Chang'an ancient meaning

Xue Chongjian was startled, and leaned on the intersection of the screen, looking inside.In the narrow gap, he seemed to see Li Chengqi's white back, his heart relaxed a little, he raised his hand to knock on the screen, but stopped.He only felt that there was something strange in the Nuan Pavilion today, was it because the golden lions with big red chrysanthemums on the four corners of the room looked more docile?Is it because the peony smoked cage in the middle of the room looks more lush?Or is there too much incense in there?The fragrant and warm Yidang light smoke seemed to lift his body up.He was amazed in the haze, he obviously didn't drink alcohol today, why was he a little drunk and dull in his heart?

He thought for a while, then lightly tapped the mica screen a few times, and called, "Cousin." He didn't dare to be abrupt, and in the silence he heard an extremely small sound, like the golden hook that hooked the curtain, Swaying slightly, it is colliding with the screen; it is like the water in the copper leak falling slowly like spring rain, reminding him that time passes so peacefully; it is like his heartbeat getting faster and faster.

Inside, Li Chengqi didn't answer, Xue Chongjian said with a smile: "Cousin, I taught them a lesson, and I'm here to make amends to you. If you want to beat and punish, you have to open the door first, right?" He listened intently, but there was still no sound inside, Li Chengqi never even turned over.He stood bored for a while, tried to shake the pair of screens, and seeing that it was placed securely, he moved a high chair under the window, and said with a smile: "Cousin, if you don't open the door, I have no choice but to do as usual. "

Xue Chongjian placed the high chair beside the bed, but he was still afraid that it would not be high enough, so he added a mustache bed. Fang took off his boots and stepped on it. He climbed on it and looked in, only to see Li Chengqi lying on his side facing the wall.Zixia Qiluo, embroidered with acacia, was covered on his chest, with half of his body and two arms exposed.A silver lamp was placed on the makeup table at his feet, and a cluster of small flames protruded from the rose-colored veil, gently projecting the warm light like the morning glow on Li Chengqi's body, reflecting his white silk tunic like the morning clear water waves.A ray of precious light flowed down the water waves, outlining the young man's thin and beautiful body.

Somehow, Xue Chongjian's heartbeat suddenly stopped for a moment.The screen is only as tall as a person, but looking down from the top like this, it is as dizzy as facing a cliff. Under the abyss, there is a scorching beauty like a peach garden.He took a deep breath, stepped his legs over carefully, clasped his hands on the top of the screen, and stretched enough to hold the small table.With these few movements, a thin layer of sweat broke out on his back, and he didn't know if he was really too nervous, or the inside of the screen was much hotter than the outside.The sweet scent became even stronger, as if it came from somewhere on the bed.

Xue Chongjian licked his lips. He was a little thirsty from the warm fragrance. Seeing that Li Chengqi was still not moving, he lay down gently beside him, held his shoulder from behind and said with a smile: "Cousin, you still Does it hurt?" He leaned closer to Li Chengqi, and smelled a different sweet smell, like musk, coming from the amber mountain pillow that Li Chengqi slept on.Li Chengqi closed his eyes, and half of his cheek was smudged by a smear of light red light, which was as radiant as his body.

He finally heard Li Chengqi's soft "hmm", as sleepy and lethargic as when he was about to wake up from a nap, just that sound, like a soft goose feather scratching the bottom of Xue Chongjian's heart, he actually shivered slightly.He felt more and more that the three layers of clothes on his body and the layers of mink under his body made him warm up, so he boldly stretched his hands into Li Chengqi's quilt, and said with a smile, "Let me rub it for you..."

It might as well be that Li Chengqi pressed his hand suddenly, turned around and looked at him, the light seemed to be aware of it, and the light and shadow rippled on Li Chengqi's face and eyes like ripples.Xue Chongjian didn't know whether he was dazzled by the cluster of lights, or was slightly hurt by Li Chengqi's cool eyes. He was breathing hard, but he couldn't move his eyes.He didn't know why, but a trace of self-blame flashed across his heart: his cousin was lying here clean like a tilted jade mountain, but his body was covered with clothes rolled out of the dust, and the wound on the corner of his mouth was still slightly scratched. It hurts to jump, and it swells ugly even thinking about it.For the first time in his life, he felt ashamed of being ashamed of himself, as if lying beside him for a moment was all wrong.

Li Chengqi saw a bruise at the corner of Xue Chongjian's mouth at a glance, felt pity in his heart, his expression was still light, and said: "I love me, what's the matter with you?" Xue Chongjian hurriedly said with a smile: "Cousin, I really have nothing to do with those girls , just went to their house to drink..." He smiled ashamedly: "I just want to anger you." The corner of Li Chengqi's mouth twitched slightly, but he closed his eyes and turned his head: "Why should I be angry?"

