The ancient killer of orcs

After returning, the couple who were looking for their child naturally left disappointed.In this dangerous world for females, is it so easy to find lost female cubs?

It was the end of another farce. Seeing the sad departure of the couple who were looking for the child, Wuqing suddenly felt a little bored.So he held the recently made lyre, jumped to the top of the kapok tree in the courtyard, and started playing.

Thinking of the disappointed expression of the man who was a father when he saw him, tears rolled in the man's eyes but he tried hard not to cry.He couldn't imagine how much pain losing a child would bring, and he didn't know if there was such a person looking for himself with the same mood.

He didn't know whether he was lost or abandoned back then.If he was just lost back then, did his parents find themselves in this way?The question buried in the bottom of my heart when I was a child was revealed again-is he a wild child that no one wants?Was he abandoned by his parents?I remember when he was a child, he was so envious of those children who could act like a baby in the arms of their parents...

The sound of the piano began to become a little messy, and he closed his eyes ruthlessly. He didn't know when his heart became so fragile.It's all old stuff, why do you remember it again?He is no longer a child, the weak and innocent child back then is long gone!Could it be that he has really become a child after being treated as a child here for a long time?Focusing on the piano, he ruthlessly controlled his somewhat chaotic breath.

The old man who taught him before said that a killer should not be full of murderous aura, but should know how to restrain himself; if he mixes in the crowd, he should be no different from ordinary people, and not easily expose himself.Rhythm is the way of elegance, it is a way of self-cultivation, and of course it can also be a tool for him to kill.I used to wear thousands of masks to play various roles to the fullest, but the ridiculous self never knew which one was the real self.

Sometimes he thinks, if he is not a killer, if he is just a child of an ordinary family, then he may have married a wife and had children, leading a peaceful life of men farming and women weaving; filial piety...

But there is no "Ru Ruo" in this world, his fate is already like this.As an orphan, he is already very lucky: he didn't starve to death on the street, nor was he sold into a small barn; after being picked up by the organization, he didn't die in training; He was much better than himself, and he successfully completed the tasks; in the end, even if the organization sent someone to kill him, wouldn't he still be alive and well?Thinking of this, Wuqing felt that maybe God still has eyes, and one should not ask too much.

The happiness and misfortune in this world are just man-made feelings, why should I care so much.No one will sympathize with a cold-blooded and ruthless killer, even if it is beyond his control to become what he is now, so what?He is already like this, he is what he is, and he doesn't need anyone's sympathy!

After dinner was ready, Uthers walked to the front yard. He wanted to ask Ah Qing to eat, but he heard Ah Qing's piano sound again.This Qin was made by Ah Qing herself. It is a miraculous instrument, and the music it plays is very pleasant.But Uthers felt a little heartbroken when he heard today's song; it is obviously a cheerful song, why does he feel sad?This song is like telling a lighthearted story, but under the lighthearted surface hides this indescribable pain...

"Clang—" A string of the qin suddenly broke, and the leisurely sound of the qin stopped abruptly.Glancing at the fingers cut by the strings, he ruthlessly picked up the piano and fell from the tree.

"Aqing, your hand." The sudden cessation of the sound of the piano made Usses recover from the pain, and he had been paying attention to the person playing the piano on the tree, so he naturally found the finger that started to ooze blood.Taking the lyre from Ah Qing's arms, Uthers carefully inspected the scratched finger, and then opened his mouth to hold it.

Feeling the warmth on his fingertips, he stretched out his other hand relentlessly, stroking Uthers' resolute cheek - this man really spoiled himself, otherwise he wouldn't have seen the couple looking for a child. Being emotionally affected by a partner, thinking about dreams that are no longer possible, people are indeed easy-going and insatiable creatures.

"Take some medicine and you'll be fine, let's go in and eat." Staring into Usses' eyes for a while, he said ruthlessly, "By the way, take out the wine that Philly and the others sent last time, I want to drink Already." It seems that he hasn't drunk alcohol for a long time, so let him indulge himself for a while today.

"Okay." Usses let go of the fingers in his mouth, kissed Ah Qing's forehead, then turned and went into the room to get things.The wine was given by Filifu and Fufu when they came to thank them last time. It is usually brewed by females with fruits or grains, and most females prefer to drink it.But I heard that alcohol is easy to get intoxicated, Ah Qing is not yet an adult, so I can't let him drink too much later...

The meal was very quiet, but compared to usual, the atmosphere tonight was a little sad.After the meal, the plates were removed from the dining table, and only a jug of wine and a glass were left on the clean table.After drinking a glass of wine, he ruthlessly picked up the jug and filled it up for himself.

"How did Ah Qing live before?" Uthers, who had been standing by the side all the time, still asked the question he had buried in his heart. Originally, he thought he could wait until the day when Ah Qing was willing to say it.But after today's incident and hearing Ah Qing's music, he felt that he couldn't be so passive. He should care more about Ah Qing.

At the same time, Uthers couldn't imagine how a female cub survived outside. Ah Qing must have suffered a lot. If it wasn't for the deep pain in his heart, how could it be infiltrated into the music he played?No wonder Ah Qing was so mature, much more sensible than those cubs or even adult females in the tribe.Thinking of this, Uthers regretted that he hadn't met Ah Qing earlier, so that he might not have suffered so much.

