Terminal

The carefully selected ring was in Xu Beiqiao's hand. He still had a sincere smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, but what he said was two cold words - divorce.

Feng Yi stood at the door, his heart, which had been suppressed for a long time, finally ached violently, as if the wounds that had been neglected had flared up together, which caught people off guard.Xu Beiqiao has been refusing and being indifferent for dozens of days. Li Jing said mockingly "I'm afraid it's not a misunderstanding" a few minutes ago. Every time he tried hard, he couldn't get a response. The promise he longed for seemed to be in sight but far away ... All of this was suddenly suppressed, and Feng Yi, who was still on the edge of heaven at that time, was thrown into hell in an instant, and he couldn't tell whether he was distressed or cold-hearted.

Feng Yi let go unconsciously, and the briefcase fell to the ground. His face was gray and defeated, and he walked up to Xu Beiqiao step by step, smiling, but it was more embarrassing than crying, "You defeated me, Bei Qiao, you finally Beat me."

Xu Beiqiao looked at him in surprise, then smiled, and was about to speak, but was stopped by Feng Yi's gesture, "Please, don't say anything, at least don't say anything now, don't say it tonight, I can't stand it, I don't know What will I do." Feng Yi took a deep breath, with helpless mourning in his eyes, "Okay, that's it! I will do whatever you want. I want to rest, I am too tired."

In front of Xu Beiqiao, Feng Yi had never been so frustrated, such a strong person admitted his weakness, which was beyond Xu Beiqiao's expectation.Xu Beiqiao stepped forward to hold Feng Yi's arm, "You haven't finished listening to me, let's talk..."

A burst of anger came out of Feng Yi from nowhere, and he shook off Xu Beiqiao's hand, "Talk...Talk? From the New Year to now, what day do I not want to have a good talk with you? But no matter what you say , you didn’t believe it, and ignored it! I don’t know what Fei Ming told you, but if you have any doubts, you can ask me! Why are you so sad, you yelled at me! But you ran out without saying a word, Go remember the past between you and Li Jing! Spend the New Year with him and talk to him!"

Feng Yi was yelling, but Xu Beiqiao remained calm, a little surprised, "Did you see Li Jing?"

"Yes! I saw it!" Feng Yi shouted, "My heart is burning with anxiety at home, but you are talking to him! Sad, sad, you go to the airport to find me! You are at home Wait for me to come back! Why don’t you hit me or scold you? Even if you make a big noise and turn the house upside down, I will protect you! But you would rather go to Li Jing than listen to my explanation! No matter how I explain it, you will not Don’t listen! Okay, it’s my fault, it’s my fault! I found Zhang Jinghao, I tried my best to decorate the house, and spent day and night trying to figure out what you like and what you don’t like! Just to please you, let You know, I can do a lot for you, even more! But you don't appreciate it at all! You...you want to divorce me..."

Seeing Feng Yi's sudden hysteria, Xu Beiqiao's speech also became incoherent. He was stunned at first, his face was full of surprise, then a little smile began to spread from his eyes, gradually reached the corners of his eyes, reached his cheeks, and finally turned into a curve at the corners of his mouth.

Feng Yi looked at him and was really discouraged. The expression on his face was mixed with sadness, grievance and disbelief, "You are also laughing at me. Why are you laughing at me? Are you being self-indulgent or overthinking your capabilities?" In the end he restrained himself Gritting her teeth, she took a few steps back and lowered her voice, "I... I tried my best, I don't know if I can do more, so let's do it..."

After finishing speaking, Feng Yi turned around in frustration, and within a few steps, he felt a warm and soft body embraced behind him, which was the heat of Xu Beiqiao.

For a period of time, despite trying to maintain a suitable distance and proper demeanor, Feng Yi is eager for Xu Beiqiao's closeness like a plant longing for sunlight. Whether it is active or passive, as long as he can get close for a moment, he will be happy. It seems to be able to gain the strength to persevere, as long as Xu Beiqiao no longer treats him indifferently, it seems that he can see the hope of success, but the other party's initiative to get close appears at such a frustrating moment.

Feng Yi bowed his head, looked at Xu Beiqiao's arms around his waist, and saw his hands clasped together in front of him, still very hard, and felt a dull pain in his heart, "What are you doing? I don't need to do this Consolation, you underestimate me too."

Feng Yi's weakness made Xu Beiqiao's heart sore, Xu Beiqiao leaned on his back and shook his head, "That's not the case. I laughed because you were jealous."

Feng Yi took a deep breath, "Torturing me just makes you happy?"

Xu Beiqiao's arms were still exerting force, and his body was leaning on Feng Yi's broad back. After a long silence, he suddenly said, "I also care about Fei Ming, I care about your five-year relationship, I care about you doing so many things for him, and I worry about you. I'm worried that you don't have enough affection for me. I'm also afraid... One day, you meet someone else and find out that I, like Fei Ming, are not what you want."

