Rebirth of the Emerald Gambler

Ten thousand.But he knew in his heart that he couldn't afford this thing.Su Jue closed the velvet box and pushed it back into Xiao Xuan's hand.

"Mr. Xiao's kindness is appreciated by Mr. Su, but I really can't keep such a valuable thing. Please take it back to Mr. Xiao."

When Xiao Xuan heard that he rejected the birthday gift that she had put so much effort into giving him, she immediately exploded in anger. He had never tried so hard to please anyone. Since he was a child, only others have please her. For his sake, for this Boy, he can be said to be heartbroken, but this man is so ungrateful!

"What? What else do you want to say? You said that Young Master Su doesn't like men. When the album celebration banquet was held at the Hyatt Hotel that day, I clearly watched Young Master Su hug that boy so tightly while sitting on the motorcycle! "

In an instant, Su Jue's face became pale as paper. He felt that someone was following him, but he never thought it was Xiao Xuan, a big shot in T City.What is he going to do?In fact, he is not ignorant. In his heart, he knows what this man wants, and this is what makes him panic. In this life, he does not want to be a canary kept in a cage. He wants to live a free life, wants to be with the person he likes hand in hand for the rest of his life, but the hotness in this man's eyes and the look of being sure to win make him breathless.

"Don't touch him, if you touch my friend..." Su Jue bit her rose-pink lower lip with white teeth and said, "You know what I will do!" At this time, the one thing he was more worried about was Xiao Xuan will be unfavorable to Xu Ruilin, which is the last thing he wants to see.

Xiao Xuan was going crazy with his anger. He knew that Su Jue was forcing him to die. He had long wanted to teach that poor boy a lesson and let him see clearly. He also thought about getting rid of that boy altogether, but he There was a vague premonition in his heart that if he touched that poor boy, Su Jue, a silly boy, would do some crazy things, and even die at the same time. He was even more angry when he heard Su Jue say that Come on, does Su Jue really care about that poor boy so much?What's so good about that kid that he deserves this!Why is he pulling out his heart and he just can't see it!

Xiao Xuan leaned over to kiss the lips that were as moist as dewy rose petals, he had wanted to do this a long time ago, the sweetness of those diamond lips made his blood agitate even more than he imagined, Su Jue struggled to use his fists Beating Xiao Xuan's chest, but the man's chest was as hard and tight as a copper wall and iron wall. Xiao Xuan grabbed his wrist and pulled him up to the top of his head. Xiao Xuan pushed his body closer to Su Jue and deepened the passionate wet kiss. When he kissed the person in his arms, the feeling was so wonderful, every pore of his body was refreshed like an electric shock, and the sweet juice in his delicate mouth was what he had been longing for for a long time , Xiao Xuan hugged his shoulders tightly, passionately kissed Su Jue, and sucked the sweet juice in his mouth...

Visit Dharma Drum Mountain

Visit Dharma Drum Mountain

In Su Jue's memory, the birthday party that year was like a nightmare. The happy gathering with friends at the beginning and the forced kiss afterwards were completely different experiences.When he returned to his room that night, he still couldn't calm down for a long time.

That man's forceful kiss made him still terrified. He had a feeling, as if there was an invisible thread pulling him in the dark. There seemed to be a dark abyss in front of him. One step into it would be irreversible. .

The feeling of walking on thin ice like facing an abyss made him really restless.

A few days after his birthday, Su Jue didn't go anywhere, but locked himself in the room alone. Sometimes he would accompany his grandfather and listen to his grandfather talking about the old things and the painful experience of the previous life. It makes him worry about gains and losses, he doesn't have much, and he just wants to hold on to these possessions, such as the grandfather who loves him, such as Xu Ruilin who loves him, he dare not imagine how painful it would be to suffer a little loss.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, grandpa asked his servants to prepare some joss sticks, fruits and flowers, and said that he would take him to Dharma Drum Mountain to pay homage to the eminent monks.

"Grandpa is a Buddhist?" Su Jue looked at her grandfather in surprise, "I've never heard you mention it."

"Most people at my age have to find some spiritual sustenance." Su Mingyuan sighed: "It's like this when people get old, but as the saying goes, it's better to believe it."

Dharma Drum Mountain is not far away. The driver Zhongbo drove for more than an hour to the Dharma Drum Mountain Dojo.Su Jue walked into the Daxiong Hall together with his grandfather. The Daxiong Hall here is somewhat different from other places. The tall plaque is not written on the Daxiong Hall but the four characters "original face".

With the majestic Buddha statue, the curling cigarettes, and the loud sound of chanting sutras, Su Jue followed his grandfather and bowed devoutly in front of the golden statue of Buddha. At the moment he bowed down, he felt like crying.

