Annihilation

How could Qin Zhan not know where Lu's room was, and how could Qin Zhan not know where Lu's room was never entered.

What Qin Zhan didn't know was that the door of Lu's room was always locked. Qin Zhan, who was holding Lu in his arms, came to the door of Lu's room. He didn't know that when his hand was placed in front of the doorknob, the lock of the door was unlocked. Yes, there is no sound at all.

in the distance. "The door must be entered," Barberet shook his finger. He was the one who unlocked it. However, Qin Zhan, what do you think when you see Lu's room?

Qin Zhan didn't mean to let go of the law. He would rather feel uncomfortable than let go of the law. He put his hand on the doorknob, clicked, and opened the door. Qin Zhan lowered his head and entered. He didn't follow the instructions of the etiquette teacher at all. Qin Zhan He made the act of closing the door with his feet, and the door was closed by Qin Zhan's action.

Looking up, looking for the location of the bed, Qin Zhan, who was about to put Lu on the bed, finally saw this room with his eyes, which belonged to Lu's private space, and then all his actions froze.

A floor-to-ceiling window was slightly opened, and the morning breeze rushed in from the balcony, bringing up the white curtains, and the sunlight that had jumped out of the clouds cast a little light, but it couldn't make the room feel warmer at all.

White, a piece of white, white walls, white curtains, white bed, even the floor is white, no extra decoration, just monotonous white, a set of built-in wardrobes, making the whole room even more empty, A recliner was placed in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and covered with white cushions. It looked like the white cloth on the corpse. It was so hopeless and dead. The only strange thing was a computer randomly placed on the ground.

The holy and refreshing white color makes the whole room look boring, and the environment that is more comfortable than a prison reveals a kind of despair and loneliness that even a prison does not have.

Qin Zhan couldn't help looking down at Lu, and looked at Lu in disbelief. This was Lu's room, and Lu lived in this environment.The pain in my heart is lingering and deep.Home is a place where people can rest and relax, and their own private space will have their own taste and preferences. Qin Zhan, who has studied some special courses, knows that private rooms can reveal a little bit of this person's habits and personality of this knowledge.

What kind of mood does Ritsu live in this room? No wonder people don't get close to it. Just looking at this room makes people feel the almost desolate despair in the owner's heart.

Putting Lu gently on the bed, Qin Zhan himself did not leave, sitting on the edge of the bed, stroking the hair next to Lu's ear with one hand, the hair slipping into the satin looked so cute under the fingertips, slightly cool The touch is hard to let go.

Qin Zhan looked at the comatose Lu, and when Lu was not awake and no one else was around, Qin Zhan's absence could hide the feelings in his heart and eyes, the complex eyes, there was love, tenderness, pity, and all these emotions The opposite hate.

After stroking quietly for a while like this, "Lü, you are a bastard." Stopping stroking Lil's hair, Qin Zhan lowered his head, approached Lü's face, and moved his hands to Lü's elegant and slender neck, Fragile and slender that can be grasped with just one palm. "How can you make my love deeper with just a fragile gesture after controlling my emotions." The deep tone is like a cry, the painful struggle, and despair are the love for Li, It is also the hatred for Ritsu, and the hand on the neck can't help but exert force.

He loves Lil, indeed loves, loves so weakly that he can't escape, but he also hates Lil, he hates Lil so heartlessly, hates Lil, makes him fall in love, and hates Lil's every move that can involve too much of him. Feelings, the law of hate makes me unable to restrain myself, too much hate is just because of too much love, love and hate, too many contradictions and too much suffering.

Just like just now, as long as he thinks that the domineering and arrogant Ritsu that he usually shows in the weekdays has not shaken off the shadow of the past at all, and lives in such a hopelessly furnished room, his heart can't help but hurt. Lu's heart is full of scars, but he There is no cure.Because of pity that the already deep enough feelings can be even deeper.

How far can I love you?Lil, how can I get out of this relationship?Sad to despair, unable to get salvation, only to sink deeper and deeper into pain, making Qin Zhan's eyes look crazy, is it possible that without you, I wouldn't be in such pain?

After a while of force, there was a sudden roar in his mind, which awakened Qin Zhan's madness. Qin Zhan let go of his hand, unbelievable for his behavior just now.

"Qin Zhan." Baberet in the distance squinted his eyes. Qin Zhan's behavior was too dangerous. If this person can't restrain himself, he can't be allowed to stay by Lu's side.Qin Zhan's intertwined love and hate certainly entertained himself, but he would not let Qin Zhan hurt Li.But before the time came, Qin Zhan couldn't die yet, but he would teach Qin Zhan a lesson for Qin Zhan's behavior today.

Qin Zhan looked at the red marks on Lu's neck, Qin Zhan raised his head which was too close to Lu, "What am I doing?" It was pain and self-loathing.

