Song Qingshu's journey of resistance

My name is Yang Guo. I was a person who experienced the warmth and coldness of human beings when I was very young. Looking at other people's eyes and listening to other people's cursing have almost become the center of my daily life. So after my mother died, I left the familiar In this place, I started to live alone, but the longing for warmth was deeply buried in my heart. I swear, if someone is willing to treat me sincerely, I will pay back everything I have!

I met Qing Shu on a very dark night, he was thrown in front of me by my adoptive father, I was very curious how he aroused the interest of my adoptive father when he was about the same age as me, and even gave him a very high status—— -Toy.

You must know that it is not easy to be a toy for the adoptive father. Not only is he good at martial arts, but he must also have other talents, otherwise the adoptive father will not bother to look at others, so I am really curious about him.

He treats me the same way. After hearing that my name is Yang Guo, the enthusiasm, excitement, and eyes are a bit weird, but I like the way he looks at me. There is no contempt, no disdain, and even a bit of distress. , Xin, probably left his shadow at that time, right?Although only a little bit.

I met again a few years later. After experiencing the coldness of human feelings and seeing the darkness of the world, he appeared in front of me again in a sudden way, still with a soft smile and warm eyes. , and the anger in his eyes, the anger caused by me, so touched, it turns out that there are still people in this world who care about me, and I am not an existence forgotten by everyone, Song Qingshu, this name is clear from this moment Chu Ying was in his heart!

I'm so stupid. At that time, I only knew that I was holding him and making him swear that I would never leave him for the rest of my life. How could I not know that I was actually in love with him?It wasn't until Huang Yaoshi and Wu Yazi showed up and both said they loved him that I realized that...it was love, but before I could say it, he... fell off the cliff.

Watching those two men jumping down to him, I wanted to do it too, but I was knocked out by Granny Sun's palm, so I missed the first chance to stay by his side, after waking up Hearing from Granny Sun that he was taken away, it was Huang Yaoshi and Wu Yazi who took him away, while Qingshu...has been unconscious all this time.

I hate myself, I hate myself for being so weak, if I can be stronger and have better martial arts, won't I just watch Qing Shu fall and even have no chance to catch him?Gritting my teeth and suppressing the desire to see him, with the help of Grandma Sun, I worshiped under my aunt's door, and the price...was Grandma Sun's death...

Those Quanzhen disciples who came after me and said that I defected, I have memorized every name in my heart. Sooner or later, I will let them pay off today’s debt with interest!

A long time passed in a flash, I was no longer Wuxia Amon, my martial arts were getting better day by day, and I thought his mood was also getting worse day by day, I don't know how long I can hold on, all I know is that when my martial arts get better, I will Going down the mountain, and the first thing to do when going down the mountain is to find him on Peach Blossom Island, I don't know if he... has woken up.

No one would have expected that the way Qingshu reappeared would be...falling from the sky, and hitting his aunt directly, hehe, he is always in a variety of situations, it seems that every time I meet him, I will make a fool of myself Yes, but he still has an 'I'm innocent, I'm also a victim' look, which is funny and itchy.

From forming an alliance with the Seventh Uncle who came here with him to being accepted by Qingshu, step by step, I lived the best life in the world. I thought that my life would go on like this, every day to Every year to the end of life, but why?Why did Qingshu leave me?He actually...leave me here alone but take everyone away, how could he!

Qingshu...

You shouldn't have left after that night, right?But as a child with a mother and no father, what I longed for most since I was a child is to know who my father is. When that person ran up to me and told me that he knew who my father was and who killed my father. , how can I be indifferent?But I never thought that this trip would lead to a farewell to Qingshu...

Time passed day by day, I went from despair to longing, regained some clarity and began to analyze the whole story, and finally I laughed, Qing Shu, he will never leave me alone, so sooner or later he will come back Pick me up, I firmly believe, and... I can only firmly believe.

So I started to practice alone. Fortunately, I also asked for advice when I was with Mo Shenggu and Huang Yaoshi, because everyone is a family, and the few masters did not hide their secrets. Their unique skills are more complicated and unpredictable One style is more weird and profound than the other. I practiced the most suitable martial arts for myself by gathering the strengths of all families, and then went down the mountain to find my father-killing enemies, Guo Jing and Huang Rong.

The so-called inadvertently inserting willows and willows into shades, when I came to the door, it was just in time for the martial arts conference. A guy named Jinlun Fawang wanted to challenge the heroes. In front of him, he fought fiercely with this Western Region monk, forcing him to return in defeat.

Guo Jing was very happy, and threw a big banquet to celebrate. During the period, some old miscellaneous hairs from Quanzhen Sect also came, especially that Zhao Zhijing, who said that I was not good. It was obvious that he was disrespectful. Going out of the wall, this young master is not rare!

Halfway through the banquet, Guo Jing suddenly announced that he would betroth his daughter to me. How could this be possible?I only have Qingshu in my heart. If one day Qingshu finds me and finds out that I married another woman, he will kill me. Besides, with Qingshu, even if I put a fairy beauty in front of me, I won’t be bothered Take a look, let alone Guo Fu, a bitter and stinky girl?