Xue Chongjian saw that although he was still indifferent, his tone was not quite the same as his usual real anger. The fear that had been on his mind for several days was knocked away by a burst of relaxed warmth, just like a person who has entered a peach blossom garden rashly, facing the falling flowers in front of him. There are colorful fields and fields, and there is a kind of joy at a loss where you don't know where to go.He looked at the bed, there was no such thing as a waist fan that could be used as a torture tool, so he was relieved, moved his body and got closer to Li Chengqi, and said in a low voice: "Cousin, I caused you to suffer, I know I was wrong , I will never go to those places again. In fact, seeing you being beaten that day was a hundred times more painful than being beaten myself... If you are still angry, you can beat me up, as many times as you like."

Xue Chongjian whispered in Li Chengqi's ear, even though he was admitting his mistakes and asking for blame, his voice was still smiling, such a charming and rascal, brought back Li Chengqi's long-term memories.He understands the longing, self-willedness and faint timidity contained in this smile too well. Hua Nu is a spoiled child who needs more affection than others. He would rather be beaten than be indifferent.Li Chengqi glanced sideways at him for a moment, sat up hugging the quilt, and ordered him: "Come here." Looking at his distressed coat again, he frowned slightly and said, "Take off the clothes."

Xue Chongjian only felt that Li Chengqi's tone and demeanor today were not much different from the reservedness of the past, but there was always something wrong, the posture that made him sit with the quilt, and the tone of his voice were all entangled by the warm fragrance in the tent. The ground is a little soft.With some clumsy fingers, he untied the treasure belt around his waist, took off his robe, leaving only his middle coat on his body, and approached Li Chengqi step by step on his knees. He didn't dare to think about anything, but he knew that he was approaching the long-awaited man step by step. good.

Li Chengqi took his arm, dragged him onto his lap with light force, untied his sweat towel, took off his trousers, and said lightly: "It's also thirty strokes, you count it yourself." Xue Chongjian lay on several layers of brocade quilt It was very comfortable on the padded mattress, with his chin resting on the back of his hands, and he replied respectfully: "Yes." Li Chengqi held down Xue Chongjian's waist, and slapped his buttocks extremely crisply.Xue Chongjian grinned in the slightly numb pain, as if he wanted to laugh, but counted very honestly: "One".

This posture and feeling are both too familiar to him and too unfamiliar. When he was young, he was naughty and refused to read. Li Chengqi was occasionally pulled over by him when he was anxious, and slapped him on the leg. Xue Chongjian has long forgotten whether he felt pain that day.Every time he would cry and make a scene, fake tears could trick Li Chengqi into coaxing him back.Sometimes for the beating and the caress after the beating, he deliberately provokes Li Chengqi. This is a game between them and an exchange.Every child needs discipline and rebuke, as much as caressing, to prove that he is expected and cared for.When he needed this care the most, the person who should have cared for him was suddenly taken away from his life, just like a child who just learned to suckle but was forced to wean, and thus became even hungrier.He has lost too much, so he can only hold on to what he has.

Ever since he grew up, Li Chengqi had never punished him like this. Too much suffering made Li Chengqi noble and indifferent, like a person in the clouds, which made Xue Chongjian anxious all the time, fearing that if he let go, the corner of his white clothes would come from him Fingertips slide over.Even if he faces him day by day, Xue Chongjian still has the fear of being displaced, only he knows what he is longing for, with a little humbleness, selfishness and blindness to keep him.

Now he is lying on Li Chengqi's lap in this position again, the alternating hot pain on the two buttocks behind him, the loud applause, merged with his serious but most absent-minded counting sound.It was a bit funny at first, but it was the most tender picture in Xue Chongjian's heart. He couldn't imagine a more intense warmth than the present.While counting obediently, he raised his head. Since the moment he entered the warm pavilion, he had been in an unbelievable trance in joy, and he wanted to see clearly where he was.

The amber mountain pillow in front of him was inlaid with green sandalwood around it, and patterns were carved on the four corners.Presumably the pillow is empty, filled with musk or something, so the fragrance is so deep in the heart.The twelve cloud screens around him depict the lingering smoke and clouds of the twelve peaks of Wushan Mountain with light brushwork. On the carved lacquer screen frame, gold leaf and silver leaf flowers are embedded in a flattening technique.A gold-plated lotus flower sachet hangs from the four corners of the screen, and the vermilion tassels under it sway slightly due to the palm wind in this small space.Xue Chongjian couldn't help but blushed, and lowered her head again, just in time to see a pair of big purple mandarin ducks embroidered on the brocade quilt under her body, the colorful feathers on the mandarin ducks were woven with green peacock feathers, sandwiched with gold thread, Shine a little bit of light.

He grew up in a heap of gold and jade since he was a child, but now he couldn't help admiring the prosperity in front of him. He had never seen so much beauty and prosperity gathered in one place.Here is the cloud dream of Gaotang, with the fragrance of autumn orchids and huihui, and the warm heaven and man; here is also the Kunshan fairyland of the Queen Mother of the West Heaven, where there are mandarin ducks crossing necks, Jialing singing, and a hundred thousand spring flowers, in the Falling together in a dream.

