The moon shines into the clouds

The time for the performance of Jiang Yueming's stage play is getting closer and closer. Every time Jiang Yueming sees the calendar on the table, Jiang Yueming feels that a pair of invisible hands are tightly holding his throat, and every breath is extremely difficult.He knew that he was really nervous. Stage plays are different from movies and TV shows. There is no chance to repeat the card. Once there is a mistake on the stage, no matter how exquisite the rehearsal is, it will be meaningless.

Today is the last rehearsal. He drank several cups of coffee, but finally found that it didn't work at all. He was still inexplicably nervous, afraid of making mistakes, afraid of dragging down the entire crew, and afraid that one of his mistakes would ruin other people's years of careful preparation. Now he has flinched a bit. He was so excited when he received the invitation from the director, but now he has become Wuzhishan. Slowly break the huge boulder on his body with a little bit, and move forward a little bit.

He was the only one in the dressing room, and the dazzling mirror lamp made it impossible for him to escape the subtle expressions on his face, presenting him naked in front of him.

In the end, he took out the cigarette and held it sideways in his mouth. There was a lighter in his pocket, but he didn't light it, just put it in his mouth like that.He is not addicted to cigarettes. Most of the time, almost no one has seen Jiang Yueming smoking, so many people think that Jiang Yueming does not know how to smoke.

When he rolled his tongue, the cigarette was broken into several sections, and the brown shreds of tobacco leaked from the side of the white cigarette paper. His sense of taste seemed to be out of order at this moment, and he didn't even feel the taste of nicotine except mechanical chewing .

"Brother Ming, it's starting." The little assistant pushed open the door to remind him.

Jiang Yueming nodded, took out the paper towel on the table, wrapped the shredded tobacco in his mouth, and put it in the trash can, took a long breath, and disappeared into the long and narrow entrance hall.

When the little assistant was packing Jiang Yueming's belongings, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of a pile of shredded tobacco in the trash can and let out a huff...

Jiang Yueming's rehearsal didn't end until around nine o'clock in the evening. Tomorrow was the official performance. The poster had already been put up. On the huge poster, Jiang Yueming stood in the middle. The poster was symmetrical.He wore a clown mask on his face and held a clown hat in his hand. Standing behind him was a teenager in ripped jeans with a guitar, a cigarette in his mouth, and disheveled hair.

"Don't be too tight, loosen up, and don't be afraid of making mistakes. The script is not dead, and the stage is not the execution ground. You can't judge anyone's life and death. The stage is where mistakes are made." Xin Ji patted Jiang Yueming on the shoulder. The status of all actors is well known.Just like the invigilator when I was in school, all the small movements and actions of the students below are clear at a glance.

He didn't say it all the time, he was just waiting for Jiang Yueming to adjust himself. Obviously Jiang Yueming failed. He naturally knew how important Jiang Yueming valued this stage play.It's not that Jiang Yueming pointed out how popular this stage play is, Jiang Yueming is already popular enough, he doesn't need to use this stage play to bring any traffic and attention.But Jiang Yueming is very serious about himself, he is serious about everything. If he wants to do something, he must do it almost perfectly without leaving any regrets.This is also the reason why he chose Jiang Yueming to play the role. He didn't want this to let such a hard-working and dedicated actor miss such a good opportunity.

"Well, I will make adjustments, Director Xin, strive for tomorrow..." Jiang Yueming stopped abruptly, because Xin Ji was looking at him with a half-smile, he was a little embarrassed, just what Xin Ji said Those words are in vain

"It's okay, you just hit the stage and there's another show, what are you afraid of?" Xin Ji patted Jiang Yueming on the shoulder.

Now Jiang Yueming laughed, "I'm even more nervous when you say that."

Xin Ji clicked his tongue, tapped his chest, and walked away with his hands behind his back.

It might be because he drank too much coffee today, but Jiang Yueming couldn't fall asleep. He picked up his phone and clicked on all the apps on the phone. It was the kind that came out immediately after entering. He didn't even know what he was looking at. What.In the end, he clicked on Xie Yunkai's dialogue box again. He entered a few words and deleted them. He looked out of the window and put his phone aside. At this time, Xie Yunkai was filming the location.

