i like a man

Lin Rong hadn't seen Qi An for a long time, and after a few years, seeing him again was like this.

When Qi An's mother saw Lin Rong coming, she asked him to sit down.

This is a multi-person ward. There are three beds in it, and the next two beds are occupied by people. Their family members are talking miscellaneously around them. No nagging from loved ones.

Qi An's mother poured Lin Rong a glass of water, but Qi's father was not there, maybe he was busy going to various households to borrow money.

"You come to see An'an." Qi An's mother is very happy, no one has come to see Qi An for so many years. "An'an is doing well today, but the doctor still hasn't said when he will wake up."

Qi An's mother was a little distressed, the successive mutations made a good family fall apart, and the child had been lying in the hospital bed for so many years, and there was no difference between being alive and dead.

Qi An on the hospital bed is not as good-looking as before, because he has been in a coma for many years, his skin is pale, his face is thin, and he has reached the point of relying on the nutrient solution of the ventilator to maintain his life, and even his basic physiological functions are difficult to maintain.

Lin Rong wanted to touch Qi An, just like Qi An used to touch his own head.

After Qi An and Lin Rong became friends back then, Qi An often used the reason of helping Lin Rong with tutoring to take Lin Rong and him with him.

boyfriend three people hanging out together.

Game halls, playgrounds, and sometimes even go for a ride in the mountains with Qi An’s boyfriend’s friends on motorcycles.

Lin Rong saw a lot of Qi An that no one else had seen.

I also saw Qi An who was smiling very happily.

Lin Rong felt that when Qi An smiled, he seemed to be shining, even more radiant than Qi An in school. This is the real protagonist. Lin Rong was dumbfounded.

I feel that Qi An is completely two people inside and outside the school. Qi An outside the school is more lively, like an eagle that has taken off the shackles and soars freely in the sky. Lin Rong used to think that Qi An was the kind of good baby who only loves to learn. The kind that comes home on time every day, let alone lying.

In short, no matter who you randomly pull to see at school, Qi An looks like a very well-behaved three-good student.Can you imagine that this good student loves to play roller coasters, jumping machines, and play anything exciting in the amusement park. When playing games, he screams loudly, laughs wantonly, and speeds wildly in the mountains and forests.

Vigorous and youthful, how can he still be that handsome and melancholy boy at school?

It seems that the two are very poor, Lin Rong thought of it more than once.

On the top of the mountain, Qi An always touched Lin Rong's head and pointed to the city in the distance, saying, "Look at that."

"What?" Lin Rong asked

"Look at those houses made of steel and concrete, and see some mediocre people." Qi An said loudly with a smile.

"What's there to see?" Lin Rong asked puzzled, "We live there too."

"Yeah, we live there too." Qi Yu murmured, as if stunned, didn't speak any more, just patted Lin Rong's head.

At this time, Qi An's boyfriend would come out from behind and hug Qi An.

Qi An was startled, laughed loudly, turned around and hugged her back, the two kissed as if no one was around, and the people next to her were no strangers to it, as if they had seen it many times, only Lin Rong still blushed.

Therefore, the friends brought by Qi Yu's boyfriend would call Lin Rong over, "Hey, kid, come here soon, what are you doing there? Haven't seen enough yet?"

The others laughed, Lin Rong blushed and sat aside to watch the scenery.

They come here often, and these people are already familiar with the roads here, racing like no one else in the mountains and forests.

At the beginning, Lin Rong was still very scared, but later he gradually got used to it and even later Lin Rong also learned to drive from Qi An, and followed them for a drive in the mountains and forests.

Qi An called it chasing the wind, and he said: "Don't you think this name is very suitable? Why wait for the wind to come, the meaning of drag racing is to chase the wind and follow the wind to a free place."

Whenever this happens, Lin Rong always marvels at Qi An's rich imagination and peculiar logic of thinking, that is a wonderful ocean, beautiful and mysterious, tempting to explore.

Lin Rong likes Qi An like this, but it has nothing to do with love.

Lin Rong will keep his secrets for Qi An, because Lin Rong thinks that this kind of Qi An is really alive, he likes this, and he thinks Qi An should also like this.

Therefore, Lin Rong hoped that Qi An could remain as he is now.

Lin Rong asked about Qi An's recent situation, and comforted Qi's mother.

The sun was already rising outside, so Yu Ye sent him a message saying that he was waiting for him at the elevator on the third floor.

Lin Rong replied yes, got up and said goodbye to Qi An's mother, leaving a sum of money before leaving.

Qi An's mother sent Lin Rong to the door, took him by the hand and thanked him again, thousands of words finally merged into tears on the old face.

Lin Rong looked at this excited and tearful face, the wrinkles had already spread all over his face, he could no longer see the bitter and mean look of the past, and the stern look of the past was bent by the poor words, maybe he didn't expect it In the end, it will become like this. The son who was forced to return by death took the final revenge on his parents in the most intense way.

Do you hate it? Maybe everyone hates it. When Qi An walked into the traffic, he probably wanted to let his parents experience the feeling of losing the person he loved the most. Looking at it now, the effect of this revenge is remarkable, and it may even have Far exceeded Qi An's expectations back then.

