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Chapter 38 Kill Me
If he went out now, he should be able to accept this body again soon, but Su Qinghe trembled and did not move.Finally, he saw the boy begging him desperately: kill me.
Cause and effect, everything has a cause and effect, but it seems too early to talk about cause and effect for such a child, so the cause must be inherited from others, but the effect must be carried by him, which is too unfair.Su Qinghe looked at him, full of anger and hatred tumbling and intertwined in his heart, making his soul tremble and growl.
I'll finish them off for you, he told him firmly, as if reassuringly.
But the boy is indifferent to this, he only has fear, grief and despair, and only a silent plea: kill me.
Su Qinghe said: I will give you an explanation, give me your body, and you can be a human again.
But the boy still begged so desperately: kill me.
If your soul is destroyed, you will die completely, Su Qinghe said wearily.
Kill me, his life seems to have only these three words left.
Who and why brought such despair to a child.
He raised his hand tremblingly, but stopped in front of the child.
kill me.Seeing that hand, his eyes seemed to burst into an extremely intense light, that kind of longing for death and silent prayer.
Su Qinghe finally agreed.
As a disciple of Tianji Sect, one cannot kill, he clearly remembered it.As Xia Yang's life principle, never touch the lives of people without reason.As Su Qinghe, at the moment of rebirth, he told himself that he wanted to live a different life from his previous life.
But this child's desperate prayer is praying with his soul. For him, life is already something that he cannot face, and it is an inhuman torture for him.
So he forgot that even if he couldn't be a human being or a fairy, he still wanted to fulfill his wish.
As long as I live, I will give you an explanation one day.He said as indifferently as the wind and as coldly as ice.This is not Su Qinghe, but the killer named Xia Yang is talking.
Then he put his hand on the boy's neck.
He didn't know how he knew that this would kill the child, but he just knew that this would definitely kill him. Not only would he be able to fulfill his request, but he would even be denied the chance to reincarnate as a human being again.
Those hands have claimed the lives of many people. Those people were struggling to survive at the last moment of their lives. This is the only one who begged him to let him take their lives.
The boy gradually lost his vitality in his hands, and what was left of him was a smile full of illusion and gratitude.Satisfied?If it didn't exist, all possibilities would be cut off. This is what he wanted.
Dissipating with a pale smile, Su Qinghe knew that he disappeared, no matter which world he was in, he would never exist again, he could accept this body boldly again, and the first time would never happen again. The second time this kind of thing is just too difficult for Su Qinghe.
He thought, if he didn't, he would just leave like this. He had never thought of giving up so calmly like this moment.
Xia Yang has learned from a long time ago that people must not give up, and if you give up, you will have nothing.As long as you persevere, there will still be a chance for everything.Especially life, let alone give up lightly.
It's just that today he feels really tired, and he just wants to close his eyes now and never wake up again.
However, when he saw those who cried for him, saw Granny Su who was dizzy because of him, and Su Yao who was crazy because of him, tears could not help but fall from the corners of his eyes.The tears did not come from Su Qinghe, but from Xia Yang.
So he can't just go like this, there are still so many people who are sad for him, and there are still so many promises he made that have not been fulfilled.To the child he killed with his own hands, to the old Granny Su, to the dead Su Mei.
People have so many concerns, as Su Qinghe, he finally felt it, which gave him even more reason to live, although it was difficult, it made him happy.
Why would that child have nothing at all?Isn't he the age when he was acting like a spoiled child in the arms of his parents?Su Qinghe couldn't figure it out, he wandered dejectedly, feeling a little dazed for a while.
I don't know if I really want to be crazy, or to escape?
"Why are you in a daze? Get lost if you figure it out. With Lao Tzu here, you will get what you want. After following you for so long, Lao Tzu has finally completed his merits and virtues. Don't forget my old man's kindness in the future, Lao Tzu But wait for your report, I will go." With a roar, Su Qinghe didn't have time to think about it, only felt a pain in his buttocks, as if he had been kicked hard, and rushed straight to the flesh.