Immediately, I refuted the words of engagement, and bluntly announced to everyone that I, Yang Guo, have a lover, and that lover is a man of the same sex as me!No matter what others think or say, love is love, and I'm not in the way of others, it's none of their business.

Unsurprisingly, I was severely scolded by Guo Jing. Judging by his expression, he was really sad for me, and my heart began to conflict again. Should I... kill him?He has given me warmth, and is Huang Yaoshi's own son-in-law, so if you don't look at the monk's face, you must look at the Buddha's face, right?Struggling endlessly in my heart, I finally left there quietly.

More than a year has passed in the blink of an eye, and I accidentally became acquainted with Jinlun Fawang. Because I was concerned about the revenge of killing my father, I decided to assassinate Guo Jing, but at the last moment, I still regretted it. The assassination turned into a desperate rescue, because at the moment when Guo Jing's life was threatened, he was still thinking about me, the person who wanted to kill him. If I still throw trouble at Guo Jing at this time, what is the difference from a beast?

So it was very funny, I became the hero of Xiangyang City, a big hero, feeling bored, secretly took some wine when everyone else was celebrating but I could only lie in bed and recuperate, drink one cup after another, Qingshu, I miss you again, it's been more than three years, why don't you come to pick me up?Did you... forget it?Qingshu...

The mood of missing my lover was interrupted by a stinky girl who suddenly broke into the door and came to visit me at the order of my parents?Cut~ I'm too lazy to talk to her, it seems that Guo Jing and Huang Rong haven't given up yet, right?She curled her lips and continued to drink, pretending that she didn't exist.

But she shouldn't, absolutely shouldn't, absolutely shouldn't speak ill of Qing Shu, what does it mean that a man is shameless with a man?What do you mean Qing Shu didn't know who he hooked up with and ran away with others?My heart was burning with anger, Qing Shu's departure was my biggest pain, he left with someone else, but it's not that he didn't want me, he just...something happened!

Roaring and rushing towards Guo Fu, if I were normal, I would just move my fingers to make Guo Fu faint from the pain, but how could her body, which has suffered internal injuries and is drunk, be her opponent?When the sword light flashed, when the wind-like pain hit, I saw my arm flying in the air, and the bright red blood splashed all over the wall...

Qingshu, would you cry if you knew that Guoer was disabled?Don't cry, Guo'er doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, Guo'er only has one arm left to hold you and snuggle with you.

I don't know how I left the room, walking aimlessly, holding half of my arm in my hand, don't leave your own things in the enemy's house even if they are useless, enduring the pain and burying my arm in the soil, the last bit of strength I was exhausted, and when I was dizzy, a huge figure dangled in front of my eyes...

It seems that what the old people said is really useful. If you survive a catastrophe, you will have good fortune. I was rescued by an eagle, and I learned advanced martial arts. I went out of the cave to find Guo Fu and his daughter. He saved the Guo family time and time again, until little Guo Xiang was born, that sweet and innocent smile touched the softest nerve in my heart.

Forget it, let’s give up, look at the newborn life, think that I may leave at any time, and take a closer look at Uncle Guo’s personality, maybe my father... Otherwise, my mother would not say a word about my father , and asked Uncle Guo to name himself, didn’t he?

I figured everything out, and left there with a smile. Although I let go of my hatred, it doesn’t mean that I will like the place where I lost my arm. From now on, I will act chivalrously and be kind and friendly, just waiting for the moment when Qingshu picks me up. .

But who would have expected that this one has only been 16 years, a full 16 years!

As the days passed, my expectation for the reappearance of Qingshu was also decreasing day by day. Gradually, I developed a habit of standing quietly by the sea for a whole day. At the end of the sky, it is said that there is a line between the sea and the sky. If Qingshu appears, it should draw a shining point in the sky, right?

Until seeing Guo Xiang again, a corner of my heart collapsed, 16 years?It turned out that it has been 16 years. The once little baby has now grown into a slim girl. I gave her an ice needle and made her a wish. She then replied to me and said she wanted me to celebrate her birthday. , birthday...

I also want to have a wish. I especially remember that when I made love with Qingshu, I was also 16 years old. I gave myself a death date in my heart. If Qingshu has not appeared after I helped Guo Xiang realize his 16-year-old wish, then I...will commit suicide between the sea and the sky with 16 years of lovesickness, 16 years, this is my biggest limit, I am so tired alone, I want to have a good sleep, good, rest...

Fireworks, burning the camp, and finding out the real culprit for the little girl who killed the leader of the beggar gang. After doing all of this, I left quietly. The sea is my greatest expectation and what I am most afraid of facing at this time. place.

The waves, the beach, and the cold moonlight shining on the lonely figure, I want to cry, cry my heartbreak, and also want to laugh, laugh at my sorrow, Qingshu...you are really not here, Guoer...I hate you I want to hate but I can't bear it...

"Come on!"

A call that had appeared in dreams thousands of times sounded behind him, and he turned around abruptly. The boy's handsome face was the same as before, and his warm eyes had not changed at all, and those piercing eyes were full of distress. And, a lot of love...