Confess you in early winter

The sun came out on Saturday, and the warm golden sun shone on the body. It was mild and mild, and the temperature also picked up.

It only takes more than ten minutes to take a taxi from the school to the city hospital. Yan Chu arrived at the inpatient building half an hour earlier than the agreed time. The soy milk bought in the cafeteria was still not cold, and it was almost ready to drink.

She had already known the room number of Su Ci's ward in advance, so she asked the nurse on duty to find out which floor she was on, and went straight there.

The ward is at the end of the corridor on the fourth floor, and there are relatively few people walking outside the door, so it is very quiet.

When Yan Chu came, the woman on the bed had already woken up, she was resting on the head of the bed with her eyes closed, and the TV at the end of the bed was broadcasting the morning financial news.

At the other end of the room, the curtains were half-opened, and the soft sunlight fell on the porcelain-white window sill, and the light-colored and layered shapes were reflected on the ground through the glass windows.

The girl knocked on the door lightly, Su Ci heard the movement and opened his eyes to look over. A faint smile suddenly appeared in his clear and cold eyes, and then he waved to the kid by the door: "Come in."

Yan Chu entered the room with breakfast, and walked quickly to the bed. Seeing that Su Ci's limbs were intact, his complexion was fine, and there was no bandage on his head. It seemed that the injury was not serious, so she was completely relieved.

"Sister Su." The little girl called softly and asked with concern, "How are you doing now? Are you still dizzy? Are you feeling better?"

The woman's expression became softer, and she smiled and said, "It's much better, and I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Yan Chu pursed her lips, regretting, "But I can't come tomorrow."

"I've been here today, I don't have anything important to do tomorrow." The woman gently comforted the girl, took the breakfast that Yan Chu specially brought her, thanked her, and asked, "Where's Li Qin? Didn't it mean you guys?" Come together?"

"She hasn't arrived yet, I came early." Yan Chu confessed bluntly, "I was afraid that the breakfast would be cold, so I came here early."

There is another very important reason: she wants to spend a few minutes alone with Su Ci.

But she didn't say that.

The woman paused as she unwrapped the food bag, then suddenly remembered something, glanced at Yan Chu who was obediently sitting beside the hospital bed, and asked her, "Have you eaten?"

"Not yet." Yan Chuchao stuck out his tongue at the woman, and replied honestly, "We will go out to eat with Li Qin later."

Su Ci smiled when she heard this, and said nothing more, and began to enjoy the breakfast that the child brought her all the way in the morning.

The fritters were a little cold, but the soy milk was still warm. It was the taste of the cafeteria in my student days. I hadn't tasted it for many years. It easily brought back Su Ci's youthful memories, which made people feel very sentimental.

"The breakfast in the cafeteria hasn't changed at all. It's still the same chef as before." The woman commented softly, with a slight smile in her eyes all the time.

Yan Chu blinked and said with a smile: "It's still a bit different. This year, we added a window for special dishes. If you go early, you can have a chance to eat noodles or rice noodles. I also heard that the cafeteria will be expanded next year, and the income will be increased this semester. I paid a school building fee, but it looks like it’s a welfare for freshmen, so I probably won’t have a chance to see it.”

Su Ci also laughed, and expressed his feelings: "It seems to be like this. It was the same when I was studying. The previous class paid the money and graduated, and the next class of freshmen will enjoy the fruits of construction."

"Who says it's not." The little girl wrinkled her nose, but Ke Keai nodded in agreement, and suddenly said pointedly, "But I still hope that the school will redesign the school uniforms, what kind of aesthetics do the teachers have, the school uniforms are ugly died."

The woman swallowed a mouthful of the tough fried dough sticks, and said with a smile: "I think it's okay, not ugly, energetic, and you look good in clothes."

"!" Yan Chu's heart skipped a beat, and then it went into overdrive.

Her ears turned red instantly, and her expression was blank, not knowing how to respond to the woman's straightforward compliment.

Even though she knew that Su Ci's words had no other meaning, but pure appreciation and praise, she couldn't help but her heart beat faster, and she couldn't bear such teasing.

Yan Chu turned his head, looked here and there, and changed the subject without saying anything: "You haven't said why you hit the guardrail? If you drive normally, such an accident will not happen, right?"

Even if it is accidentally scratched, people will not be admitted to the hospital.

What's more, Su Ci's driving is very steady, and he doesn't have the habit of grabbing the road. There may be other reasons for the accident.

Su Ci drank the last sip of soy milk, packed the paper cups and oil-stained plastic bags and threw them into the trash can next to the bed. The whole process was quiet and did not answer Yan Chu's question.

Yan Chu noticed the slight change in the atmosphere, and his heartbeat that had been too fast just now slowly returned to normal.

She turned her face away, looking inquiringly.

The woman on the hospital bed looked calm, looking out the window, as if in a trance.

Her side face is very beautiful, with soft and elegant eyebrows, deep eyes, the bright sunlight casts arc-shaped panes on her light pupils, just like the autumn water described in martial arts novels.

Yan Chu thought that the woman would not answer.

Or her voice was too low for Su Ci not to hear, or there were other reasons why she couldn't speak.

Yan Chu felt stiff and uncomfortable, thinking that he might be too offensive, and in a hurry, he was out of proportion.

