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"Oh, it's raining in physical education class so I can't go to play." Chen Qingyang lay down on the table bored, sighing constantly while looking at the rainy day outside the window.

"Have you finished your review? You still want to play." Yu Ye squinted at him and continued to write yesterday's review.

"It's boring, I don't want to write." Chen Qingyang said as if he was bored with his head on his stomach

"When is your father coming?" Yu Ye asked

"Afternoon." Chen Qingyang said, "The last class after class will be a physical education class, but because of the rain, all the students in the third class are studying in the classroom.

Squad leader Wang Yuhao sat on the podium, saw Chen Qingyang whispering small words to Yu Ye below, and tapped the podium with a pen: "Chen Qingyang, don't disturb other people's study."

"Cut, grandson, why are you pretending to be garlic?" Chen Qingyang cursed mutteringly, moved his head to the side, and ignored Wang Yuhao.

Yu Ye was a little strange.

"When did you have such a deep hatred with him?" Yu Ye lowered his head and took a book to cover it and asked Chen Qingyang, "Didn't you two be fine last year?"

Yu Ye remembered that Chen Qingyang and Wang Yuhao had a good time last year, otherwise they wouldn't have set up a barbecue stall together at last year's campus festival.

"It's not good!" Chen Qingyang said seemingly meaninglessly.

"Yo? Can you still see our Yang Er being so awkward? What's the matter?" Yu Ye asked jokingly

"Hey, it's nothing, don't talk, don't talk, that grandson is looking at me again." Chen Qingyang waved his hands and turned his head to the other side.

"Cut, forget about it." Chen Qingyang didn't want to say that Yu Ye didn't ask, and turned his head away to continue writing the review.

Looking at Chen Qingyang lying motionless on his stomach, Yu Ye asked again: "You really don't want to write a self-criticism?"

"Write at night." Chen Qingyang said

Wang Yuhao: "Yu Ye, don't be influenced by other students."

"..." Yu Ye

"..." Chen Qingyang

"Crap! Are you sick? I blame everything for everything?" Chen Qingyang slapped the table and stood up, staring at Wang Yuhao and said.

"Does that mean that other people's farts can also be blamed on your grandfather and me?" Chen Qingyang blushed with anger.

"Yang Er, don't make trouble!" Yu Ye pulled Chen Qingyang

"Can you blame me then?" Chen Qingyang felt aggrieved, "He was the one who talked about me first! It's none of your business for me to influence who the hell?"

The last sentence was yelled at Wang Yuhao.

Wang Yuhao's expression remained the same, he looked at Chen Qingyang solemnly and said, "You were talking to your deskmate during self-study, and you still didn't repent after I reminded you, and disturbed classmate Yu Ye again and again."

Wang Yuhao asked with a slow smile, "Did I say something wrong?"

"Grass, you bastard grandson, you have the ability to fight one-on-one after school." Chen Qingyang was furious, "See if I don't call you grandpa."

"Rude, reckless, I won't go." Wang Yuhao was not affected by Chen Qingyang's anger at all.

"Cut, coward, grandson, coward!" Chen Qingyang scolded.

"Okay, stop making trouble." Yu Ye pulled Chen Qingyang to sit down, "Why are you so angry, it's weird, why did he mess with you?"

"Why didn't he mess with me? Didn't you see that he was deliberately targeting me?" Chen Qingyang pointed to Wang Yuhao and said to Yu Ye.

"Okay, your dad is coming soon, don't make trouble, just keep quiet." Yu Ye pulled Chen Qingyang's hand back, "Don't be as knowledgeable as him, he is also a businessman, just leave it alone, just take care of yourself." he."

"I..." Chen Qingyang wanted to scold but didn't know what to scold again, so he sat back angrily, ignoring anyone.

"..."

Yu Ye has never seen Chen Qing and Yang make such a big fuss. He usually smiles and is very casual with everyone. He is also very popular in the class and easy to talk to. He doesn't necessarily have conflicts with anyone. How can he be right? It was as if Wang Yuhao had eaten meth, and he looked like he had to blow up to the death.

After class, Chen Qingyang went to the office to find his father, and Yu Ye went to eat alone. When he passed by the office, he found Wang Yuhao standing at the door. Yu Ye was a little strange: "What are you doing here?"

Yu Ye looked inside, the office door was closed, and from the small glass window, he could see Chen Qingyang sandwiched between the homeroom teacher Xu and Chen Qingyang's father, bowing his head like a quail and honestly being scolded. appearance.

Chen Qingyang's father still gave Chen Qingyang a look from time to time, it seemed that if the teacher wasn't here, he would have to beat him up.

"Does his father often treat him like this?" Wang Yuhao asked, as if he didn't hear what Yu Ye just asked, completely immersed in his own world.

"What?" Yu Ye looked suspicious, "You mean Chen Qingyang's father?"

