Chang'an ancient meaning

Li Chengqi never thought that he would be so agile, instead he stood there holding his fan.Xue Chongjian's body has gradually formed in the past two years, with a narrow waist and narrow buttocks, and he is lying on the table, his waist is padded by the edge of the table, and his buttocks are showing more and more straight and tight arcs.The bright white color is like a freshly dug spring bamboo shoot, it seems that water will drip out at the touch of a button, it is a bit more vivid than the bright white snow and pearls and jade.

Li Chengqi's past events were in flux, and when he thought of Song Shoujie pushing his legs on the table when he was six years old, he felt sore.It's just that what he did was unforgivable. Li Chengqi stepped forward to weigh the fan, and seeing that it was more than a foot long, it was convenient to use as a torture tool, so he raised it and swung it down heavily.This thing is not as loud as a ruler and rattan. Xue Chong almost heard a crisp "pop" before he felt a pain like tearing flesh on his buttocks.He hadn't thought that this elegant thing could be so powerful, he was so surprised that he yelled "ah", and subconsciously stood up.Li Chengqi didn't know either, the front of the fan was uneven, the wood was heavy, and the pain was not under the ruler. He just thought he was always putting on airs, and he was even more sullen. !" The second swing was even more merciless, and Xue Chongjian gasped for air, but he didn't dare to make a sound, he gritted his teeth several times before he could hold it back, feeling wronged and bitter in his heart.In a blink of an eye, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a small celadon jar beside the table, which was a can of candied cherries he brought to Li Chengqi. At that time, he saw that although the jar was small, it had a picture of outing in spring, and Li Chengqi must have liked it. I brought it to him.At this time, his eyes were closer to the pot, and he saw the people riding side by side inside. For some reason, when the third board fell, his eyes got wet.

If he wants to do this, he wants to go with his cousin to see what color the mountains and rivers of Mount Li are. They still have so many things to do, how can they let Li Chengqi leave?He would rather make his cousin angry than be spanked by him than let him go.He lowered his head and quietly wiped his tears with his hands. He knew that he was not qualified to argue with his cousin.Li Chengqi wanted to think about his father, his younger brother, and the common people who were too far away to see, but Xue Chongjian was just like a child, holding on to his cousin by the corner of his clothes, refusing to let go.

When the fan fell, it left a neat crimson mark on the snow-white skin. After five or six blows, Xue Chongjian's buttocks seemed to be stained with rouge.He suddenly wanted to know how Li Chengqi felt when he accepted the emperor's marriage, and did he feel any reluctance for himself?There was already a burning pain on his buttocks, and it was so hot that it was uncomfortable, but when he was dragged by this thought, when the next board fell, he felt the pain in his heart.He didn't know how much effort Li Chengqi had used to turn this toy into a tool of torture.

For a moment, he secretly hated himself for being meddlesome, the weather was not too hot yet, what would he do with this thing.If he hadn't brought it, Li Chengqi was so angry that he could only press him on the leg and slap him, just like when he was a child, it is expected that he would feel much better.For a while, I was worried that Li Chengqi was too hard and broke the fan.The pain was severe for a while, and he vaguely hoped that the fan would be interrupted sooner. The broken fan could still be repaired. Now Li Chengqi was so angry that he didn't even say the number.

Xue Chongjian was flustered in his heart, trying to think wildly, not concentrating on feeling the pain, after more than twenty years passed, but he couldn't think of anything, only felt his buttocks like pins and needles, he was lying on his stomach in this position, The upper skin is tight, and the pain remains on the surface of the flesh, and it won't even go away.He peeked back and saw Li Chengqi swinging his arms high, his heart was sore and painful, his whole body trembled with the sharp pain, he just wanted to reach back to block it, or jump up to break away.He gritted his teeth so that his cheeks became sore, and the sun was also throbbing, so he opened his mouth to let out a breath, suppressed his sobs and said in a low voice: "Cousin... I know I was wrong, please forgive me..." He also wanted to please Li Chengqi and his wife He said with a forced smile: "Also spare it, I will bring a cane to beat you next time... Ouch!" As soon as he let go, he couldn't help it even more, and several groans overflowed his lips.

