Terminal

Xu Beiqiao didn't notice that Feng Yi didn't go to see Feng Yixin, and he didn't even remember how he got into Feng Yi's car. He was completely immersed in the same scene five years ago.It's just that the target is Li Jing's parents, it's just that they are more unscrupulous in the face of themselves who have nothing, and they just say what Feng Yixin said in a more common and ugly way... But at that time, Li Jing was by his side, even Even standing on the side at a loss, Li Jing is always by his side.

At that time, I thought that fiery love has the ability to sweep everything.Whether it's the difference in family status or the immorality of the same sex, the self who has nothing is just so determined.I don't want anything, as long as this person, I just love this person!I swear, I will never give up until he lets go!

What a beautiful oath, what a firm word.Xu Beiqiao still remembers the disdainful eyes of Li's parents looking at him. They frowned, as if they were looking at a virus worth watching out for, as if his good son would be terminally ill as soon as he touched it.At that time, Li Jing also stood firmly by his side, saying to his parents repeatedly, I love Xiao Qiao, I really love him!But so what?

Xu Beiqiao looked out the window in a daze, the sky was still bright and it was the peak time to get off work.Pedestrians on the street look in a hurry, with all kinds of moods, but so what?Xu Beiqiao closed his eyes.Everything is just as he said, before he let go, he has been insisting and giving everything.However, when Li Jing let go, everything he had paid was gone, and the rest was just a joke.

Xu Beiqiao knew clearly that Feng Yixin was looking for trouble for him this time. This was a scene that had to be performed well in the fake marriage with Feng Yi, just like Feng Yi accompanied him to Li Jing's wedding, knowing that he and Feng Yi were in trouble. Yi has nothing to do with it.But he just couldn't control his tears. It seemed that at a certain point in the middle, by accident, he returned to standing firmly in front of Li Jing's parents. Even though he was humiliated in every way, he was still full of hope.But I know that that bright hope will eventually dim irreversibly, becoming the bridegroom on the stage and myself in the audience.It's like watching a tragedy with a known ending. The happier and stronger the characters in the play, the more heart-wrenching and sad the audience will be.

Xu Beiqiao sighed, a few hours ago he thought he was numb, but it turned out that it was just that the wound was not opened.It hurts, it hurts like it's going to hollow out a person, and I'm floating around with nothing to support.Xu Beiqiao closed her eyes, really tired.

Feng Yi drove in silence, parked in silence, looked at Xu Beiqiao leaning wearily against the car window, was silent for a while, and then pushed him, "Bei Qiao, you're home."

Xu Beiqiao seemed to have really taken a nap for a while, opened his eyes and looked around, then let out an "oh" and got out of the car by himself.Feng Yi walked over from the other side, seeing that his gait was a little unsteady, he stepped forward and put his arms around his waist, Xu Beiqiao suddenly felt that his erratic body was supported, but he didn't have the strength to say "thank you".

Feng Yi took out the key to open the door, just halfway through, the door opened from the inside, and he raised his head to meet Liu Zheng.Liu Zheng frowned slightly, saw the listless Xu Beiqiao, and immediately extended his hand to him, "What's wrong with you?"

"Assistant Liu is here!" Feng Yi moved away from Liu Zheng, walked in with Xu Beiqiao in his arms, asked the housekeeper who hadn't left yet to get a glass of warm water, and sat on the sofa with Xu Beiqiao in his arms, his love was beyond words.

Liu Zheng looked at Feng Yi cautiously, then paid attention to Xu Beiqiao again, and sat down beside him, "Why... are you crying?"

Xu Beiqiao glanced at Liu Zheng, probably wanting to smile, but he just twitched the corners of his mouth, and the smile disappeared before it appeared, and his eyelids drooped immediately.

Housekeeping brought water, Feng Yi held the cup to test the temperature, and brought it to Xu Beiqiao's mouth, Xu Beiqiao drank a few sips with Feng Yi's hand, as if he had calmed down a bit.

Putting down the cup, Feng Yi said, "What's wrong with Assistant Liu?"

Liu Zheng looked at Feng Yi, "Mr. Xu bought painting tools and painting tools, and I just received the goods." Needless to say to Liu Zheng, Feng Yi also saw the paper bag in the corner of the living room, "Thank you so much! I will arrange the rest , Bei Qiao feels a little uncomfortable, please go back first!"

