Alternative comprehension

After Xia Yang became conscious again, he felt pain before he even opened his eyes.This kind of pain is different from the piercing soul-eating pain after being struck by lightning last time. If the pain at that time came from the soul, but this time it completely came from the body, which made him understand at least one thing Even though he couldn't see it with his eyes, he could feel that he had a physical body.

In fact, this kind of taste cannot be called pain, but this kind of taste is more unbearable than pain.Limbs were sore and numb, as if the whole body had been lying in a fixed position for a long time, the complete version of blocked blood and rigid muscles.I really want to move, maybe just turning over lightly can relieve this heart-wrenching pain, but he doesn't even have the strength to open his eyes, let alone want to move his body.

And the biggest pain didn't come from this, but from his head. I don't know if he drank hundreds of catties of wine, or his head became a battlefield for a cross-century battle. Countless people and wild beasts are going crazy trampled on.If possible, Xia Yang really wanted to yell: Fuck, let me die.

The headache is getting more and more painful, and the consciousness is getting more and more stiff and blurred.Xia Yang can no longer maintain normal thinking activities. His only thought is that this is definitely not my brain, so I don't want it at all.

He could leave completely. When his consciousness gradually began to fall into a deep sleep, Xia Yang felt happy instead, as long as he passed out.But at this moment, an inexplicable sense of fear suddenly pierced through the unbearable pain, making Xia Yang's sanity three points clear.

Can't pass out, he thought subconsciously, as if he would never wake up again after falling down at this moment, he had a [-]% foresight, and the crisis rushed over silently.

The gums seem to be bloodshot, and I can't give up. Is my unfulfilled wish still waiting for me?Give up, what's the good of being alive, what's the temptation of such a painful life in the previous life?Originally, the head was already a battlefield, but now these two completely opposite concepts are intertwined and bitten in his mind, making him feel depressed and painful that he wants to vomit but can't vomit.

What kind of situation is this?It turns out that there is no such thing as a free lunch in the world. He leaves the abyss of death again and again, and the pain he has to experience each time is enough for many people to give up. At this moment, he really has the idea of ​​​​burning out and wants to give up. Su Mei's figure appeared in his mind time and time again, making him endure the shock again and again in pain. Finally, the seven orifices began to bleed, and Xia Yang's breath became weaker and weaker.

But at this moment, Xia Yang thought of the water-blue waves of the Tianji Hall, the gentle and pure light, the magnificent picture scroll, and the somewhat nonsensical gift from the patriarch. Unworthy things.

God-level Rare Treasure Mingye Star God-level Code of Laws Shennong Collection, the so-called God-level does not refer to the highest level?Isn't that already given to oneself?But where?This god-level rare treasure should be able to save his life, right?

Xia Yang didn't know, when he thought of this in his mind, a pale green light burst out from his forehead, covering his whole body in an instant.Xia Yang felt that his mind, which was about to explode, was suddenly soothed by a cool warm current in a silent way, and his body, which was as stiff as a fossil, slowly recovered under the nourishment of this warm current. vitality.

A faint three-leaf imprint on the forehead gradually became clearer, and when the green light flourished, it became crystal clear and emerald green, like a leaf full of vitality.

I don't know how long it took, the light gradually faded away, and the color of the three-leaf imprint also faded, and finally it became like a birthmark imprinted on the forehead, but it was so lifelike that green shadows could be seen floating inadvertently.

A soft moan sounded from Xia Yang's mouth, and his eyes slowly opened. Xia Yang was unconscious for a long time, and the great pain passed away like a dream like what happened before.

Roll your eyes slowly, it's not a big room, it's simple and clear.A bed is under him, a table is on his right, surrounded by a piece of white, clean as if spotless.Coupled with the pungent smell of disinfectant, Xia Yang knew he was in the hospital without guessing.

He was stunned for a while again, as if he wanted to straighten out his thoughts, but he didn't seem to think about anything, he just let his thoughts go, and fell into a state of dementia.After a while, he moved his limbs lightly again, but after a little weakness, he started to get up. Now the rebirth status is unknown, so he had better check the situation before coming again.

It's just that as soon as his left hand exerted force, his wrist felt pain like a needle prick. He was startled, and turned his gaze around, only to find that the needle stuck in his wrist was hung with glucose water to maintain physiological functions. Could it be that he had been in a coma for a long time? , no wonder the limbs are so stiff and weak. Thinking of the warm current that saved his life just now, it goes without saying that it must have something to do with the teacher, but now is not the time for him to study in detail, let's sort out the current situation first.

But he seemed to have discovered something, and was a little startled.His eyes fell on the left hand, and he slowly and slowly raised his right hand to his eyes, as if he didn't recognize this hand, he stared so intently.