Everyone is hating, Lin Rong sighed.

Yu Ye raised his head, and Lin Rong walked over.

Lin Rong smiled at him, looked at his blank look, walked over and patted his head and said, "What's wrong, are you stupid?"

"No, it's just a little unreal."

Yu Ye's voice was very low, but Lin Rong still heard it.

He smiled again, rubbed Yu Ye's hairy head, leaned up to Yu Ye and said, "Is it real now?"

Suddenly approaching, Yu Ye could even see his own appearance in Lin Rong's eyes clearly, his heart was beating wildly, his fingers suddenly grabbed forward, and Lin Rong was caught off guard and staggered forward.

Getting closer, Lin Rong felt that the distance was a little too close, so he quickly stepped back to increase the distance.

Yu Ye realized what he had done subconsciously, and his face blushed instantly. He hurriedly tried to explain, but his mind was confused, and he spoke incoherently: "Brother Lin, I, you, you are not..."

"It's okay." Lin Rong raised his hand to express that it's okay, "I made the first move, it's okay."

"What do you want to eat?" Lin Rong pressed the elevator and changed the subject.

Yu Ye was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that the heat from his body suddenly dissipated, and he said a little disappointed, "It's okay, I can eat whatever I want."

"Then I'll just watch it casually." He took out his phone and watched it on Meituan, not paying much attention to Yu Ye's mood, the elevator door opened, Lin Rong walked into the elevator first, and Yu Ye followed behind.

The elevator was moving down smoothly. Lin Rong browsed through Meituan to compare the reviews of various restaurants, and finally chose a Hunan restaurant. After asking Yu Ye's opinion, Lin Rong went to the hospital parking lot and drove over to Yu Ye and drove there.

In the car, Lin Rong and Yu Ye chatted casually.

"How did you recognize me just now?" Lin Rong was curious.

Yu Ye was a little embarrassed, touched the back of his head and smiled embarrassedly: "Well, it's all luck, I don't know which one is you, so I think it's you."

After finishing speaking, I added in my heart, fortunately, it was really you.

"Then how did you know I'd be here?"

Knowing that he would ask such a question, Yu Ye explained to him in detail the location of the scenic spot that he overheard him talking about and his speculation, "Actually, I'm not sure, but I just bet right."

Yu Ye smiled triumphantly at Lin Rong, revealing the youthful air unique to this age.The young man's breath dazzled Lin Rong's eyes, and Lin Rong didn't realize that he had been laughing since he saw this young man.

"You are honored." Lin Rong said

"How old are you this year?" Lin Rong asked when getting off the car.

"I'm 19 years old, and I'll be twenty in a few months."

It was almost twenty, Lin Rong secretly thought about it.

The age difference is not very big, such a thought suddenly popped into my mind, huh?How can I think so?

He shook his head subconsciously, touched the tip of his nose, glanced at Yu Ye and put his hands down without noticing his movements.

After ordering, Yu Ye and Lin Rong sat down.

"Brother Lin, how old are you?" Yu Ye pretended to ask casually while sitting opposite Lin Rong, pinching the seam of his trousers tightly with his fingers under the table, it's time to exchange personal information nervously, Yu Ye suppressed the excitement in his heart .

Don't panic, Yu Ye secretly encouraged himself.

"I'm 26." Lin Rong said, seeing Yu Ye's stunned expression again, he couldn't help but smiled and asked, "What's the matter, don't you look like me?"

"It's not like." Yu Ye lowered his head to hide the emotion in his eyes, "Brother Lin looks like a fresh graduate, tender."

Lin Rong was amused, and couldn't help touching his face, "Really? You have a sweet mouth, and you're popular in school, right?"

"Do you have a girlfriend?" Lin Rong asked

This is a very intimate topic, they never talked about it before, of course Lin Rong was really not interested in inquiring about the privacy of an online friend who didn't know the real face, but Yu Ye was not, Yu Ye wanted to ask a long time ago.

"Does Brother Lin have any?" Yu Ye asked without answering.

Lin Rong didn't think much about it, and said without any embarrassment that he had been single for 26 years: "No, I have been solo for 26 years."

"Ah?" Yu Ye thought about many kinds of answers. After hearing Lin Rong say that he was 26 years old, he was ready for Lin Rong to get married. This maternal solo really shocked Yu Ye.

Lin Rong looked at Yu Ye's shocked and speechless expression and laughed: "Why? It's so scary. I'm so old, it's not like I won't have opportunities in the future. As for being so scared? It's not against the law to be single, right?"

He did not break the law but committed a foul. Brother Lin is too cute. He was so cute that he fouled. Yu Ye was delighted, with a happy smile on his face: "It's not breaking the law, Brother Lin."

Every word reveals the joy of the speaker, Lin Rong also followed Yu Yele: "I asked if you have a girlfriend, it's on Brother."

"No, no." Yu Ye quickly denied, "The school doesn't allow puppy love."

"So obedient? I thought you all had puppy love after 00."

"No!" Yu Ye retorted, "Brother Lin, I'm different."

