Confess you in early winter

Su Ci was thanking Yan Chu for what happened that night.

"And..." She paused for a while, and added, "I'm sorry."

Yan Chu's breathing was stagnant, and he suddenly didn't know what to do.

She didn't expect Su Ci to suddenly mention this matter, bringing to the surface the accident that they had tacitly "forgotten".

Mistaking her for someone else, and... that impolite, offensive kiss.

Originally, she had planned to pretend nothing happened, and the message on the note could also be called a joke.The last time was just a spur of the moment, if the woman was awake when she left, she wouldn't dare to write such a frivolous request face to face.

What's more, during this period of time, she has been taken care of by women many times, and apart from that accident, there should be nothing owed to each other.

If it weren't for this sudden phone call, Su Ci might have remained silent.

Yan Chu stood still for a few seconds, the snow hadn't stopped, but it was smaller than before, a piece of snowflakes drifted towards her eyes with the wind, stuck to her eyelashes, blocked her sight, and blurred the woman's face expression.

Reason and emotion always run counter to each other, and inexplicable and astringent emotions linger in her heart. Maybe she doesn't really want to settle the misunderstanding.

"It's just a small matter, sister Su doesn't have to take it to heart." What Yan Chu said was completely opposite to the content of the message that day.

She brushed off the drops of snow from her eyelashes, took two steps back, and showed a gentle and harmless smile to the woman: "I'm going back, see you, Sister Su."

After walking a short distance, he turned around again, and Su Ci's car was still parked where it was.

"Sister Su, don't forget my Christmas present!"

·

It seemed that the temperature had dropped again that night. After the lights were turned off, Yan Chu tossed and turned in the bed, still feeling cold and unable to sleep well.

Her hands and feet were cold, and she always felt that there was an air leak somewhere, and she was in a strange mood, indescribably irritable and depressed, and she barely fell asleep until the middle of the night.

In a daze, I had a dream.

In the KTV private room decorated in the Nordic style, only one warm orange light was turned on, the light was dim, the vision was dim, and all the red wine bottles were crumbling here and there.

The woman sat on the floor, her right hand was hanging by her side, a two-thirds of a cigarette butt was sandwiched between her bony and thin white fingers, the ash fell, the dark red sparks flickered, and a trace of blue smoke rose.

She was leaning against the glass coffee table. She was wearing a navy blue shirt with two buttons undone at the neckline. The soft line of the lower jaw met the slender neck, and the delicate and beautiful collarbone could be vaguely seen below.

Her long, smooth hair was naturally curled, and one strand fell from her forehead, stuck to her fine sweat, and passed over her deep eyes.

Only one foot was wearing a high heel, and the other shoe was thrown away somewhere.

The woman has good-looking eyebrows, her expression is tender and gentle, her lips and teeth are half-open, and she is still reluctant to speak.There are so many complex emotions hidden in her eyes, making it hard to tell what she is feeling at the moment.

She just looked straight over like this, her tone was low and deceptive.

"Did you... have you ever loved me?"

The heart sank, like falling into an abyss.

The woman's red lips are close at hand, and the intoxicating aroma of wine blows on her cheeks with her breath.

Similar scenes, same people.

Because I knew in my heart that this was just a dream, my reason was easily swallowed by impulse, and I let go of the throbbing deep in my heart.

Come closer and kiss.

·

When I woke up with my eyes open, my vision was pitch black, and I could hear needles falling in the dormitory.

Yan Chu was lying on the bed, his heart was pounding.

The bed was still not very warm, so she exhaled, reached out and took out an electronic watch from under the pillow. The time showed that it was three o'clock in the morning, and there were still several hours before the time to wake up.

The wind is blowing outside the window, maybe the snow hasn't stopped, and the temperature will drop another degree or two tomorrow morning.

Yan Chu tightened the quilt, wondering if this city in the southwest could see snow this year.

The roommates who stayed in school were still fast asleep, and no one noticed that anyone woke up in the night.

She originally planned to take another nap, so she put down the electronic watch and turned over, closing her eyes to try to fall asleep.