The hands are white and thin but slender, no matter how stupid you are, you know that these are not a pair of adult hands.His hand, his virgin-like hand, is the hand that holds the gun to death. He has been looking at it for more than 30 years, and the hand in front of him is pale and weak, and he is afraid that he will not even be able to hold the gun.

With his right hand, he ruthlessly pulled out the needle that was stuck on his left wrist, and he got out of bed quickly, but all his doubts were confirmed immediately.

Taking the bed beside him as a visual standard, he is only about 1.4 meters tall now. The person who was already a little angry now only feels his heart sink to the bottom of the valley, and he sits on the bedside again, feeling weak.

A wry smile bloomed on his lips, it turned out to be such a rebirth method, is he possessing a spirit body in the body of a dying person?It should be that he is too greedy. Didn't the master say that if he wants to reshape the physical body with his spirit body, even if it doesn't take a thousand years, it can't be done in a short while, right?

In fact, this is not just right, rebirth, the previous life is gone, new body and new life, but a new body will involve a new relationship, Xia Yang sighed deeply, got up and walked out the door.

The corridor is not long, it seems that this hospital is not very big, looking at the sky from the window, the sun is in the middle, it should be noon, so there are not many people going back and forth, Xia Yang's body is very thin now, wearing some clothes It doesn't feel very good to walk in some empty hospital corridors with oversized hospital gowns.

Seeing the sign for the restroom, I thought about it and turned in.There should be a mirror, he thought with a sigh.

But seeing the person in the mirror, he froze.

He is too familiar with that person.His body was so thin that he couldn't get any thinner, his skin was weak and showed a sickly dark yellow color, his palm-sized face was only left with a pair of big and somewhat outrageous eyes, and he looked unbelievable in the mirror.

He didn't have a good impression of this person from the beginning, and he even hated him in the end, but now it's ridiculous that he has become him. Here is another child saved by Su Mei with her life.Xia Yang didn't know his age, didn't know his name, didn't know his background, and knew nothing about him except that he was someone the organization must get rid of.

Or Su Mei knew something, but since he was not interested in the child from the beginning, he never asked.Even if Su Mei cared about him strangely, he didn't pay much attention to him.In fact, this was one of the reasons why he felt so guilty towards Su Mei.When two people are together, Su Mei has always paid for her, and he is always indifferent. Even if Su Mei is his girlfriend, he doesn't care more about her than others. In his previous life, he lost his life long ago. the ability to love.

He is more aware of the organization's ability than Su Mei, so he should have prevented this from happening from the very beginning, but he subconsciously let it go. Mei's life is the price, it's not equal. After Su Mei left, he realized how much this woman had in his life.

Xia Yang looked at the face in the mirror in a daze, as if the scene of the car accident happened again, Su Mei wrapped the child in a blanket and pushed the child out of the car with blood on his face.First, he protected him with his own body, and then pushed him into the way of life with his last vitality.But the child still died, and he occupied the magpie's nest, and it was him who Su Mei saved in the end.

This is cause and effect?Su Mei, that child, everything has a cause and effect, so why did he become the last one to take that blessing?It's just because he read scriptures and worshiped Buddha when he was young.

Who is this anger for, the injustice of God, the original idea of ​​this body?Xia Yang smiled wryly, that child’s soul died when he was in Xiangjiang, and now he actually has no problem at all, but Xia Yang feels powerless all over his body, and a chill rises from his heart. Everything is for him to occupy this body today, why?For his nonsensical practice mission?

Leaning against the wall, looking at the person in the mirror, the dramatic scenes began to play back. In the past six months, half a year ago, his past life, which had ended, was a fleeting sight, watching the fleeting years of youth, watching the ebb and flow of the tide. , watching the changing situation, watching the vicissitudes of life, watching the unpredictable world.

The person named Xia Yang should have died in that car accident, and Xia Yang's life ended at that moment.That vicious Xia Yang, that indifferent Xia Yang, that cynical Xia Yang, that Xia Yang who took life as a game, that Xia Yang who should have gone to hell long ago, that Xia Yang who disregarded human life and regarded life as worthless.

Didn't he suffer the consequences in the end?Su Mei and Xia Yang are lovers who should go to hell together, let's die, die well, and die once and for all.

Xia Yang closed his eyes, wondering if there were tears, but his expression was shaking for a long time, but no tears were seen.

Su Mei, thank you for the life you gave, I will cherish it, I will live it again, I will take care of your mother for you, I will practice hard, and pay off the debt for you and my previous life, one day I will I will find you again to repay the great kindness of your previous life and this life.

His eyes opened suddenly, his eyes were like swords, and his expression was stubborn.The back was straight, and the slender figure that would almost collapse in the wind showed a powerful force of life, soaring straight into the sky.