlight and street lamps are thin, and the outline of the road vegetation is sparse.

After being silent for a long while, Zong Chengye didn't expect and couldn't understand why Luo Bi's attitude changed so quickly.

Could it be that his eyes were too straightforward just now, and Luo Bi was afraid that he would not be able to get rid of it if he stuck to it?

The weather was cold and without a mobile phone, Luo Bi's gentle and kind actions in the past automatically flashed in his mind, so he thought about begging Luo Bi to let him in. Later, when the cold wind blew, sporadic leaves soaked in rain hit his face On the other hand, Zong Chengye opened his mouth and scolded in despair: "Fuck it, I'm going to get my phone back. If he won't let me, I'll smash his window. When the security guards stop me, I'll hit him too. .”

A few thousand meters away, Zong Chengye forgot for the first time the fact that he was thrown out and driven out again.

The night road under the dim street lights is so humid, the light can only shine on the step under the feet, and it is impossible to see far away or think far away.Zong Chengye tried his best to avoid the muddy puddles at first, but later he simply rolled up his trousers, stepping on wherever there was water or puddles.

Mud dots splash wantonly.

The boyishness was shattered, fell to the ground and mixed with the mud, and was watched by the moonlight.

fuck it.

Zong Chengye thought, this family has to move if they don't want to, can I still live without someone?

It was cold and foggy at night, and Zong Chengye couldn't stop his teeth chattering, but his spine became straighter, hotter and stronger as he walked.

After walking, the soles of my feet became numb, but my inner strength seemed to be doused with gasoline and ignited a fire.Zong Chengye no longer remembers how he saw the door of Luo Bi's house, he was not as quiet as usual, and opened the door with a "bang".

The house has not changed, it is still simple and well-decorated, the gray and white have a clear boundary at night, and a warm light falls in front of Luo Bi.

"came back?"

Hearing the sound, Luo Bi casually put the documents in his hand on the table. Seeing that Zong Chengye's trousers were covered with lumps of mud, and he was still holding a torn blanket, "Go take a shower when you get back."

One o'clock.Zong Chengye looked up at the wall clock, panting heavily, the heat quickly melted into the warm room.

At one o'clock in the morning, we walked for almost two hours.

Both of them were silent, Zong Chengye's beating heart gradually calmed down.

He was originally full of anger and grievance, but as soon as he arrived here, in the cold and well-decorated house, Luo Bi calmly looked up at him and asked questions in an ordinary tone, as if Zong Chengye had just returned home after a party .

Zong Chengye was suddenly discouraged, his heart and other emotions seemed to be ironed out.

He took off the dirty blanket, muddy shoes, and dusty outer pants outside the door. His two straight and long white legs were trembling, and he walked to the bathroom without saying a word.

By the time he came out of the shower, the lights in the living room hadn't been turned off yet, but Rentong Wenwen had long since disappeared.

Zong Chengye was very exhausted, his brain had already shut down, he decided to make plans for the future the next day, returned to the bedroom, and immediately fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

The next morning, Zong Chengyeli's first thought was the dirty clothes that were taken off outside the door last night.

So I hurriedly opened the door, but there were no clothes outside, and there were two big bags of plastic garbage tied up next to the corridor to be collected by the cleaning staff.

Zong Chengye slammed the door resentfully.Luo Bi loves cleanliness so much.

He was really confused, and sat at the table in his free time for two days to reflect on himself, whether he had offended Luo Bi earlier, such as not being clean enough, not going home often, etc., and now he is being returned together.

But after thinking about it bitterly, probably what Luo Bi can't stand the most is his attachment.

When he was packing his luggage and was about to move out, he was terrified, always afraid that Luo Bi would urge him to hurry up.But in this matter, Luo Bi was very gentlemanly, not only did he not urge him, he didn't even respond at all.

Zong Chengye didn't even go downstairs to eat breakfast these two days.Luo Bi was still as usual, after eating, he sat at the table and read the newspaper, and even asked Zong Chengye if he wanted to see his grandmother today.

Zong Chengye had long forgotten about this.

He thought it was prevarication when he said that he would take him there in a week, but Luo Bi drank coffee slowly, turned another page of the newspaper, and asked the question.

Zong Chengye thought that his nature had been exposed, and even if he acted presumptuously in front of Luo Bi, compensation would not help, so he just said "I want to go" with a little restraint.

Luo Bi tapped the seat beside him with his slender fingers. Clean dishes and chopsticks were already set on the table. He was still reading the newspaper and said casually, "Come and eat."

Zong Chengye thought that he was a little afraid of Luo Bi, and he really wanted to meet his grandmother whom he had never met, so he could only dawdle awkwardly and sit down for a meal.

He vaguely hoped that Luo Bi would say something about him moving out, but Luo Bi sipped his coffee with a cold and normal expression, and didn't say a word about Zong Chengye's plan to move out.

After returning from grandma's house, it was time to draw the line officially.

"How to get there?" Zong Chengye put down the bowl and chopsticks, afraid to look directly at Luo Bi because of fear.

"Take the car." Luo Bi said calmly.

It's by car, but it's hired to drive.

Zong Chengye looked at Luo Bi who pressed his backhand to the trunk in surprise, hesitated, and spoke to Luo Bi for the first time in two days, "Who... who will drive?"

Luo Bi glanced at him, turning a blind eye to Zong Chengye's fear, and said, "The journey back is too long, I hired someone."

Zong Chengye still refused to move.Luo Bi raised his eyebrows, with a hint of contempt in his expression, "Aren't you going?"