Seeing that he was still joking, Li Chengqi didn't show any sincere remorse at all, although Xue Chongjian's buttocks had turned a deep red color, and a few ridges protruded from the buttocks to lie there.He felt sorry for her, but his hands were ruthless and quick. How could he tell Hua Nu that there were more than just the two of them in this world?They cannot live without burden.Xue Chongjian was dizzy from being hit by the board like a gust of wind and torrential rain, and could not speak under the acute pain. He only felt the sweat pouring into his eyes and hurt him, but he didn't dare to raise his hand to wipe it, he was only afraid to move his fingers , I couldn't help but go back and grab the fan.

The weather in the early summer was getting hotter, and Xue Chongjian was already sweating profusely from the pain. Although he didn't count, he estimated that there were forty blows. Li Chengqi had no intention of giving up.Desperate in his heart, he couldn't bear it anymore, and begged for mercy twice: "Cousin, stop beating!" He waited for a while, but he didn't hear Li Chengqi's answer, and the room was full of only the crackling of the fan on his flesh The sound, even the sparse chirping of cicadas outside the window was suppressed.Another two strikes landed on the buttocks in succession, Xue Chongjian felt his heart was about to jump out, feeling pain and fear, subconsciously turned around and caught Li Chengqi's swung wrist. Splash boiling oil on the soup-like buttocks and knead.Although the tentacles were hot and had deep and shallow ridges, it seemed that there was no bleeding at all, Xue Chongjian breathed a sigh of relief.

Seeing that he seemed to be too busy with one hand, Li Chengqi kneaded one side of his buttocks and pressed the other side. He was still so childish and ridiculous. When he thought of his childhood, he felt a sharp pain in his heart. He didn't compete with him, and just lowered his eyelids. Looking at him silently, his eyes are as warm and cool as the moonlight on a spring night.Xue Chongjian's heart was a hundred times more shocked by his appearance than the whipping just now, but the burning pain in his skin and flesh had been tormented for too long, rubbing his hands on it could greatly relieve the pain, and he was reluctant to let go like drinking poison to quench thirst.He secretly watched Li Chengqi's expression, while guessing in his heart how long he could tolerate himself, and at the same time hoped that the delay would be moment by moment, his heart was tangled and tormented, and tears fell drop by drop.

Xue Chongjian kneaded for a while, but he didn't dare to wait any longer, so he let go of his hand with great difficulty, and gasped, "Cousin, you can continue to hit." Li Chengqi saw that there was a moment's delay, and the scar he had just inflicted had congealed and turned blue, and sighed. He took a deep breath and said: "You should tell me that you are not allowed to do this kind of thing again." Xue Chongjian didn't expect that he would suddenly forgive him, and was about to agree, but for some reason, when he spoke, he became He said in a daze, "I don't know."

He regretted in his heart, only thinking that he was beaten stupidly, but he knew in his heart that he really didn't know, he could beg for mercy again and again, admit his mistakes again and again, but if the same thing happened again next time, he would still There are no alternatives.He is so greedy for this person, he can't bear to be separated for a moment, he can't even bear his angry look and his indifference at the moment.He knew it was wrong to be greedy, they were only cousins ​​after all, there were people in Li Chengqi's blood who were much closer than him, his greed would be shattered one day, but what could he do except hold him tightly again and again Method.

Hearing what he said, Li Chengqi was so angry that his hands trembled, he raised his fan and slapped it several times, Xue Chongjian could only sob and cry at this moment, his mind was slightly numb, and his chest felt a little nauseous.Li Chengqi saw that there were some small spots of blood under the bruised skin, he couldn't even breathe for a while, he slowly lowered his raised hand, and put the fan on the table.

Fearing that he would turn around and leave, Xue Chongjian grabbed his wrist and cried, "You've been beaten, don't leave!" Li Chengqi gently stretched out his hand, wiped away a tear on his face, and said with a wry smile, "I can leave!" Where are you going?" Xue Chongjian said: "Then you must not ignore me!" Li Chengqi gently stroked Xue Chongjian's temples, eyebrows, and cheeks with his hands, distinguishing the hot and sticky sweat and tears, Xue Chongjian's buttocks were still There was a tingling pain, but the pain in his heart gradually calmed down under Li Chengqi's cool fingertips.He knew that this gesture was a bit embarrassing, and he didn't want to think about what the touch after the beating represented and what it surpassed.He only thought that this was when he was a child, everything started from the starting point of his memory, and nothing changed.