While being overwhelmed by the darkness, I thought: who is this old man?What has been following you for so long?What is the consummation of merit and virtue?Can you explain clearly before leaving?Could this person be the elder of the master?
Yang Luotian looked at Su Yao, who was already a little crazy, and couldn't help but shed tears. He didn't go to pull Su Yao, and he also had a wish in his heart, that the child would be rescued by Su Yao before he died.
In the end, Su Yao fell on Su Qinghe's body, hugged Su Qinghe and cried loudly: "Why, why is it like this, isn't everything all right? Qinghe, wake me up, you are my son but you haven't called me yet Dad." At the last moment, Su Yao yelled out the deepest wish hidden in his heart.
If possible, I would like to give you the rest of my life. You are too young. You have never seen the dark and beautiful places in the world. Why do you just give up like this, Qinghe.
His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, Su Yao still shook Su Qinghe, but he could only shout in his heart.
Ye Ziliu thought, this must be a dream, no matter how scary he is, it is impossible for him to scare a person to death with a single word, so this must be a dream, so he is about to pay a heavy price for this dream .
Shuratian just stared blankly, his mind blank.He felt that this might be just an illusion created by his unconsciousness because his magic pupil technique was out of control again.Or is this the heart calamity, one of the 81 calamities that one has to face when crossing the calamity?It's just too real, he thinks he should give up, even if he can't become a fairy, he still thinks all this is just a dream.
Su Le thought, what are they doing?They said that the child has gone, what do you mean?She was the one who dragged him to sit there, and she was the one who deserted first, so she was the one to blame again?So she killed that child, how could she kill that child, it was extremely ridiculous, so it was just a dream, she patted her chest, fortunately it was just a dream.
Su Yi thought, so this is life, fragile and untouched, in fact he is the one who deserves to die, he has no worries, no dreams, so let him replace it, so please let him come back I go.
Yang Luotian thought, this dream is so fucking real, how the hell did he have such a real dream, how could that reborn child die, the one who died was the one who was always having nightmares.
Su Yao thought, Qinghe, you can't die like this. You promised me and your mother-in-law that you would spend the rest of your life with us. Qinghe, when you wake up, I will give you whatever you want in the future, and I will let you live as you want. How do you live, I will not let you suffer a little bit of wronged.Qinghe, did you hear that?If you don't wake up, Uncle Key will get angry, and Uncle Key will spank you.
He hugged the child in his arms tightly, he would wake up, he would definitely wake up, he firmly believed.
Who tugged his clothes lightly, as if he had no strength, once, again, again, the clothes in his arms, who, who, who, who?
The next moment, ecstasy flooded his body, his heart, his face, his voice, everything about him.
"Qinghe." He shouted tremblingly.
He saw, saw the child smiling slightly at him, that smile was full of sunshine, full of warmth, full of guilt, full of thousands of words, and then gently closed.
"He's awake," he yelled.
Everyone's hearts were shocked, Yang Luotian was the closest to Shen Jingruli, and he immediately crawled over, but when he closed his eyes, both of them were disappointed to the point of despair.
"No, he woke up, Luo Tian, just now he pulled the clothes in my arms, I must have hugged him too tightly, so he couldn't breathe, just now he smiled at me, Qinghe's smile is still so beautiful warmth."
"Su Yao." Yang Luotian looked at Su Yao sadly, he didn't know how to speak, even he didn't believe that all this was true.
"It's true, there's breath." Shen Jing shouted with tears streaming down his face, as if in surprise.
Yang Luotian was in a daze, and put his hand gently between the child's nose, the gentle and warm breath, he was in a daze, and hugged Su Yao the next moment: "Su Yao, it's true, it's true, there's breath, there's breath .”
The next moment the crowd began to boil.
"The helicopter has been activated, send it to the hospital first." Shen Jingru said immediately.
Yang Luotian hugged Su Qinghe, Su Yao staggered to follow, and the rest of the people did not move.
"Bring Granny Su there." Old Man Su said tearfully.