Zong Cheng couldn't get excited, he gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, and sat in the back seat like a strong man cut off his wrist.Luo Bi got into the co-pilot.

The driver was very talkative, talking about the mountains and the northwest with Luo Bi, and the steering wheel made a rattling sound on the bumpy dirt road.Luo Bi always responded politely.

Zong Cheng Yeben also persuaded himself to bear it a little longer.

He swayed from side to side with the carriage, who knew that just as he was about to fall asleep, the wheels swayed violently, followed by the car violently bouncing and shaking, even if the driver mastered the steering wheel skillfully, Zong Chengye immediately felt himself My stomach was about to shake out.

Luo Bi frowned, and immediately turned to look at Zong Chengye.

The master driver put both hands on the steering wheel and muttered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this road is broken, I didn't see that big pothole... The government is repairing this road..."

Zong Chengye didn't hear anything clearly, he resisted the discomfort pouring into his throat, and knocked hard on the car door.

The driver master didn't realize it, and the car kept moving forward at a slow speed.Zong Chengye had already locked the doorknob with his fingers.

Luo Bi frowned and pressed the steering wheel, and said sharply, "Stop."

The driver was startled and immediately stepped on the brakes.

The car didn't come to a complete stop, Zong Chengye covered his mouth and jumped down quickly. Before his head could reach the pool on the side of the road, he had already vomited out.

It wasn't until we got out of the car that we realized that the scenery was beautiful.On the National Day of the [-]th National Day, people ran to the city, and the crowds in the city were extremely irritable.The countryside stretches as far as the eye can see, with ridges of sandy paths sandwiched by fields, and far away from houses that smoke and smoke, the air is so fresh that it seems to have been purified inch by inch.

With a shrug of the nose, you can still smell the fresh and moist smell of the soil after the rain.

Zong Chengye couldn't feel it.

He squatted by the side of the road ditch, the blood rushed to his forehead, he bowed his head and vomited.

After the burst of strength subsided, before he could stand up, a bottle of cold mineral water was handed over from the side.

Luo Bi didn't wear any formal clothes today. The jeans made him look young and handsome. Standing in the west, with his back to the sky, he could almost block the sun from Zong Chengye's sight.

The hands that passed water were long and slender, with well-defined joints, and the fingertips were covered with thin calluses.Zong Chengye lowered his eyes for two seconds, said "thank you", took it, raised his head, rinsed his mouth and washed his hands, and it was clean in an instant.

The driver poked his head out of the car and shouted, "What's going on? Can I go?"

Zong Chengye stood up, took off his coat and wiped his mouth, only a short sleeve was left inside.He threw his clothes on the curb with his backhand, "I can walk."

Luo Bi suddenly said, "I'm driving."

Zong Chengye stopped, and the driver looked at him suspiciously, "This road is not easy to drive."

Luo Bi's face was very cold, and he insisted: "I will drive."

The driver got out of the car disheartened, and was about to go around to the passenger seat, but Zong Chengye strode forward, sat in first, and closed the car door with his backhand.

Showing bright white teeth through the car glass, Zong Chengye smiled at him, "Sit in the back, master."

Luo Bi wanted to drive more steadily. He turned off the air conditioner and lowered the windows.The smell of mud surging outside the car floated into the car.

Zong Chengye's chest and stomach were no longer so uncomfortable.Occasionally, he would cast Luo Bi with his eyes downcast and his face stern.But under the setting sun, the bright honey-like light outlines him softly and elegantly.

The master driver left the post without thinking, and sat in the back seat and talked with such enthusiasm at first, but Luo Bi no longer responded to everything like before.The driver master gradually calmed down.

Zong Chengye supported his head, stared at Luo Bi's face, and fell asleep in a daze while shaking.

When I woke up again, the car had already driven into the county road, and the sound of cement rubbing against the wheels was soothing and pleasant.It was completely dark, with a little purple-gray smeared on the horizon.

The driver got out of the car at some point, and only Luo Bi and Zong Chengye were left in the car.

Not long after, the car went around the winding street and stopped in front of an old-fashioned residential building. The road was dark and dark, with discarded plastic garbage and shoes littering the street.

But the surroundings of the residential buildings are clean and tidy. Through the windows, you can see the bright yellow lights of several families, reflected on the glass panels.

Zong Chengye knew that it was time for him to get out of the car, but he pressed against the door handle and did not move.

Luo Bi didn't urge him, he seemed to be understanding again.

The engine stops, the street is quiet after evening, the sound of the spatula is gone, and the excitement of the children coming home from school is also gone, replaced by a strange and yearning smoke of home.

Zong Chengye moved his fingers, and suddenly asked softly: "What if she doesn't like me?"

He asked in a low voice, "Will she not like my appearance?"

"What if, what if she likes girls more?"

"Did my mother do a lot wrong at the time?"

"..." Zong Chengye became more and more anxious as he spoke, and finally it was like a dam was opened, and the problems and panic flowed "booming" along the water.He looked back at Luo Bi in panic, and asked without hope: "What kind of me is better?"

In the silence, Luo Bi smiled, stroked Zong Chengye's rough hair with his hands, and said softly, "It doesn't matter, it's just you."

Zong Chengye was stunned, as if he was dazed by these words.He mumbled and asked, can anything be fine?

"Yes." The heat in Luo Bi's palm was like a fire, and it touched the back of Zong Chengye's head. The softness in his eyes was like the moon and water, which gave Zong Chengye an illusion of extravagance. He said: " Always."

The author says:

happy spring!Thanks for watching, bows!