fatal blow

Wei Cheng was silent for a while, and said, "Don't be too sad."

"I have some regrets." Yuan Jing held the phone and leaned against the wall: "My mother has been working too hard, and sometimes I even feel that if it weren't for the three of us, my mother would never have left so early. There was a time, She found someone she could entrust to. But my younger brother strongly opposed it. He committed suicide and didn’t go home. I went to various Internet cafes to find him every day and dragged him out. At that time, I was also somewhat resistant and didn’t try to make my younger brother accept it. , but went to talk to my mother, saying that my brother is still young, don’t provoke him with such things. My mother cried and said that she thought wrong and did wrong. Looking back now, I regret it very much, really... Very very sorry..."

These words, Yuan Jing never said to anyone, have always been in his heart, like a thorn, the wound is already deep, but he has never shown it to others.

In this way, he kept talking to Wei Cheng, talking about a lot of old things that even Yuan Jing himself didn't know that he still remembered.He told the trajectory of his life year after year, until he felt sleepy, said "I fell asleep" in a daze, clutched the phone in his hand, and fell on the bed.Over there, Wei Cheng seemed to be saying good night, Yuan Jing said "um", and didn't hang up the phone, just lying on the pillow and closing her eyes.Maybe subconsciously, he wanted Wei Cheng to be with him before he fell asleep, but Yuan Jing himself didn't know it.

The next day, Wei Cheng called.

He told Yuan Jing that he was already in this small town in Yuan Jing's hometown.

Yuan Jing was taken aback.

Wei Cheng said: "Thailand and China are not far away."

After a pause, he added: "I'm by your side, you will probably feel better."

So Yuan Jing took Wei Cheng back to his home.

According to the custom in Yuan Jing's hometown, the funeral was held on the morning of the third day after his death.

Yuan Jing's mother didn't have many friends, and many of those who came to the funeral had never visited during their illness.They looked at the body and whispered.

"My God, how did it become like this, I really can't recognize it at all."

"Those who have been eroded by cancer cells will be like this, dark and thin."

"Her life has been really hard."

"Isn't it..."

Yuan Jing stood aside, not wanting to deal with these so-called "friends", but Wei Cheng has been helping to dismiss them.Someone looked at the man in front of him with an obviously different aura, and his curiosity flared up again: "Who are you from this family?"

"Me?" Wei Cheng turned his head to look at Yuan Jing, and smiled softly: "God son."

"How could she have a godson?" The other party wanted to get to the bottom of it.

"Well," Wei Cheng said again, "I have a very good relationship with the eldest son of this family."

"Oh……"

Yuan Jing has been standing aside, watching quietly.Thanks to Wei Cheng who greeted the funeral attendees on his behalf, he was able to see his mother one last time.When my mother died, she didn't close her eyes, her eyes were always open.When the doctor announced that the rescue was futile, her body was already a little stiff.Yuan Jing tried to close her eyes, but couldn't.Before the mother died, she must have struggled hard for her three children.Yuan Jing made a final farewell in his heart, leaving this last image in his heart until the end of the ceremony.He knew that after that, his mother would never appear in front of him again.

During the cremation, Wei Cheng also entered the cremation site from the condolence hall.

It stands to reason that only relatives can participate in this final ceremony.

The younger sister and younger brother questioned Yuan Jing with their eyes.Yuan Jing looked at Wei Cheng and nodded slightly, so her younger sister and younger brother didn't say much.

According to the customs of Yuan Jing's hometown, before the body is put into the furnace, the eldest son smashes the earthen basin, which means peace every year.

After a crisp sound, the funeral home looked at Yuan Jing and said, "I've never seen someone fall so broken. The family will be safe and sound from now on."

Yuan Jing smiled, she didn't expect that the muscles in her body could be useful for this.

At night, Wei Cheng and Yuan Jing slept together.

Wei Cheng hugged Yuan Jing from behind, and asked in his ear, "Are you tired?"

Yuan Jing shook his head: "It's okay. It's you, you are also the one who has been preparing the banquet at noon, thank you."

"Thank you for what?" Wei Cheng rubbed his face against Yuan Jing's hair, "I'm afraid you have something to do."

Yuan Jing sneered: "I am such a big person, what can I do?"

"It's not going to happen." Wei Cheng hugged him tighter again, "As long as you remember, no matter what happens, I'm still here."

Yuan Jing stared blankly for a long time in the dark, before finally saying: "...Go to sleep."

"Yuan Jing," Wei Cheng said again, "I'm going back tomorrow."

"……Um."

"You will return to Thailand as soon as possible?"

"..."

"Go back to me."

After a while, Yuan Jing replied to Wei Cheng: "...I will go back when my sister and brother feel better."

"Yeah." Wei Cheng closed his eyes: "I've brought you the documents to prove your identity."

After a pause, he added, "I was afraid that you would never return to Thailand."

Yuan Jing didn't speak.

Before meeting Wei Cheng, he really never thought about staying in Thailand forever.Knowing that her mother's illness would not last long, Yuan Jing planned to return to her younger sister and younger brother immediately after her mother passed away.With his skills, it shouldn't be a problem to find a more stable job.You can indeed earn a lot by staying in the black market, but greater profits will undoubtedly come with greater risks. Few of those who have been boxing in the black market for a long time can leave in a healthy way.Even the man who was called a legend before, left his life in the street in a fight.

But Wei Cheng is the biggest variable in his plan.He didn't expect that there would be such a person who made him unable to get away.

Because of Wei Cheng, he will go back sooner or later, but not immediately.He has to stay with his family and get through the most difficult period of time.

Listening to the even breathing sound behind her, Yuan Jing felt that her life was different from before.

Before, the center of gravity of his vitality was his sick mother.For this, he needs money.Many times, the pressure made him a little out of breath.Compared with this kind of pressure, there is nothing more worthy of attention, even life can be gambled.

But now, everything is different.Yuan Jing didn't understand why during that time, he could still be sincere to others.But when I think about it, I think it is easy to understand. Maybe the more I experience the pressure, the more I hope to have an emotional outlet.Just like a balloon, if there is no connection with the outside world, but it is always being squeezed, it will explode sooner or later.

It was also because of Wei Cheng that after his mother passed away, Yuan Jing did not feel that he had lost his goal.He knew very well what he had to do next - settle down with his younger sister and younger brother, and then go back to Wei Cheng.