zombie log

Sometimes memory plays tricks.

Or maybe people only want to believe what they remember.

other people's memories.No matter how lifelike it is.Without the participation of your own memory, there is still a feeling of being irrelevant.

What's more, Bei Xinmiao once said that it was a regret, and then the regret disappeared.What a coincidence.

In Bei Xinmiao's memory, that outing was just a school activity that she had to attend.That day was also a spring day like no other.Although the fresh air in the wild once made him feel better for a while.

At that time, he did not devote himself to this activity that his classmates were eagerly looking forward to.He prefers to find something to anesthetize himself.Nor does he refuse to get drunk.This also makes the memory behind him very blurred.

Now that he knew such an astonishing truth, he didn't feel very aggrieved, and the previous resentment was like a light smoke floating in the air, slowly fading and then fading.

"If what you said is true...it's a very bad thing." He said solemnly, but soon couldn't help laughing. "Does it constitute a crime!?"

"A crime? This is really an honorable charge." Xiao Zhengnan nodded. "I feel like I've been in prison for ten years for this."

"Forget it. I'll just believe it happened." Bei Xinmiao laughed even harder.He couldn't say what amused him.It seems that every detail is full of laughter.

"You don't believe me." Xiao Zhengnan expressed emotion. "It's just my business."

The doorbell rang again at this moment.The clock struck exactly midnight, and I couldn't think of anyone else who would bother at such a coincidental time.

"Look. Liar, the ghost is knocking at your door."

……

The people standing outside the door really looked like ghosts.

Drenched all over.Dripping hair hung like a curtain in front of the face.There was no movement, only the mobile phone in the plastic bag was dry.

Xiao Zhengnan was speechless in surprise.

Bei Xinmiao came to the door to look.He was not as surprised as Xiao Zhengnan. "Is it raining?" he asked.A bolt of lightning exploded outside the window as if cooperating with him.

"What's the matter? Coming in the rain?" he asked.

A piece of wet paper was held up in front of Bei Xinmiao, and the words on it turned out to be a farewell letter to the landlord that he left in the basement.

"Let's go like this..." Tang Guan said quietly.The note dangled between his fingers like a rag.

Bei Xinmiao didn't realize Tang Guan's resentment.

"I'm looking for a new place to live."

"...You are also like her, planning to leave me...thinking I won't notice..."

"what are you saying?"

Xiao Zhengnan said at this moment: "Come in! I don't mind taking one more tonight."

Tang Guan looked down at the puddle of water dripping under his feet.Taking a step forward, "I'm hungry," he said.Said impatiently again. "My investigation has some clues today." Then he said. "Do I need to shower first?"

When Tang Guan took a bath.

Xiao Zhengnan and Bei Xinmiao sat on the sofa and looked at each other.

"16? Or... 15?" Xiao Zhengnan repeated these numbers. "What were you doing when you were 16?"

Bei Xinmiao shook her head. "forget."

"When I was 16 years old, I no longer felt like a child." Xiao Zhengnan said. "Then...it's inappropriate to find someone to adopt. It's even more inappropriate to send her to an orphanage."

"Are you talking about Tang Guan?" Bei Xinmiao was very surprised.

Xiao Zhengnan nodded. "I just found out that he was alone. His mother died, and the school took it for granted that there should be relatives to take care of him."

"He may have no relatives," Bei Xinmiao said. "However, he will definitely choose to live alone. He has done so."

Tang Guan quickly came out of the bathroom.Standing in front of them wrapped in a towel. "I'm hungry," he said again.

"Wipe the bathroom clean before you come out." Xiao Zhengnan said sternly, and then walked to the kitchen.Tang Guan, who had taken a hot bath, seemed to come alive, and he sat beside Bei Xinmiao wetly.

"Are you planning to live together and fly together?" he asked with a strange voice.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Bei Xinmiao was still thinking about Xiao Zhengnan's words.

