Rebirth of the Second Young Master of the Ren Family
Chapter 78 Family Love
The warm sun of early spring has already slanted in the sky, and the sunlight flows down softly, melting the faint morning mist and spreading it on the fresh green grass.The shoes step on the ground, raising fine dust, floating and falling in the sun, which can be seen clearly.The footsteps were getting closer, but Ren Ren didn't look back.
Lowering his head slightly, Ren Ren didn't have the courage to look back at his expression.
Is it angry or sad?Ren Ren didn't dare to speculate.After giving that person hope just now, after thinking that he had connected with each other, he decisively and almost coldly discarded him.In the face of family affection, he betrayed his love almost without hesitation.It's not that he doesn't love, it's just that he doesn't have the bargaining chip to continue.
In a person's life, there is always something more important than love.Being accused by thousands of people for love, being stigmatized for love, abandoning relatives for love... Maybe some people will praise the poignant beauty of that love, and envy that senseless courage.But only those who have experienced it know what kind of sacrifice that is, and what that sacrifice can be exchanged for.
Ren Ren has already passed that age of youthful, frivolous, innocent and ignorant.Yes, after experiencing so many things, he has already learned to calculate the gains and losses, and look forward and backward.
Ren Ren was originally a smart person, he did not fight uncertain battles, and did not do things without benefits.What's more, on top of this intelligence, there is also the unforgettable memory of pain - love is a thing that is too fragile to be trusted.Ren Ren once loved Xiao Tianhong without complaint or regret for many years, but now he doesn't need passers-by to get closer.In vain, this love is not a mutual gratification, and does not know each other, but it is enough to consume all the confidence of Ren Ren.
But family affection is different: relatives will not betray him, and family affection will never disappear—even when he is spurned by everyone.Because he remembered clearly the ending of his previous life.
So, how could he choose love instead of family affection?
However, knowing that this is a sensible and smart enough choice, why is my heart still trembling with pain?The sunlight that warmed the skin seemed to turn into tiny thorns after entering the body, continuously piercing the soft, sour pain on the apex of the heart.
The corners of his mouth were unconsciously pursed into a line, firmness and determination appeared in his eyes little by little, Ren Ren slowly raised his head, and turned to meet the person walking behind him.However, as soon as the body turned a slight angle, it was firmly trapped.
A pair of powerful hands stretched out from behind, overlapped and clenched in front of his waist and abdomen.The familiar smell of herbs filled the surrounding air in an instant, and his back was tightly leaning against the chest of the person behind him, and he felt scorching hot even though he was wearing a heavy coat.
"Don't move." Because he hadn't spoken for several hours, his voice was hoarse: "I know you've already made up your mind, but I don't want to see you showing an indifferent expression to me, so don't turn around and listen to me." Very For those who rarely lose their composure, there seems to be an instant fragility in their voices.
Ren Ren's body froze as he was about to struggle.
His chin rested on the young man's shoulder, and the air he exhaled when he spoke brushed the broken hair in his ears: "Maybe I have been used to being alone since I was a child, reading and studying medical books silently, walking in the rivers and lakes alone, and practicing medicine alone. I don’t have any close friends, and I don’t even see my master. I only practice medicine in my life. So I have nothing to worry about, and I don’t have to be bothered by those gossips. I don’t have to worry about other people’s opinions. So I ignore you and It's my fault for being different and not taking your situation into account."
Ren Ren's body stiffened, listening to the soft whispers in his ear, he felt the sourness rushing straight out of his heart, and he was caught off guard.
Sighing lightly, he continued: "At first, I thought that as long as you nodded, I could have you. I forgot that you have a father, brother, and the reputation of the Ren family. You are not me, and you are not alone. One person has no scruples. So, you will never give up on them for me - I still have this self-knowledge." The self-deprecating smile made Ren Ren's heart sour.
"I can't bear to see you in a dilemma, and I can't let you go..." His chin moved slightly, and his lips almost touched the boy's ears hidden under his black hair. "So, I will pave the road and sweep away the obstacles." Qing, so that you can come to my side without hesitation or hesitation."
