Orc's Disillusionment

In the quiet afternoon in the dream, the sun was so fine, the sky was blue, the clouds were white, and the grass was shaded.

Roy seemed to have taken a nap under the big tree, and when he woke up, no one was around, only Cain was standing beside him with one foot, and the clothes that had been fluttering in the wind on the bamboo pole before had been put on well, Roy got up to search, But there was no one there, as if it was just a dream before, and Zuo Fei seemed to have a dream within a dream.

Hughes didn't sleep well because of what happened the night before.As soon as he came back, he heard from Locke that Zuo Fei knew about Yi Na's murder. Locke has always done things neatly, and he didn't understand how such a thing could happen.Both of them felt that someone with a heart should be making trouble, but on the surface, this matter should be aimed at Zuo Fei, and Locke couldn't figure it out.Hughes combined various situations, but he had an answer in his heart.

Because he was worried about Zuo Fei, Hughes rushed over to see him after hearing about the incident, but he didn't know that he was joking with his own life. Fortunately, when he pulled him out of the water, he was angry from all his expressions It was more sad than sad, but to his surprise, Zuo Fei came to seduce him later.

It’s actually not the first time they’ve done this kind of thing between them. Hughes longed for his body very much, but Zuo Fei didn’t remember anything. In that situation, if he did it, he was afraid that Zuo Fei would look down on him even more.

Hughes came to Zuo Fei's room early in the morning, and what he saw was Zuo Fei crying in a dream. I don't know what he dreamed about. Although there were tears, fortunately, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, so it shouldn't be too bad dream.He raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Zuo Fei's eyes.As if feeling pulled back by reality, Zuo Fei opened his eyes.

The four eyes met, awkward for a moment.When Zuo Fei saw Hughes, he felt angry, turned around, and pointed the back of his head at him.

Hughes sighed.Fei Zuo sat down on the edge of the bed.

"What did you dream about?" Hughes asked.

Zuo Fei turned his head and sat up.The distance between the two suddenly became very close.He originally wanted to ask how you knew I was dreaming, but the anger came out again, he just gave him a blank look, turned around and lay back.

Zuo Fei's big black and white eyes glanced blankly like this, which is actually quite amorous.

Seeing his appearance, Hughes smiled slightly.A reaction is better than no reaction.

"Did you dream about your relatives and friends in that world?" Hughes asked.

"..."

Zuo Fei kept his mouth shut and refused to speak.

Seeing that Zuo Fei didn't speak, he continued to ask, "So it was a dream that you were beaten by your old man when you were young?"

Hughes' tone was still as gentle as a spring breeze.

"..."

This person is really Luo Suo, Zuo Fei covered his ears.

Everyone knows that covering your ears is useless, and you can still hear what you should hear. Hughes made up his mind to let him speak, and then asked, "It was a dream that the girl I liked was robbed."

"..."

Ah——, what a [-].Zuo Fei really couldn't stand it anymore, if the person next to him was an aunt, he would have tolerated it, but this person was Hughes, who usually seemed taciturn, but chattered endlessly in his ears like a sparrow.

"That was a dream..."

After Hughes said two words, Zuo Fei jumped up and stared at Hughes and said, "I dreamed of your head!"

With a smile in his eyes, Hughes said, "Are you willing to talk to me?"

Zuo Fei glared at him and turned his head.

Hughes stopped his smile, his expression suddenly became serious, and he said softly with his head down, "I'm sorry about Yi Na."

One life, but he just said sorry, without any other explanation, and he didn't even find a reason.

What's the use of being sorry if you can't come back from the dead?Yi Na will not come back alive.Zuo Fei's expression darkened.Besides Hughes' standpoint, Zuo Fei also thought about it, in their world, it's probably normal to do this, and in the final analysis, he has caused Yi Na to suffer.

Zuo Fei gritted his teeth and clenched his fists.

Thinking of Hughes leaving him standing alone in the lake like yesterday, he was also annoyed. Zuo Fei has always put his face before his life. At that time, he felt that his life was worthless so he ignored his face. Now he is better, impulsive Once I felt that I should be alive, my face suddenly became valuable again.

So he turned his head and didn't speak anymore.

As if he knew what he was thinking, Hughes was silent for a moment and said, "Last night, I was afraid to scare you."

Hearing the words last night, Zuo Fei's face became hotter and hotter.Fortunately, he brought it up by himself, but it seems inappropriate to argue with him.

Do you say you look like Roy?Even less suitable.Not to mention whether or not this person should be mentioned, just saying this made it seem like he was jealous, and even blamed him for not finishing his work and running away.But, afraid of what it means to scare himself, Zuo Fei looked at him puzzled.He snorted disdainfully, "What are you scared of, men and men, it's not like that."

