Where did Jin Jiaxuan go?

Shang Yang sullenly, Jin Xu suppressed a smile.

After a brief silence.

Jin Xu also started the process of "blind date" cooperatively.

"A monthly salary of more than 700, and a deposit of less than 30."

"No house, no car."

"No father and no mother."

Shang Yang: "..."

Jin Xu thought for a while, and then said: "The net height is 1.9 meters, and the weight is generally around 85. I have had a serious illness once, and the doctor said that the probability of recurrence is not high."

"Taurus, no hobbies, sleepy after reading, travel wastes money, usually boring."

"Can cook a few home-cooked dishes, don't dislike doing housework, and I'm clean among men... I can't compare with you."

"I was in a relationship before, about college. She graduated and broke up."

"Stop!" Shang Yang said in amazement, "How do I remember that we broke up because you insisted on going back to the Northwest? When I was a senior, my senior went back to school to find you."

The senior was two or three years older than them. When she was in graduate school, she chased after Jin Xu, an undergraduate. When Jin Xu and Shang Yang were about to enter their senior year, the senior graduated and worked as a clerical officer in the Legal Affairs Department of the Municipal Bureau.

At that time, Shang Yang and Jin Xu didn't talk to each other very much. Shang Yang's understanding of this matter was based on what other boys in the same dormitory and the next dormitory said.

It is said that because Jin Xu took part in the National Police Recruitment Examination, he volunteered to return to the Northwest.However, the senior who stayed in Beijing didn't want to go to another place, so she came to the school to discuss with him, but the two couldn't reach an agreement, and they had an argument, so they broke up.

Where and how did the quarrel happen on campus, how the senior sister was pear blossoms and raining, how a young man and woman were miserable, and from then on, mandarin ducks and ducks were on different sides of the world... lifelike, with noses and eyes.

"Qu Liaoyuan can testify, that's what everyone says." Shang Yang said.

"???" Jin Xu knew for the first time that there were such rumors, and he said speechlessly, "When did I break up with myself, is it better for others to know? After registering for the entrance exam, when she went to school, she broke up for half a year. Too much, she went to school for other things, she really came to me because she heard about my volunteer application, and kindly persuaded me to think twice, after all, after returning to the place, it would not be easy to transfer back to Beijing."

Shang Yang thought about it and understood, that senior is very beautiful and has a good character reputation. It is not an exaggeration to say that she was a goddess-level figure who was popular in the whole school at that time.

The fact that the goddess came down to earth and favored Jin Xu brought a lot of hatred to Jin Xu. He was very dull at that time, he didn't like to talk, and he was not very good at being a man.

Shang Yang asked curiously: "Sister graduated, you broke up? Why?"

Jin Xu crossed his arms and said coldly, "Is this a question you would ask on a blind date?"

Shang Yang said solemnly: "Of course, how could it be possible not to ask about the ex-related matters, in case you and senior sister are still in love, what am I? A spare tire?"

Jin Xu made a breakthrough and laughed.

Shang Yang tapped his fingers on the table, and the tone of the inquiry: "Be serious, and be frank and lenient."

"Okay, Officer Shang." Jin Xu leaned forward, put his hands on the table with crossed hands, and replied like a primary school student, "In fact, she joined the work after graduation, and she proposed to me not long after. Breaking up, there are not many campus loves that can have results. There was no quarrel, no one cried, I invited her to eat a bowl of noodles in the school cafeteria, and we separated."

This is not the same as the development in Shang Yang's impression, and it is not too different.

He always thought that Jin Xu and his senior sister separated before and after their senior entrance exams, because the northwest is too far away and the conditions are relatively difficult. This relationship can only be BE.

The real situation is just that the time has been advanced a bit, and the reason is probably the same. The senior sister stayed in Beijing to work, and Jin Xu had planned to return to his hometown after graduation when he applied for the OUHK. Cut the mess.

Although, the youth of girls is more precious than that of boys.If he was a senior, he would most likely make such a choice.

Men don't care.The nature of his own work is to travel around the country for half a year, and Jin Xu is even more busy at the grassroots level. Even if Jin Xu has the opportunity to transfer back to Beijing, they cannot stay together like ordinary lovers.

He grew up in the police compound since he was a child, and he has never seen a policeman who can work and have a good family.

Jin Xu waved his hands in front of his eyes and said, "What are you thinking?"

"I miss your ex-girlfriend..." Shang Yang said objectively, "She is really beautiful."