Sitting quietly beside Ritsu's bed, he despises Ritsu's behavior just now. He clearly said that he would not hurt Ritsu, and vowed not to let others hurt Ritsu, but he actually wanted to kill Ritsu just now, and die with Ritsu, just to get rid of Love Lil Pain.

Qin Zhan spurned his own behavior and blamed his admiration on other people's mistakes, Qin Zhan, you are really unbearable.

The sun had become dazzling, and Qin Zhan, who had been sitting by Lu's bed without moving, finally cleared away the madness and became calm, but he couldn't restrain his urge to move, and rubbed Lu's lips with his fingertips.

After all, he is an ordinary man, and his heart longing for someone he yearns for is so strong, it is inevitable for Li to be lying in front of his eyes so unguarded.There is a strange emotion in the eyes.

While longing for it, he inadvertently thought of Barberet's embrace of the law and his ambiguous remarks. It's no wonder Qin Zhan would think wrongly. After all, he had that idea himself, and he would naturally synchronize his ambiguous thoughts with himself, rationally I told him it was impossible, but I couldn't stop thinking about it, so my hands started to move, and I unbuttoned Ritsu's shirt.

The exposed skin was soft and bright, making Qin Zhan's eyes darker and darker. Fortunately, there were no other traces of the exposed skin, which made Qin Zhan completely relieved, but it was replaced by his unbearable delusion.

There is no need to poke your palms in to touch the skin that is usually hidden by clothes, and you can't help but lower your head to touch your coveted lips.

A light touch made Qin Zhan tremble all over. The wonderful touch and satisfaction made Qin Zhan close his eyes and indulge in it. He couldn't help but go deep into the fruit on his chest and fiddled with it.

"Lü." The scorching breath sprayed on Lu's face. He was not a young man who didn't know anything about human affairs. Who would care about this matter among men and women who eat and drink nowadays.But he never knew that just the touch of lips can produce such a stirring sensation, a burning, hot madness that can make all reason disappear.

No, no, I know, but like being drunk, I can't restrain myself.He licked the corner of the mouth overflowing with liquid, followed the traces of liquid and body all the way to the chin, kissed down along the curve, and shifted his hands to feel the wonderful taste of other parts.

Afterwards, everything couldn't go on, the bumpy touch on his hands, and the bloody red marks on his neck in his eyes made it impossible for Qin Zhan to continue.

What is the mark under the palm? He saw it through his wet clothes many years ago, and he understood what it was. It was the source of Lu's pain, and it was the eternal guilt of several men from Wenren's family. His eternal sympathy for Lu was the wound that others tortured on him.

And the marks on the neck are his own actions, layers of pity and guilt, let Qin Zhan continue to desecrate.

Hands left Lil's body, raised his head, his face was full of contempt, it was for himself, he actually wanted to do such an obscene behavior while Lil was in a coma.

Passion and desire have calmed down. Facing Luyue's past wounds and his own evidence of crime, how could Qin Zhan not calm his unbearable thoughts, buttoning up Luy's clothes one by one, not daring to sit beside Luyao again , Lil went to the recliner and sat down.

Continue to wait for Ritsu to wake up.

This time, Qin Zhan didn't wait long. When the sun shone on Lu's eyelids, Lu's eyelids moved, and then his eyelashes moved, revealing a gap, and his eyes opened.

What catches the eye is everything in white, the familiar empty white, his room, but there are other people.

Li Shua sat up from the bed and looked at the position with another person's breath.

Qin Zhan, who was bathed in the sun, made Lu squint his eyes. The too intense light made Lu a little unclear, but the familiar figure and aura let Lu know who this person was.

Qin Zhan, the person he hates.

"Why are you in my room?" He asked in a questioning tone.He remembered how he closed the door and how Qin Zhan opened it.

"You passed out, Baberet sent you back, what did you do, how did you become unconscious?" Qin Zhan asked concerned, got up from the recliner, and walked into Li step by step, "It has nothing to do with you." answer, get up from the bed.

"Lü." Qin Zhan's voice was helpless, but only he knew the pain in his heart, and he would not reveal his pain in front of Lü.

As if he glanced at Qin Zhan, his eyes couldn't help staying on Qin Zhan's eyebrows, his eyes sank, he didn't expect Qin Zhan to be randomly selected.

"What's the matter?" Qin Zhan asked with concern, noticing that there was something wrong with Lu's expression, but he didn't notice the tension in it.Law won't find anything, will he?

How could the law tell Qin Zhan what happened.

"I didn't expect you to have the ability to pick locks." The implication is that Qin Zhan has a talent for being a thief.

"Your door is unlocked." Qin Zhan knew that Lu didn't want to say it, but he also cooperated with Lu to change the subject, because he was guilty, and it was good that Lu didn't find anything.