Song Qingshu's journey of resistance

Holding back his anger, he carried him all the way back into the house, and put him on the bed in a gentle manner. Song Qingshu went to the table and poured a glass of water for Zhang Wuji.

"Are you thirsty? Go to bed immediately after drinking the water. I have to get up early tomorrow." Shaking his slightly sore shoulders and pursing his lips, he really can't live on himself. Fortunately, it's only one night, and it should pass if he bears with it.

"Brother, there is only one quilt here?" Zhang Wuji's hand holding the cup tightened subconsciously as he glanced at the neatly folded quilt on the bed with his wide eyes open.

"What? You think it's crowded?" He didn't think much of him anymore, and this kid dared to pick him?Who is it that insists on sleeping with him?Boy, don't go overboard again and again, okay?

"No, no, I'm just... just very happy." Lowering his head, why would he think it's crowded here?He wished he could sleep with his senior brother. When he was on Binghuo Island, he had always slept with his parents. He hadn't enjoyed that kind of warmth for a long time.

"Happy?" His temples twitched twice. If he wasn't very sure about Zhang Wuji's character and sexual orientation, just these two words would definitely make people think wrong.

"Yeah." He raised his head, raised his face with a smile, "I'm very glad that senior brother didn't treat me as an outsider, and glad that there is another person who really loves me, senior brother, thank you."

Blushing, what a big hat, he didn't treat him as an outsider?Where did this kid come from?Why don't you know?Awkwardly, he turned away his face and coughed twice, "Okay, okay, why are you being polite, my brothers and sisters, go to sleep."

Blowing on the lamp, he climbed onto the bed lightly, Song Qingshu froze uncomfortably at the sound of undressing.

"That... Wuji, there is only one quilt here, you should wear some clothes to sleep, and be careful of catching cold at night." I cried, did the ancients like to sleep naked?

"It's okay, it won't be cold if you cuddle with senior brother." The teenager who was in the stage of changing his voice smiled indifferently.

Looking at the sky... What do you mean 'it won't be cold if you cuddle with senior brother? 'Could it be that Zhang Wuji still wants to hold him in his arms so he can't sleep!

Speechless, in the end Comrade Song Xiao could only silently turn into the bed that made him shiver.

"Senior brother is cold?" Confused, he put one hand on Song Qingshu's waist, half-supported his body with the other hand and looked at the handsome young man under the moonlight. Zhang Wuji felt his heart throbbing suddenly, but he didn't understand why.

"I'm fine, let's go to sleep!" Grinding his teeth secretly, Song Qingshu once again secretly regretted his soft heart tonight, this is a lesson...

"Brother?" Frowning, why did he seem to hear a strange voice?It can be seen that senior brother didn't pay attention to him but closed his eyes and mouth resentfully, Zhang Wuji lay down honestly.

'Hoo' secretly breathed a sigh of relief, finally able to sleep well, it's just...

"Wuji, please take your arms away. I can't sleep because I'm being held down." The feeling of being wrapped around the neck and waist makes one's hairs stand on end. He is clearly a head taller than Zhang Wuji, but why does he look like a man at this moment? Being hugged like a child? 'Ostrich Yiren' is probably the most authentic portrayal at this time, right? !Grind your teeth again.

"... Mmm." A low, slow sound of "Hmm" sounded after a long time, the hands around the neck and waist were retracted little by little, and the body that was closely behind him also opened the distance at the same time.

Meifeng frowned slightly, but he didn't say any more, it was better this way, cuddling up with a stranger, to be honest he was not used to it.

Quietly pulling up the corner of the quilt to cover the shoulders of the senior brother exposed in the air, he heard that the tone of the senior brother just now was indifferent and alienated, and he smiled shyly, did he force it?Others, why should they treat themselves well? It would be nice if they didn't hate themselves, so how could... How could they really love this useless person like myself.

I have known for a long time that only Grand Master in the whole Wudang Mountain is really hurting me. Even a few uncles are hurting and some don’t care. There are also many disciples in Wudang Mountain. From their intentional or unconscious With just a single look in his eyes, he could understand that those people were blaming him as well as his parents, because it was their family of three who shamed Wudang and embarrassed the high-ranking Grand Master.

