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Yang Luotian woke up under Su Yao's slap.Then he saw Su Yao's haggard face and red and swollen eyes.He heard Su Yao hoarsely yelling: "Yang Luotian, if you don't fucking wake me up, I'll kick you."

Yang Luotian wanted to laugh, but he didn't know why he felt powerless all over his body, and his muscles and bones ached badly. He tried hard to open his eyes and saw Su Yao in such a mess. key?Su Yao is his whole life to him, but he is not the same to Su Yao. He has not forgotten why Su Yao went with him back then. Maybe Su Yao didn't like him at all, but he was the only one. He can give up all those who take him away, so he has lived in fear for so many years. Even after so many years, he still has no confidence that Su Yao, the favorite of heaven, will fall in love with such a rough man like him.

But seeing Su Yao at this time, Yang Luotian suddenly felt that his life was complete. He knew that he couldn't do without Su Yao, and the current Su Yao couldn't do without Yang Luotian. With all the physical discomfort, I just want to tell Su Yao that I'm fine, I'm fine.

He also said it, but his voice was so hoarse that people couldn't hear it clearly, but Su Yao heard it, saw Yang Luotian's opened eyes, saw Yang Luotian's smile at him, and saw the deep affection in his eyes.

All of a sudden, Su Yao felt that the whole world was collapsing at this moment. Holding Yang Luotian, he couldn't help but burst into tears: "Yang Luotian, how could you scare me like this?" His arm was so strong that Yang Luotian had to grit his teeth to bear it, but he didn't move.

He just continued to say in his hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, Su Yao, I'm fine, I'm fine."

He just cried in the dark, crying out all the fear and palpitations of the past few days, crying until his voice became hoarse. Yang Luotian didn't persuade him, but just hugged him tightly.

He is not dead?It was his only thought.Fortunately, he didn't die. If he died, what should the people who are crying on him now do?His heart ached so much that he didn't have time to think about why he didn't die.

Su Yao finally fainted in Yang Luotian's arms, and Yang Luotian's tears flowed silently for a long time. Seeing Su Yao who was exhausted and fainted, he was a little panicked, but a small hand held down his body.

"Qinghe?" Yang Luotian vaguely remembered some things that happened before he fainted.Very vaguely, he seemed to remember the smiling face of a child, smiling and telling him it was all right, it was all a dream.

Is it a dream?Dreamed that everyone was killed by Xiu Changsheng, dreamed that Gao Yi threw himself on him to save his life, only a head remained in the end, dreamed that his stomach was opened and intestines spilled all over the floor?

"Daddy, I've been with you for two days and two nights. I'm just tired, so I'll be fine if I sleep, and you can sleep for a while." Su Qinghe said softly.

"Okay." Yang Luotian replied softly.That's right, he also feels very tired, and really wants to sleep again, maybe he won't feel the weakness and soreness all over his body after sleeping.

But at the next moment, he suddenly felt that something was wrong. Yes, Qinghe, the smiling child who told him it was all right, bit his lips hard with his teeth. The force was too great. He tasted a fishy smell and knew Bleeding, but people's spirit is much clearer.

"You're fine, Qinghe." He immediately woke up and said.

Su Qinghe's face was really ugly, he didn't forget that this was his son, the son he and Su Yao loved dearly, they seemed to be in danger, how could he sleep and forget his own child?

"I'm fine." Su Qinghe tried his best to squeeze out a little smile, but it was a little unsuccessful. To be honest, he was very tired. The one thing he wanted to do most was to fall down on the ground and take a nap immediately, but he couldn't now, because now He is the only one here who is still awake, lying on the ground unconscious and still repairing himself.

Xiu Luotian and Xiu Changsheng, a pair of master and apprentice, could still be seen fighting at first, but they disappeared soon. There were also two people who seemed to be sober, Su Yao and Su Yi.After Su Yao woke up, he hugged the unconscious Yang Luotian in a daze, crying bitterly, begging him to wake up quickly, without even looking around.

After Su Yi woke up, seeing Su Qinghe piled up all the wreckage around him, she was overly frightened and passed out again, and she still hasn't woken up yet.

