zombie log

Bei Xinmiao did not refuse.

Not to prove anything to Xiao Zhengnan.

Maybe it's just because he seldom gets close to people, no matter what the purpose is, he can't refuse the approach.

There is nothing a zombie can fear.

What's more, Xiao Zhengnan had already gotten himself very drunk.He forcibly pushed Bei Xinmiao onto his bed.

This empty and luxurious house, because of its lack of popularity, does not feel like an enviable place to live.Xiao Zhengnan does not lack the conditions to find a satisfactory wife.Maybe he could never forget Molly.Bei Xinmiao thought to herself.

Xiao Zhengnan didn't do anything unexpected, he just fell asleep beside Bei Xinmiao.The lights in several places in the house were still on, and it was dark outside the window, making it impossible to see the night clearly.

Bei Xinmiao lay down for a while, looking at the murals in the bedroom and the patterns on the ceiling - not figures or landscapes, just some strange figures - these decorations should be of great value.He got up quietly, went around the room to turn off the lights, only then did the scenery outside the window become lively, and the neon lights shone in.

He sat alone on the sofa in the living room, looking at the French windows.Red, yellow, blue neon lights flashed until dawn.

What is a happy and satisfying life? Are the people living in this [-]-square-meter house happy?

What is a happy and fulfilled life.People search, but can't even find the answer to this question.

Can lonely people be happy?

Bei Xinmiao got up gently, and returned to the bed. Xiao Zhengnan was lying in large characters, occupying most of the bed. It is estimated that the wine he drank was enough for him to sleep for a while.Bei Xinmiao helped him take off his clothes and shoes, and stuffed him under the quilt.Xiao Zhengnan muttered something. "sleep together……"

"It's really useless." Bei Xinmiao sneered at him, "Talk about how successful you are, but you can't even find a woman who can warm your bed. Molly isn't that good either, is it worth remembering?"

Xiao Zhengnan couldn't hear it, so he went on a cloud tour with Zhou Gong.

There was a small ball on the head of the bed, and the red dots on the ball flickered every few seconds. Bei Xinmiao pressed the red dot curiously, and the small ball suddenly shot out a ray of light, which shot towards the ceiling and shone in all directions. It was a similar artificial starry sky, and the ceiling suddenly became a beautiful night sky full of stars.

When he was very young, Bei Xinmiao liked to watch the stars very much. His father once took him to the top of the mountain to watch them all night.

In his memory, the night sky on the top of the mountain was unimaginably brilliant, even more exciting than those in science fiction movies.

Bei Xinmiao looked up at the ceiling, as if returning to the night when she was a child and stayed on the top of the mountain with her father.

The happiness he felt was only in his childhood, when his family was still complete.

Since his father passed away, he has never been happy again.No, there was one more chance... about first love...

Where is happiness? ...

The window began to appear gray and white, and it was almost dawn.Xiao Zhengnan was still sleeping.Bei Xinmiao got up from the bed and closed all the curtains.The room will be dark again, and the starry sky will continue to shine.

He lay down next to Xiao Zhengnan again, looking up at the starry sky.

"Life is the process of losing." He said softly.

Xiao Zhengnan snorted, he looked like he was about to sober up.

"The most fulfilling thing is what you have at the beginning of life, and then... you lose it little by little... The so-called pursuit is those things that have been taken away by time... In the end, even life is lost..." Bei Xinmiao said slowly . "Is that true for everyone?"

"What are you talking about?" Xiao Zhengnan turned over and kicked most of the quilt off.He glanced at the starry sky on the ceiling and then at Bei Xinmiao, gradually regaining consciousness.The room was pitch dark, and he couldn't tell the time. "Isn't it still dawn? How long have I been asleep."

Bei Xinmiao ignored him.Xiao Zhengnan rubbed his forehead in a daze, muttering. "You can drink too much with a bad friend." In fact, he is more like getting himself drunk.

After being quiet for a while, Xiao Zhengnan looked at Bei Xinmiao, and Bei Xinmiao looked at the ceiling.Xiao Zhengnan slowly approached him. "Tell me the truth. You didn't talk to my students..."

"You've proved what's the point of two men sleeping together?"

"That's because I was unconscious just now." Xiao Zhengnan stared at Bei Xinmiao like a leopard.