"The supreme, profound and subtle dharma is difficult to encounter in millions of kalpas. I have learned and accepted it, and I wish to understand the true meaning of the Tathagata."

There is a feeling as if he has watched this moment many times in life after life, as if all the things he encountered today, how many scenes he saw today had been seen in dreams many years ago.

It was a wonderful feeling.

After coming out of the Daxiong Hall, Su Mingyuan took Su Jue to the abbot's room, where he saw a well-known virtuous and eminent monk.The great virtuous and eminent monk had been preaching scriptures to his grandfather, while Su Jue was listening quietly.

Seeing the child so well-behaved after listening to him for so long and still listening to him energetically and attentively, the eminent monk had a good impression of him. Before leaving, he took out three scriptures from the bookstore and gave them to Su Jue .

Su Jue held it in his hand and looked at it. These three scriptures are "Diamond Sutra", "Enlightenment Sutra" and "Miaofa Lotus Sutra". They are all classics among Buddhist scriptures.

After thousands of years, these scriptures are still being circulated in the world. Su Jue couldn't help feeling that he had read the "Diamond Sutra" and "Miaofa Lotus Sutra" in his previous life, and he read "The Sutra of Perfection" for a while.

"...All sentient beings come from no beginning, all kinds of upside down, just like a charming four directions easy to get in; mistakenly think that the four elements are one's own appearance, and the six dusts and shadows are one's own mind appearance, just like the sick eyes seeing the flowers in the sky and the second month. Empty and empty. , the sick person is delusional, and because of delusional grasping, he not only confuses the self-nature of emptiness, but also confuses the place where the real flower is born, and thus ignorantly has the cycle of life and death..."

Su Jue recalled all the encounters in her previous life like a dream, but now she woke up from this nightmare, and who knows if this moment is not in that charming and illusory dream?Looking at the scriptures and recalling the past, he seemed to understand vaguely in his mind, but it seemed that his eyes were still covered by the fog and could not see clearly.

"Little benefactor, I can see from your complexion that you will encounter a catastrophe in the near future. Seeing that you are so open-minded to learn, I would like to advise you." The great virtuous monk said to him: "There are five kinds of suffering in life, birth, old age, Sickness, death, what you can’t ask for. If you can’t ask for some things, don’t continue to be attached to them.”

"Birth, old age, sickness, death, can't you ask for it?" Su Jue raised his head and looked at the eminent monk, he was a little puzzled.Everyone knows the sufferings of birth, old age, sickness and death, but how is it 'unable to ask for'?He thought of his previous life, he couldn't get the one he loved, but the one he didn't love loved him crazily and persistently, pestering him regardless of his wishes.

"Master, what should I do if I can't understand it?" He asked the eminent monk.

"If people in the world can understand 'birth, old age, sickness and death' and achieve 'the accumulation of suffering and the destruction of Dao', how can there be so many people wandering in pain. I would like to send four words to the little benefactor: follow the trend."

"Go with the flow?"

Su Jue muttered those four words, what would the catastrophe that the eminent monk said he would encounter in the near future?

sweet reunion

sweet reunion

The day before the start of school, Su Jue came to the school ahead of schedule. He originally thought that he would not see his sweetheart that day. Xu Ruilin's family was in the east, and he might not be able to see this long-missed person until noon tomorrow.But the moment he took out the key to open the door of the dormitory, he saw the big boy sitting on his bed, picking up the white shirt he always wore and putting it on the tip of his nose to smell it, as if he could feel him through the clothes. same breath.

That is the taste of missing.

When he stood at the door staring blankly at Xu Ruilin, Xu Ruilin also raised his head to look at him. At that moment, the eyes of the two met in the air, and they glued together immediately.

"You're back, Xiaojue." Xu Ruilin stretched out his hand to hug him.

"En." Su Jue also reached out to hug Xu Ruilin's waist, in the arms of the person he likes, the feeling at this moment made his nose sore: "How did the senior know that I would come today?"

"I have been here for several days, and I have been staying here." Xu Ruilin said to him: "There is nothing at home, I miss you very much, so I came here early."

"Then why didn't you call me and tell me to come to school?" Su Jue asked him.

"I don't want to delay you celebrating the New Year with your family." Xu Ruilin hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his bones: "I miss you so much, my little Jue, I miss you every day. I never want to be separated from you again."

"Well, we will always be together in the future." Su Jue buried her head in Xu Ruilin's arms.

"After you graduate, I will save some money, and we will go to Holland together, buy a beautiful manor there, and then I will find a job there, believe me, with my ability, I will let you live a good life, you Just stay at home every day, you can play the piano, draw pictures, read books. You can do whatever you want, and we can also travel together during the holidays.”

"En, good." Su Jue was very happy at this moment, he felt that in his