Orc's Disillusionment

"I haven't been like this for a long time, why did this happen again at night." Zuo Fei said while touching his neck.

"You used to do that often?" Hughes asked.

"I was in a car accident, uh, I was hit by a car, and I was in a vegetable for two years, oh, a vegetable is breathing but can't move..."

Hughes thought about it.He couldn't figure out how Arshenle saved him and imbued him with such a seamless memory from childhood to adulthood, but what made him gnash his teeth the most was that the perverted old man actually instilled his love for women For Zuo Fei, Hughes thought to himself, if he had the chance to meet him, he would definitely make him look good.

However, he is also very grateful that he saved him, otherwise how could he see Roy again.

Hughes knew that if he asked Zuo Fei why he became a vegetable, he would have a complete story, and most of this story was not what he had really experienced, so he didn't ask.But I vaguely felt that it was related to that incident, and my heart was full of distress and guilt.

Seeing that Hughes was distracted, Zuo Fei waved his five fingers in front of Hughes. "Hey, what's the matter with you?"

Hughes shook his head and said with a slight smile, "Tell me about your idea that is a bit difficult to implement."

"That. I think your classification of races is too obvious. For example, half-orcs, I heard Yi Na say that the situation is very bad."

As a half-orc, Hughes can understand their situation very well.A painful expression appeared on his face.

Knowing that Hughes might be hurt, Zuo Fei put one hand on Hughes' shoulder and said, "Sorry."

Hughes smiled gently, patted Zuo Fei's hand on his shoulder and said, "It's okay, you can continue talking."

Encouraged, Zuo Fei continued, "Uh, I think this has something to do with the limited number of races. According to what I have learned so far, because of the antagonism between the two races, the hatred between them is relatively deep and there are very few intermarriages. The probability of lower half-orcs is not high, and most of them are the product of rape."

When talking about the offspring of rape, Zuo Fei suddenly realized that he seemed to be speaking too bluntly, so he paused, not knowing the circumstances under which Hughes was born to his parents.

Hughes understood Zuo Fei's concerns, and said, "My mother loves my father very much, and my father left us because of helplessness."

"Oh, that's good. Then I will continue."

"Because the number of half-orcs is limited, they can't be successful." Hughes nodded in agreement.

"Actually, as long as there is one person who unifies the world and gradually plans to disrupt the bloodlines of various races and become a family, maybe... it should be better."

Hughes frowned and glanced at Zuo Fei. "family?"

Zuo Fei began to chatter, "For example, your father is a beastman, your mother is a human race, and then gave birth to you, you are a family. Because now you are not recognized as a family, so Your life will be like that, then..."

So what, such a tragedy?

Zuo Fei took a peek at Hughes, and Hughes looked at him with a frown. It can't be a tragedy, Zuo Fei laughed, and continued, "It's so different."

Hughes ignored Zuo Fei's strange laugh, and said coldly, "Go ahead."

"Just imagine, if a family like yours is recognized and accepted by the whole world, even ordinary in the eyes of others, will the world be different." Zuo Fei said.

"Accept and agree?" Hughes put his beautiful index finger on his chin, thinking about Zuo Fei's words.He has always only thought about unifying the world, but never thought about this issue.

Zuo Fei added, "Maybe...my idea is too idealistic."

After speaking, he puffed up his mouth and spread his hands.

After all, this world is not like the original one, full of people, just with differences in skin color.In that world, although there is only a small difference in skin color, the black people who are discriminated against have experienced a long struggle and the progress of civilization and the changes of the times before they can have a better situation.

Hughes came out of his thoughts and praised, "No, I think your idea is good."

"Really?" With Hughes' appreciation, Zuo Fei's eyes sparkled.

"En." Hughes put his hand on his face, and gently rubbed the pad of his thumb on Zuo Fei's lazy skin.

Zuo Feile was unswervingly immersed in joy.Accidentally saw the moon outside the window and almost climbed to the top of the tree, and said with an ah, "I'll continue, I don't know when you will be away again. I want to learn more while you are here."

"By the way," Zuo Fei said as if suddenly thinking of something, "You have to rest too, I forgot, why don't you go and rest, and I'll watch for a while."

"I didn't go to bed so early," Hughes said.

Zuo Fei wanted to ask Hughes to read it to him again, but he couldn’t justify it, and said, “Then I’ll find a book and read it myself, and I’ll ask you when I see words I don’t know. If you want to read it together, I’ll just find a thick book I'll check it out for you."

"Alright."

As Zuo Fei said, he took down a thick book from the bookshelf and threw it to Hughes. Then he found a world map. He took it down and looked at it carefully. , topography.

Hughes was on the side, very quiet.His slender and beautiful hands slowly turned the pages one by one, his side face was a little cold in focus, but the hair hanging down added some softness, making him look amazingly beautiful.

"Was your hair white when you were born?" Zuo Fei asked.He saw red, yellow and blue hair here, but he didn't see any young people with white hair. "

"My hair? It turned out to be gray."

"grey?"