"So what can you do now that you're sober?" Bei Xinmiao said.

Xiao Zhengnan approached him. "Are you using the aggressive method?"

Bei Xinmiao sneered, "You really are hopeless."

"Are you...really like that? Don't look at women and waste your time stuffing your dick into men's... Are you really like that? Tell me."

(two more)

Xiao Zhengnan tonight was the most unexpected to Bei Xinmiao.

He grabbed his arm and pressed him tightly.Even at this time, Bei Xinmiao still didn't think what would happen next, he always believed that this was just Xiao Zhengnan's deliberate appearance.Just like his usual jokes.

But Xiao Zhengnan really hugged him, "What are you doing?" Bei Xinmiao said.

"Do what you did." Xiao Zhengnan said in a deep voice.Bei Xinmiao pushed him off her body disapprovingly, but Xiao Zhengnan reached into his lapel.Bei Xinmiao hurriedly pulled his hand away. "Hey! Are you still drunk?" Xiao Zhengnan posted it even more stubbornly.

He kissed Bei Xinmiao's face, and Bei Xinmiao hurriedly pushed his mouth away; Xiao Zhengnan's enthusiasm is like fire, which is exactly what Bei Xinmiao lacks.

He suddenly... couldn't refuse this fresh feeling of being needed.

"You have become so virtuous," Bei Xinmiao murmured. "How shameless you should be when you sober up."

Xiao Zhengnan's hand slid restlessly between Bei Xinmiao's legs.Knead and knead there.Bei Xinmiao no longer struggled and let him do it - not because Xiao Zhengnan was so difficult to break free, but because he no longer refused.

He tried hard to resist those thoughts, but still felt that this was another gift from heaven.

"Don't do it. I can't be tough." Bei Xinmiao said directly.

Xiao Zhengnan's hand stopped suddenly, and he looked up at Bei Xinmiao as if he understood something: "What's going on?"

Bei Xinmiao said slowly: "The dead are like this..."

"Of course life would be worse than death without this ability!" Xiao Zhengnan fully understood that becoming Bei Xinmiao had physical problems. "So that's why you didn't look at the girl? You never... What is the disease!"

"Stop talking about that!" Bei Xinmiao interrupted him.Half-sarcastically, "I'm a dead, useless man... Are you satisfied now?"

Xiao Zhengnan was stunned for a while: "Since when...I mean how long have you been like this?"

"ten years."

"Ten years! So you, have you used it before?"

Bei Xinmiao was speechless.Xiao Zhengnan didn't ask any more questions. "So you can't be with a woman...you can only be with a man..." He sighed as if he had figured it out. "Then you and Tang Guan, in fact, he treats you..."

"I have nothing with him." Bei Xinmiao insisted.

"Have you been with anyone else?"

Bei Xinmiao was speechless, and raised her voice after a while and said, "Xiao Zhengnan, why the hell are you always asking these questions?"

Xiao Zhengnan turned over and leaned on the head of the bed, silent for a while.

"I'm going back." Bei Xinmiao said this suddenly, before she got up, Xiao Zhengnan suddenly rushed over to hug him, this time it was a real hug, and hugged him firmly in his arms.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier." Xiao Zhengnan said excitedly. "You've lived like this for ten years?"

"What does this have to do with you? Don't you always hope that I will have retribution?"

"You deserve retribution, but it shouldn't be like this! I'd rather you be ravaged by 1 people!" Xiao Zhengnan said.He then sighed, "It is said that God always loves to destroy the most perfect people...it seems to be true..."

"Perfect person? I remember you said that I have the worst character."

"You are really hateful! But...it doesn't conflict with liking you." Xiao Zhengnan said bluntly.Bei Xinmiao was stunned.But he suddenly understood why Xiao Zhengnan expressed his heart directly.For the weak, people will show mercy without hesitation.Saying that I like it is also because of pity.

"I don't fucking need your pity." Bei Xinmiao said, but she didn't take the initiative to leave Xiao Zhengnan's embrace.On the contrary, he tried hard to resist a desire in his heart - he longed to feel alive, longed for Xiao Zhengnan to do something closer, this desire was as difficult to suppress as drug addiction, even more terrifying than drug addiction. "I don't have a fucking chance to fuck with a woman, nor a man, I've never fucked anyone... Do you want to laugh at me? Make a face of pity on me? You... what are you going to do..."

