Orc's Disillusionment

There are some things, no matter how unwilling to admit it, but he has to face up to some problems, as if some invisible thread is tying him to a person's life, and even his mind is sometimes confused.

Sirui made a good dinner, no vegetarian dishes, Zuo Fei still can't get used to the meat food in this world, even though he has no appetite, he still hastily ate some staple food.

Sirui tried to inquire about something new from Zuo Fei, but Zuo Fei remained silent and refused to say more.After Si Rui finished eating, she walked away awkwardly.

Zuo Fei was looking around in this cave hall. For some reason, he felt that the whole hall had a sense of geometry, which was much different from the overall pattern of this world. Not only the sense of geometry, but also a sense of mystery.The whole cave hall is dazzling, only the place where Manfini sleeps is relatively dark, glowing with a faint flame blue.

Zuo Fei carefully thought about what Man Fei Ni said, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't figure out many things.

Several conversations with Manfini made him feel that maybe he was really Roy, but he just lost the previous memory, but the memory of his life in Hawaii from childhood to adulthood was real, and he overthrew himself again.

That night, Zuo Fei had another strange dream. A red-haired man was standing on the edge of a cliff. In the distance was Cangshan Mountain at dusk, and behind him was a sea of ​​clouds and mist.The man's long hair was tied behind his head, and the hair was blown tousled by the wind, twining around his eyes, with tears in them.

He brushed back the disheveled hair, Zuo Fei looked at that face in the mirror for more than [-] years, and he couldn't be more familiar with it.

"Roy, this is a misunderstanding. You are obedient, come to my side, and don't back down any more."

The screen switched to a person dressed in white with long silver-gray hair.But he is just a shadow.

Roy lowered his head and smiled lightly. Instead of moving forward, he took another step back and raised his head and said, "Go back to your side? The human race has been severely injured, and I am a sinner through the ages. What face do I have? How can I go back to your side?"

"Let's find a place where no one is around, just the two of us, shall we?"

"Don't lie to me again, I will take it seriously."

"I kid you not, come here, Roy."

The man stretched out his hand, and Luo Yi took a step forward. Zuo Fei thought to himself that since the human race's serious injury was related to you, if it's a man, then jump off for me, and don't live like a mother-in-law for a man.In the next second, Roy really turned around suddenly, jumped into the depths of the clouds.

The man only grabbed the corner of his clothes, and only heard the sound of the clothes being torn.

There was one man who yelled Roy until his heart broke, but he was already falling.

Zuo Fei woke up with a start.There is no difference between day and night in the cave, so you can't tell what time it is.

"Are you awake?" Manfini asked.

"Well. Wake up."

Zuo Fei came to Manfeini's side, without lifting the curtain, Manfeini and him were only separated by a thin layer of veil, and the other party's expression could not be seen clearly.He wanted to ask something, but was afraid of knowing the truth, so he just stood quietly by the side of the bed without making a sound.

"Ask whatever you want." After a long while, Manferni spoke.

Listening to the voice, Man Fei Ni's mental state seems to be much better than before.

"Why don't you suspect that I come from another world at all? I remember when I first learned the language here, I told someone that I came from another world. I used many methods to prove her belief."

"Then she must be very young."

"She said she was sixty."

"I'm almost two hundred years old. I've heard a lot and seen a lot. It's not surprising. Besides, you and Roy look so similar."

"Maffini, I'm a little confused..."

"Don't worry about it, kid. Before you want to know something from me, can you tell me how you have lived these past few years?"

Zuo Fei avoided the important points and picked a few key things about his growth in another world and briefly told Man Fei Ni that he didn’t want to talk too much so that people would think that he was not Loy. Zuo Fei talked about his family When she was an old man, the smile gradually climbed up Manfei Ni's face, it was a gratifying smile.

Besides Arshenle, who else is so romantic?

In this world, astrologers have a respectable status, and everyone respects them unconditionally, whether they are humans or orcs.In order to prevent astrologers from being fascinated by women and giving wrong information, they are forbidden to drink and have sex. Of course, most astrologers themselves are not very interested in women and alcohol, and they are more obsessed with their own research.