That day was not only a day that I would never forget, but also the most memorable day of shame for all Wudang disciples, right?Thinking of the way senior brother song and other senior brothers looked at him in the past, the meaning in it is self-evident.

Brother... secretly clenched his fists, this person who has given him warmth and disappointed him again and again, will he not smile at himself again from tomorrow?He couldn't bear to part with such a warm and nostalgic smile!But...not qualified to have...

Time slipped away minute by minute, and when the long breathing sounded in his ears, Zhang Wuji knew that the time for him to leave had arrived.

Standing up slowly, being careful not to let the cold wind pour into the quilt, a layer of tiny bumps suddenly appeared on the skin exposed to the night wind. Regardless of the cold, he stretched out his thin white hands to grab the clothes placed by the head of the bed Putting on one by one, she moved her buttocks and flashed outwards. Just as she was about to stand up and put on the outer pants, her hands were suddenly held tightly by someone.

Looking back in surprise, an unexpected scene came into view in an instant.

"Don't...don't leave me..." murmured uneasily, the boy's pretty eyebrows wrinkled into a zigzag at some point, his handsome face was dripping with sweat, and his ruddy lips were almost bleeding from his bite.

"Brother?" Surprised, he never knew that the elder brother who had always been proud and confident would have such a helpless side. He was actually afraid, and his whole body trembled faintly from fear.

"Don't go..." Sadly clenched the wrist in his palm, in the dream, he returned to the moment when his father died, holding his father's powerless hand tightly, crying and hurting but no one could help him, how could Can't you see that there are thousands of words in his father's eyes to confess, but he can't say a word in pain?Kneeling and climbing up the first two steps, father, don't leave Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun is only left with you...

God couldn't hear his call, so his father still closed his eyes little by little, tears streaming down his eyes in an instant. On that day, he lost his last relative, and at the same time lost his only warm home.

"Senior brother..." My heart hurts so much, my senior brother actually cried, and clumsily wiped away the tears from the corners of my senior brother's eyes, and without even thinking about it, I hugged the fragile young man into my arms. If he doesn't leave, he will definitely not leave at this time he.

Cold, so cold, he was the only one squatting there in the dark corridor, his father who was confirmed dead was pushed into the morgue, and the crying stepmother was surrounded by many people and left, looking around blankly, the empty place only The little self is left, he doesn't know where to go, home, can he go back?

"Brother, don't cry, please don't cry anymore." The tears will flow down again after wiping off, and the clothes we put on are wet one by one, but the boy in his arms is still crying, and he can't help it. Zhu Zhu lowered his head, imitating the way his mother used to coax him when he kissed him, and put his cheek next to his elder brother's ear, nudging him from time to time and kissing him twice, it took a long time to finally calm down the crying boy.

My legs are so numb, I realized how tiring it is to keep cross-legged and hugging someone all the time after seeing my senior brother sleeping soundly, but I am in a good mood, the pale and frail young man in my arms is no longer a high-ranking and air-conditioned senior brother At this time, he is more like a helpless and fragile child, who needs more care and more pain.

"Senior Brother..." The fingers could not help but slowly touch the boy's eyebrows, and the fingertips slid from the boy's beautifully shaped eyebrows to the red and attractive red lips. The messy hair in front of him is so real and so illusory. This side of him probably hasn't even seen Uncle Song before, right?Thinking of this, for some reason, a little sweetness rose in his heart, so he ignored it, anyway, he liked this 'secret'.

Sigh, why didn't I realize it before, my senior brother is just a person who is two years older than me. In the past, I always thought that he hated me, and always thought that I was the only one who was sad in this world, so every time I saw him, I always felt sad. He lowered his head and didn't look at him, did he hate himself more and more because of this?

"Senior brother..." It won't happen in the future, Wuji will always be with you in the future, even if you pretend to be indifferent and indifferent, Wuji will still follow behind you with a smile!