Xiao Zhengnan began to undress his clothes.

Bei Xinmiao knew that his wish was about to come true.Excited, this will not be the state with Tang Guan, Xiao Zhengnan is a real man, a mature man, a strong man.

It was like the hottest summer wind kissing the poles.

The starry sky is above the head, changing, and the portrait is trapped in the endless depths of the universe.

Everything is unknown.

But it was so fierce that it couldn't be stopped.

Bei Xinmiao never thought that anyone would be willing to hug him.The kind of hug that belongs to giving.Ten years, and the goodness of a life that is gone.He no longer has a reason to be hugged.

Based on this alone, he was full of gratitude to Xiao Zhengnan.

"why did you do this?"

"I think so."

"Why do you say... like me... is it true?"

"Do you have to listen to the reason?"

Bei Xinmiao didn't need a reason, let alone know.The most legitimate reasons would only make him sadder.A wicked reason is what he wants instead.

"In order to teach you... for your cruelty to others and yourself, I will teach you severely!"

This reason could not be better.

"I want to wear clothes..." This was Bei Xinmiao's last request. "Don't turn on the lights either..."

He didn't want Xiao Zhengnan to look at him, but he didn't know what he would look like.A most original idea.I don't want to be seen as out of control and unbearable at this time.Better to be covered by darkness.

Darkness is a good thing at this time.

But he asked Xiao Zhengnan to show his body.Such a vibrant body.It is different from the softness of Tang Guan.Press down on him like a mountain that can stop everything.

"I think I'm crazy." Xiao Zhengnan sighed.He groped in the dark.The body temperature was transmitted through the clothes, and Bei Xinmiao felt that she was about to die.

Xiao Zhengnan paused at this moment, and Bei Xinmiao could imagine why, even through his clothes, Xiao Zhengnan could feel that he was different from ordinary people.

"I'm as cold as ice." Bei Xinmiao said. "I know what you're thinking...you can stop now." He sighed secretly, maybe he couldn't play tricks on Xiao Zhengnan, Xiao Zhengnan was different from the ignorant Tang Guan.How many passionate women should he have experienced.

"Stop?" However, Xiao Zhengnan didn't have this idea, "I'll warm you up."

Xiao Zhengnan didn't go against his wishes at first.He didn't strip his clothes, but when Bei Xinmiao didn't even allow a kiss, he became ruthless and stripped Bei Xinmiao's legs like onions.

"Don't...no..." The reason why Bei Xinmiao resisted was not because she didn't want to continue, but because she didn't want to be seen too thoroughly by Xiao Zhengnan.It was too daring for him to do such a thing.Xiao Zhengnan was obviously taken aback when he touched his leg.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Terminally ill." Bei Xinmiao gritted her teeth and said.Although he had no emotional fluctuations for a long time, this answer was still full of disappointment.He felt that the idea he wanted to try once was unlikely to be realized. "Are you afraid?"

Xiao Zhengnan was silent, "In high school, once we went to take a shower together after physical education class...I looked at you..."

"I take a shower with you? I forgot."

"My memory is still fresh. You can't remember anything! That's why you have such retribution." After a pause, Xiao Zhengnan said again. "...I know you had something on your mind at that time, you were not happy, and you couldn't pay attention to anything..."

Bei Xinmiao was quiet for a while, then laughed: "Maybe you thought I was what I was at that time... It's a pity. You forced me boldly back then... Good things always disappear easily."

"What's the difference now?" Xiao Zhengnan asked back. "Are you not you now?" He lifted Bei Xinmiao's legs and wrapped them around his waist.Although he put on a fierce look, Bei Xinmiao could feel his excitement; although the darkness prevented them from seeing each other's faces clearly, he could imagine that there should be some panic on Xiao Zhengnan's face, he should be the first Fuck one man at a time.

Feeling the two legs clamped around his waist, Xiao Zhengnan suddenly bent down and hugged Bei Xinmiao. Such a face-to-face posture made their hugs very close.Bei Xinmiao was completely trapped in Xiao Zhengnan's arms, as if he was about to melt into his body.Bei Xinmiao had never felt this kind of hug after her death.Unavoidably excited at this time.

"Thank you." He said involuntarily.

