Father, don't!

piece by piece.Neither of us spoke again. After a long time, the wind blew in, and I pulled the cloak on my body in the cold, and then said slowly: "Since the agreement between the father and Anadan has been decided, my son Boldly, please return Yun Erchen to the Northwest camp."

"No."

The royal father almost didn't even think about it, and said it directly.My heart was already numb, and I suddenly felt miserable, how could I still be used until then?Has my residual value not been fully utilized?Father turned his back to me, looking out of the window, I could only look at his back, and the black-bottomed dragon robe on his body, which felt strange.

"Although all nations are coming to court now, and the world is peaceful, but... I can't let you... mess around again."

The royal family has no family affection, the queen mother, I understand.

I sat quietly on the bed without saying a word, and I never knew what my father and queen said behind me.After my father left, I lay down on the bed and fell asleep quietly, but felt very uneasy.Try to shrink yourself into a ball, and enjoy the loneliness quietly in the quilt.

He was so sleepy that he didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he woke up, he found tears streaming down his face.Immediately, I felt that I was very weak, ashamed, and full of resentment. I angrily hammered my fist on the bed fiercely, but it couldn't overcome the feeling of disgust.But I didn't expect that the other hand stretched out and touched my face warmly and gently, wiping away my tears.

"Hate it?"

Father's voice came from behind, so scared that I almost thought I saw a ghost!What surprised me was how could my father touch my bed?And I didn't notice it at all?When I was confused, my father held me firmly in his arms, and whispered in my right ear: "I regret it..."

I suddenly widened my eyes.

"I regret it...really, Xuanting...forgive father, will you?"

I was so surprised that I didn't know what to do or what to say.

Seeing that I was silent, my father gently kissed my forehead, then lowered his head, and buried his face in my neck.

"I won't use you anymore...forgive my father...will you?" After a pause, he hugged my arm tightly: "Don't ignore me...will you?"

I clenched my fist, loosened it, closed it again, and said lightly: "...This is so shameless..." I faintly felt that my father buried his head on my neck deeper, and felt the pain on his body again. With the smell of alcohol, I was suddenly angry, hated, and felt my heart was soft and abandoned myself.Why after you made a mistake, you have to be so humble with me... Shouldn't you be high above me, not care about me, care about my feelings?

Father rubbed my neck, and said slowly: "Zhen... is very shameless... Your grandpa said that emperors are shameless, and good emperors are shameless..." After hearing this, I immediately I can't laugh or cry, the grandpa of a generation of overlords has become a fool in the mouth of my father... Mo Yue really drank too much.

I gently wanted to push him away and call Li Donglai to pass him some sobering soup, but when I pushed him, my father hugged him even tighter, as if he was stuck to me.Struggling to the end, the royal father suppressed me with his whole body, wrapped me tightly with hands and feet, and said...

"Xuanting can't leave, stay with Father...Father won't use you anymore...Father won't..."

That pleading voice made me no longer have the heart to push him away.

Father is an insurmountable mountain in my heart. I always think that he is aloof, always indifferent, always arrogant, always responding to everyone and powerful... But I never knew that he would Such a rogue, and likes to play hooligans.

But... I believe in what my mother said, and I utter the truth after drinking.So, probably, this is the reason why the father never got drunk in front of others.With a wry smile, I hugged my father and gently followed his back, treating him as if he was a recruit a few years younger than me, who was dumped by a girl's family after drinking.

Father hugged me, hiccupped after a long time, and started rambling again.

"Hundreds of nations come to court, hehe... I know. They are all thinking about the military power and technology of my Xuan Dynasty... I became the throne at the age of 12, and all that was left to me was a broken land and a group of veteran generals. "Father whispered softly in my ear, whining in his unique cold voice. "At that time, there were internal and external troubles... Even the big wedding, I had to stay in the study at night..." My father rubbed my neck again, making me shake my head itchy. "...There is no one to talk to...Xuanting..."

"Well, my son is here." Father, don't be like this, your glorious image is about to collapse in my heart!

"I can tell you the truth...really." The emperor's words became more and more clear: "So... I want to keep you by my side, like a treasure... by my side..."

turbulent, hidden

My father was very drunk, so I naturally couldn't promise him anything on the bed, so I just evaded it vaguely.In fact, I was surprised and happy in my heart, but I deeply feel that my father is a planner, good at attacking people who are not prepared, fighting against his will, and even avoiding me, if I say that my anger towards my father is just a few words, it will disappear , and feel helpless towards myself.