Liu Zheng didn't speak, but stared at Xu Beiqiao with an unkind expression.Feng Yi hugged the person in his arms, and kissed him lightly on the forehead, "Is it better?"

At this moment, Xu Beiqiao didn't have the energy to deal with it anymore, so he just closed his eyes.Feng Yi put his arms around him and got up, "Take a break first."

Liu Zheng watched from the side, Feng Yi went into the master bedroom with his arms around Xu Beiqiao, deliberately opened the door, took his pajamas and asked him to change, and waited for him to lie on the bed.Although Xu Beiqiao had some doubts, he didn't care about it at this time, and obeyed obediently.As soon as I lay down, I felt really tired.

After Xu Beiqiao settled down, Feng Yi turned around and looked at Liu Zheng politely but distantly. Liu Zheng bit his lip and nodded to leave.He knew the background of Feng's family, and when he saw Xu Beiqiao, who was still smiling in the afternoon, come back with red and swollen eyes, he was worried and angry.But this is someone else's housework after all, as an assistant, it's inconvenient to intervene.

After Liu Zheng left, Feng Yi gently closed the door of the master bedroom, told the housekeeper to prepare hot porridge for digestion, sat on the sofa, and turned on the laptop.Every day, there will be an email sent to Feng Yi's private mailbox on time, without a subject.Feng Yi clicked on today's, and there was a short text report in the attachment, and then a few photos taken on the street.

In the tea restaurant full of afternoon sunshine, two people are sitting opposite each other, one is refined and decent, the other is docile and delicate, no matter how you look at it, it is a good picture.Liu Zheng took the water slip and asked, Xu Beiqiao was gentle; the little girl brought coffee, Xu Beiqiao raised his head and smiled; what Liu Zheng was talking about, Xu Beiqiao was putting the coffee to his mouth...Looking at the photo, Feng Yi couldn't help but admit that his own My partner, Xu Beiqiao, is a man who gets better and better the more he looks at him.

Although I knew what my father was doing right away, and I guessed what Xu Beiqiao was going to face alone, but the person who was still very happy in the afternoon walked around the middle of the mountain, and broke down crying.Thinking about it, Feng Yi still feels a little sorry.As usual, after reading it, Feng Yi completely deleted the email, sat for a while, and turned his gaze to the paper bag in the corner of the living room.

She was clearly asleep, but her mind was very clear again, and the sadness in her heart was directly reflected in her body. Xu Beiqiao almost felt that she was going to be seriously ill.I wanted to frown, but let go in a self-defeating manner.

Even if it is sick this time, there is no fuss.Back then, Qiqi had a difficult love life. He lay in bed for a whole week before going out to meet people, and even went to the hospital from time to time.Since I met Rong Xi, I have been physically isolating the remnants of Li Jing non-stop.Packing up, selling the house, finding someone to marry... It seems that there is no time to be sad, but sad all the time.If Qingshang is like measles, which always breaks out once in a while, then until now, I haven't really broken out yet.

Xu Beiqiao buried her head in the pillow indulgently, um, there was a familiar yet unfamiliar smell around her.The taste of Fengyi.

It seemed that she fell asleep afterwards, until Feng Yi shook her awake, and the housekeeper brought hot porridge and meat floss to the bed table, and Xu Beiqiao woke up in the aroma of food.

"It will be comfortable to eat something." Feng Yi sat on the chair beside the bed not too far away.

Lying in his bedroom, wearing his pajamas, and eating the food prepared by him, Xu Beiqiao suddenly felt a little guilty, and apologized before eating with a spoon, "I'm so sorry."

Feng Yi raised his brows, "I'm sorry, my father has always been overbearing. I'm used to it, but you..."

Xu Beiqiao shook his head, swirling the spoon in the hot porridge, "It's none of your father's business, it's me, thinking of something from the past, my emotions got a little out of control." As he spoke, he smiled faintly, "Parents who want to protect their children are the same. It’s a good place to start.”

Feng Yi nodded, "I will try my best to avoid this kind of thing from happening again in the future."

Then there was silence in the room, Feng Yi saw that Xu Beiqiao didn't eat for a long time, so he got up directly, "You eat the porridge first, and if you feel uncomfortable, call me." After speaking, he turned and left. The person behind asked, "Why did you get married?"