But Xiao Zhengnan just hugged him and didn't make any further moves.Bei Xinmiao tried hard to suppress his desire, but he couldn't help guessing what Xiao Zhengnan's concerns were. "My disease... is different from my father's. It won't be contagious to you. If it could be contagious, I wouldn't be so lonely." This kind of words betrayed his longing.

"Actually, you want it very much." Xiao Zhengnan said.

Bei Xinmiao didn't speak.

"you want."

"Yes. I think... because I want it so much, I'm afraid you won't give it away. I beg you, just give it once."

"You idiot." Xiao Zhengnan raised his voice. "I was the one who wanted to fuck you, but you made it so that you begged me to fuck you. I completely believe that you are a chick with no flirting experience at all."

"Who the hell is flirting with you?"

"Then keep begging me!" Xiao Zhengnan said fiercely.At the same time, he put his big dick on top and stuck it in Bei Xinmiao's secret place.After Bei Xinmiao felt it, he found an unimaginable force emerging from his body. He yearned for it uncontrollably. His stiff body seemed to be awakened, and he could not help catering to it.

Xiao Zhengnan was extremely proud.

(two more)

Some things are always too unexpected.

Just like Bei Xinmiao never thought that he would be like this with Xiao Zhengnan one day.

Their high school days are far away.At least for Bei Xinmiao, it was very far away.He still had a deep memory of Xiao Zhengnan, just because that guy always had some innocuous friction with him from time to time.

For example, he always wanted to escape the last two self-study classes, but Xiao Zhengnan always exposed him.

By the way, Xiao Zhengnan was the class monitor in high school.

Oh, it turned out to be the squad leader.

The friction between the monitor and the best student seems to be a matter of course.

But I never thought that one day the friction between them would become another kind - from the friction of personality to the body...

Bei Xinmiao never thought that Xiao Zhengnan would be someone who could accept his weird experiences, which was why he kept hiding everything from him.

However, it turns out he was all wrong.Xiao Zhengnan was actually someone who was willing to give.

Bei Xinmiao tried her best to suppress her impatient thoughts, not wanting to scare away the prey that had already reached her mouth—how could he have such a feeling——Xiao Zhengnan was the prey?

"Please……"

It was so easy for him to say such undignified words.It was as if another brain dominated him.In order to achieve the goal, no hesitation.

Another part of him was waking up, like a waking devil.

His hand stretched out uncontrollably, stroking Xiao Zhengnan with a kind of temptation, guiding him to make up his mind. "Please……"

possess me.

……

**

March [-]nd.The sky is full of stars.

am i the devil

even if,

If given another chance... I would like to become a devil.

***

Maybe Xiao Zhengnan didn't hesitate, he was just slow.

"I think I'm crazy," he said repeatedly.Slowly caressing in Bei Xinmiao's hand, following his guidance, approaching, entering...everything can't be refused.

Bei Xinmiao didn't know what it would be like before.But being able to absorb a part of a living person into his body was enough for him to try desperately.

Then he knew he was doing the right thing.

His whole body was pierced by living sensations...

Like God's favor.Hang him on a giant pillar of warmth to be caressed and slowly melted away.The hottest and hardest feeling was as if he had turned into a blue flame, burning on that hard core.

He doesn't live for sexual pleasure, he only lives for feelings, and at the same time he longs for the other party to be enchanted by him.He tightened his body and absorbed it.Watch him go crazy over the new sensations you get from him.

"My God," Xiao Zhengnan exclaimed.His whole body was trembling, his body temperature was rising sharply (Bei Xinmiao was very sensitive to this), and a fine layer of sweat hung on his skin.He looked indescribably excited.

"You're sucking me..." he sighed. "You bastard... you can actually have this kind of kung fu."

"You don't mean you can't stand it?"

"...Only I can't bear it for you!" Xiao Zhengnan still didn't forget to compete with him, just like he didn't let him go in all the little things in high school.

Bei Xinmiao's body should be cold, but Xiao Zhengnan, who was extremely stimulated, seemed to have completely ignored this point.The pursuit of pleasure is now the only instinct of the living.

He lifted Bei Xinmiao's legs and attacked violently. His strength and tremendous strength were displayed, and the world could be shaken.Bei Xinmiao's body kept shaking with his violent movements.This feeling is no different from being alive.