Ren Ren was startled, and regardless of his previous mood, he immediately struggled and turned to look at him.Face to face, breathing close at hand, he saw the strong confidence and deep-seated tenderness in those eyes.
Eyes wide open, a premonition emerged... Ren Ren asked: "What did you do?"
Lin Zesheng hooked the corner of his mouth, the prickly dimple was fleeting, he suddenly smiled narrowly: "Xiao Ren, can't you hear another meaning that your father told Ran Mo? Give me all the power and let me take care of you." Okay... are you really an experienced, intelligent and resourceful person like an old general who doesn't know anything?"
Ren Ren was stunned, and his tone was a bit abnormal: "You mean, my father, he knows?!"
"Yes." She rubbed her forehead up and down slightly against his.
"You, you told him?" Frightened, Ren Ren heard his own voice trembling.In an instant, countless thoughts flashed through his mind, and he no longer understood what was going on now.How could dad know, how could he agree, what happened?
"Don't panic, my master told your father." Warm palms stroked the young man's blushed face, and he said softly, "Don't forget, my master is your father's old friend. With him on the side to persuade you Dad won't object."
"No, no!" Ren Ren shook his head in disbelief, he knew his father best, majestic and stubborn, how could it be so easy to persuade him?He still remembered the relieved smile on his father's face when he left Benkyo with his father, it was the joy of seeing his son's prodigal son return.And now, he still let him down...
"Xiao Ren, maybe he doesn't want to accept this matter...but he loves you." The pulp of his thumb brushed over the boy's eyelashes that kept flapping, itching, Lin Zesheng looked at the boy's unbelievable expression, and said softly: "I love you as much as I do, so he can't bear to see you sad and see you give up love for him, just like I can't bear to see you give up your family for me."
Opening the eyelids little by little, Ren Ren raised his eyes and stared at him blankly.
"So..." Ren Ren's voice was a little ethereal: "So my father really doesn't object?" The ending sound gradually raised, eagerly, he hoped to get an affirmative answer to confirm what he heard.
"Yes." Lin Zesheng rubbed the black hair on top of the young man's head, and the corners of Lin Zesheng's eyes turned into crescent moons.
Shaking his head, Ren Ren was a little confused, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, the expression on his face was distorted for a moment.A sense of well-being seemed to drop from the sky so abruptly, it knocked him overwhelmed.He didn't expect too much, he thought that this rebirth was already a kind of gift, it was enough to make up for the past mistakes and repay the past sins.
He is extremely unconfident, extremely inferior, never knowing that he can get such happiness, never knowing that he is worthy of so many people's love.So he was cautious, he was uneasy, and he gave everything with a mentality of atonement, but he didn't dare to expect the slightest return.But he forgot that the person he loves also loves him, what he cherishes and wants to protect, the person who loves him also wants to cherish and protect.
The warm liquid almost filled the eye sockets, raised his head, Ren Ren opened his eyes wide, looking at the blue and fresh sky, the corners of his mouth opened further and further.Unable to control, I almost burst out laughing happily.
Taking a deep breath, Ren Ren suppressed his excitement, and then lowered his head again. Just as he was about to speak, his gaze swept across the figure dyed in ink in the distance, and then he thought of something, and the smile on his face froze in an instant .Turning his head, Ren Ren calmly looked at the person in front of him: "You did it on purpose."
"Heh." Lin Zesheng chuckled, rubbed his forehead, and agreed.
"You!" Ren Ren glared at him angrily: "Why are you doing this!" If he doesn't understand now, he is a fool!Since this person has already got his father's acquiescence, why didn't he tell him, why did he pretend to be panicked after being discovered by Ran Mo?It made him sad and sad, and he struggled all night about why!
"I'm too naive..." Lin Zesheng didn't have any apology for doing something wrong, but was a little disappointed: "I naively hope to see you admit me and see my position in your heart, even if you choose to give up on me in the end." , even if there is a little bit of hesitation before that..."
The lost and self-deprecating tone was like a basin of icy water, which quenched Ren Ren's anger.The remaining residual smoke reminded Ren Ren of his reaction at that time - he denied him almost without hesitation... Thinking of this, Ren Ren didn't have the confidence to get angry, and the apology immediately flooded him, drowning him .