Xue Chongjian counted to twenty, and the beating behind him stopped for a moment. Although Li Chengqi was not very strong, after beating for a while, his buttocks were hot and slightly painful. He smiled and said, "Is my cousin hurting? Take a break." Let's fight again." Li Chengqi paused, looked at Xue Chongjian's red buttocks, and slightly punched his numb palm.He was still pressing Xue Chongjian's waist with his left hand, seeing him propping his cheeks and smiling at the corner of his mouth, it seemed to be very useful, he couldn't help laughing silently, reached under the mattress, and took out the ruler.

Xue Chongjian was thinking about whether to get up, when suddenly he heard a crisp "pop" in his ear, which was louder than before, a burning pain exploded on his buttocks, Xue Chongjian was in pain and startled, he yelled "Oops!", and hurriedly turned around, But Li Chengqi was smiling, holding a dark purple ruler in his hand.Xue Chongjian never imagined that there was such a murderous weapon in the cloud screen embroidered tent with soft jade and fragrance, so he half opened his mouth in shock and said: "This, what is this?"

Li Chengqi smiled lightly and said: "I ordered someone to make a red sandalwood ruler for you, and I will use it in the future." Xue Chongjian heard the words "specially for you", confused in his heart whether to cry or laugh, Qi Qi Ai Ai said: " Isn't the red sandalwood out of stock this year? My mother didn't even want to make a dowry box..." Li Chengqi was amused by him, and said: "I have an old red sandalwood pipa, and the hand was broken, so I changed it to this. "Xue Chongjian was taken aback again, and muttered in a low voice: "What a waste of everything..." Li Chengqi's face sank slightly: "How much was it just now?" Xue Chongjian's heart tightened, and he hurriedly said: "21!"

Li Chengqi lightly pressed his back, and hit his other buttocks again. Xue Chongjian grinned a little more ugly this time, and said in a panic: "22!" Although the red sandalwood was heavy, fortunately, Li Chengqi didn't With all his strength, Xue Chongjian could bear it.He couldn't think about it this time, savoring the scorching heat, seeping from the skin into the muscles, and then flowing into the deepest part of the body along with the blood.Thin sweat oozes from his body, and his breathing is gradually rapid. He knows that the fire in his heart and body has been burned, and the pain is also persecution, forcing him to the edge of the cliff, and he can't do without jumping. Know what you are obsessed with and what you are chasing.

When he counted to thirty, Xue Chongjian panted and turned his head, Li Chengqi's unclear face was reflected in his sweat-drenched eyes, he didn't know if he was smiling, or he was as reserved as before.It doesn't matter anymore, the burning pain in his body and the burning pain in his heart gradually heated up his body, he told Li Chengqi with his sweat and panting that he belonged to him, and he knew what he wanted but was afraid to ask for. , Li Chengqi has given it out.

Li Chengqi seemed to understand Xue Chongjian's eyes, and silently handed over the ruler. Xue Chongjian was stunned and wiped the sweat from his eyes before he saw the ruler clearly.He couldn't help laughing, it was really what he called "celestial objects", anything that passed through Li Chengqi's hands suddenly became noble and exquisite, and the quiet red sandalwood lay in his palm, as heavy as a promise.The lower part of the ruler is wrapped with jet-black lacquer, and a phoenix is ​​engraved on it. Surrounding the phoenix are entwined phoenix flowers.A deep purple tassel hanging from the lower end of the ruler was gently rippling in Xue Chongjian's hand, and he saw four small characters engraved on the ruler: "When I love you for a long time, you can't understand the relationship. If you cast glue into paint, who can say goodbye?" this."

Xue Chongjian was dizzy again for a while, and it was these four sentences just now that burned on him time and time again.The steep prosperity and the sea of ​​clouds surrounding Wushan made Xue Chongjian really fall into the Wu Gorge in his dream.It's just that he knew that the dreams of King Zhuang of Chu and King Xiang of Chu were not as beautiful as what he saw in front of his eyes.He never disdained to chew on words, but at this moment he has great gratitude and admiration for Xiao Tong. His literary talents are double mandarin ducks, and he is cut into a quilt for acacia. Hundreds of years ago, someone described today's scene verbatim.

He knelt up, took a deep breath, and suddenly opened the Qiluo brocade quilt that blocked him and Li Chengqi. Li Chengqi's lower body was not covered, and his naked body was like a fragrant and pure white euthanum. It grows out of Luo brocade and red dust and purple moss.These holy flowers, which bloom once every 3000 years, came to the earthly world just to lead him into the real fairyland.Li Chengqi looked at Xue Chongjian quietly, his face flushed with shyness, but there was no fear of avoidance in his eyes.The light shone on the young man's slender legs, revealing a thin layer of rouge.

Xue Chongjian shuddered all over, and the strong love accompanied by pain shot into his heart like an arrow.He leaned up slowly, obsessively and clumsily embracing this celestial body.Xue Chongjian's hand caressed the remaining purple scar on Li Chengqi's buttock with infinite pity, like a piece of purple chalcedony hidden in the crystal.Li Chengqi's tears wet Xue Chongjian's temples. He knew that this was the fire he deliberately set to lure Xue Chongjian to be a moth.

The author has something to say: Xiaoliu said that the steep glory is the Wu Gorge in the dream.

Hua Nu said, forcefully row upstairs!