Feng Yi was taken aback, this was the first time since the accident that Xu Beiqiao expressed his thoughts so straightforwardly and calmly, let alone worrying with strong emotions.Feng Yi caressed Xu Beiqiao's hands clasped in front of him, and his breath gradually calmed down.

"I met Li Jing by chance that day. I asked a taxi to drop me off casually. Who knows, I met him. After talking about some things, I realized that being able to sit together calmly, in fact, has already shown that no one loves anyone anymore. Yes." Xu Beiqiao said, "I used to think that the 10-year relationship would leave unforgettable marks in my life, but now I find that there are only marks left. It's like a broken bone that fell from a tree when I was young and was scalded by boiling water. To the scars left, that’s all, there are too many traces of life, except for some more insights, the relationship of 10 years is no different from those.”

Xu Beiqiao closed his eyes, "But those things did leave some things behind, maybe after many years, I will still feel emotional and injustice when I think about it, but..."

"But that doesn't mean anything." Feng Yi continued Xu Beiqiao's words, "I am the same. Fei Ming and I may be better friends, but there will be nothing between us. Many things, once Discovering that it has become a thing of the past, I really can’t hold it back even if I want to, and I can’t bring it back even if I want to.”

"That's right..." Xu Beiqiao said, "One can only grasp the present."

Feng Yi shook Xu Beiqiao's hand, "Then are you willing to catch me? Or, are you willing to be caught by me?"

"I don't know, maybe you can try." Xu Beiqiao said softly.

Feng Yi took a deep breath, his dry heart seemed to be moistened and filled by something in an instant, a gap appeared in the once unbreakable attitude of rejection, this change made Feng Yi suddenly very grateful.Xu Beiqiao didn't speak any more, and Feng Yi didn't look back, as if the conversation had ended, there were only two people standing in the living room, one was still hugging the other.

After a long time, I heard Xu Beiqiao say, "Let's get a divorce!"

Feng Yi was taken aback, and gritted his teeth, "The contract hasn't expired, don't even think about it. I won't give you any chance to leave me again."

"Really?" Xu Beiqiao leaned comfortably on Feng Yi's back and murmured, "If we don't divorce, how can we start over?"

Feng Yi's heart trembled, and he was about to turn around in a hurry.Xu Beiqiao felt comfortable maintaining the status quo, and stubbornly leaned on Feng Yi's back, but in the end he couldn't resist Feng Yi's strength, his clenched hands were broken, Feng Yi turned around, and hugged Xu Beiqiao, "Say it again? "

Xu Beiqiao looked at Feng Yi, and said jokingly, "I won't say a second time if something sounds nice."

Feng Yi raised his hand to pinch Xu Beiqiao's chin, raised his face, and looked at him seriously under the light, "I have heard what you said, and I must not go back on my word."

Xu Bei Qiaoge opened the hand he was pinching his chin, and looked back seriously, "Start again, just to give you and me a chance. Facts can prove everything, maybe we are suitable, maybe we are not suitable. No matter what the result is, you and me All accepted."

Looking at Xu Beiqiao's serious face, Feng Yi felt his heart drop. He suddenly smiled, held Xu Beiqiao's face and kissed him, "As long as there is a chance, we are not incompatible!"

"It's too early to draw conclusions now." Xu Beiqiao pushed away Feng Yi who had posted, "We'll talk about everything after we get divorced."

Feng Yi frowned. Whether it was a good thing or a bad thing, the word "divorce" sounded so harsh. He closed his arms and hugged her, "If you don't divorce, you can start over."

"No!" Xu Beiqiao's voice was firm, "Wrong is wrong, and if it is wrong, it must end!"

Feng Yi looked at Xu Beiqiao, loving and hating him at the same time, he wanted to protect him as well as he could, but also wanted to beat him up and tear him apart.But at this time, there seems to be only one way to accomplish both at the same time.

Feng Yi looked at Xu Beiqiao steadfastly, and suddenly said, "Okay!" Holding Xu Beiqiao in his arms, he turned around and leaned against his bedroom door, "Even if it's a divorce, I have to collect some benefits first!" After finishing speaking, his lips pressed down.

Xu Beiqiao, who was kissed tightly, struggled, and Feng Yi's desire to burn swept his mouth, enjoying Feng Yi's tenderness for a while, Xu Beiqiao also embraced his neck sincerely, and kissed him back.

Feng Yi kissed, his hands dishonestly broke through Xu Beiqiao's back, rolled up the thin sweater, and put his hand in, Xu Beiqiao trembled slightly, and the hand had already touched the spine from the tailbone to the back of the neck, Then fixed a convenient angle for him to kiss more freely.