Xie Yunkai got out of the water for the fourth time. In order to investigate the floating corpse case, he personally dived into the bottom of the water many times in order to find key evidence.Originally, professional divers could have been used instead, but Xie Yunkai still wanted to try it himself, because the river chosen for filming was not deep, less than two meters.

Director Zhang also knew that it was best for Xie Yunkai not to use a stand-in for himself, and it was much better both in the later stage and in terms of perception. "Can you still hold on?"

"It's okay, I'll wait a little longer and try to go through it." Xie Yunkai took a sip of hot water, smiled and gestured OK.

The moment the board was hit on the spot, Xie Yunkai took a deep breath and dived into the water.He kept swinging his legs, and there was a fixed prop corpse at the bottom of the water. He spun around and turned the corpse, spitting out a string of bubbles. He told himself in his heart to hold on for ten more seconds, just ten seconds would be fine.He pulled out a piece of rag from the hands of the corpse, raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and his eyes flashed brightly.

He kicked up the water and jumped out of the water, and the director just yelled Ka...

Back at the hotel, Xie Yunkai looked at the notes, and found that tomorrow is the first day of Jiang Yueming's performance, at 03:30 in the afternoon.He picked up his mobile phone and called the director, asking for leave with a hoarse voice.

Director Zhang really thought that Xie Yunkai was suffering from the cold during today's filming, so he agreed to Xie Yunkai's request for leave without saying anything.

Xie Yunkai called Sister Li again and asked her to book a flight ticket in a few hours, and get a copy of the hospital's examination report by the way.Although it is a false excuse, it still needs to be in the proper form.Everything was in order, and when the alarm clock rang at two o'clock in the morning, he opened the door, put on his schoolbag, took a fisherman's hat and a mask, and went to the airport.

When I checked in, I ran into a few fans and recognized him immediately, but they all looked at him from a distance with excitement in their eyes.Xie Yunkai took off his mask, shhed, smiled, and said, "Keep it secret, I escaped."

The fans hugged each other and nodded desperately, expressing that they would never reveal any of his whereabouts, and they all consciously deleted the photos they just secretly took.

After arriving, Xie Yunkai didn't go to Jiang Yueming's place, but returned to his own home. He didn't dare to bother Jiang Yueming, because he felt Jiang Yueming's nervousness, or uneasiness, from the beginning of Jiang Yueming's non-provocative clause.

After resting all morning, Xie Yunkai waited for the lights in the auditorium to go out before entering in order not to attract attention. He chose the middle seat.

When the stage lights were turned on, and the moment Jiang Yueming appeared on stage, he knew that Jiang Yueming had gone to the wrong door, and he was nervous.The reason Xie Yunkai knew was because Jiang Yueming had told him many times.He clicked his tongue and tightened his hand in his pocket.

In this scene, Jiang Yueming was running around in various bars, playing the guitar, his expression changed with each song, he either frowns, or smiles knowingly, there are two words written in his bones, drifting.Like a flat boat, floating everywhere, and like a rootless duckweed, there is nowhere to rely on.

The scene changed, he sat in front of the mirror, put on the mask of a clown, and exaggeratedly smiled to himself silently, he comforted the little actor, and told the little girl about his other people's stories, and the last scene was him and the little girl again of two acts.

The little girl asked, "Why is the clown always smiling?"

Jiang Yueming squatted down and touched her head, and gave her the same answer: "Because, the clown wants to bring happiness to others."

The little girl shook her head, "No, you are clearly crying." The little girl turned around and followed her mother out of the theater without waiting for Jiang Yueming's response.

Jiang Yueming went back to the mirror again, he tilted his head and looked, "But I'm obviously smiling, look." After he finished speaking, he stretched out two hands to lift up the exaggeratedly drawn corners of his mouth. . "The corners of the mouth are cut like this by nature, so where is the right to cry?"

After he finished speaking, he turned around and turned off all the lights. The beams of light came on again, focusing on the table that Jiang Yueming lay on just now. There were traces of dried up water one after another...

In the end, all the actors took a curtain call, and the performance ended. The audience stood up and applauded thunderously for a long time...

Xie Yunkai was afraid that he would be discovered later, so he left the scene early. At the moment when he was standing, Jiang Yueming seemed to have a feeling, and the figure was looming, but he saw Xie Yunkai's figure at a glance.In the past, he thought that only movies would use this technique to express invisible bonds.At this moment, he knows that if you love someone, you can always see him at a glance in the vast crowd.That person is the most unique one.