"Well, has his father always been like this, only beating him?" Wang Yuhao asked

"Basically, his father has always treated him like this, from childhood to adulthood." Yu Ye said hesitantly, and then asked: "Why are you asking this? You want to catch Chen Qingyang?"

Yu Ye thought of the tit-for-tat confrontation between the two, and thought that Wang Yuhao was trying to use this incident to mock Chen Qingyang, and said, "Yang Er, you usually don't conflict with others. I'm a little curious how you two met and went together? Last year Are you alright?"

Yu Ye stared at Wang Yuhao's face, as if trying to find an answer, but Wang Yuhao's face didn't change, and he said calmly, "It's just that he's upset, so it's necessary to ask why?"

"I know you all defend him, and I won't be so stupid as to hold on to him with such a trivial matter." Wang Yuhao said with a smile, "This trivial matter is nothing, don't worry!"

After speaking, he left.

"Who is it? It's weird." Yu Ye muttered looking at his back, and then looked back at Chen Qingyang. Chen Qingyang was still being scolded, and the head teacher, Teacher Xu, was still talking to Chen Qingyang's father. Chen Qingyang played game consoles in class.

Yu Ye has also left. He has seen this kind of thing a lot since he was a child. I don't know when Chen Qingyang didn't like studying very much. He only focused on having fun, and his father was so angry that he scolded him. I've tried it, I've beaten it, it's useless, it's like being possessed by a demon, and I just don't want to learn it.No matter how smart a person is, he can't stand Chen Qingyang playing like this. Yu Ye also persuaded him, but Chen Qingyang just refused to listen.

After the senior high school entrance examination, Chen Qingyang stepped into the last place and entered Xinghan. After that, he stopped studying. He just played all day long, playing in and out of class, and did not do anything related to study.

The cafeteria was full of people, and Yu Ye had to queue for a long time before calling

After finally finding a seat to sit down, I saw Chen Qingyang leading his father to the cafeteria, followed by the class teacher Teacher Xu, and the three of them went to the teacher's cafeteria together.

Yu Ye took a look and was about to turn around to eat, but Wang Yuhao, who was on the other side, was looking at their backs without moving.

Seeing this, Yu Ye couldn't think of a reason, so he lowered his head to eat.

As he ate, he felt several gazes sizing him up. When he looked up, those gazes disappeared in an instant.

Yu Ye lowered his head again, usually Chen Qingyang didn't pay attention in Yu Ye, now he was the only one left and he found out that it was true that Chen Qingyang said that a lot of girls liked him.

Then that forum must be true, Yu Ye's face darkened.

Yu Ye has never paid attention to these things. He has been with Chen Qingyang since he was a child, and he doesn't care about those gazes on weekdays. Because the facial features are too sharp, a slight scan will be very deterrent, so no one dares to look at them. Get too close.

In the class, except for the two girls Qiao Tianjiao and Cheng Miaomiao who have a better relationship thanks to Chen Qingyang, everyone else is still limited to acquaintance, knowing that this is the same class.It's also not like Chen Qingyang's going up to fight with other girls, any girl who comes over can be teased twice.

Yu Ye realized that he really didn't seem to be attracted to girls since he was a child. Those girls hid when they saw Yu Ye, and they didn't know what they were thinking about.

Yu Ye opened his umbrella and walked into the rain curtain. The rain in winter is really cold, icy cold.Yu Ye tucked his hands into his sleeves, only showing a few fingers grasping the handle of the umbrella.

I wonder what Lin Rong is doing?Is it cold?The office should have air conditioning, right?Yu Ye took a breath of white mist and walked towards the dormitory.

During the winter lunch breaks in the dormitory, Yu Ye turned on the air conditioner as soon as he walked into the dormitory, and the warm wind blew out from the air outlet, and the blood in Yu Ye's body was thawed.Yu Ye spread the quilt over his body and sat at the desk to study for a while, then turned on his phone to read.

Lin Rong told him to cool down again on the chat interface, and asked him to wear more clothes and drink hot water to avoid catching a cold.

Yu Ye replied to tell him to be careful not to catch a cold.

I waited for a while and didn't get a reply, probably because I was busy, Yu Ye didn't take off his clothes and went to bed, but lay down on the table to rest in the morning.

Lin Rong is really busy here. The investor of the company's project plan suddenly withdrew its capital. The project was about to start formally, but the investor ran away at this time. There was no investment in an emergency. There were several emergency meetings.

Lin Rong squeezed the space between his eyebrows and sighed, the secretary came in with coffee.

"Mr. Lin, it's not good to drink coffee on an empty stomach. Why don't you eat something first? You've been working for hours, and your body won't be able to take it anymore." The secretary said with concern.

"It's okay, I haven't finished my work yet, I can't take care of it, forget it." Lin Rong took a sip of coffee, the bitter taste of the coffee spread on the tip of his tongue, Lin Rong felt a little better, picked up the file and continued to read.

The secretary sighed and quietly closed the door.

