Home in another world

"What is this? Half black and half white, and so many grids..." Owen squatted by the stone table, a little puzzled.

"Go." Lin Yue said.When he was visiting the underground market, he found a strange concentrate mixed with black and white, so he made a pair.Although it has been a long time since I touched this thing, I can faintly feel a long-lost intimacy when I hold it in my hand.

It can even bring back some buried memories.

Owen asked, "Is it fun?"

Is it fun?Hearing this familiar question, Lin Yue was stunned, and swept the black and white pieces into the chess box: "It's not fun, I'm going to sell it for money."

Owen didn't believe it: "But you seem to like it very much..."

"Of course I like things that can sell for money," Lin Yue said vaguely, and then said, "You still don't believe me? Then sit at the chess table and pose in a contemplative pose, and I will use it for advertising."

The things I once liked can be forgotten for so long, and I can say "don't care" at will when I recall them.

-

It was a long time ago, Young Master Yang asked: "Is Go fun?"

"It's not fun." Lin Yue said.He felt that it would be better for a playful young master like Yang Shen not to come to the Go club to make trouble.

However, no matter how perfunctory he was, Young Master Yang still found a way to get into the Go club he just took over from his senior brother.

Although the following days were a bit turbulent, they were very peaceful and beautiful in retrospect until the eve of that game.

Maybe it wasn't for arguing at first.

"Why don't you let me go together! I don't care, I want to play too! Anyway, I just want to be with you!" Yang Shen pressed Lin Yue tightly, the eldest young master who didn't know how to express his inner thoughts could only shout loudly want something.

Lin Yue frowned: "This competition is very important. Only when we get the ranking in the competition, the school will consider allocating funds to the Go club."

Yang Shen persisted: "It's just the funds, I don't mind if I don't give it. Anyway, I just want to play." Lin Yue is a person with a plan. Ever since he took over the dying Go club from his senior brother, he has started to change it. This time, he also won the right to play in an authoritative event.

Yang Shen had a feeling that if he didn't catch up, Lin Yue wouldn't have himself in the future planned.

He paid money and threatened, and finally got a member of the club to give him the qualification for the competition.Then sat in front of the opponent at the start of the game and smiled smugly at Lin Yue.

At that time, Young Master Yang didn't know that this game he screwed up would become the fuse of breaking up the friendship.

In this crucial game, Young Master Yang was dealt with like a vegetable by his opponent.Lin Yue was also quickly defeated because of his abnormal performance.The two main players lost quickly, which dealt a huge blow to morale. As a result, this Go match that came at their own expense ended so dismal.

"Why are you so angry!" Young Master Yang saw that Lin Yue's face was not good all the way, and he was not happy: "Isn't it enough if I pay the expenses? I don't need this little money! It's true that I lost, and you too It's not going anywhere, you lost too..."

Can getting the long-term funding of the school be the same as throwing money at the whim of your young master?He didn't believe that Young Master Yang had the perseverance to support the Go club for a long time!The significance of this game is to establish the image of the Weiqi club, and it is also to strive for a better future, a future that no one will collapse without.

Lin Yue clenched his teeth tightly to prevent himself from yelling.

He thought of Mama Yang's warm smile, which was something he longed for... Thinking of Mama Yang's exhortations similar to "Ah Shen is a child's temper, you get along well" when they parted last time, Lin Yue finally suppressed the anger in his heart .

"It's really all my fault," he nodded towards Yang Shen and the other members: "I'm going back to rest first."

Although he didn't want to quarrel, Lin Yue was getting more and more busy. He was too busy to meet Yang Shen.In addition to the shattered dream of resurrecting the Go club, he also has a goal. He wants to adapt to a life of self-reliance as soon as possible, and then break the only bank card that is connected with his "parents" into two pieces and throw them away.

Every time he took money from the card, his heart felt like it was gouged out by a knife.If you didn't expect him as a child, why did you give birth to him?Since you don't care about it, why send money to him again?

One day, he will sever this only connection with his own hands!