Unexpectedly, her mind is sober, and the scene in the dream just now will naturally appear in her mind when she opens her eyes and closes her eyes. Obviously, she would forget what she dreamed after waking up from the dream before, but she remembered this dream very clearly.

No matter what, she couldn't fall asleep anymore. On the weekend when she was supposed to sleep in, she got up at three o'clock in the morning, spread out the small table, turned on the small charging lamp, and unfolded a physics volume to write quickly.

Only study can calm her down.

At about five o'clock, a classmate got up to go to the bathroom, saw Yan Chu's bed was lit with a lamp, and asked suspiciously, "Yan Chu? Why did you get up so early?"

"I'm not sure about the monthly exam next week. I have to hurry up and review." Yan Chu wrote the answer in the blank space without looking up.

The student's expression was cracked, he was speechless for a while, went to the bathroom in a daze, and then went back to the bed and lay down in a daze.

After a while, she suddenly turned over and sat up, and turned on the desk lamp to study at her desk.

The first grader is working hard, she has no reason to let herself rest.

He was attracted by the white light that lit up on the opposite side.

Yan Chu: "..."

·

Monthly exam on Monday, results on Tuesday.

Yan Chu performed exceptionally well, and his overall score was nearly [-] points behind the second in the grade.

The class teacher specially called her to the office to care about her study status, and asked her to continue working hard and not to relax. The teachers of various subjects also praised her, and the grade teacher even praised her by name in the school, and asked her to write a speech next week. The flag-raising ceremony went to the stage to speak.

Wednesday is a rare sunny day, the temperature has picked up, and the wind is not so cold.

Downstairs in the teaching building is a very tall Jue tree with towering branches and leaves. Even in winter, the leaves are still green. Looking out from the window on the fifth floor, you can still see a small dark green tree top, which is very dense.

The classroom is noisy and noisy, the monthly exam has just ended, and the New Year's Day holiday will be held after class tomorrow, Thursday, and the students are very impetuous.

Yan Chu came back from work and walked into the classroom. Two boys greeted her. She nodded and smiled, but the other boy blushed and laughed and pushed and ran away.

She returned to her seat and continued to write the test papers in an orderly manner. She has long been accustomed to those awards that other students envy.

A shadow suddenly cast by her side, Li Qin took away the signature pen from her hand, supported the table with one hand, and twirled the pen around her fingertips with the other, and asked her with a smile: "Is there any arrangement for New Year's Day?"

New Year.

Yan Chu pursed her lips, thinking of another matter and another person.

But she didn't show it on her face, she pressed the test paper on the table with both arms, and replied with a normal expression: "Not yet, what's wrong?"

Li Qin raised her eyebrows high, and suggested enthusiastically, "Jiuzhou Cinemas has a new Lunar New Year blockbuster. Shall we watch it together?"

Yan Chu glanced at her and asked with a smile, "Have you already bought the ticket?"

Li Qin was not embarrassed to be exposed by one word, and said naturally: "If you want to see it, you can buy it."

"You can go, but I have to give you the ticket money."

When Yan Chu spoke seriously, Li Qin pouted, a little unhappy: "Why are you so clearly separated from me? Aren't we friends?"

"It's a friend." Yan Chu propped his head on his right hand, with a helpless expression, "If you come and go, you have to have a relationship. You can't always treat me to dinner and movies when you go out to play. Your money is also hard earned by uncles and aunts. Last time I went to see you." Your birthday has already cost you money, I will treat you to the movie this time, if you agree, we will go together."

"Okay!" Li Qin readily agreed, anyway, it's two people going to the movies, and it doesn't matter whoever invites them.

Yan Chu smiled, and it was settled.

"Then we will meet at the entrance of the cinema." Li Qin was very happy, and threw back Yan Chu's pen and was about to go back to his seat. Before he left, he suddenly remembered something and stopped in his tracks, "Jiuzhou opened a branch, it is the newly opened one in Binjiang Street. Family, make no mistake."

The signature pen fell to the ground with a bang, Yan Chu didn't seem to notice it, and didn't pick it up until the class bell rang.