"If you need a new residence, you can come to my place." Tang Guan said solemnly. "So, you still want to be with him... don't plan to go back, will you still look for me in the future?"

Bei Xinmiao turned her head to look at Tang Guan.

Tang Guan said faintly: "I couldn't find you when I went home, I only found that piece of paper... I can't sleep by myself. If you don't say goodbye to me..."

"I just don't want to live in the basement anymore." Bei Xinmiao said. "You think I'm leaving you?"

Tang Guan suddenly hugged Bei Xinmiao. "I trust your..."

Xiao Zhengnan's voice came from the kitchen at this moment. "How can a hungry person smell food in the wrong direction?"

……

Before going to bed, perhaps because he shared the bed with Bei Xinmiao, Tang Guan completely recovered.He enthusiastically talked about his new discovery today. "I finally found the key investigation target." He called up some photos from his phone to show Bei Xinmiao—a man and his car.

"How can you be sure that this person is the key target?" Bei Xinmiao said.

"That's what I did today. I put up a big billboard at the place where my mother had an accident - 'look for witnesses'. It's a big and obvious sign. Many passers-by stopped to look at it. Some cars It will also stop. I just need to observe who reacts differently. It turns out that this man, he looks very nervous."

Bei Xinmiao nodded a little incomprehensibly.

"Chi Yang is really a god."

"What does this have to do with him?" Bei Xinmiao asked suspiciously.

"He said that the street corner was surrounded by windows of residential buildings. It would be strange if there were no witnesses. He paid for the billboard for me, and found someone to install it there. It's very strong..."

"Are you with Chi Yang today?"

"He followed me." Tang Guan emphasized. "He looks cold and weird, but he is really warm-hearted. But don't think I'm a fool. If someone suddenly treats you too much, you should be careful."

After Tang Guan fell asleep, Bei Xinmiao quietly got out of bed, sneaked into the pink bedroom where Xiao Zhengnan was, and got directly under his quilt, feeling as if he had slipped into a heating furnace.

"I'm back. The child's nanny." Xiao Zhengnan was still asleep.Texting on cell phone.Make fun of him when he comes back.

Bei Xinmiao leaned on Xiao Zhengnan's body, using his belly to warm her cold hands. "You are so young." He used this word to describe him. "With you, I don't need a heater in winter."

"Well. I have to charge you for heating." Xiao Zhengnan said.

"Is a high body temperature one of the ways to attract people? Your old lovers will collectively miss you when it's cold."

"I have more than one function, and there are many reasons to be missed." Xiao Zhengnan said with a smile. "Could it be that your former lovers were all cold-blooded animals?"

Bei Xinmiao was taken aback for a moment.No answer.

Xiao Zhengnan couldn't hear his counterattack, so he glanced at him with interest: "It can't be that he never had a lover. Count the one-night stands. There will always be someone you will miss."

Bei Xinmiao murmured. "No."

…extraordinary

Human memory is a very strange thing.

Memories related to love are even more eccentric.

When he was a zombie, Bei Xinmiao didn't feel that anyone needed his special commemoration; but when his body was revived, his feelings about some dim memories changed.

Some people seem strange and far away, and everything that happened to them seems to be impossible to remember.

But there are still those emotions in the body, warm, heartache, hatred, and despair.

He woke up from his sleep because of this.Grab Xiao Zhengnan's hand.The darkness around him surrounded him, and he always felt that something was hidden in the unknown around him.A familiar emotion gradually awakened in memory.

He approached Xiao Zhengnan.This is the only way to dispel the darkness.

He silently begged in his heart that this time he was really reborn, not a continuation of his previous life.

He accidentally touched Xiao Zhengnan's cell phone beside his pillow.The screen lit up, and the last text message Xiao Zhengnan received before going to bed was not turned off.The content caught Bei Xinmiao's attention. [It is the right decision to open your branch school in Mingling County.Old classmates, look forward to our cooperation. ]