When the helicopter flew away, the crowd went from stunned to an uproar. The time was so short that some people were still in a daze. They could only hear the shrill cry for help and the heart-wrenching cry. After the uproar, they seemed to understand what had happened.
Shen Jingru stood up in some embarrassment, she always looked like a lady, but now not only her clothes were disheveled, but her bare feet were covered with dust, and her white face looked indescribably embarrassed with dust and blood, but With such an appearance, she did not leave, but stood in front of Ye Ziliu.
No one at the scene knew better than her what happened to Su Qinghe in the past, and Su Qinghe's body from life to death, and from death to life, no one knew better than her, a doctor, what induced him to relapse again. What is the source of all this happening?
"Mr. Ye, we are all adults." His tone was indescribably calm: "And Qinghe is just a child. He suffered from severe sores. He was struggling with life and death for a year, and his spirit was also on the verge of collapse. Edge, so please tell me in detail what happened just now?"
Ye Ziliu opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word. In fact, this is really a bit of a grievance to him. Maybe he forgot that he was only facing a ten-year-old child. Maybe it was because his junior brother was in a low mood and thought someone was bullying him. , but he just couldn't control his anger, his face was a little ugly, and his voice might be a little louder, how could this kind of thing happen?
He looked at Shuratian in a daze, but Shuratian was worse than him, his stunning face was now like silver paper, and his eyes were full of panic and disbelief.
Now everyone's eyes were on Ye Ziliu, but Ye Ziliu just kept silent without saying a word, and the atmosphere fell into a stalemate again.
"Mr. Ye." Shen Jingru's tone was filled with uncontrollable anger: "Although Qinghe has breath, he may not be able to wake up. That child has no consciousness of survival at all, and he has a complete desire to die. Just now you I also heard him talking to himself, we can only prescribe the right medicine if we know what happened."
"I don't know what happened." Ye Ziliu broke his silence, he was right, he is an adult, so he knew that he had to give an explanation for what happened today.
"I just couldn't control my anger, and asked what he said to my junior brother, which made my junior brother feel down."
Looking at that very handsome face, Shen Jingru wished she could slap him across the face, but she couldn't control her anger, feeling depressed?Her sharp eyes shot at Shuratian.
Shu Luotian looked at her pursuing eyes in a daze: "We were just joking. I asked him about the ginseng field and asked him to take me to find it, but he seemed to have misunderstood something and wanted to leave. I asked him about the ginseng field. I didn't want him to leave, so I grabbed him and wanted to explain, but he suddenly laughed again, sat back as if nothing happened, let me eat, and asked me how old I was, and then the senior brother came over, some Ask him angrily, what did you say to me?" He murmured to himself, some of the prefaces were out of line, and the young man who had never experienced such a thing was also a little confused.
It seems that everything is connected, but Su Qinghe will get sick because of this?Quiet as if he didn't believe it.
She stared at Ye Ziliu: "Mr. Ye, haven't you seen Qinghe before?"
"How is it possible?" Ye Ziliu seemed to have finally come to his senses, and he didn't think he had done anything wrong, so his expression returned to his usual calm, and he said lightly.
Looking at her, Shen Jingru controlled the consciousness of beating people: "Since Qinghe regained consciousness last time, he has sealed up the memory of those beasts hurting him before, it should be Mr. Ye's too cruel The ferocious appearance awakened his dusty memories, because he was still in hell. Therefore, Mr. Ye, your junior is a human being. It is really unreasonable for you to blame a child when he is in a low mood. You think you have no responsibility for this matter. But I heard that you are a cultivator, if the gods let people like you cultivate into immortals, they will be really blind."
Su Yi has never seen her mother get so angry. Even at that time, she and her grandfather had a stalemate over their own affairs, and she just followed the etiquette and indifferently led her away. Today, she was so angry that she cursed at others, because of a man she only saw After a few days, the child suddenly wanted to laugh. It turned out that his mother was not what he imagined. The woman in his memory who sacrificed her son for love seemed to become a little clearer. Maybe it was not what he thought. Abandoned child.