I don't know if it was because it was the first time for the two of them that it was so exciting, or because Bei Xinmiao really gave him a huge stimulus, Xiao Zhengnan didn't even notice that Bei Xinmiao's body didn't respond normally.He was deep in his own amusement, and his low growl betrayed his distraught state.Bei Xinmiao feels gratified that she can bring such a feeling to the other party...

After the virtual starry sky above their heads changed twice.Xiao Zhengnan reached the highest peak, his ferocious movements were like a giant machine running fast, he shouted loudly, and said some seemingly subconscious words. "I fucked you, Bei Xinmiao!"

Bei Xinmiao wrapped her arms around his waist.Signal to let him release as much as possible inside him.

Then he felt a rush of heat.Flowing freely in his body.Living warmth.

The whole process is a gift to him.

……

Xiao Zhengnan fell beside him, panting.

Bei Xinmiao stared at the starry sky above her head.Everything is transforming before his eyes, and there seems to be a symphony in his ears.He deeply felt that, for him, the starry sky could always be associated with a feeling of happiness or fulfillment.

And this feeling, once, is enough.

He fumbled slowly in the dark for the stripped clothes.Xiao Zhengnan grabbed his hand at this moment. "I haven't said it's over yet." Suddenly turned over and came up again. "I said I would make you unbearable."

Bei Xinmiao believed that Xiao Zhengnan couldn't take his feelings into consideration the first time - the excitement of the first attempt is always the most difficult to control.

If it happens again, Xiao Zhengnan will definitely pay attention to his reaction.

He hesitated because of this, but he couldn't refuse.

This time it was turned upside down.With the experience of dealing with him, Xiao Zhengnan knows how to grasp the rhythm.After a long time, he is still as hard as iron.The sunlight blocked by the curtains has changed its direction, shining a gap-like light and shadow from another angle.

Xiao Zhengnan finally ended in sweat...

He left the bed and opened the curtains, the sun immediately illuminated his fit body, and the fine layer of sweat beads on the Gutong-colored skin reflected the halo.

Bei Xinmiao watched this scene from the bed - it was the most vivid picture he had ever seen.

At the same time, he pulled the sheet to cover his half body, and he didn't even have the courage to take a look at his gray body color.Most of the buttons of the crumpled shirt had already been undone, and he fastened them one by one.

Xiao Zhengnan stretched out in front of the window, then walked back.Standing in front of Bei Xinmiao with an unobstructed view of his whole body, he glanced at the watch on the bed and suddenly jumped up.

"It's noon?" Bei Xinmiao asked softly.

"It's already afternoon!"

Bei Xinmiao laughed, "I hope you don't have class today."

"I don't teach anymore." Xiao Zhengnan said. "You forgot that I run a bilingual school. I am the boss and the principal!"

"Understood, it is also called a beast (professor) in human skin."

"That's right, my ideal role in front of you is a beast." Xiao Zhengnan showed a rascal look.She started teasing him again.

"Can you do it again!?" Bei Xinmiao provoked him. "It's true that you don't teach anymore. Aren't you still a teacher in City A High School?"

"Uh... I'm now in charge of the official affairs of the high school in City A. Maybe I'll be the principal there in the future." Xiao Zhengnan blinked at Bei Xinmiao, "Even if I have a lot of things to do, it's worth pushing for you. Lose."

"you……"

Before Bei Xinmiao could say anything, Xiao Zhengnan suddenly lowered his head and pressed his lips against his lips. When the four lips were pressed together, warmth came again, and Bei Xinmiao still made up his mind to push him away.

"Finally the kiss!" Xiao Zhengnan laughed and went to the bathroom. "You have nothing more to keep from me."

Looking at Xiao Zhengnan's back, Bei Xinmiao felt that the colors of the whole world became brighter.

He slowly got up from the bed, the heat that Xiao Zhengnan had left in his body slowly gushed out as he stood up, and flowed down his thighs.He was reluctant to wipe it off.

He lowered his head to look at his legs, and couldn't help being stunned. It was no longer the gray he was used to, but almost turned white...

He put on his clothes and quietly left Xiao Zhengnan's house.A man is walking down the street.

Strangely, he didn't understand where happiness came from.Xiao Zhengnan a day ago was meaningless to him.

He was extremely disturbed by this change.

He didn't go back to Tang Guan's downstairs house.He decided to go to Chi Yang.