Fortunately, the most serious thing is that Gao Yi has only one head left, but what is surprising is that there is still a trace of breath, which makes Su Qinghe laugh for a long time, that smile makes people feel creepy, and also makes people The feeling of heartache and tears.

what to do?Did all these people really die because of this?He desperately contacted his master and senior brothers, but there was no news. He contacted Dian and Xing again, but even though he entered the Mingye star, he shouted his throat and got no answer.

In the end, Su Qinghe realized that he was still alone.It turns out that he can only rely on himself.

He didn't know if he could save it, or he didn't have to, but he couldn't do it. The only thing he thought of was this thought. If it was him in the previous life, he would definitely leave without turning his head, but the current him It was Su Qinghe.It is the root cause of all these disasters, so he has to bear the responsibility.

So this is his retribution.

He can save it, he comforted himself.Because he has endless Primal Chaos Qi, as long as there is still a little breath, they may be able to recover, even if there is no breath, they may be able to recover.So Su Qinghe didn't know if they still had breath, so he poured a trace of chaotic air into the wreckage on the ground, and took a breath first.

Then moved the separated bodies together, starting with the serious Gao Yi, he didn't know how much he would lose, so he could only try his best to lose, when he saw Gao Yi's neck began to repair at a speed visible to the naked eye, he stopped down, and then the next.

He was very tired, and when his strength was exhausted, he used the method of restoring spiritual power to fill the loopholes in the chaotic energy in his body.First, he used the things in the star, and then the things in the star were wasted, so he could only use the plants in the forest to repair it, which made him discover that it seemed to be much faster than the crops in the star.

In this way, inhale when you are exhausted, and start to repair your body after inhaling.Up to now, all the people are lying on the ground at a speed visible to the naked eye to repair themselves.

It has been three days and three nights now, and all the people have been treated.Su Qinghe thinks that he is really great, look, people are dead, but they are all alive in his hands, but now if there is one more person, they can only be exchanged with his life.

Yang Luotian turned his head and saw Gao Yi.Now Gao Yi does not only have one head left, but his upper body has fully recovered, and his two thighs are gray, which makes his eyes feel a little dazzled, because it seems that the gray fog is slowly extending, and then the short two The legs are slowly recovering and growing.

Yang Luotian was a little dizzy, he pinched himself again with his hands, then looked again, then pinched again, then looked again.Then he froze.

At this moment, my heart is like being pierced by thousands of arrows.He put Su Yao on the ground tremblingly, got up, but was powerless, so he had to kneel and get up slowly to look around.

Then, as if a century had passed, he slowly turned his head and looked at the ashen-faced Su Qinghe.

He closed his eyes, then opened them again: "Qinghe, come here, I don't have the strength." He gently said to Su Qinghe.

Su Qinghe walked over slowly, knelt down beside Yang Luotian, Yang Luotian hugged him tightly, as if wanting to melt this child into his own bones.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive your father, he is actually a very weak person." Yang Luotian tried hard to make himself clear, and also tried hard to maintain his sanity, holding the child in his arms hard, His body hurts, but his heart hurts even more.

Now he doesn't know what to say to comfort the child, because no amount of words are so pale and powerless to the child in front of him.

He felt the clothes on his chest getting wet slowly, and then slowly felt the child's strength, as if he was about to break him.

I'm sorry, Qinghe, when we should be by your side to support you, none of us were there.I have said so many beautiful words, but when you need it most, you are still the only one left.

Yang Luotian didn't think about Su Qinghe's terrifying ability, didn't think that maybe he has such a great ability, why would he still be afraid?He only thought of such a cruel scene, while Su Yao was still sober and alone, leaving only the child to face the wreckage of this place alone.He only remembered that the child was still young, only 11 years old this year, and he only saw the disguised strength behind the gray face of the child, and he only saw the child's clenched little hand when he discovered something abnormal, the despair and defeat eyes.

We haven't been together for a long time, every word and deed, every action, that smile, that sadness, that pain, that tear, are not fake. The Su Qinghe he knew is such a sensitive person who loves to be coquettish and play tricks A kid who loves farts, he is lonely, but he smiled and told them it was okay.He was afraid, but insisted on walking alone at night with a smile.He wants to love, but he is afraid of being hurt and pretends to be indifferent.He should be the proud son of heaven, but he gets along with everyone cautiously.