Jin Xu squinted at him and said, "You didn't envy me back then, did you?"

Shang Yang deliberately said sour words: "Of course, which man has never envied you?"

Jin Xu said: "Oh, at that time he loved to target me so much, is there also a reason for this?"

"I don't remember, it's been too long." Shang Yang was talking nonsense, and he never envied him as a member of the group. Sister several times, and later heard that she married a talented young man, gave birth to a child, and was not in good health, so she quit her job and concentrated on caring for her husband and raising children at home, and I have never seen her again."

Jin Xu said: "I don't know, I haven't contacted you for a long time. Can you stop talking about my ex-girlfriend?"

"Then what are you talking about?" Shang Yang asked.

"Talk about me, or you." Jin Xu said, "Didn't you really pay attention to what I looked like when I was in college?"

"Who has nothing to pay attention to a man." Shang Yang said.

Jin Xu said: "I just...it was only a few years later that I remembered that I love to pay attention to you when I have nothing to do."

Shang Yang's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "What do you care about me?"

Jin Xu said: "Look at how many times a week you stay in bed, whether you steal instant noodles or spicy noodles when you turn off the lights, whether you quarreled with your family on the phone, who did you go to the Internet cafe with on weekends, and went to the bathhouse to take a bath, what? Several men are watching you secretly."

Shang Yang: "...don't talk nonsense."

"What I saw with my own eyes, why is it nonsense?" Jin Xu said, "But you are whiter than the average man, and your skin is... still curled up. It seems normal to see you. Is there any student who has never seen it before?" Looking for you in the dormitory, you are the recruiter's concern, it's really not that I wronged you."

Shang Yang was ashamed and angry: "That's it, senior sister chased you, and you fell in love with him, are you sure you are not born gay?"

Jin Xu: "..."

"Who knows, I was so stupid at that time, I didn't understand, and I was confused when I was with her." Jin Xu said with a bit of distress, "If you don't look at you, you can't help it, and you get angry when you look at it. I really thought I hate you very much. I'm really too rustic. I haven't heard of any homosexuality, something new. Do you remember that you were cheated by a man in your online dating? That was the first time I heard that a man can still date a man."

Shang Yang: "..."

Jin Xu looked at him and said, "I told you about me on the night of the fight on the rooftop, and you looked at me the same way."

"What is it like?" Shang Yang didn't know what he looked like now and then.

Jin Xu said: "I see that I want to marry you."

Shang Yang: "..."

Before today, how he felt about this relationship, he thought that he also had a chance to be "husband".

Observing Ba Zong at Bai Tu's house, he understood a little what Jin Xu's "eyes" are, and now he looks at Jin Xu like this again.

I don't know how to describe it, but I gradually accepted it in my heart, and I should be a zero.

The two chatted about things in the university. There were a lot of things Shang Yang thought he didn’t remember. When Jin Xu touched him a little bit, he had a vague impression again. Jin Xu knew the details about him in those four years better than himself. .

It was nearly twelve o'clock.

"Are you sleepy?" Shang Yang said, "Isn't training a lack of sleep? Go to sleep."

Jin Xu smiled at him and said, "Sleepy, I don't really want to sleep, I like to go on a blind date with you."

Shang Yang patted the table and said, "The meeting is over, let's disband."

Jin Xu pretended to be shocked: "This is the end? Then have you taken a fancy to me?"

"Go back and wait for the news." Shang Yang said like an HR, "There is no one to ask face to face."

Jin Xu said, "How long?"

Shang Yang thought carefully and replied, "Why don't you have to wait... for half a minute."

Jin Xu laughed, stood up, stood across the table, kissed Shang Yang on the lips, and said, "Sleep, I'm really sleepy. The training only sleeps less than six hours a day."

Shang Yang said: "You won't listen to the result?"

Jin Xu picked up the bank card, flicked it, and said, "Isn't this an open-book exam? You will give me full marks if you hand in blank papers."

He threw the card back to Shang Yang, ready to sleep on the sofa.

"Go to bed," Shang Yang invited him with a smile when the relationship heated up, "My bed is really big and I can sleep in it."

The bed is indeed huge.

It's not a problem for two people to sleep alone on one side, and another person to sleep in the middle.

But when I woke up in the morning, I didn't know when they hugged each other.

I don't know who started it, but the good morning kiss was so messed up that it was almost out of control.

Jin Xu jumped out of bed, almost hit the wardrobe, staggered two steps, and hid in the bathroom again.