"Huh? You want to know?" Ruthlessly picked up the wine glass and took a sip of the wine.This wine is not strong, but mellow and delicious, but it is also very intoxicating. I drank a lot and couldn't taste what it was brewed with.He didn't deliberately try to sober himself up, but just let the alcohol anesthetize his consciousness. When did he dare not get drunk again?Maybe today he can drink it again, because there is no one who wants his life here anymore.

"How did I live before? Before, every time I opened my eyes and saw the sunshine of a new day, I thought it was a miracle, and it was a miracle that I was still alive." While drunk, Wu Qing began to talk to himself, "Where my own kind of wine is the most dangerous creature, killing and being killed is my destiny; in order to live, I must become stronger; in order to live, I must kill, kill my enemies, kill my friends; finally I'm left alone, um - alive; in this world, I'm alone again..."

"A Qing, you're drunk." Hearing the strange words that A Qing said, and feeling the speaker's increasingly heavy emotions, Uthers snatched the cup from Wu Qing's hand, and hugged him into his arms.Ah Qing must be drunk, otherwise why would she say all the things that people can't understand?

"Give me the cup, I'm not drunk; I have suffered a lot in order to learn how to hangover before! After practicing, I'm not drunk... Don't you want to hear me tell you about the past? Give me the wine , I will continue." Wuqing said, and went to snatch the cup from Uthers' hand.

"If you don't want to talk about Ah Qing's past, don't talk about it. I don't want to know." Uthers had some questions that he regretted asking tonight.He couldn't understand what Ah Qing said just now: why are the most dangerous people of the same kind, why should they be killed, and where did Ah Qing come from?Although there are countless doubts, he probably knows that killing and loneliness are the meanings in Ah Qing's words.Seeing Ah Qing's current state, he didn't dare to ask any more questions. What can he do if he knows those things, but it just brought back bad memories of Ah Qing.

"No! I want to say it!" Ruthless began to struggle and refuse in Uthers' arms. Why didn't he let himself say it if he didn't want to know?I have never told anyone about these things before, if I can tell him today, he should listen carefully!

"Okay, tell me." Usses hugged the person in his arms, Ah Qing was really drunk, and she started to play childish temper; although it was very cute, it was heartbreaking to watch.Now he can only make trouble with him, and he will stop naturally when he gets tired; Uthers looks at the person in his arms dotingly, he really shouldn't let Ah Qing drink too much wine.

"Well, you have to listen carefully." Ruthlessly tugged on Usses's ear, "I'm alone again, I stood on a high place alone, only to find that there is a higher place, so I started from very From a very high place—jumped down..." Wuqing raised his head and looked at the sky for a while, then he suddenly smiled: "Hehe, Uthers, do you think I was destined to be like this—it was destined to be like this When a person lives, he will not be happy; if he dies, he will not die well!"

Hearing this, Uthers couldn't help frowning, how could anyone curse himself so hard.What kind of life is it that makes you have such terrible thoughts?It is precisely because of this that you usually don't pay much attention to everything and live your life recklessly?Since you only care about whether you are happy today, let me plan your tomorrow for you. One day I will make you forget the pain of yesterday...

"No, no, Uthers, you'd better leave me quickly, or throw me away. Well, my parents have thrown me away. They must know that I'm not a good person, so...um, You are a good man..." Wuqing continued to struggle in Usses's arms, but unfortunately the alcohol was already on the rise, the whole person began to lose strength, and his head began to become dizzy.

"Throw away?! I won't throw you away." Usses tightened his arms, stretched out a hand to pat Ah Qing's back, and carefully comforted the person in his arms.Throw it away?How can I be willing to throw him away, meeting Ah Qing is a blessing I cultivated in my previous life.parents?Uthers didn't quite understand the word, probably it meant father and daddy.How could they throw their children away?Why would Ah Qing think so?

"Hey, let go, God is punishing me as a bad guy, if it hurts you, it will be bad, hehe..." Ruthlessly buried his head in Uthers' chest, and smiled softly: I like a bad guy, Uthers You're not going to have a good time, so let it go.

The heartache was even worse than when Ah Qing was injured and vomited blood.Hearing Ah Qing's low laugh, Usses felt his heart was bleeding.Even if it's just some vague drunken words, the pain in those words is very clear.Uthers felt that he had become cowardly, and he didn't even have the courage to listen to what Ah Qing had to say.

Bowing his head to seal the red lips that were about to open, Uthers kissed vigorously: Ah Qing, let the past go, I will make you forget all the pain.Although I don't know what you have experienced in the past, I thank God for allowing you to live well, and for allowing me to meet you.It is indeed a miracle that you are alive, and it is even more a miracle that I can meet you!

I don't know how long this kiss lasted. When Usses stopped, he found that the pregnant woman had fallen asleep peacefully.Of course, the possibility of being fainted by his kiss is not ruled out.

Uthers carried him back to the room and carefully placed him on the bed.Calling a basin of warm water, Uthers scrubbed the face, hands and feet of the sleeping baby, and quietly looked at the sleeping person beside the bed. He felt that it was a great happiness to be able to take care of the person he liked like this. ...