Cause and effect, everything has a cause and effect, but it seems too early to talk about cause and effect for such a child, so the cause must be inherited from others, but the effect must be carried by him, which is too unfair.Su Qinghe looked at him, full of anger and hatred tumbling and intertwined in his heart, making his soul tremble and growl.
I'll finish them off for you, he told him firmly, as if reassuringly.
But the boy is indifferent to this, he only has fear, grief and despair, and only a silent plea: kill me.
Su Qinghe said: I will give you an explanation, give me your body, and you can be a human again.
But the boy still begged so desperately: kill me.
If your soul is destroyed, you will die completely, Su Qinghe said wearily.
Kill me, his life seems to have only these three words left.
Who and why brought such despair to a child.
He raised his hand tremblingly, but stopped in front of the child.
kill me.Seeing that hand, his eyes seemed to burst into an extremely intense light, that kind of longing for death and silent prayer.
Su Qinghe finally agreed.
As a disciple of Tianji Sect, one cannot kill, he clearly remembered it.As Xia Yang's life principle, never touch the lives of people without reason.As Su Qinghe, at the moment of rebirth, he told himself that he wanted to live a different life from his previous life.
But this child's desperate prayer is praying with his soul. For him, life is already something that he cannot face, and it is an inhuman torture for him.
So he forgot that even if he couldn't be a human being or a fairy, he still wanted to fulfill his wish.
As long as I live, I will give you an explanation one day.He said as indifferently as the wind and as coldly as ice.This is not Su Qinghe, but the killer named Xia Yang is talking.
Then he put his hand on the boy's neck.
He didn't know how he knew that this would kill the child, but he just knew that this would definitely kill him. Not only would he be able to fulfill his request, but he would even be denied the chance to reincarnate as a human being again.
Those hands have claimed the lives of many people. Those people were struggling to survive at the last moment of their lives. This is the only one who begged him to let him take their lives.
The boy gradually lost his vitality in his hands, and what was left of him was a smile full of illusion and gratitude.Satisfied?If it didn't exist, all possibilities would be cut off. This is what he wanted.
Dissipating with a pale smile, Su Qinghe knew that he disappeared, no matter which world he was in, he would never exist again, he could accept this body boldly again, and the first time would never happen again. The second time this kind of thing is just too difficult for Su Qinghe.
He thought, if he didn't, he would just leave like this. He had never thought of giving up so calmly like this moment.
Xia Yang has learned from a long time ago that people must not give up, and if you give up, you will have nothing.As long as you persevere, there will still be a chance for everything.Especially life, let alone give up lightly.
It's just that today he feels really tired, and he just wants to close his eyes now and never wake up again.
However, when he saw those who cried for him, saw Granny Su who was dizzy because of him, and Su Yao who was crazy because of him, tears could not help but fall from the corners of his eyes.The tears did not come from Su Qinghe, but from Xia Yang.
So he can't just go like this, there are still so many people who are sad for him, and there are still so many promises he made that have not been fulfilled.To the child he killed with his own hands, to the old Granny Su, to the dead Su Mei.
People have so many concerns, as Su Qinghe, he finally felt it, which gave him even more reason to live, although it was difficult, it made him happy.
Why would that child have nothing at all?Isn't he the age when he was acting like a spoiled child in the arms of his parents?Su Qinghe couldn't figure it out, he wandered dejectedly, feeling a little dazed for a while.
I don't know if I really want to be crazy, or to escape?
"Why are you in a daze? Get lost if you figure it out. With Lao Tzu here, you will get what you want. After following you for so long, Lao Tzu has finally completed his merits and virtues. Don't forget my old man's kindness in the future, Lao Tzu But wait for your report, I will go." With a roar, Su Qinghe didn't have time to think about it, only felt a pain in his buttocks, as if he had been kicked hard, and rushed straight to the flesh.
