Terminal

It's like a stone is pressing on my chest, and someone's hand is strangling my throat.Xu Beiqiao looked at Fei Ming's beautiful and sly face, and tried his best to control his breathing.Fei Ming picked up his cup and took a sip of coffee.The calm posture was in stark contrast to Xu Beiqiao's tense body.

"Thinking about it now, I don't know whether I was too naive or VINCE was too persistent." Fei Ming didn't look at Xu Beiqiao again, "He said that he would come back to inherit the family business, and he also said that he would do everything possible to pave the way for our future. He said that I care about the entertainment industry. Let him be the pioneer for the position that is easy to get, and he will solve any difficulties. I thought the fake marriage was ridiculous at first, but later I thought it was a really good idea."

Xu Beiqiao didn't say a word, but grabbed the armrest of the gorgeous chair with both hands, trying to breathe.

As if he didn't see anything strange about Xu Beiqiao, Fei Ming glanced at him with an innocent smile. "Marry someone else first. If there are any criticisms or accidents, let that person take the blame. After he clears all obstacles, I will have a good year or two. When I am with him, it will not be sneaky, but will happen naturally."

Xu Beiqiao closed his eyes, and then thought of Feng Yi's anxiously looking at Fei Ming's face in the dressing room, and that eager protective gesture...

"Besides, there are still many things to do in one or two years." Fei Ming's voice did not stop because of Xu Beiqiao's heartache, "I want to climb to a higher position, I have to stand firm, and I have to reveal my identity little by little. The information is for the future. He bought a house in the city center with his own savings, saying that it was our home, and he would slowly design it..."

Xu Beiqiao felt a sharp pain in his heart, and then went numb, "How big is the house?"

Fei Ming was surprised by Xu Beiqiao's sudden interruption, looked at his ugly face, and suddenly smiled again, "I forgot you are a designer! About 250 square meters? I haven't been there. It will be a surprise if VINCE said it, I Just let it be a surprise."

Surprise... Xu Beiqiao bit her lip, as if this was the only way to hide her disorganized breathing and disorganized words that might blurt out.Surprise, a minute ago, he thought it would be a surprise for Feng Yi, a Christmas gift with a huge project but with all his emotions...

Yes, if the fake marriage is for Fei Ming, and if the two have been lovers for many years, then how could the house Feng Yi wants to live with his future lover not be the love nest he carefully built for Fei Ming?

Fei Ming let out a long sigh, with a lonely expression on his face, "Of course, talking about these things now...is all from the past, so it's meaningless."

Xu Beiqiao looked down at the coffee in front of him. The white bone china cup was round and clean.This is a coffee cup, even if the coffee is replaced with tea, it is still a coffee cup.

"How can it be meaningless?" Xu Beiqiao suddenly said softly, "As long as you have loved, you will leave traces in his life. Whether it is good or bad, it is meaningful. What's more, he can do for you To this point. You don’t have to cherish it, but you can’t say that his love and waiting for you are meaningless.”

Fei Ming looked at Xu Beiqiao in surprise, "I didn't expect you to say that. But...for me and VINCE, even though it's a pity, it's over. Although we are not reconciled, we know that the end is the end."

Xu Beiqiao raised his eyes to look at Fei Ming, his dark eyes were calm and unwavering, "Because you are not reconciled, why did you come to tell me these things?"

Fei Ming snorted, "It's fine for him to fall in love with anyone, but why is it you!"

Looking at Fei Ming, Xu Beiqiao smiled slightly, with bitterness in his smile, "No matter what the reason is, I am very grateful for you telling me this. I didn't ask Li Jing before and let him go, and the pain didn't lessen. On the contrary, those who Questions will linger night after night. As for Feng Yi, since he also has to suffer, he should feel the pain clearly and clearly."

Fei Ming frowned slightly, "I was the one who robbed my lover, you are not innocent!"

"I'm not innocent, but I'm not wrong either." Xu Beiqiao stood up, "Thank you for treating me to coffee. Happy New Year!"

Seeing the back of Xu Beiqiao leaving, Fei Ming sat there for a long time, took out his phone and dialed, "CHRIS...I...I seem to have done something wrong."

After leaving the tea restaurant, the sun was shining from the top of the head, it was bright, but there was no heat at all.There was a taxi parked outside the tea restaurant, Xu Beiqiao didn't pay attention, and walked forward mechanically step by step.

Xu Beiqiao walked step by step, looking for his breathing, feeling his heartbeat, and suddenly felt relieved.Fortunately, everything is still normal.But my heart was in a mess, I was at a loss, I couldn't figure it out, I couldn't think, no, I couldn't think, I couldn't be here.

Seeing Xu Beiqiao come in from the gate and walk stiffly on the gravel road in the garden, Feng Li let out a muffled "cut".Walked over, folded his elbows and said tauntingly, "I've been looking forward to the boss's return all day long, but I didn't catch the plane in the end. TONY has been waiting here for half an hour. If you don't come back, the plane won't wait for you. TONY is now facing Running wildly at the airport, maybe you will be late. Mom and Dad have a New Year's Eve party, if you are not at home, the boss is really pitiful."