"I, I'm sorry..." Ren Ren didn't dare to look up at him in guilt, cursing in his heart that he was such a scum!Ruthless, cruel, selfish, shameless...all kinds of derogatory words you can think of were thrown at yourself, as if it would make you feel better.
"It's okay," Lin Zesheng smiled and pulled him back into his arms, and smiled softly: "I will hold you tightly, even if you don't admit it, I won't let you go."
Sullenly, Ren Ren leaned on his shoulder and nodded.
Afterwards, Ren Ren realized something was wrong: Obviously I was the victim of being deceived, why would I be the one who apologized?
Lowering his head slightly, Ren Ren didn't have the courage to look back at his expression.
Is it angry or sad?Ren Ren didn't dare to speculate.After giving that person hope just now, after thinking that he had connected with each other, he decisively and almost coldly discarded him.In the face of family affection, he betrayed his love almost without hesitation.It's not that he doesn't love, it's just that he doesn't have the bargaining chip to continue.
In a person's life, there is always something more important than love.Being accused by thousands of people for love, being stigmatized for love, abandoning relatives for love... Maybe some people will praise the poignant beauty of that love, and envy that senseless courage.But only those who have experienced it know what kind of sacrifice that is, and what that sacrifice can be exchanged for.
Ren Ren has already passed that age of youthful, frivolous, innocent and ignorant.Yes, after experiencing so many things, he has already learned to calculate the gains and losses, and look forward and backward.
Ren Ren was originally a smart person, he did not fight uncertain battles, and did not do things without benefits.What's more, on top of this intelligence, there is also the unforgettable memory of pain - love is a thing that is too fragile to be trusted.Ren Ren once loved Xiao Tianhong without complaint or regret for many years, but now he doesn't need passers-by to get closer.In vain, this love is not a mutual gratification, and does not know each other, but it is enough to consume all the confidence of Ren Ren.
But family affection is different: relatives will not betray him, and family affection will never disappear—even when he is spurned by everyone.Because he remembered clearly the ending of his previous life.
So, how could he choose love instead of family affection?
However, knowing that this is a sensible and smart enough choice, why is my heart still trembling with pain?The sunlight that warmed the skin seemed to turn into tiny thorns after entering the body, continuously piercing the soft, sour pain on the apex of the heart.
The corners of his mouth were unconsciously pursed into a line, firmness and determination appeared in his eyes little by little, Ren Ren slowly raised his head, and turned to meet the person walking behind him.However, as soon as the body turned a slight angle, it was firmly trapped.
A pair of powerful hands stretched out from behind, overlapped and clenched in front of his waist and abdomen.The familiar smell of herbs filled the surrounding air in an instant, and his back was tightly leaning against the chest of the person behind him, and he felt scorching hot even though he was wearing a heavy coat.
"Don't move." Because he hadn't spoken for several hours, his voice was hoarse: "I know you've already made up your mind, but I don't want to see you showing an indifferent expression to me, so don't turn around and listen to me." Very For those who rarely lose their composure, there seems to be an instant fragility in their voices.
Ren Ren's body froze as he was about to struggle.
His chin rested on the young man's shoulder, and the air he exhaled when he spoke brushed the broken hair in his ears: "Maybe I have been used to being alone since I was a child, reading and studying medical books silently, walking in the rivers and lakes alone, and practicing medicine alone. I don’t have any close friends, and I don’t even see my master. I only practice medicine in my life. So I have nothing to worry about, and I don’t have to be bothered by those gossips. I don’t have to worry about other people’s opinions. So I ignore you and It's my fault for being different and not taking your situation into account."
Ren Ren's body stiffened, listening to the soft whispers in his ear, he felt the sourness rushing straight out of his heart, and he was caught off guard.
Sighing lightly, he continued: "At first, I thought that as long as you nodded, I could have you. I forgot that you have a father, brother, and the reputation of the Ren family. You are not me, and you are not alone. One person has no scruples. So, you will never give up on them for me - I still have this self-knowledge." The self-deprecating smile made Ren Ren's heart sour.
"I can't bear to see you in a dilemma, and I can't let you go..." His chin moved slightly, and his lips almost touched the boy's ears hidden under his black hair. "So, I will pave the road and sweep away the obstacles." Qing, so that you can come to my side without hesitation or hesitation."
