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The two faces that were supposed to be equally beautiful, but now they have become a young and an old, people can't help feeling sad.Slim Changsheng stretched out his hand. That hand, which was originally slender and fair, has now become skinny and mottled, like old bark that has been ravaged by time.

Xiu Changsheng gently caressed Shuratian's face with his hands, with a sad expression on his face: "I'm sorry, Tiantian, I swore to take good care of you, but I left you for 300 years because of my little personal affair." , I should have died a long time ago.”

"Master, you will be fine, everyone will be fine." Xiu Changsheng lowered his eyes, hiding the deep sadness between his brows. If Su Qinghe doesn't wake up again, Master will really go.

"I have failed so much in this life, I don't want you to follow my old path, so when that person wants to invade my body, I want to use him to accomplish things that I can't accomplish, and I want to redeem you Enron and return are enough, but I never thought that a moment of arrogance would lead to such a catastrophe."

Xiu Changsheng smiled helplessly: "I have to spend several lifetimes to pay for such a big sin."

"Master." Shuratian finally raised his head, the sadness in his eyes couldn't be concealed: "Aren't everyone safe and sound? Qinghe will wake up, and we can all leave here."

"It's still wrong." Xiu Changsheng looked at the black night sky and chuckled: "For the sake of a cultivation, for a long life, for a person to become an immortal and become a saint, you tied your hands and feet, went against your nature and only wanted to be in harmony with the way of heaven, what's good for you? The result of taking it for granted is to cause you to go to hell with me."

"What is the way of heaven? Wouldn't it be more consistent with the way of heaven to act rashly and let nature take its course? We have cultivated for nearly a thousand years and haven't fully understood such a simple truth. What's the use of knowing it when we die?"

"If you can get out alive, live well and find your own way of heaven. Your original destiny is more than this."

"There is also that person. I never expected to meet such a master at the end of my life. I would have no regrets to die in the hands of such a person. Tian Tian, ​​​​that person is not something you can deal with, so before you have achieved the Supreme Dao, you must fight against him." Do not go to him."

"That is also a poor person. Even if he cultivates the Dao, he can't ascend. I wonder if he is pitiful, or us people are pitiful?" He even chuckled softly.

Xiu Changsheng seems to have entered the period of meditation, his eyes began to slack, but he still nagged in his mouth, as if he was very worried about Shuratian, and seemed to want to tell Shuratian all his experiences and experiences in this life, so that he would Walking on the road can be a little easier.

Xiu Luotian's tears fell little by little, silently, making people feel even more sad when they saw it.

"Tiantian, did Master tell you your origin?" It seemed as if he was waiting for Shuratian's answer.

"No." Shuratian said softly, suppressing the sadness in his heart.

"What I said before was a lie to you." Xiu Changsheng smiled softly.

"It seems like yesterday to me, but it's still like a dream. I carried you out of the water with my own hands. At the bottom of the clear and transparent lake, I had an appointment with Feng Yang to have a drink there. At that time We are still the best friends in this world, I was drinking and waiting for him there, and then I saw the scene of thousands of golden lights, the lake was gently divided into two, and you were naked on the blue lake water He kicked his calf and raised his little hand and smiled at me."

"At that time, I stayed in a daze. After a long time, you saw that I was just in a daze and didn't go to hug you, so I was wronged and cried. At that moment, I was fascinated by you. I hugged you, are you So light, so soft and so beautiful, smiling at me with tears in my eyes, that was the first time I forgot Feng Yang, and there was only one other person in my eyes."

"At that time, I made an oath to God that I would take good care of you and make you the most perfect baby in the world. It's just that in the next 300 years, I seemed to be obsessed with ghosts, knowing whether it was right or not, But I was powerless to stop myself, so I also forgot my oath to you."

"So, today's ending is what I deserve. You don't need to be sad for me, and you don't deserve to be sad for me."

"Things in this world, whether it is the world of cultivation or the world of mortals, are actually the same. Before we became immortals, we were just mortals, so the seven emotions and six desires can be cut off wherever we say, our disciples of Shengzhao Palace They are all geniuses, but nine out of ten will eventually fall into this love calamity, that's why there are the rules of Shengzhao Palace's seclusion and penance. Now that I think about it, this is also the most inappropriate. Return to nature, let it go Naturally."

"That child is even more stupid. He hurt himself like this just because of a few words from a few people and doesn't want to live. What's the use of being so lucky?"

"It's easy to say something. When we say it, we always think that we can do it easily, but God likes to make jokes with people. It's okay to say it. Those who listen, forget it even more , why bother to get entangled in this knot, suffering others is also suffering yourself."

"As soon as a person is born and opens his eyes, he is a lonely one. There will be someone who will accompany you all the time like yourself, take you as his respect, and take you as his life. Even if he is tired of himself When you are young, let alone others, instead of having such high hopes for others, it is better to let yourself cherish yourself."

"Master, stop talking." Shuratian said with a choked voice.

"I don't trust you every day." Xiu Changsheng sighed softly: "You are too true and pure, even Su Qinghe, who is so intelligent, can't see through this test, and I don't trust you even more, so while I still have Si Qi said all he could say."

"Su Qinghe is a good person, but you can't learn from him. How is it possible to regard others as more important than yourself? You can't save yourself, and you still want others to save you? Instead of placing your hope on others, it is better to put On yourself, because only you don't lie to yourself."

"Put all your feelings on others, so once you are betrayed, you will think that this world is too heavy to live, and it is better to die. So you must remember that you can love others, but you must love yourself more."

Xiu Luotian knew why the master said this to himself, he hung his head and felt as if his heart was being torn apart. Is it really a last resort?Is this world really all alone?