While being overwhelmed by the darkness, I thought: who is this old man?What has been following you for so long?What is the consummation of merit and virtue?Can you explain clearly before leaving?Could this person be the elder of the master?
Yang Luotian looked at Su Yao, who was already a little crazy, and couldn't help but shed tears. He didn't go to pull Su Yao, and he also had a wish in his heart, that the child would be rescued by Su Yao before he died.
In the end, Su Yao fell on Su Qinghe's body, hugged Su Qinghe and cried loudly: "Why, why is it like this, isn't everything all right? Qinghe, wake me up, you are my son but you haven't called me yet Dad." At the last moment, Su Yao yelled out the deepest wish hidden in his heart.
If possible, I would like to give you the rest of my life. You are too young. You have never seen the dark and beautiful places in the world. Why do you just give up like this, Qinghe.
His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, Su Yao still shook Su Qinghe, but he could only shout in his heart.
Ye Ziliu thought, this must be a dream, no matter how scary he is, it is impossible for him to scare a person to death with a single word, so this must be a dream, so he is about to pay a heavy price for this dream .
Shuratian just stared blankly, his mind blank.He felt that this might be just an illusion created by his unconsciousness because his magic pupil technique was out of control again.Or is this the heart calamity, one of the 81 calamities that one has to face when crossing the calamity?It's just too real, he thinks he should give up, even if he can't become a fairy, he still thinks all this is just a dream.
Su Le thought, what are they doing?They said that the child has gone, what do you mean?She was the one who dragged him to sit there, and she was the one who deserted first, so she was the one to blame again?So she killed that child, how could she kill that child, it was extremely ridiculous, so it was just a dream, she patted her chest, fortunately it was just a dream.
Su Yi thought, so this is life, fragile and untouched, in fact he is the one who deserves to die, he has no worries, no dreams, so let him replace it, so please let him come back I go.
Yang Luotian thought, this dream is so fucking real, how the hell did he have such a real dream, how could that reborn child die, the one who died was the one who was always having nightmares.
Su Yao thought, Qinghe, you can't die like this. You promised me and your mother-in-law that you would spend the rest of your life with us. Qinghe, when you wake up, I will give you whatever you want in the future, and I will let you live as you want. How do you live, I will not let you suffer a little bit of wronged.Qinghe, did you hear that?If you don't wake up, Uncle Key will get angry, and Uncle Key will spank you.
He hugged the child in his arms tightly, he would wake up, he would definitely wake up, he firmly believed.
Who tugged his clothes lightly, as if he had no strength, once, again, again, the clothes in his arms, who, who, who, who?
The next moment, ecstasy flooded his body, his heart, his face, his voice, everything about him.
"Qinghe." He shouted tremblingly.
He saw, saw the child smiling slightly at him, that smile was full of sunshine, full of warmth, full of guilt, full of thousands of words, and then gently closed.
"He's awake," he yelled.
Everyone's hearts were shocked, Yang Luotian was the closest to Shen Jingruli, and he immediately crawled over, but when he closed his eyes, both of them were disappointed to the point of despair.
"No, he woke up, Luo Tian, just now he pulled the clothes in my arms, I must have hugged him too tightly, so he couldn't breathe, just now he smiled at me, Qinghe's smile is still so beautiful warmth."
"Su Yao." Yang Luotian looked at Su Yao sadly, he didn't know how to speak, even he didn't believe that all this was true.
"It's true, there's breath." Shen Jing shouted with tears streaming down his face, as if in surprise.
Yang Luotian was in a daze, and put his hand gently between the child's nose, the gentle and warm breath, he was in a daze, and hugged Su Yao the next moment: "Su Yao, it's true, it's true, there's breath, there's breath .”
The next moment the crowd began to boil.
"The helicopter has been activated, send it to the hospital first." Shen Jingru said immediately.
Yang Luotian hugged Su Qinghe, Su Yao staggered to follow, and the rest of the people did not move.
"Bring Granny Su there." Old Man Su said tearfully.
