i like a man

When she was young, Lin Rong asked her mother ignorantly.

"What is love?"

"Why don't I have a dad? Where did dad go?"

"Does mom love dad? Does mom know what love is?"

When I was a child, my mother was always very busy, busy with business and earning money to support the family, provide him with food, and provide him with education.

Mother came home very late every day. Lin Rong asked her why she came home so late?My mother always patted his head and said distressedly, "Hey, my mother is earning money. There is no money at home, and my mother must go out to earn money, otherwise we will have nothing to eat. Baby, my mother can't be like other mothers." Sleep with you as well, you have to obediently do your homework at home and eat well by yourself, okay?"

The mother was running around with people outside to do business. She was obviously just a weak woman, but she was forced by life to become a strong woman.Stuck among a group of men, doing business and grabbing business, you must be strong in everything, and your weakness has been ground into hardness.

Because there is no father, the pillar of the family becomes the mother, and the upright mother supports everything in the family.

Lin Rong had almost no memory of his father. Lin Rong was too young when his father left, so he couldn't remember him at all.Since childhood, there has only been a mother, who is both a mother and a father.

His mother was both strict and loose in his discipline. She would not interfere with Lin Rong doing what she liked, and would treat Lin Rong as an adult. She would teach him everything and tell Lin Rong everything. Sex education was not popular at that time. At that time, Lin Rong's mother had already started to teach Lin Rong first.

Because she didn't have time to take care of Lin Rong all the time, she had to let Lin Rong understand what other children couldn't understand, and then protect him.

Fortunately, his childhood was safe and smooth, and Lin Rong finally grew up healthily.

A little older, Lin Rong is also more sensible. Among his peers, Lin Rong has a different precocity. He is more obedient and sensible than ordinary children, and he is also more mature and stable. In the eyes of the teacher, Lin Rong has always been a kind of good boy. .

Lin Rong knew a lot of things, most of which were taught by his mother when he was young, and he also learned a lot when he grew up.

Lin Rong has been obedient, sensible, and steady in the eyes of others since he was a child.

Because his mother didn't have time to worry about him, and he couldn't let his mother worry about him anymore.

When I met Qi An in high school, Qi An taught him what rebellion is. Since childhood, the child who was calm in the eyes of outsiders also began to secretly indulge his parents behind his back.

The first thing he learned from Qi An was to hide himself, how to hide?Then there is the second thing to learn - to lie, to cover yourself with lies.

In the eyes of outsiders, I am still the obedient and sensible child, but where you can't see it, I cut off my mature and stable appearance and wantonly release my nature.

Lin Rong's hiding was just to keep his mother from worrying.

He is afraid that his indulgent release of nature will cause his mother's worries, and he is afraid that his mother will worry that he will go astray due to lack of parental company in the process of releasing his nature.Because Lin's mother believes that children always need someone to guide them, and if they are not properly guided, they will easily go astray.

Lin Rong was nervous and excited. The rebellious heart that had been late for more than ten years made Lin Rong's heart very comfortable. When he released his emotions at will, his heart was empty and full.

So Qi An is special to Lin Rong, Qi An always has a place in Lin Rong's heart, he is the second lighthouse in Lin Rong's life, illuminating another part of Lin Rong.

That should be part of the youthful youth that belongs exclusively to teenagers.

"So what is love?"

At that time, my mother was stunned for a long time when she heard it, and only asked Lin Rong.

"What do you think?"

She said: "You love me is also love, love your classmates and teachers is also love, and the love of the motherland that you often sing is also love."

What do you think love is?

Qi An said: "Love, do you mean the love of love?"

Lin Rong didn't know what he wanted to ask when he asked the question. When young people are young and ignorant, they are most excited. The discussion about love is almost always the love between men and women.

Perhaps because Qi An was different, Lin Rong wanted to hear if Qi An's opinion would be different.

But unexpectedly and within reason, Qi An said simply and directly: "There is no difference."

"Love is no different between men and women than between men and women."

Lin Rong asked why.

Qi An laughed, jumped out of the car, rubbed Lin Rong's head and said, "Why? When I like someone, I laugh and cry for him, get jealous, lose my temper and have conflicts. I have everything I should have. What do you think could be different?"

"So love makes you jealous? But I can't love my motherland."

Lin Rong seemed puzzled, mother said that loving the motherland is also love, and if love makes one jealous, then why can't I be jealous when I love the motherland?

Qi An rolled his big eyes: "You idiot, what are you talking about? How can such a grand feeling of patriotism be measured by the love of a small family?"

That's different, Qi An looked at Lin Rong like a fool and said.

He said: "Besides patriotism, you will be jealous when you love others. So, if you love someone, you will be jealous, understand?"

Qi An poked the tip of his nose.

"Then love is jealousy?"

Qi An looked helplessly at Lin Rong who was stubborn and wanted to know what love was.

"You can't objectively explain what love is, because love can't actually be proven to be a substance that actually exists. All your feelings of love are your subjective feelings. In fact, love is just what you feel for this feeling. The name it gives you is the biological reaction of the hormones secreted by your brain. Love has no entity, and all the love you say is just the physiological reaction in your body that affects your emotions. , this reaction may be any reaction, so you can’t explain exactly what love is, you can only say in general, this is love, understand?”

Lin Rong finally understood. He lamented Qi An's transparency. Seeing Qi An's wanton publicity because of love, Lin Rong felt that love is really a good thing. It has no physical existence but can affect people deeply.

But now Lin Rong feels that hobbies are unreasonable.