"I'm a little tired." Xiu Changsheng murmured.

"Master, what you said may be right, but everyone has their own way to go, and everyone has their own ideas and practices. I think what Master said is right, but it is not necessary to act according to what Master said. So I don't think Master will die here, nor do I think we people will really end here, until the last moment, I will never give up hope."

"The world that Master said is cruel and ruthless. If it is true, what should I do when I meet Master? What if I meet so many people who care about me in the master's school? If you don’t ask questions, just wipe away the kindness of master who picked me up, raised me and taught me? Then I’m just a low-level character. No one in this world can be without fault, it’s just that we always grab a little fault in our eyes and let it go. Erase all the merits, then it is right, do you think that you are not at fault?"

"Everyone has their own standpoint, always look at problems from their own standpoint, that's just a child who hasn't grown up, acting like a baby to the one who loves him, everyone we can hurt is really caring and real People who love themselves, who are strangers, will shed so many tears, break so many hearts, and say so many things for you."

Xiu Luotian seemed to be very excited, and the sorrow hidden in his heart suddenly exploded, making the eyes of Xiu Changsheng, who was already dying, a little more angry, and looked at this disciple who was a little strange to him with a little excitement.

"I know that in the eyes of everyone, I am like a cold and indifferent person who has lost all five senses. I really feel a little different when I see Qinghe. I want to laugh with him, cry with him, and I will also be sad when he is sad. Sad, he is happy, I will also follow him silly. Although I don't understand why, but I know that Qinghe is different to me. But I also have pain. From the beginning of getting along, he misunderstood me again and again , I have never been indifferent to such things before, but it is different when it happens to Qinghe, I will be hurt and angry."

"I didn't listen to Master's words to keep a distance from Qinghe, but seeing Qinghe's doubts about me made me angry and heartbroken. We said we should trust each other. I think that no matter what I do, even if I start He would chase after me for an explanation without explaining, but he didn’t. He kept a distance from me on his own initiative when he heard Master’s words. When he saw me chasing Master away, he thought that I really abandoned him. Seeing that I took his food but didn’t give it to him when he wanted to eat, I despaired of me. But I didn’t expect that I might be more anxious, helpless and want to accompany him well so that he can eat and sleep well Well, take good care of your body."

"I want to be with him, I want him to smile, I like to see him smile, but I can't give up all my past life just because of this. With a sad look in his eyes, he completely abandoned Master and the entire sect, which is also something that is unacceptable to me."

"I know that I may be stupid, but I know what I want to do and what I want. I don't think there will be any people or things in this world that can make me abandon them, so all I want is your love for me. A trust that you just don't have."

"I'm sad, but I won't give up because of it. I think it's just that I haven't done enough to make you all lack trust in me, so I think I will handle these things better."

"These people were bought by Qinghe with his own life. I will not let them be wasted here like this. Similarly, I will not give up on Qinghe who also gave up on himself because of the temporary inability of his relatives, even though I am now Hate him so much."

"Master, this is the world in my eyes, the life I want to live, I don't agree with what you said that the world is indifferent, and I don't agree with some people who say that this world is really full of love everywhere, but I believe in this world and the life I want to go. This way of heaven, I believe that I will do my best to protect the people I want to protect."

"That's why I said that Master will not die like this, and they will not send their lives here. Qinghe will raise his smiling face and act coquettishly angry at those who love him. Even if I don't believe you, I believe in myself."

Shu Luotian stood up lightly, his once cold face was filled with never-before-seen determination, it seemed that he had grown into an upright person across a distance of 300 years at this moment.

He walked up to Su Yao, squatted down in front of Su Qinghe, and gently stroked Su Qinghe's thin face with his hands.

"Qinghe, I never knew that I could love or hate people. Love is tasted by seeing you. Hate is also taught me by you, so if I hate you now, will you blame me?"

"There is only one lonely person left in the Shura field. In fact, all the people who love and care about you may not be more painful and desperate than what you felt at that time. So now you want to take revenge on everyone, then why do you Want to save the lives of these people? I know that what you wanted at that time was maybe just a soft response, but they forgot about you for their own reasons, so you just wanted to give up, didn’t you? Full of despair? And wanting to drag everyone who loves you to hell?"

"Look at the way you are now. You have succeeded. Your father has no desire to live while holding you. Your father sees the two people he loves treating him so well, so he thinks it's better to go to hell together like this. Is this what you want? Then what is the difference between you now and those who abandoned you as you thought at that time? "

"If someone comes to kill you, will your father abandon you and run for your life? Don't you believe that they will stand in front of you, even if you die in the end, you will be the last to die? With your misunderstanding of me, Why did you never think about listening to my explanation? Why did you later think that you misunderstood me? In fact, the most selfish person is you, Su Qinghe, you used your little favors to buy everything Those who love you take everything they give you for granted, making them forget that they must learn to love themselves before loving you."

"So now you are still acting like a baby? This is your return to those who care and love you? Then can we say that you should take back your efforts? In fact, we hope that we have never met you. Now You are in pain, then you are wandering on the line of life and death again and again, what kind of heartache is your father, father and mother-in-law? Now because of your willfulness, your father and father accompany you to hell, and that is waiting for you in the village What will happen to Granny Su who goes back? What will Granny Su do after you broke your promise to Granny Su?"

"You end up giving people some honey first, so sweet that they seem to go to heaven, and then dragging them to hell, isn't it, this is your choice, your life? Your promise? Your Is there a price to pay for those small favors with their lives?"

With a blue face, Shura said indifferently and without emotion.