Li Chengqi laid Xue Chongjian flat on the couch, rubbed some medicine for him, and heard Zhang Lin's urging voice outside: "Mr. Xue Xiaolang, it's almost time for lunch!" Xue Chongjian scolded: "Get away!" Li Chengqi sighed With a sigh of relief, he said: "You should go earlier, don't let aunt worry." Xue Chongjian lay on the couch, muffled: "I can't turn over." Li Chengqi said: "I ask him to open the door." Xue Chongjian turned his face away Go, said: "My butt hurts, I can't walk." Li Chengqi couldn't help him, hugged his knees and sat beside him for a while, gently opened the waist fan, but saw the words he had written not long ago: "Ma'am With each other, you will look up to me for a lifetime. Or take it into your arms, and understand the words in a room; or because of the entrustment, let go of the waves..." This passage has long been familiar to the chest, and it seems so heart-piercing at this time, I really can't bear to repeat it After reading, he closed the fan again, reached into the thin quilt, and slowly massaged Xue Chongjian's buttocks.

On March 28th of the first year of the holy calendar, Li Dan thought it was the same as before. After the second watch, he undressed and lay down. Dou Lushi folded his daytime coat neatly, looked at him sideways, and saw that Li Dan was just Lying down flat with eyes closed, the quilt on his chest undulated slightly, and he didn't know if he fell asleep.A dim yellow light shone on his forehead, making the white hair on his sideburns stand out abruptly.Doulu's heart is bitter, Li Dan is only 38 years old this year, but since Concubine Liu and Concubine Dou had an accident three years ago, he has behaved like an old monk with no desires. The husband and wife share the same bed every night, but it is Qiu made no mistakes.She knew that Li Dan felt ashamed of his two old wives in his heart, so she didn't dare to complain, but sat under the lamp tonight, hugging his clothes, panicked and had nowhere to go.She stood up and walked around the room silently twice, seeing the shadow silently spinning around with her, she smiled sadly, before two lines of tears dripped silently from her cheeks.

Suddenly there were a few footsteps outside, followed by a hasty knock on the door, Li Dan woke up startled, but saw Dou Lushi standing in front of his bed with tears in his eyes, and asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you?" Wept and said: "Nothing." The servant on duty hurried in and said, "Your Majesty, someone came from Shangyang Palace and said that His Majesty called His Highness urgently." Li Dan didn't know whether he had just sat up from the quilt or why , Shivering all over, he shivered and froze on the bed.Doulu's hands and feet were also numb with fright, and said: "What's your majesty's business at this time?" The servant said: "I asked, but the man said he didn't know."

Li Dan took off the quilt, put on his shoes and went to bed by himself, and said, "Tell him to wait a little while, and I'll go after I get dressed." Dou Lushi grabbed his hand, and the tears shed just now flowed down again, saying: " I will go with His Highness." Li Dan originally thought that this day would be terrifying, but now that the matter is imminent, apart from some regrets, it is peaceful and tranquil.He shook Dou Lushi's cold hand, and said with a faint smile, "I'm the one calling you, what are you going to do? Comb my hair for me, I can't be so unkempt..."

Dou Lushi almost burst into tears, Li Dan pressed her lips lightly, turned around and sat down in front of the dressing bed, Dou Lushi endured the grief, went forward and combed his hair into a neat bun, and took it out of the box Li Dan took out a hosta hairpin that he didn't wear on weekdays, and when Li Dan saw it in the mirror, he just smiled and said nothing.Doulu combed her hair, took out a half arm from the cabinet, and said, "It's cold at night, Your Highness should wear one more." When she put her hand on Li Dan's shoulder, she suddenly heard Li Dan say softly: "These I'm sorry for you." Dou Lushi hugged him and buried his face on his back, Li Dan waited for a moment, then broke away from her with a smile, put on his coat, and said to the servant: "Let's go now." Hearing behind Doulus crying, "Your Highness." He gritted his teeth and never stopped.