If this is the case, I might as well take a chance to take a look at Father Emperor while recuperating, and make plans after a long time.

Seeing his father hugging him tightly, unable to move, he sighed silently in his heart.The battlefield in northern Saibei is not as good as this. He treats his father as if he is fighting a hundred thousand troops. This little general is really in front of his father. He has lost his mind at all. Those schemes, calmness, and experience in the past Forget it all.For more than a month, he was actually used by the emperor to play around, not to mention the whole body of pain... What a pity.

……

Dazed and sweet, it was already dawn, and the father was sitting up, rubbing his forehead.When I saw it, I also wanted to get up, but my father pushed me down.

"What are you doing up?" My father wanted to push me down, but I couldn't insist on anything and had to lie down again, my father pulled the quilt for me, and touched my forehead again. "I have to get up so early in the court, you are still recovering from your injuries, rest more." After speaking, he bent down to put on his boots, ready to leave.

I lay silent on the bed, but when my father put on his boots and stood up, he seemed to suddenly think of something, and asked, "Does the third child have a watch?" When he said it, he looked back at me.I thought about lying on the bed and answering like this, a little disrespectful, so I propped myself up and said: "My minister has not yet performed the crown ceremony, nor has any elder made a pledge."

Father looked at me, he used to be a little harsh on Danfeng, but today he seems to be bent.He thought about it and said: "The New Year is approaching, if I remember correctly, your birthday is in the first month, right?" I sat up, picked up the coat beside the bed and put it on my body, nodded and said: "The fourteenth day of the first month. After thinking for a while, he said, "It's only one day away from the Shangyuan Festival."

The emperor seemed to be in a sudden mood. After dressing up, he didn't call Li Dong to come in to freshen up and go to court. Instead, he sat down on my bedside and said, "Hey, so if it's the Lantern Festival next year, you will It's going to be eighteen." Father Huang looked at me and shook his head, "It's hard to avoid the crowning ceremony if you're eighteen, and the crowning ceremony will definitely be held in this twelfth lunar month."

Is the royal crown ceremony a child's play?But the twelfth lunar month is the busiest time in the imperial court. The handover of military talismans by the commanding army, the civil officials also need to evaluate, the household department also needs to count the number of people in various places, money and grain, and the palace also needs to prepare for the biggest Spring Festival and accompanying events in the twelfth month. Make this preparation for the upcoming Shangyuan Festival.Moreover, I vaguely know that this year's Lunar New Year's Day, there will be an audience from all nations.The entire dynasty will spare no effort to do such a face-saving thing, and it will definitely make these foreign leaders who come to worship profusely, or the headmen, the envoys will not have any disrespect and treason against our dynasty Heart.

"However, on the Lantern Festival, there will be a meeting of hundreds of nations..." I reminded lightly, but the emperor didn't seem to care. "If it's just for the meeting of hundreds of nations, you will miss your crown, don't you think it's a bit regrettable?" Father smiled and waved his hands and stood up, wanting to call Li Donglai in and said: "So, this matter is settled now Next, you don't need to shirk anymore."

I nodded, seeing that my father has made up his mind, I definitely can't destroy his mind and please him.Then I saw my father calling Li Donglai in and waiting for him to wash up, so I became a little suspicious.Is the father and the others?How could Li Donglai follow him and let him enter my bedroom by mistake?I looked at Li Donglai, this old slave is the most loyal to his father, this is not ugly, because he defends his father in everything, and also takes care of his thoughts, so if his father was really drunk yesterday Seriously, but if he insists on coming to me, it is normal for Li Dong to stop him too much.

I sighed lightly. I don't know whether what the father said yesterday was intentional or unintentional... I really like to have trouble with myself. Up to now, I told myself not to care about it before last night, and now I still insist on it. .I smiled wryly, and simply lifted the quilt, supported the bed with one hand, and the bed curtain with the other. With a strong effort, my injured leg was turned from the bed to the side of the bed by myself.

After wiping his face, Father saw me startled and said: "If you don't take care of yourself on the bed, what are you doing getting out of bed?"

I smiled and said, "If you continue to support me, I'm afraid my son will have a heart attack." After speaking, I lifted my injured leg slightly, exerted strength on one foot, and stood up completely.Li Donglai saw that I got up, and immediately came to support me, and then grabbed the clothes in his hands and was about to put them on me.With his help, I put on cotton clothes and other things, and then