Hughes couldn't help laughing, looked at Zuo Fei, stroked his head and said, "You will understand later."

But Zuo Fei felt that this smile looked a little weird, and there was a vague element of ambiguity in it.He separated the hand touching his head and said, "If you want to say it, tell me clearly, or don't say it, vagueness is the most annoying."

Unexpectedly, Hughes actually said, "Okay, I won't talk about it."

Zuo Fei squinted at Hughes, felt that this man was disgusting no matter how he looked, and wanted to kick him hard.

Thinking about Hughes asking him what dream he had earlier, Zuo Fei thought about mentioning Roy to see his reaction.So he said, "Didn't you just ask me what I dreamed about?"

"kindness."

"I dreamed of a kid named Roy."

After Zuo Fei finished speaking, he carefully observed Hughes' reaction. His expression was as usual, but there was a trace of solemnity.

This solemnity made Zuo Fei feel a sense of revenge, and he said, "He is with Cain, and Cain seems to be so small." Zuo Fei made a gesture.

"Do you think there is really Roy?" He asked deliberately.

Hughes did not say yes, nor did he say no.He just held Zuo Fei in his arms.

There are many things that Hughes hasn't figured out how to say.Some things can be delayed for a day, and they can live in peace for a day.

Hughes' silence made Zuo Fei feel more and more hopeless, and the wide and warm embrace made him feel empty.

However, just like surviving on a deserted island, there are dangers everywhere, and the only person you can rely on is this person in front of you. No matter what he does, his purpose is only to protect you. No matter how angry and blamed you are, you can't hate him.In isolation and helplessness, he can only hold on to him.

Zuo Fei is not a fragile person, but being hugged like this, his eye sockets were sore, and his eyes gradually blurred.

Could it be that he could only live as a stand-in?If Hughes finds that this double is not as good as the original one, is tired, but has not yet found a way to go back, will he be worse than an abandoned dog?

"You promised to find a way to help me go back. But you must not go back on your word." Zuo Fei whispered while grabbing the clothes on Hughes' waist.There was a small begging in the tone, showing a rare weakness, Hughes couldn't help but twitched in his heart, walked along his back, rubbed his chin against Zuo Fei's hair, and nodded.

If there is such a day, he still wants to go back to that world, and Hughes thinks he doesn't mind going back with him.

Hughes left after comforting Zuo Fei, and Zuo Fei went to the valley to see Cain.

The dense fog in the valley hadn't dissipated yet, and Cain swooped in as soon as he was alerted that someone was coming in. When he found that it was Zuo Fei, he acted obediently and rubbed his head into his arms.

It should have been a joy to be welcomed by Cain, but a sudden sense of loss hit him at the thought that even it supposedly took him for someone else.

Zuo Fei randomly found an open space to sit down, and he didn't care that the grass was still covered with dew in the early morning.Cain seemed to feel that Zuo Fei was not in a good mood, and stood beside him quietly. Zuo Fei leaned against Cain's warm body, watching the bright red sun rise higher and higher, and the fog gradually dissipate.

After a while, Zuo Fei said, "Cain, do you know Luo Yi?"

Suddenly, Cain's eyes lit up and he yelled twice.

Zuo Fei tugged at the corner of his mouth and smiled wryly, "It really is."

Cain cooed twice.

He stroked the fur on Cain's body, looked at the gorgeous and shiny feathers, and said, "Such a small one, so small that it can stand on the shoulders, can grow so big."

Cain's mouth would probably have grinned if it hadn't been for a beak.It put its head on Zuo Fei's arm, as if Zuo Fei was his lover.

"Do you think his soul will also recognize the appearance, and feel that our similarity has entered my body?"

Cain raised his head and looked at Zuo Fei with blank eyes.

"Do you know a man named Yin?"

Cain called again.

"you know?"

Cain called again.

Most of those dreams are things that really happened before.

"Do you remember Roy catching frogs for you to eat, and then being chased by others?"

Cain not only screamed excitedly, but even spread his wings.

It seemed that his guess was right.

"What about Yin, is there such a person?"

"Ah."

"he died?"

Cain was silent.

"He's still alive?"

"Ah"

That is still alive.

"Then where is he now?"

Cain stared at Zuo Fei with round eyes.

"Oh." Zuo Fei patted his forehead, "I'm fucking stupid, I forgot that you can't speak."

Zuo Fei thought for a while, and suddenly thought of a way.

"Then ask me this way. Is he an orc?"

Seeing that Cain didn't answer, Zuo Fei said again, "Human?"

Cain still didn't answer.

Not orcs and not humans.

"Half-orc?!"