Xie Yunkai hurriedly turned his back, Jiang Yueming knew that he was afraid of being recognized when the show was over.In normal times, Xie Yunkai didn't have to be like this at all, the support among good friends is nothing.But not now, Xie Yunkai has already entered the filming group, and the filming is very tight, good friends will not be in such a hurry to watch the first scene.

If you tell too many lies, they will become reality. When Xie Yunkai went back, he had a high fever and passed out at the door.Fortunately, during the filming this time, Sister Li arranged for an assistant to discover the fainted Xie Yunkai in time and sent him to the hospital.This incident directly alarmed the whole group.

Xie Yunkai never knew the concept of fainting. He has always been in good health and rarely catches a cold, not to mention fainting with a little difficulty.At that time, his eyes went dark, and then there was no more, he didn't know anything, and he just lost consciousness.

He had a long dream, Jiang Yueming was in the dream, Jiang Yueming was sitting by the bed, Jiang Yueming looked down at him, like a magic trick, one turned into two, two turned into four... spring plant The next Jiang Yueming, harvested a bunch of Jiang Yueming in autumn, one to chat with him, one to eat with him, and there were many indescribable scenes...

Xie Yunkai opened his eyes with difficulty, the room was pitch black, he laughed at himself, how could Jiang Yueming come, how could he know that he was sick, at this time, Jiang Yueming should be at the celebration banquet, after all, today's performance was a good start, No big mistakes.

He looked around, as if he was lucky, he looked and looked, but there was still no one.He sighed, his heart was still a little lost, empty, with a cool breeze, whistling.Just when he was about to close his eyes and go to sleep, the door of the ward opened.Jiang Yueming, who was full of enthusiasm, appeared in such a blink of an eye.

"Brother!" Xie Yunkai shouted in a hoarse voice, like a kitten, with a soft and tender voice.

Jiang Yueming didn't speak, walked to the bedside and put the porridge in his hand aside, pulled the stool over, sat on the side of the bed, and shook Xie Yunkai's bed.After blowing on the steaming porridge, and testing the temperature with his lips, Xie Yunkai put a spoonful of it into his mouth.

Xie Yunkai leaned against the head of the bed, opened his mouth tacitly, and finished a bowl of porridge.

Jiang Yueming was just about to talk to him, but before Jiang Yueming could speak, Xie Yunkai couldn't hold back. "Why did you come, sister Li told you?"

Jiang Yueming flicked Xie Yunkai's half-wet bangs, and instead of answering him, he asked, "You went to see my performance." It was not a question but an affirmation, with a kind of affirmation that Xie Yunkai couldn't explain clearly.

Xie Yunkai nodded.

"You said we have a tacit understanding. I happened to be hungry, so you bought me porridge." Xie Yunkai pointed to the porridge on the table and said.

Jiang Yueming lowered his head, his eyelashes trembled, and it took him a while to raise his head, "No."

"Ah?" Xie Yunkai was puzzled.

Jiang Yueming stood up and bent down to grab Xie Yunkai's lips, which was a little hot.

As soon as it was posted, Xie Yunkai put his hands on Jiang Yueming's chest, "I have a cold."

"Just take medicine." People with colds are always weaker than normal people. Even Xie Yunkai is not as strong as Jiang Yueming. Jiang Yueming took away the arm that was in the way between the two of them with a little force.

Xie Yunkai felt that all the air in his lungs must have been sucked away by Jiang Yueming, otherwise why would he be dizzy?

"I'm afraid you won't have the strength to kiss." Jiang Yueming stopped and answered Xie Yunkai's question just now, and kissed again without giving Xie Yun much chance for intermission.

Xie Yunkai's feeling at the moment was that even Jiang Yueming's own death was worth it.

The author has something to say:

I was dizzy all day yesterday, let alone code words, I was dizzy when I saw everything.I recently moved, and I have to pack things. It has been several days and I haven't finished packing, and I am upset if I don't put them away.Finally, I got some clues. The armchair I bought today arrived. After finishing the installation, I will start coding. I will strive for more tomorrow. It will be over. It should be like this in two or three chapters.As for the episode, is there anything you want to see?Without it, I can think of what to write.