Shang Yang, who was pressed round and flattened by him earlier, did not slow down, turned sideways, blushed, and made himself bleat a few times after a while.

Two days on the weekend, the world of two.

first day.

Let's go to the supermarket to buy vegetables together, Jin Xu will cook lunch,

In the afternoon, I slept until it was dark. At night, I drew the curtains and turned off the lights, and huddled on Shang Yang's sofa to watch romance movies.

The hero kisses, they kiss, and when the hero finishes kissing, they keep on kissing.

the next day.

Going shopping in the mall, each bought two sets of clothes, both of which were chosen by Shang Yang, and each paid for the other's share, which was regarded as a gift.

At noon, I was eating at a restaurant outside. I also met Zhuang Wenli, a fresh meat fan and women's clothing tycoon. He was with his friends with a bruised nose and a swollen face. Two policemen heard him complaining, saying that the police were meddlesome and exposed his scumbag behavior in front of his girlfriend. Well, the two women each called a group of little sisters, blocked him at home, and punched him like this, and he was beaten like this.

There was nothing to do in the afternoon, and they were not far away. The two sat in the cafe opened by Bo Tuo, and the two cats they had seen before were sleeping at the bar.

I also saw that the store manager received the courier and bought cat food for kittens.The two asked curiously, and the store manager said that the boss had adopted a new kitten, who was injured and was in the hospital, and would be able to come to the store to "work" in a few days.

The sun in the winter afternoon is bright and penetrating, and through the window, it spills into the warm room filled with the aroma of coffee.

Shang Yang and Jin Xu sat side by side on the seat by the window, chatting in a low voice, when their eyes met, there was a gleam of lovers that couldn't be hidden.

There are gentle love songs playing in the store, and there is an alley outside the window, pedestrians and shared bicycles pass by slowly.

There is a LOMO-style photo wall next to the table, one of which has a poem——

You want to come to the world, you want to see the sun

Last night of the weekend.

Shang Yang's house, the glass shower room in the bathroom.

Jin Xu lowered his head, and Shang Yang, who was in front of him, squeezed the shampoo into his palm and washed his hair for him.

He lowered his gaze, wandering upwards from Shang Yang's toes, his heart beating as fast as the return of summer.

On that day that year, he went to the university bathhouse for the first time, bringing only a bar of soap and a towel.

As the hot water washed his body from top to bottom, he felt a great sense of joy of being reborn since then.

"Kim...student? Do you wash your hair with soap?"

He opened his eyes nervously, he knew that his appearance was not liked by others.

A boy stood in front of him, with shiny white skin, but black hair and eyes, looking at him curiously, holding a small bottle of shampoo in his hand, as if he wanted to pass it to him.

At this time, he said: "I was embarrassed to look at you at that time, and I didn't want you to see me."

Shang Yang said: "Huh?"

Jin Xu said: "I always thought...it was ugly."

Shang Yang was stunned for a moment before he understood what he was talking about. They had never talked about Luming Town, but Jin Xu was so smart, he probably knew that he had been there and knew.

"That's why you turned your back on it at that time." Shang Yang said.

"Yes." Jin Xu said, "It's not that I didn't receive your kindness, but I was afraid to scare you. At that time, I thought I was a monster."

Shang Yang helped him wash the foam off his hair and said, "You're not, you never were."

Jin Xu brushed his wet hair a few times, looked up at Shang Yang and Shang Yang's body.

Shang Yang knew what this look meant, but he still said sincerely: "It's not ugly, yours...is beautiful."

Jin Xu smiled at him, and said softly, "Have you prepared yourself well?"

Just now, some water was splashed on Shang Yang's face, and a drop just happened to flow down his cheek to his chin, hanging there without dripping.

"You are the real beauty." Jin Xu looked at his body again and said, "I just want to commit a crime now."

Shang Yang: "..."

Jin Xu approached him and said, "May I violate you?"

Shang Yang's breathing collapsed, anticipation and fear, and finally said: "Yes, but..."

He still has little experience with criminals, and he doesn't understand that some villains are quite cunning and won't give him a chance to finish his sentence, and with the accumulation of criminal experience, the other party will become quite a rascal and a jerk.

This is Director Shang's practice report summed up when he went to work on Monday, tired of fighting with criminals all day long, neither sitting nor standing, feeling resentful and sweet at the same time.

—Case [-]: Shadows chasing light and sleepwalking—

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