Arshenle is one or two astrologers who only appeared once or twice in hundreds of years. He was born with superpowers that no one else had. He is an astrologer, but he is destined not to have the feelings that an ordinary person should have, and he has been trying to get rid of this fate all his life.And now it sounds like he's finally getting the life he wanted to live.

The world Zuo Fei talked about, Man Fei Ni believes is real, but from the chat, she has discovered that he is rejecting Luo Yi, or that he still has no way to accept that he is Luo Yi, even though he is carefully avoiding it. Open, but the more you avoid it, the more problematic it will be.

Arshen's ability is not just to look at the stars and calculate the past and future.It is not difficult for him to let a person have some memories that he has never had before, so when Zuo Fei told about his childhood, Man Fei Ni guessed that those might just be illusory, but the world described was absolutely real.

"I'll ask Siri to inform Hughes, can you take you back?" Man Fei Ni asked softly, although her voice was still very old.

She asked this to test Zuo Fei. She knew that he had lied before to save his life, but there were still some things that needed to be confirmed.For example, did he not remember who Hughes was at all, and just perfunctory her.

Zuo Fei nodded, then shook his head again. "He is not in the Windy City because of the war, and his home is not safe. I was attacked there."

Besides, knowing that Hughes regarded himself as another person, when he came back, he didn't know how to face him.

Hearing what Zuo Fei said, Man Fei Ni believed that he had really met Hughes, but Hughes knew he was Roy but didn't tell him he was. She just didn't want him to know about the past, so she decided not to talk to Hughes anymore. He went on.

Manfei Ni sighed a long time and said, "Actually, you are not Roy."

"You..." Zuo Fei was speechless.

This woman turned out to be testing herself, deliberately letting herself say so many things to show her flaws to prove her doubts.

Could it be... that he would be tied up again like before.

Man Fei Ni saw what he was thinking and said with a smile, "Don't be afraid, child, even if you are not, I will not let Siri tie you up again. In fact, I should be able to guess that you are not if I just think about it, it's just you You look so much alike. You are so alike."

"You really don't want to throw me out because I'm not Roy?"

"How can you say that you have the same face as him? I can't do this kind of thing."

Zuo Fei's heart was relieved.

"Then that Roy, is he dead?"

"After suffering such a severe trauma, even Arshenle's crystal ball may not be able to bring him back to life."

Thinking of that dream, Zuo Fei asked, "Did he jump off a cliff and die?"

Manfini shook her head.

"I just had a dream where he jumped off a cliff. It's not the first time I've dreamed about him."

"Perhaps even he thinks you look like him, so he made trouble in your dreams." Manfini smiled, as beautiful as a flower.Zuo Fei still couldn't get used to the other half of her face, how could such a beautiful woman become like this, but she didn't dare to ask, for fear of asking about her sadness.

Why does he still feel that something is wrong.

"He and Hughes, were they..." Zuo Fei stuck.

Man Fei Ni continued, "Is it a couple?"

"En." Zuo Fei nodded.

"Shouldn't it be up to you to ask him in the future?" Manfei Ni revealed a sly smile.

"Can't you tell me?" He didn't want to ask.I have rejected him, so I have no position to ask.

"Is it important to you?" Manfini asked.

Is it important?Zuo Fei really didn't know.

"Manfeini, are you willing to let me stay here?"

"You don't want to go back to Hughes?"

"I can't go out even if I go, it's almost the same as here."

Man Fei Ni had a knowing expression.

No matter how much time has passed and how many things have been forgotten, the instinct to love someone will not disappear. This child is eating his own jealousy.

"You don't want to be regarded as Luo Yi by him, so you don't want to go back, right?" Man Feini teased Zuo Fei.

Zuo Fei was surprised that Man Fei Ni could see what was on his mind.

Although Man Fei Ni didn't answer his question directly, Zuo Fei could hear the connection between Hughes and Roy.In any case, no matter what feelings Roy has for Hughes, at least Hughes loves Roy.

"Son, since you came to our world and let you meet him, why don't you try it as a dream? Maybe there will be new discoveries."

It seems that the mother is quite open, her son is gay, and she even found a substitute for her son to try to match.

Zuo Fei curled his lips and said, "I don't want to be a substitute."