Feng Yi turned her head, Xu Beiqiao was a little embarrassed, but she still said, "I got married to gain popularity in front of the Li family, and also to escape for a while. But why did you fake the marriage?"

Feng Yi was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect that such a sensible person as Xu Beiqiao would ask this question, and the answer to the question was obviously not suitable for communicating with him in this state.Seeing Feng Yi's hesitation, Xu Beiqiao lowered his head and smiled, "Sorry, I'm just curious, you don't need to answer."

Feng Yi stood in front of the door, looked at Xu Beiqiao, and suddenly found a reason that seemed to explain the situation, "I got married because of..." Feng Yi frowned, as if looking for a suitable word, "It is to avoid the possible troubles were nipped in the bud."

Xu Beiqiao looked surprised.Feng Yi also said, "I am a homosexual. This fact has to be accepted by the family and the society. So in order to avoid unnecessary troubles, we should first get married and express our position. See what problems you will encounter and solve them first. Later... you will be able to Don't wear any mask, live as you want."

Yeah, isn't it so?Get rid of the troubles that should be solved at once, and give Fei Ming a transitional time. When all the obstacles are cleared, the relationship between himself and Fei Ming will be smoother.When I marry Fei Ming openly at that time, I am afraid that the pressure from public opinion and the family will be much less.What's more, the old man is not easy to mess with.

Xu Beiqiao thought for a while, then suddenly smiled, "Yes, everyone has troubles that need to be solved."

Feng Yi spread his hands, "So..."

"Thank you for telling me!" Xu Beiqiao looked at Feng Yi sincerely, Feng Yi nodded and went out.

Not long after, the bedroom door opened, Xu Beiqiao came out with the bed table, and the housekeeper quickly took it over. "Why don't you rest?" Feng Yi asked.

Xu Beiqiao's eyes were still red and swollen, but her spirit seemed to be much better, "I'll go back to my room, and you should go to bed earlier."

Feng Yi watched Xu Beiqiao return to the guest bedroom, and dismissed the housekeeper.When he returned to his room, he saw that the side of the bed that Xu Beiqiao had been lying on had been neatly tidied up, as if even the pillows had been patted again without leaving any traces.

Because of exhaustion, Xu Beiqiao slept well all night, but when he woke up, his eyes were still sore and dry from yesterday's tears.Xu Beiqiao tidied up the bed hastily, went to the bathroom to look carefully, and found that he really couldn't sleep after crying. Anyone who looked at his face would think that this person had been greatly wronged.

What is wronged?Into the drama too deep?Xu Beiqiao laughed at himself, washed up and came out.

"Mr. Xu, what would you like for breakfast?" The housekeeper suddenly came out of the kitchen.

Xu Beiqiao was a little surprised, "Why are you here so early today?"

The housekeeper smiled plainly, "Mr. Feng asked me to come early in the morning to see what Mr. Xu needs."

"Oh, that troubles you."

"No trouble, no trouble! Mr. Feng is very generous. Give me three times the salary for the extra half day!" The housekeeper asked again, "Mr. Xu, what do you want to eat? I prepared vegetable porridge and side dishes, which are very refreshing."

"Then these!" Xu Beiqiao looked at the living room, and suddenly found that the paper bag in the corner was missing, and asked, "Where are the things you bought yesterday?"

The housekeeper brought out the porridge and side dishes, "Mr. Feng put them in the study."

Curious, Xu Beiqiao got up and pushed open the door of the study, only to see desks neatly arranged in the study, surrounded by a row of low bookshelves.In the opposite corner of the desk, a row of bookshelves had obviously been moved. His drawing table and chairs were placed there, and even the lights had been installed.The shelf next to the drawing table was vacated, and the purchased painters and tools were neatly arranged, and there was still a lot of space left.Although the study room is not big, the "stations" of the two people maintain a position that does not disturb each other, which does not look awkward.

"Mr. Xu, Mr. Feng already installed those things last night. You should eat first!" The housekeeper's voice came from outside.

Xu Beiqiao looked at the drawing table that needed to be assembled before it could be used, and suddenly felt warm in his heart.While eating porridge, I thought, even if he is a roommate, Feng Yi is also a good roommate.

Perhaps, life in the future is not as difficult as I imagined.