After the secretary left, Lin Rong was busy all the time, and he was busy until the lights on the roadside were all on.After making several phone calls, the investor was finally re-determined before the project was officially started.

Lin Rong breathed a sigh of relief, feeling dizzy and dizzy. He hadn't eaten lunch and hadn't had time to eat dinner yet. The hypoglycemia finally caught up with Lin Rong.

Lin Rong took a sip of the cold coffee, and his lips were moistened after drinking the coffee and finally had a little luster.

Only now did Lin Rong see the message Yu Ye sent him.

[Yu Ye]: Brother Lin, you should also keep warm and be careful not to catch a cold~

【Yu Ye】：Love launch.jpg

Lin Rong smiled, his fatigue disappeared instantly, and asked Yu Ye what he was doing.

Yu Ye didn't reply, so he probably had already studied by himself last night.Lin Rong tidied up, got up and went home.

It gets dark very quickly in winter, and when Lin Rong came out, it was already completely dark. When the lights came on, the pedestrians on the street were in a hurry, and everyone hurried home to hide.

It's so cold, it's a bit lonely without someone close to warm me up.Lin Rong walked home slowly, went to a convenience store and bought a steaming oden, boiled a handful of sweet potato flour when he got home, then poured oden into it, added a little bean paste, the stomach was warm, The frozen red tip of the nose was covered with hot air and became moist and warm. The whole face

They all started to warm up.

Lin Rong lay paralyzed on the sofa, not wanting to move, and recalled how Yu Ye was washing dishes in the kitchen that day, and deeply felt the loneliness of being single.

Oh, I wish someone could wash the dishes for me...

Lin Rong dragged his exhausted body to wash the dishes, then went to take a bath with difficulty, and then nestled on the bed not wanting to move.

He chose a movie to watch at random. In this cold night, he was lazy and passed the free time. He didn't need to work or have a lover, but he had a warm bed. Lin Rong felt that this single life could still be lived.

After watching the movie, it wasn't time to go to sleep, Lin Rong was bored playing with his mobile phone, and didn't want to play games, so he just looked at Yu Ye's space.

Lin Rong looked down one by one.

The first one happened to be posted yesterday, Lin Rong raised his eyebrows and looked down at the content, then burst out laughing.

December 2020, 11

On the last day of November, I met the best person I have ever met in my life. He gave me the courage to love infinitely. I feel hopeful again! [Picture: Victory is waving to you and me]

Can't tell, Lin Rong thought, not only loves to cry, but also writes such hypocritical things, tsk tsk tsk, youth, youth.

December 2020, 11

I screwed up everything, shame on me, I don't want to live!

Well, Lin Rong thought, this should be something that happened just after we met that day.Yu Ye's slap was still vivid in his memory. Lin Rong thought about it for a while and felt that it was a bit embarrassing and self-respecting for a young, sensitive and fragile adolescent boy.

There are very few things that can be understood when scrolling down.

For example this one.

2020. 9, 20

It's annoying, I like him but I can't like him, and I never will.

It can be understood as the troubles of young Werther.

There is another one that was posted earlier in March, which is a diary about homosexuality, reprinted.

Yu Ye wrote, how could this happen?I'm so stupid...

It's gone.

This is probably because I found out that I was gay and checked it online.

Nothing else to look at.

Lin Rong was quite sad after reading it. This diary is a self-narration of a homosexual. Later, he and his boyfriend struggled to live a small life in the rented house. Although they were not as good as at home, they were very happy.

Originally, the two planned to go on like this forever, but unexpectedly his parents divorced. His mother came to him crying and asked him to go back. Know this matter.Since then, he has always been pointed at by people behind him. At first, he could bear it. Later, the landlord came and said that he would not accept gay renting, and asked them to move out. The two of them had no money left, and there was no place after they came out The owner of the diary returned to his mother, and before he recovered from the shock of a broken relationship, his mother forced him to go on a blind date, demanding that he get married first.

The man refused, and the mother said that if he did not marry, she would die in front of him.Lin Rong laughed angrily watching this, are all mothers the same in this world?Can't you try to understand if you just force your child like this?

The owner of the diary finally got married, but it was very painful. He slept next to a woman he didn't love every day, and he didn't dare to touch that woman. I dare not, I post this diary because I finally got divorced, and now I live alone, I probably won’t look for it again.

No wonder Yu Ye is so scared. He is still studying and has never stepped into the society. He is really scared when he sees this for the first time.

Children of this age suddenly find that they are different from the people around them one day, and they are actually gay!It was already hard enough to talk about, but to see such a cruel side again.

No wonder...

Lin Rong understood why Yu Ye was in pain.

The author has something to say: the diary was edited by me, there should be no similarities, and any similarities are purely coincidental.

To be honest, I had an idea a long time ago.

That's the one I want Yu Ye to dance for Lin Rong a million times over, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!You think about that scene, fuck tsk tsk

Slender waist and hips, white and tender long legs, a stern face but a charming dance, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (//O//)