When the helicopter flew away, the crowd went from stunned to an uproar. The time was so short that some people were still in a daze. They could only hear the shrill cry for help and the heart-wrenching cry. After the uproar, they seemed to understand what had happened.
Shen Jingru stood up in some embarrassment, she always looked like a lady, but now not only her clothes were disheveled, but her bare feet were covered with dust, and her white face looked indescribably embarrassed with dust and blood, but With such an appearance, she did not leave, but stood in front of Ye Ziliu.
No one at the scene knew better than her what happened to Su Qinghe in the past, and Su Qinghe's body from life to death, and from death to life, no one knew better than her, a doctor, what induced him to relapse again. What is the source of all this happening?
"Mr. Ye, we are all adults." His tone was indescribably calm: "And Qinghe is just a child. He suffered from severe sores. He was struggling with life and death for a year, and his spirit was also on the verge of collapse. Edge, so please tell me in detail what happened just now?"
Ye Ziliu opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word. In fact, this is really a bit of a grievance to him. Maybe he forgot that he was only facing a ten-year-old child. Maybe it was because his junior brother was in a low mood and thought someone was bullying him. , but he just couldn't control his anger, his face was a little ugly, and his voice might be a little louder, how could this kind of thing happen?
He looked at Shuratian in a daze, but Shuratian was worse than him, his stunning face was now like silver paper, and his eyes were full of panic and disbelief.
Now everyone's eyes were on Ye Ziliu, but Ye Ziliu just kept silent without saying a word, and the atmosphere fell into a stalemate again.
"Mr. Ye." Shen Jingru's tone was filled with uncontrollable anger: "Although Qinghe has breath, he may not be able to wake up. That child has no consciousness of survival at all, and he has a complete desire to die. Just now you I also heard him talking to himself, we can only prescribe the right medicine if we know what happened."
"I don't know what happened." Ye Ziliu broke his silence, he was right, he is an adult, so he knew that he had to give an explanation for what happened today.
"I just couldn't control my anger, and asked what he said to my junior brother, which made my junior brother feel down."
Looking at that very handsome face, Shen Jingru wished she could slap him across the face, but she couldn't control her anger, feeling depressed?Her sharp eyes shot at Shuratian.
Shu Luotian looked at her pursuing eyes in a daze: "We were just joking. I asked him about the ginseng field and asked him to take me to find it, but he seemed to have misunderstood something and wanted to leave. I asked him about the ginseng field. I didn't want him to leave, so I grabbed him and wanted to explain, but he suddenly laughed again, sat back as if nothing happened, let me eat, and asked me how old I was, and then the senior brother came over, some Ask him angrily, what did you say to me?" He murmured to himself, some of the prefaces were out of line, and the young man who had never experienced such a thing was also a little confused.
It seems that everything is connected, but Su Qinghe will get sick because of this?Quiet as if he didn't believe it.
She stared at Ye Ziliu: "Mr. Ye, haven't you seen Qinghe before?"
"How is it possible?" Ye Ziliu seemed to have finally come to his senses, and he didn't think he had done anything wrong, so his expression returned to his usual calm, and he said lightly.
Looking at her, Shen Jingru controlled the consciousness of beating people: "Since Qinghe regained consciousness last time, he has sealed up the memory of those beasts hurting him before, it should be Mr. Ye's too cruel The ferocious appearance awakened his dusty memories, because he was still in hell. Therefore, Mr. Ye, your junior is a human being. It is really unreasonable for you to blame a child when he is in a low mood. You think you have no responsibility for this matter. But I heard that you are a cultivator, if the gods let people like you cultivate into immortals, they will be really blind."
Su Yi has never seen her mother get so angry. Even at that time, she and her grandfather had a stalemate over their own affairs, and she just followed the etiquette and indifferently led her away. Today, she was so angry that she cursed at others, because of a man she only saw After a few days, the child suddenly wanted to laugh. It turned out that his mother was not what he imagined. The woman in his memory who sacrificed her son for love seemed to become a little clearer. Maybe it was not what he thought. Abandoned child.
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