It took root in a young man's heart for no reason, and grew wildly, like weeds that cannot be cut off halfway, and will grow vigorously as long as there is a trace of nutrient.

Disturb the heart, captivate the mind.

It is obviously such a heavy thing that needs to be held and cherished by others, but it is so humble that it doesn't care about the growth conditions, as long as there is a little palpitation and it grows long enough, it can grow towering in people's hearts big tree.

Lin Rong really didn't know how to deal with this young man's love, it completely deviated from what he knew, and he didn't know how to respond.

There was no intersection between them before, and the love grew out of thin air, and when Lin Rong saw it, it was already so heavy that Lin Rong couldn't pick it up.

Lin Rong was afraid that he would not be able to get enough of Yu Ye's love, so his love remained on the superficial surface, and Yu Ye's heart was moved only after he was his younger brother.But this heartbeat came too late, the love hadn't had time to grow into a towering tree, Lin Rong couldn't respond to the love comparable to Yu Ye.

There seemed to be tears between them all the time, and every time it was the teenager crying in front of his eyes.Lin Rong just watched Yu Ye cry in front of him, the tears fell one by one, as if he really heard the voice, tick tock, as if falling on his heart.

Lin Rong didn't know how to touch it, just like he was at a loss for Yu Ye's love.

He couldn't remember whether he touched Yu Ye, but he probably stretched out his hand, and in a daze he heard himself telling Yu Ye not to cry.

His voice was trembling and low, almost inaudible, and he didn't know why it happened.

Don't cry, it's not worth it.

sad?How can it be sad to love someone?Yu Ye wiped away tears.

Crying again, why do you always cry in front of Lin Rong?It's really disappointing, how can you establish a tough guy image in front of Lin Rong like this, no wonder Lin Rong always treats you like a child, Yu Ye, Yu Ye, you are so embarrassing.

I finally confessed, didn't I?Although I haven't gotten a response yet, although it doesn't feel like a good moment, although there seems to be too much wrong, although it has become a mess now.

Even though it's over, everything that should be said has been said, and there is only one trial result left.

Yu Ye was braver than ever at this moment, he took Lin Rong's hand, Lin Rong's hesitation was clearly imprinted in his eyes, but he was very happy.

He smiled and called his brother, tears still remained, and his face was miserable, but he still smiled like a fool.

The evening wind blew between them, the surrounding area was pitch black, and a few street lamps were lit not far away, a small seed quietly germinated here, and one day it would grow into a towering tree.

This ups and downs of a day finally passed without any result, the trial did not come, because Lin Rong said he was a bit messed up.

Yu Ye smiled and asked him: "Did you never expect a kid to fall in love with you?"

Lin Rong said yes, and he said, "I'm so surprised, I wondered if I misled you."

Lin Rong scolded and laughed, he said Yu Ye, you were going to scare me to death, I was done thinking about it at the time, I brought you to pieces, what a good child you used to be, so obedient and obedient, I thought it was that day When you were in my house, I brought you down. I was thinking about how I should be responsible, whether you were temporarily like this or you will always be like this in the future.

He asked, you must have been gay before.

Yu Ye nodded and said yes, he said he didn't realize he was until he met Lin Rong.

Yu Ye asked Lin Rong if he liked him a little bit.

Lin Rong was silent for a long time before speaking. He asked Yu Ye if he could give him some time to think about it. He said he couldn't just be so hasty, and he wanted to be more responsible to him.

Yu Ye nodded, and asked again, no matter what the result is, can he always be friends with Lin Rong?

Lin Rong patted his head and said of course.

After seeing Lin Rong off, Yu Ye stood behind the car and waved vigorously at Lin Rong, feeling sour again, but Yu Ye held back his tears.

He knew that there was too much difference between them, and it would be great to be like this today, and he also knew that Lin Rong didn't want to hurt him, and Lin Rong's feelings for him always stayed at the point of seeing him as his younger brother who took more care of him on one level.

Maybe he didn't think about what happened today, Yu Ye understood Lin Rong, he knew that Lin Rong needed some time to sort out his thoughts, he understood.He loved him without hope, and never thought that Lin Rong would have to respond. He just wanted to stay by his side, even if his feelings could not be seen in this lifetime.

In fact, if there were not so many accidents, he would have planned to watch Lin Rong marry a wife and have children so not far away.

It didn't matter at first, but God finally took pity on him and gave him hope again and again. Yu Ye was already very satisfied with the current situation, and he didn't even have extra greed.

Love is the most unreasonable thing in the world. Whether you love me or not is your wish, and I love you too.

The author has something to say: the logic of my chapter may be a bit messy. It will be very awkward, I can only say a little bit, hee hee~

Discussions about love are purely personal opinions, and different opinions can be reserved. There are not many theoretical arguments here. No one knows and cannot prove whether love exists objectively, so I don’t think it can be viewed objectively. It can only be felt subjectively. This is the central point of my long passage.

If you have different opinions, you can keep them for yourself. The author does not accept any criticism due to different opinions. Thank you for watching (bow)

This chapter is not considered abuse. I don’t think I have. Lin Rong fell in love with Yu Ye in the first place. The love between them is not equal. I think this part is still necessary. Go cry and feel sad. What, only after this time can he start to change, otherwise Lin Rong might really just go to have a relationship with Yu Ye as he imagined.

In addition, I still changed the main angle of view to unknown, because I still wanted to exchange the perspectives of the two parties. I also exchanged the perspectives of the two people at the beginning, and there may be different perspectives later, so I changed it to I don’t know, but I’m already on the way to revise the previous chapters, please believe me, I must finish revising before the end! ! !