Zuo Fei thought of the person who appeared in the dream, also had gray hair, could it be Hughes?This knowledge made Zuo Fei feel uneasy, and he blurted out several times to ask him if you have another name.In the end I held back.

"Then why...for nothing now?" He asked.

"There was a war that I planned for a long time, thinking it would be safe..." Hughes looked at a certain place, but he seemed to be looking at nothing, recalling the situation at that time.

"Defeated?" Zuo Fei guessed.

Hughes shrugged and smiled.Zuo Fei also laughed it off, as if he understood it, so he didn't ask in detail.He began to seriously study the map of the world pattern again.

It's not that Hughes didn't pay attention to what Zuo Fei was looking at, and there was a heavy feeling in his heart that couldn't be shaken off.

After an unknown amount of time, Zuo Fei was so sleepy that he fell asleep lying on the table unconsciously.

Hughes looked at the map in his hand.He held him in his arms and paused for a few seconds before hugging him to the bed.

When Zuo Fei fell asleep, he was like a child.Hughes lightly placed him on the bed, and lay beside him on his side. With the moonlight outside the window, he gently traced Zuo Fei's eyebrows and eyes with his hands.Just keep watching and watching.

"Do you think I don't know it's always been you?"

"Although I like Yin, the feelings you two give me are completely different."

He suddenly remembered what Roy had said to him many years ago.

"Roy." Hughes called softly.

Zuo Fei didn't sleep very well, and accidentally dripped down his saliva. In his dream, he seemed to realize that he was drooling, and immediately sucked it up again and turned around to face Hughes.

Hughes couldn't help laughing out...

I didn't expect him to be able to lie beside me like this.

Many years ago, he avoided Roy's feelings for him because of his identity as a half-orc, because of that turbulent era, and because of his brother who had been separated from him since birth.In the beginning, he only dared to get close to Roy by pretending to be his elder brother. Even if Roy found out, even if Roy told him that he was the one he really loved, he still avoided him.

In his world, he doesn't want to be bound by one person.He doesn't want to be a kite tied by a string, he wants to be an eagle flying high freely.He has many ideals and aspirations, but Roy is just an ordinary person who wants to live a stable life.

When Locke brought him in front of him not long ago, he didn't even look at him, because he never expected to see him again under such circumstances. He was used to waiting for his subordinates to question him clearly before telling him the situation.

Locke told him that this person did not speak their language and was very suspicious and weird, so he started to pay attention to him.

He knew that he was a bit rude when he grabbed his chin, but when he saw that face, no one could know the turbulent emotions in his heart. He once thought that the person he would never see in his life appeared in front of him like this .

He never thought at the time that the person in front of him would be another person who looked like Roy, because he could be sure it was him with just one look.After that incident, Arshen also disappeared, and Hughes felt that all of this must have something to do with Arshen.

Strangely, Roy smiled at him. Although the smile was ugly, he could see from Roy's eyes that he no longer remembered him.

If he remembered him, it would be impossible for him to show such a frightening but flattering smile to him.

Roy didn't remember him, and he was half disappointed and half glad.What was lost was in his life, the only thing he decided to start over with him as if he had never known him before.

He played a tune that Roy had played to him when he was a child, which Roy apparently didn't remember either.

If he still remembered, how could he show that silly smile to himself just because he glanced at him, and run away after laughing.

But he still didn't want to jump to conclusions because of his intuitive judgment. If the human race used him to send him as a spy, how would he explain to the entire orc race if something happened.

He sent Yi Na to take care of him.Knowing that he lived in another world with Ashen all these years, it also confirmed that he could not be a spy.

But then, fortunately, Zuo Fei didn't reject having sex with him because he was a man, and he was very obedient when he kissed him.

The person in his arms has always been crystal clear, and has always attracted his attention. It used to be, and it still is.

Zuo Fei wouldn't know what kind of mood Hughes had in looking at him, even if he had such a good opportunity before, he could go away like that.Because he broke his heart like that twenty years ago, he no longer dared to act rashly, endured his own pain, and started a new relationship with him like someone he had never known before.But these days, Hughes began to feel uneasy again.

He didn't know how Roy's memory didn't disappear, but it seemed to be recovering bit by bit these days.

"Would you hate me if you remembered?" Hughes murmured.

Like a little boy who went to a rose garden to steal roses, he carefully kissed Zuo Fei's eyelids, and the tip of his tongue lightly brushed the black and thick eyelashes, which trembled slightly.

When Hughes kissed the delicate and smooth skin of Zuo Fei's neck, it was like the start of a high-speed train. Although it started slowly, it was not so easy to stop the car once it started.

The scenes that have been recalled countless times at night can be reproduced in such a real way at this moment, and Hughes's lust is overwhelming.

Zuo Fei felt someone's kiss fall on his body lightly like a feather in a half-dream and half-awake state, and the pores all over his body seemed to be opened, and he couldn't help but let out a comfortable soft cry from his throat.

Zuo Fei's voice stimulated every nerve of Hughes.But he didn't want to do this kind of thing while Zuo Fei was asleep, so he stopped forcibly, got up and wanted to leave, but Zuo Fei grabbed his hand.