It doesn't matter if you say he is too proud, or you say he has too much self-esteem, that's what he aims at, so he gritted his teeth and endured the nights of waking up from nightmares.

However, when he was struggling towards this ridiculous goal, reality gave him a blow in the face.

"You've been hiding from me for so long, you don't want my money, right?" Young Master Yang stopped him in front of the classroom, "Then you should return it all! If you return it all, I won't throw money at you. You have no future." Broken Go Club! You don’t know how much money you took from our family, right? Although she usually said no, but my mother secretly remits money to your account every month! Also, why do you think those companies will give you a Part-time jobs for junior high school students are all greeted by my mother... You are still back!"

After slowly understanding Yang Shen's words, Lin Yue's heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a heavy punch, and he felt pain and fatigue.

It wasn't the stares around him that embarrassed him, nor was it Yang Shen's aggressiveness that made him angry, it was just a kind of despair, a kind of overwhelming despair that spread in his heart.

It turned out that it was not his turn to cut off that small connection.

He should have known a long time ago, he will never be able to compare with ruthlessness!

Numbly bypassing Yang Shen and walking into the campus that has already entered late autumn, Lin Yue gritted his teeth and did not allow himself to shed any unworthy tears.

The next day, Lin Yue applied to leave school to study by himself on the grounds that he was preparing for a good high school with no back door, and he never appeared in the school again.Then he successfully got into the ideal school, stayed away from that rainy city, and dusted off the memories that had stolen a lot of happiness and endured a lot of pain.

Whatever started the quarrel in the first place, he didn't want to face it again.

He is a coward.

-

Shizumi: By the way, do you like Go?The go club of our city's No. [-] Middle School unexpectedly made it to the National Junior Championships, which made many people's glasses go unnoticed.

After excitedly discussing the latest game with his housemates, Lin Yue saw this sentence.

He knew that Jingshui was from that city, but he never thought that he would hear something related to that deliberately forgotten memory in this way.Lin Yue, who hadn't recovered from the joy of playing all the CGs, stared blankly at the screen.

At the beginning, he chose to leave selfishly, so he didn't inquire about the news over there, because any related things would touch the worst wound in his heart.

Occasionally, Lin Yue would feel apologetic when he thought of Young Master Yang who was a bit childish.In fact, Yang Shen did nothing wrong, he just wants what he wants, and he will immediately yell out when things don't go his way.

It didn't mean to hurt anyone on purpose.

It's just that Yang Shen's memories happened to be mixed with his most painful memories, and it was hard to sort them out, so Lin Yue could only format them together.

Start your own new life.A bland and comfortable new life that is neither brilliant nor dazzling.

He had a great time.

After resting his hand on the keyboard for a long time, Lin Yue replied: "I don't like Go, and I haven't paid attention to it."

The still water over there did not reply.

The next day, Jingshui went online again, said "the power went out yesterday", and continued to discuss with Lin Yue the peripherals he just bought.

It was this attitude that made Lin Yue never connect Jingshui with Yang Shen, who was once proud and arrogant. When Yang Shen said that he would send him the extra goods he bought, he didn't hesitate. The address is given.

Soon after, a new resident moved in across the street.

However, just when Yang Shen was about to create a chance for a reunion, Lin Yue was electrocuted and "fainted".

then……

Never again then.

-

"Mr. Yang, thank you for your support to us all the time. Tomorrow is the award ceremony of the Junior Competition. Can you come to attend?"

Yang Shen listened quietly to the joyful and expectant voice on the phone.

It was Lin Yue's goal at that time to win the championship of the junior competition. At that time, Lin Yue looked so confident and determined.

It was he who shattered his dreams.

All he had done was to wait for this day. He wanted to go with Lin Yue to see this barely restored perfect ending.

But all was missed.

The man said that he was no longer Lin Yue.

He can deceive himself and say "I don't believe it", but he still has the same facial features and body.But those eyes can't deceive anyone, different is different.

The Lin Yue he knew would never come back again.