"What's the difference?" Lin Rong asked funny

"I..." Yu Ye couldn't answer, as if there was nothing different, in Lin Rong's eyes, he was probably just a child, nothing special, talking to him was like teasing a child.

Yu Ye was a little frustrated, so what if he saw it?The age gap is too big, it is not a person of the world at all.

"It's just different." Yu Ye said in a sullen voice, unable to explain why.

Brother Lin must think I'm naive, Yu Ye thought.

"Angry?" Lin Rong saw that Yu Ye was a little unhappy, thinking that he had poked Yu Ye's self-esteem, secretly thinking that children nowadays probably don't like adults to inquire about their private affairs, and their self-esteem is still too strong, just thinking about how the children are now. Not everyone is ashamed of being single, and they are ashamed to go out without making friends.

This is not unreasonable. The more Lin Rong thinks about it, the more he thinks it is. Nowadays, children are too avant-garde. The last time Lin Rong saw a young couple on the street, they were not very old. The boy put his arms around the girl's waist, feeling like his tail was going up to the sky, and he felt more respectable in front of a group of friends.I even heard company employees privately say that some of the children nowadays are still chatting with friends about their various girlfriends in private, bragging about how many relationships they have had, and that there are as many exes of various types as stamp collecting.

When Lin Rong was studying, there were also people around him who had puppy love, but there were not many people at that time, and everyone was embarrassed.At that time, when they were in love, they would hide and hide, for fear that people would find out, the kind that would make you blush for a long time just holding hands.

Of course, Qi An is different, Lin Rong thought, Qi An was really open when he was in love back then, but he didn’t dare to show it in front of outsiders. Only a few closest friends around him knew that homosexuality at that time was much more acceptable than it is now The degree is much lower, basically the whole society is shameless, let others know that they will point and point at you in front of you, especially people in small places, have never heard of two men talking Love, if there is a case where people in the whole place can know, seeing homosexuals will be like seeing monsters, and you will be far away from you. This is how Qi An couldn't stand the pressure and was forced to separate from his boyfriend.

Lin Rong knew some non-mainstream cultures, and Yu Ye's age should have experienced non-mainstream times. Maybe it's because of this that he felt that he had never been in a relationship and was not worthy of the youthful frivolity he once had?

The two people's thoughts were far apart, and Yu Ye was still thinking about how he could look more mature, so Yu Ye asked: "Brother Lin, what qualities do you think a mature man should have?"

The tone was very serious, and Lin Rong was still thinking about non-mainstream things before he could react for a while, so why did he raise this topic.

"Brother Lin, do you think I'm naive and young?" The more Yu Ye thought about it, the more he felt that Lin Rong thought so, and he was anxious to prove himself, "Brother Lin, I'm not young anymore, really! In two more months I'm twenty."

"Although I am younger than you, I will work hard to earn money to support my family. Although I may not be as good as you at the moment, I still have a lot of room for development. I can start a business in college. I can bear hardships and stand hard work. I will succeed in the future." Yu Ye The more I talked, the more excited my brain couldn't keep up with the speed of speech, and I started talking nonsense, "I can cook and do housework, I am practical at home, I can go to the living room and the kitchen, I can fight and fight, I can fight, I am very powerful, I am I can protect you, I, I..."

Yu Ye couldn't think of what to say to prove himself for the time being, and blurted out in a hurry, "I am mature and not clingy, I will never look at your phone in the future!"

After Yu Ye finished speaking, his face instantly turned red. Damn, what am I talking about, I really want to slap myself, and I really slapped myself while talking.

The atmosphere is stiff.

Before Lin Rong could figure out what Yu Ye meant by these words, he was startled by the clear and crisp slap in the face.

Are non-mainstream people so ruthless? Lin Rong was terrified.

The meal was very strange, Lin Rong was very careful at the dinner table, he glanced at Yu Ye's food with chopsticks, he glanced at Yu Ye's meal, Yu Ye took a napkin and stretched out his hand in front of him, he was startled, the chopsticks fell off.

Yu Ye: "..."

"Brother Lin" Yu Ye tentatively said, "Listen to my explanation..."

Lin Rong was shocked, determined not to repeat the same mistakes again, the thoughts of non-mainstream teenagers are too difficult to guess, if it happens again, it may lead to a murder.

Lin Rong didn't want the first headline news tomorrow morning to be that a 19-year-old boy had an argument with his tablemate Lin when he was having dinner at XXX restaurant and stabbed Lin eighteen times in a hurry. ! !

"No, you don't need to explain!" Lin Rong hurriedly held out Erkang's hand.

Lin Rong tried his best to maintain the image of a gentle and caring brother.

"Brother understands." Lin Rong had an understanding expression on his face, "I understand you, everyone came here like this, everyone had a dark history when they were young, no need to explain, I understand."

"..."

For the self-esteem of a non-mainstream boy, Lin Rong is willing to be wronged a little bit. Although he still doesn't quite understand it, Lin Rong grasped the key point precisely, that is, no matter how shocking the second-year boy's behavior is, he should hold on first, and don't do any more. Stimulate the sensitive and fragile hearts of the two-year-old teenagers!

Showing the calmness of an adult, Lin Rong secretly cheered himself up.