Li Dan got on the chariot outside the door, and was carried by four servants to go to the Yang Palace.Li Dan didn't feel any strangeness either. He raised his head and saw the clear blue night sky. There was no wind, the trees moved, and the evening swallows were returning. He smiled softly: "It's such a good spring night."

When he arrived outside his mother's bedroom, the servant helped him down, and said outside the door: "Your Highness, let's go." Li Dan glanced at him silently, then lifted his robe and went up the stone steps.As soon as he entered the hall, it was brightly lit and fragrant. Li Dan was stunned for a moment, and then walked a little further in, only to see a large banquet in the inner hall, with a row of more than a dozen tables lined up. Many boys and girls were feasting, but the emperor was Sitting at the top, watching with a touch of tiredness and a smile.

Li Dan was frozen on the spot, the emperor had seen him, and said with a smile: "Xu Lun is here." The man under the emperor suddenly raised his head, even though Li Dan was always calm, his whole body trembled like a lightning strike, and he lost his voice and said: "Third brother!" Although that man was dressed in the green robe of a common man, and his features were haggard, he was undoubtedly the elder brother who had been separated for 14 years, the former emperor Li Xian.

Li Xian threw down a leg of lamb he was eating, stumbled away from the table, rushed forward and hugged Li Dan, crying, "Fourth brother! Xu Lun... I thought I would never see you again..." Li Dan hugged him tightly My elder brother's thoughts turned extremely fast, why did my mother take the third brother back calmly?He put together a few things that he knew were pitifully few in recent years. Di Renjie paid homage to the prime minister, and his mother favored Zhang Yizhi and Zhang Changzong brothers sent by Taiping. Let him stop talking.Li Xian also understood immediately, and slowly raised his head, his eyes blurred with tears, but he saw the white hair on his younger brother's sideburns, and felt great grief. When he left, Li Danfang was a handsome young man with picturesque features.

Li Xian gently caressed Li Dan's sideburns with his greasy hand, and said softly, "Why...you grow old so fast." Li Dan smiled tearfully, took Li Xian's hand, walked to the emperor, knelt down and kowtowed. "Mother is like heaven and earth, I thank you on behalf of the third brother's family..." The emperor was not as excited as they were, and said with a faint smile: "Just come back, your third brother hasn't eaten yet, go and sit with you and him. " Li Dan and Li Xian walked towards the desk together, and Li Dan suddenly whispered in Li Xian's ear: "Don't ask about your siblings' recent situation." Li Xian was startled, looked at Li Dan, Li Dan just shook his head slightly .

When they arrived at the banquet, Li Xian called his children to visit his fourth uncle at a loss, pointing to them one by one: "This is Chong Run, this is Chong Jun, this is Chong Mao, Chong Fu... Baoer, don't eat it! Kowtow to fourth uncle!" Li Xian rubbed his hands in shame and embarrassment: "This was born on the road by your sister-in-law. She wrapped it in my clothes and called it Bao'er. I have never met anyone before, and I don't know the rules..." Li Dan said to Looking at the charming girl with suspicious eyes and still holding a piece of mustache in her hand, he smiled lovingly. He thought of his sons, and gently raised his sleeve to wipe his eyes.

After the banquet, the emperor asked Shangguan Wan'er to lead Li Xian's family to live in another courtyard. Shangguan Wan'er knew that their brothers must have a lot to say, so she followed far behind.Li Xian walked out of the hall and said in a low voice: "I only heard about the second brother when I arrived in Luling." Li Dan was silent for a moment, and said: "I begged my mother." Li Xian smiled wryly: "I know, no It's your fault." He staggered when he stepped down Danji, Li Dan hurriedly supported him, Li Xian looked at his feet, sighed, raised his head, and glanced at the palace with carved ying and cloud lintels under the moonlight, and the flying eaves Even though it is late at night, the Lianhong Tower is still bright and bright, and the bright lights are like floating on the water.

Li Xian stared in the direction of Qianyuan Hall for a moment, then looked back at the woman who once haunted him in his dreams but pushed him into the abyss with her own hands that day. She looked as graceful and delicate in the night as she was 14 years ago , Juanjuanjing is good.He smiled shyly, the resentment in his heart had subsided, leaving only the melancholy of being far away, he sighed to Li Dan: "It's still the same."