Unexpectedly, Xu Beiqiao acted as if he hadn't heard it, his demeanor and pace didn't change at all.

Feng Li frowned, and went up to pull him, "What's wrong with you? Stupid..." But then his voice changed, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Beiqiao's face was gray and his eyes were dull, Feng Li shook him to see the face in front of him clearly.

"What happened? Huh?" Feng Li frowned.

Xu Beiqiao looked at Feng Li, and suddenly asked, "Do you know why he got married in a fake?"

Feng Li frowned, of course he knew who this "he" was. "What's the matter?"

"Don't you know?" Xu Beiqiao didn't move his eyes.

Feng Li suddenly felt that he couldn't stand Xu Beiqiao's gaze, and said hastily, "It seems to be because of Fei Ming."

"Really?" Xu Beiqiao's eyes flashed, he gently broke away from Feng Li's arm, and patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you."

"How did you know?" Feng Li looked at Xu Beiqiao's face, "No way, that Fei Ming came to the door!"

The corner of Xu Beiqiao's mouth sneered, without saying a word, she avoided Feng Li and walked into the house.

"That should have happened in the past..." Feng Li called from behind Xu Beiqiao.

Feng Li stared blankly at Xu Beiqiao entering the room, his chest tightened, and he chased after him.I saw him go directly into the studio, sitting on the drawing chair he used to sit on, with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.Feng Li stood at the door, looking at him.I feel that Xu Beiqiao's whole body exudes a cold aura, which makes people unconsciously want to hug him when they see him, and feel that they are being driven out of their own world by him.

Feng Li didn't move at the door, but just looked at Xu Beiqiao fixedly.Xu Beiqiao was silent for a long time, slowly raised his head, and looked at the front blankly, and then, the focus gradually became in the chaotic eyes.

Feng Li followed Xu Beiqiao's gaze, and colored pencil drawings filled most of the wall.Fengli has seen this picture, and each area is a set of pictures, panoramic, corner, and detailed... The gorgeous colors and exquisite brushwork all show the designer's intentions.When I deliberately avoided Xu Beiqiao, I would come over in the middle of the night to take a look, and even I would be a little envious of the owner of this suite.Living in it, he will always feel the unique warmth that belongs to Xu Beiqiao.

Feng Li was watching, and before he could react, he saw that Xu Beiqiao had rushed towards the opposite wall.He opened his arms and rushed forward, ripping off and shredding pictures one by one, with a crazy expression on his face.

"Bei Qiao!" Feng Li yelled, rushed over to hug him, and dragged him away from the wall, "What are you doing! You have been drawing this picture for two months! Don't..."

I have never seen Xu Beiqiao have such great strength. He broke free from Feng Li, turned around and threw himself at the wall. With a "crash", another colorful picture was torn off.Feng Yi hurriedly hugged him again, "Don't do this! Bei Qiao! Don't do this! You..."

With a "snap", the studio fell silent.Feng Li stood with his arms outstretched, while Xu Beiqiao fell to the ground, panting heavily.Feng Li licked his lips, and leaned down a little helplessly, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Bei Qiao, how are you?"

Xu Beiqiao's eyes were blank, and when he blinked, tears fell out.

Feng Li looked distressed, and quickly embraced him in his arms, "I was wrong, I shouldn't hit you, but you were scary just now, do you know? What happened?"

No matter how Feng Li asked, Xu Beiqiao just didn't speak, curled up, trembling so hard that it made people's heart palpitate.Feng Li turned the person over with great effort, and was stunned for a moment.I saw Xu Beiqiao's face was full of tears, and he grabbed the drawing paper with both hands and stuffed it into his mouth, as if trying to stop the uncontrollable sobs.

Feng Li gasped, gritted his teeth and separated Xu Beiqiao's hands that were tightly covering his mouth. Xu Beiqiao let out a low "ah" and panted heavily.

Feng Li was very anxious, but he didn't dare to ask any more questions. He sat on the ground, put his arms around Xu Beiqiao, and gently stroked his back. After a long time, he felt that the person in his arms gradually settled down.Xu Beiqiao didn't cry anymore, but her eyes were blank. After venting, she was lifeless.

In the end what happened?Feng Li took a deep breath while thinking.Suddenly, he thought of what Xu Beiqiao asked himself.

"You...know about the boss and Fei Ming?" Feng Li asked cautiously, but Xu Beiqiao didn't respond.

"Do you know that he married you because of Fei Ming?"

This time Xu Beiqiao moved, and sadness began to fill his eyes.

"That was all in the past, or did you... only know?"

Xu Beiqiao closed her eyes and said hoarsely, "I want to rest."