Just as she was feeling annoyed, a woman's voice suddenly sounded softly, and she said flatly: "I received a call from a friend on the way to the company. The other party mentioned Xia Nian, and I heard that she is pregnant."

Su Ci closed his eyes, and folded his hands on the cold white bedding.

Her skin is very delicate, the back of her hand is very thin, and the faint blue blood vessels hidden under the fair skin can be vaguely seen.

When she said this, she was expressionless, but only she could understand the dark emotions in her heart.

That's why she was distracted and ran a red light in a daze. In order to prevent pedestrians from hitting the guardrail outside the green belt, it was the front of the car on the left that collided and the recoil was too strong, which caused her to have a slight concussion.

Yan Chu was one of the only two people who knew about her embarrassing experience. Although she felt it was inappropriate, Yan Chu asked her again and again, but she still chose to answer seriously.

It's just that saying this is tantamount to tearing the wound she tried so hard to hide in front of the children.

Emotions and rationality are always difficult to keep pace. She doesn't want to admit that she, as the abandoned party, is still affected by the other party, and suffers because she can't completely isolate the news from all directions.

She actually understood that whether it was unwillingness or resentment, it was a sign of not really letting go.

She couldn't face it calmly, even if she deleted her contact information and threw away the photos full of memories, it still stuck in her throat, like a sharp knife, poking her from time to time.

She could have found a reason to prevaricate, no matter what reason she gave, Yan Chu would not ask further, but she chose to speak honestly.

Unexpectedly, it would be this reason, Yan Chu was stunned, a little at a loss.

A ray of sunlight sprinkled on her hair, forming a faint golden halo, but her expression was blank, looking at Su Ci with a good eye, as if she wanted to say something, but she hesitated.

The woman's thin red lips were slightly pursed, and her smile was faint, with a bit of bitterness and self-deprecating taste.

Most adults are so hypocritical.

It was obviously very painful, unwilling to be content with the status quo, and did not want to forgive the other party, wishing to quarrel and turn the world upside down so that no one would feel better, but in the end he chose to keep silent, as if it was a more mature way of dealing with it.

In fact, it was just desperate, because the poor self-esteem in my heart, even if it was covered with bruises, I still wanted to maintain my dignity, at least it seemed that everything was normal.

The ward fell silent, and no one spoke for a while, only the morning news on TV was still broadcasting new financial reports.

In such an atmosphere, it seemed inappropriate to say anything.

Yan Chu lowered his head, stared at his toes, and swayed his feet back and forth to pass the time that was too quiet and disturbing.

She suddenly realized that she liked Su Ci and wanted to be with him, which was an unsure thing.

For some reason, a small hole was broken in the confidence that supported her to move forward, letting her courage and drive go little by little.

She had never liked anyone before, so her thinking was very naive, she overestimated her self-confessed fate, and underestimated Xia Nian.

The relationship of ten years does not mean that you can let go of it.

She didn't have any bargaining chip to compete with Xia Nian, even though she firmly believed in it and was willing to spend enough time to prove herself, but life is not at the last moment, no one can promise forever.

If the promise is useful, Su Ci and Xia Nian will not be separated.

What's more, even without Xia Nian, there was still a long 11 years between her and Su Ci.

The more he thought about it, the more flustered he felt, Yan Chu suddenly raised his head and looked straight into Su Ci's eyes, eager to get some thoughts from it.

"Sister Su, do you still care about her?"

When she asked this sentence, it was as if she had swallowed a mouthful of old vinegar, and her chest was sore and astringent.

The child's question was too straightforward, the woman shook her head, and didn't give an answer immediately.

After the hour passed, the financial news was finished, and the radio station interrupted two advertisements for medical supplies.

Yan Chu became even more sour, so sour that it became bitter.She buried her head in a daze, suddenly not knowing what to do.

The front teeth bit his lips to produce a light white mark, and Yan Chu said hesitantly: "Forget it, don't answer, wait until I'm mentally prepared, I'll ask you next time."

It was a bit uncomfortable, and my eyes hurt like sand.

She let out a long breath and stood up: "Li Qin should be here soon, I'll go out and have a look."

With that said, she turned around to walk out the door.

The woman on the hospital bed called her: "Xiao Chu."

Yan Chu stopped by the door, his back was slender, and he didn't look back.

The thin sound of the advertisement made the room even more silent, and the slanting sunlight cast a long and narrow shadow in front of the girl.

The long eyelashes drooped, covering the dark pupils, Su Ci said calmly: "The reason why I am sad is because I feel unworthy of wishful thinking."

"But everything about her has nothing to do with me." Her voice was still low, light and shallow, and her tone was flat.

The girl at the door turned around, and the woman looked at her just a few steps away: "Xiao Chu, can you understand?"

Yan Chu paused for a while, then suddenly raised a sweet smile, ran back to the bed in two steps, couldn't help but give Su Ci a warm hug head-on, and presumptuously kissed the woman on the forehead.

Su Ci looked stunned, apparently not expecting this development.

But the girl had already let go of her and took two steps back, put her hands behind her back and said with a smile: "Although I took advantage of you just now, don't be angry. The best way to get rid of old habits is to form new ones. How about Cultivate one from now on, get used to me liking you."

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