Xu Beiqiao groaned softly, and heard the door behind him slam, and then the person behind him was empty, and Feng Yi hugged him backwards into the room, and was soon pressed down on the soft bed.Feng Yi's kiss continued, following Xu Beiqiao's lips and jaw to his throat, with a light bite, Xu Beiqiao immediately felt the threat of his life being threatened by the other party.

Xu Beiqiao reached out and grabbed Feng Yi's neck, "Don't push yourself."

Feng Yi was forced to relax the other party's throat, "You don't think that the benefit I want is just a kiss!" He said, bumping his lower body, "You still have to fulfill this obligation while we are still legal partners .”

"I didn't realize you were such a rascal before!" Xu Beiqiao continued to use force.

"We will have a lot of time to get to know each other in the future." Feng Yi squeezed Xu Beiqiao's waist with both hands, and his hands lost strength. Feng Yi lowered his head and kissed again, throat, collarbone, chest, until the sweater was torn Even if you take it off completely, you won't feel the coolness of winter.

Soon, both of them were shivering from each other's scorching heat, and finally sank into a chaotic collision, possessing and being possessed at the same time, taking and being claimed at the same time.All diaphragms are gone, you are you and I am me.Whether it is good or bad, sincere or hypocritical, there is no obstacle when facing this person.

I can't tell whose mouth that carefree cry came from, I only know that I am so close to my dearest person that I can't be more intimately connected. The feeling of letting go of the burden is so beautiful and relaxed, as if being hit and accommodated by the other Sent to the sky little by little, and finally flew up...

There will always be a moment of weakness after the outbreak, before Xu Beiqiao opened his eyes, Feng Yi had already recovered his breath, and kissed him close to her body.Kissing his slightly closed eyelids, quivering breath, and slightly parted lips.Feng Yi kissed him all over, hugged her in his arms, skin rubbed against skin, and said with a sigh, "It's so good that we can love each other for a lifetime."

Xu Beiqiao opened his eyes, and brushed his eyelashes on Feng Yi's chin again and again, "There are some things, don't say them so easily."

Xu Beiqiao felt that Feng Yi's breath stagnated for a while, and then let go of his arms, Feng Yi's body pressed down, looked down at him, and traced his cheek with his fingers, "It's not easy for me, Bei Qiao , it's not easy for us."

Xu Beiqiao lowered her eyes, as if afraid of being burned by Feng Yi's serious eyes.Feng Yi turned his face, forced him to look at himself, and said, "I love you, it is true." Kissing his lips, Feng Yi said again, "You have made a lot of determination and summoned up your courage Give us this chance, and I know it."

Xu Beiqiao looked at him, but didn't speak.Feng Yi sighed, buried his head in Xu Beiqiao's neck, smelling the seductive breath that belonged to his passion, "Thank God, I didn't give up when you gave up, and you didn't give up when I was about to give up. We It’s going to be fine, it’s going to get better.”

Xu Beiqiao closed his eyes and felt Feng Yi's light kisses and pecks on the back of his neck. The tingling sensation stimulated his tired nerves. He also sighed softly, put his arms around Feng Yi's naked back, enjoying the bursts of tenderness. Aftertaste.

Love itself is a thing that is not clear at all. There is no rationality at all, and there is no result to be analyzed, and there is not even a tactful process of succession and transformation.how much loveThat's something even I can't explain clearly.One moment I thought I could be calm and breezy, but the next moment I could never forget it. Yesterday I was in love with death, but today I understand that whoever leaves can live.

Xu Beiqiao is full of doubts about Feng Yi's confidence in looking at the future, but he still deeply agrees with what Qi Qi said, that when he can still love, he loves it.If one day love is destined to leave, whether it is yourself or Feng Yi, you must say goodbye rationally.Besides, the one who doesn't love first must be Feng Yi?

Xu Beiqiao thought to himself, time will tell everything, life will experience everything, right now, let's get a divorce first!

While thinking about it in a daze, Xu Beiqiao's body lightened suddenly, and when he opened his eyes, Feng Yi stood up, looking at him in surprise and anger.

"what happened?"

"You must talk about divorce?"

The two spoke almost at the same time, Xu Beiqiao frowned, "I didn't..."

"I really want to beat you up!"

This time they spoke at the same time again, but Feng Yi moved a step faster. He put Xu Beiqiao's legs up and drove straight in. Xu Beiqiao raised his head with an "ah" sound, and the pain was mixed with excitement.

"I can't bear to beat you..." Feng Yi panted heavily, and said while moving quickly, "I'd be happy to be you. You really spoil the scenery, and you specialize in torturing people..."

Xu Beiqiao was so shocked that he couldn't speak, he thought, what's the difference between this and being beaten...