In fact, he is the same as Su Yao, both are strong in disguise, and have the same fragile heart, why does he feel so distressed, why are there a group of people like them in this world?

I should have swayed my pride in the sun, but I could only cling to my lonely self and cry in a dark corner.Su Yao, is it because of this that you love this child so much?If this is the case, why didn't you stay by his side in such a cruel scene?This time it's really your fault.

Su Qinghe was in pain, he was thinking why he was still alive?Didn't you know the cruelty of this world a long time ago?Was he naive enough to think that something would change?Is he too smug?

There was no blood, but the same wreckage was all over the ground. This time he was not the one who did the work, but the one who saved lives. Is this the change?He doesn't want it, even for life-saving?

During these three days, Su Qinghe didn't know how he survived. It was also at this moment that he suddenly discovered the difference between Xia Yang and Su Qinghe, and he was now Su Qinghe, not the Xia Yang from his previous life.

Xia Yang in his previous life would turn a blank expressionless face even if he saw the wreckage of this place, but now Su Qinghe only has one feeling, which is a mixture of infinite fear, infinite pain, infinite bewilderment and infinite Despair coupled with infinite regret.

Su Qinghe's world is just a simple life where the sun rises and the sun sets and rests.Xia Yang's bloody blood-eating world is too far away from him. Although there may still be a trace of memory from his previous life, for the current Su Qinghe, he longs to forget it forever.

If he hadn't forgotten, he wouldn't have called a young man younger than Xia Yang Daddy, he thought Su Qinghe was a brand new life that didn't belong to anyone except Su Qinghe.

It's just that he was entangled in the grievances of his previous life and failed the expectations of so many relatives.Revenge is a double-edged sword, it hurts others and hurts itself, but now it only hurts himself, and a group of people who dragged him into trouble.So in the end, this end was the retribution he deserved, he smiled miserably.

So looking at such a messy world, what he wants to do is to faint like them, or he would rather be the half-surviving corpses on the ground, rather than the current body that is supporting the body with numb nerves and crippled pieces. The child whose limbs were collected.

He will never forget that moment, the moment when he asked anyone he knew well not to respond, he thought that the world had abandoned him again, as if repeating the life called Xia Yang, he was desperate Standing in the bloody setting sun, the stumped limbs on the ground are full of desolation.It turned out that no matter how hard he tried to escape, he was still entangled in that vicious circle, and he couldn't escape no matter what.

At this time, he desperately wanted to hate, but it was a pity that he didn't even have the power to hate.He just didn't understand how all this happened, why did the person he thought really let go of his hand at this time?It turns out that the relationship between people is so fragile that they can only laugh together but not despair.

Yang Luotian's powerless embrace gave Su Qinghe's icy heart and limbs a little bit of redemption, allowing him to save a little bit of power to live, but this kind of power was so weak that he didn't even know that he was crying. For whom, he was so weak that his limbs were as stiff as ice in Yang Luotian's arms.

Su Qinghe only felt that the world was suffocating, and he didn't even want to open his eyes again. The despair of bursting the embankment, the pain of wishing to burn himself, struggled helplessly in Yang Luotian's arms, like a drowning fish.

"Qinghe, Qinghe, look at me, Qinghe." Yang Luotian felt that something was wrong with Su Qinghe, his skin was as cold as ice and snow in December, and his breathing became more and more rapid. He knew that Su Qinghe was on the verge of complete collapse again. , and this time, his pale words were no longer able to say what would convince him.

"Qinghe, you can't do this, Qinghe, I'm sorry, really, sorry, please give us one more chance, trust us again, Qinghe, Qinghe." Yang Luotian lost his voice in pain.She shook Su Qinghe vigorously, only wanting him to open those smiling eyes.

Let me die, let me disappear completely, this world is made up of lies.I lied to others, and others also lied to me, so how can I resent others for treating me like this.

There are so many words, so many promises, but they are all wishful thinking and naivety of each other, so why are you still living in such pain?Both Xia Yang and Su Qinghe failed like this, so what is the meaning of my life?So let me die, need nothing more, this beautiful unreal one dream is finally over?