Feng Li looked at Xu Beiqiao, hugged his arm tightly and tightly, and finally couldn't restrain his suppressed feelings all the time, "Is it worth it to make myself like this for him?"

Xu Beiqiao felt the pain and opened his eyes.

"What did he do to make you look like this?! Or is he the only one who can get what he wants?!" Feng Li's voice suddenly rose, "He's not the only man in the world! When will you see it? Me? Ah? Look at me!"

Xu Beiqiao watched Feng Li get angry in surprise, and it took a while to realize what he was talking about.Before frowning, Feng Li's face was pressed down, his lips were blocked by someone, and he was forced to open his lips and tongue, and then was swept away by the wind.When Feng Li was not satisfied with letting go, Xu Beiqiao quickly turned his head to look for ample air.

"Bei Qiao, I..."

"I want to rest, let me go." Xu Beiqiao interrupted Feng Li without looking at him, as if nothing happened just now, "Please, I'm so tired."

Feng Li gritted his teeth, ignored Xu Beiqiao's punishment, carried him out of the studio, saw the stunned Aunt Zhang by the door, ignored him, and went upstairs.Put Xu Beiqiao on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and heard him say in a low voice, "Please go out." Feng Li gritted his teeth and exited Feng Yi's apartment.

Aunt Zhang who came over looked at Feng Li with bewilderment in her eyes.

Feng Li looked at Aunt Zhang and said, "This is between me and the boss, it has nothing to do with you."

On a sunny afternoon, Feng Mansion was silent.

At this time, Feng Yixin and his wife Rong Yuling were outside participating in various salon activities, and the New Year's Eve was going to be held at night; TONY had already arrived at the airport, looking at the signs for entering and leaving the port, waiting for Feng Yi to come out; Xu Beiqiao was lying on the bed, despite I have a splitting headache, but my eyes are still open.

I don't know why I suddenly became hysterical, and I don't know how to deal with Feng Li's sudden confession.But Xu Beiqiao knew that the current self really couldn't handle this.Regardless of whether Fei Ming's words were the reason for his sadness and disappointment, he was just sad, disappointed, and empty.At this time, I have no ability to ask myself right or wrong, only the ability to avoid all this far away.

After lying down for a while, Xu Beiqiao got up.Open the door quietly, go out quietly, and walk quietly on the streets of the villa area in the middle of the mountain.Think nothing, do nothing.At first, I just walked quietly, and then occasionally looked at the smiling faces of the people coming from the opposite side, and looked at the blue sky of Hong Kong New Year.Later, the sky was getting darker, and it seemed that in an instant, I was shrouded in lights. It turned out that the shops around me had just turned on the lights, and there were Christmas lights in the windows, and the "Happy New Year" light tubes flickered.

Mmm, it's very nice.Xu Beiqiao continued to walk, and from time to time, he was touched by people coming from the opposite side. They all had smiles on their faces, and everyone was busy, but cheerful.Standing at the crossroads, I don't know where I should go for a while.

A taxi happened to stop, the driver asked through the window with his eyes, Xu Beiqiao opened the door and got into the car.

"Happy New Year!" the driver asked, "Where are you going, sir?"

Xu Beiqiao thought about it, "Central, big Christmas tree."

The road is a bit congested on New Year's Eve, but fortunately the driver will chat with the guests without anything to say.Xu Beiqiao kept listening with a smile, interjecting occasionally.Everything is fine, except that the phone in my pocket keeps ringing.

The driver said, "Sir, I have your number."

Xu Beiqiao pouted, "I don't want to take it."

"Oh, it's New Year's Eve, why is it such a big deal, you have to be angry!"

Xu Beiqiao pulled out a smile, "It's okay, I just don't want to pick it up."

Listening to the driver all the way, I don't feel that the time is very slow.When I arrived in Central, I realized that there were many people going out for New Year's Eve.Standing under the big Christmas tree, looking up, his eyes are full of twinkling lights and cute ornaments, Xu Beiqiao looks a little crazy when he looks at it.The cell phone in his pocket rang again and again, Xu Beiqiao took it out and looked at it, feeling a pain in his heart.Feng Yi's name was right in front of his eyes, Xu Beiqiao wanted to press it, but somehow he couldn't bear it, and stared at it blankly until the phone rang, indicating that it was about to shut down due to insufficient energy.

I don't know how long it took, only to hear a huge bell ringing in the square.Once, twice... Xu Beiqiao looked up blankly.

So, at midnight on January 1 of this year, standing on the square in Central, Xu Beiqiao looked at the gorgeous big Christmas tree, at the big screen with festive colors jumping around, at the lovers embracing each other, holding hands. The mother and daughter who started it, and even the people who cheered with their friends, had blank expressions.

That's right, all the places where everyone thought the foundation was flimsy and unreliable before broke out here.

Xu Beiqiao discovered the concealed information and also realized his self-deception.Of course I love it, and it hurts because of love.But a relationship will always become more solid after repeated running-in and precipitation.