Ren Ren was startled, and regardless of his previous mood, he immediately struggled and turned to look at him.Face to face, breathing close at hand, he saw the strong confidence and deep-seated tenderness in those eyes.
Eyes wide open, a premonition emerged... Ren Ren asked: "What did you do?"
Lin Zesheng hooked the corner of his mouth, the prickly dimple was fleeting, he suddenly smiled narrowly: "Xiao Ren, can't you hear another meaning that your father told Ran Mo? Give me all the power and let me take care of you." Okay... are you really an experienced, intelligent and resourceful person like an old general who doesn't know anything?"
Ren Ren was stunned, and his tone was a bit abnormal: "You mean, my father, he knows?!"
"Yes." She rubbed her forehead up and down slightly against his.
"You, you told him?" Frightened, Ren Ren heard his own voice trembling.In an instant, countless thoughts flashed through his mind, and he no longer understood what was going on now.How could dad know, how could he agree, what happened?
"Don't panic, my master told your father." Warm palms stroked the young man's blushed face, and he said softly, "Don't forget, my master is your father's old friend. With him on the side to persuade you Dad won't object."
"No, no!" Ren Ren shook his head in disbelief, he knew his father best, majestic and stubborn, how could it be so easy to persuade him?He still remembered the relieved smile on his father's face when he left Benkyo with his father, it was the joy of seeing his son's prodigal son return.And now, he still let him down...
"Xiao Ren, maybe he doesn't want to accept this matter...but he loves you." The pulp of his thumb brushed over the boy's eyelashes that kept flapping, itching, Lin Zesheng looked at the boy's unbelievable expression, and said softly: "I love you as much as I do, so he can't bear to see you sad and see you give up love for him, just like I can't bear to see you give up your family for me."
Opening the eyelids little by little, Ren Ren raised his eyes and stared at him blankly.
"So..." Ren Ren's voice was a little ethereal: "So my father really doesn't object?" The ending sound gradually raised, eagerly, he hoped to get an affirmative answer to confirm what he heard.
"Yes." Lin Zesheng rubbed the black hair on top of the young man's head, and the corners of Lin Zesheng's eyes turned into crescent moons.
Shaking his head, Ren Ren was a little confused, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, the expression on his face was distorted for a moment.A sense of well-being seemed to drop from the sky so abruptly, it knocked him overwhelmed.He didn't expect too much, he thought that this rebirth was already a kind of gift, it was enough to make up for the past mistakes and repay the past sins.
He is extremely unconfident, extremely inferior, never knowing that he can get such happiness, never knowing that he is worthy of so many people's love.So he was cautious, he was uneasy, and he gave everything with a mentality of atonement, but he didn't dare to expect the slightest return.But he forgot that the person he loves also loves him, what he cherishes and wants to protect, the person who loves him also wants to cherish and protect.
The warm liquid almost filled the eye sockets, raised his head, Ren Ren opened his eyes wide, looking at the blue and fresh sky, the corners of his mouth opened further and further.Unable to control, I almost burst out laughing happily.
Taking a deep breath, Ren Ren suppressed his excitement, and then lowered his head again. Just as he was about to speak, his gaze swept across the figure dyed in ink in the distance, and then he thought of something, and the smile on his face froze in an instant .Turning his head, Ren Ren calmly looked at the person in front of him: "You did it on purpose."
"Heh." Lin Zesheng chuckled, rubbed his forehead, and agreed.
"You!" Ren Ren glared at him angrily: "Why are you doing this!" If he doesn't understand now, he is a fool!Since this person has already got his father's acquiescence, why didn't he tell him, why did he pretend to be panicked after being discovered by Ran Mo?It made him sad and sad, and he struggled all night about why!
"I'm too naive..." Lin Zesheng didn't have any apology for doing something wrong, but was a little disappointed: "I naively hope to see you admit me and see my position in your heart, even if you choose to give up on me in the end." , even if there is a little bit of hesitation before that..."
The lost and self-deprecating tone was like a basin of icy water, which quenched Ren Ren's anger.The remaining residual smoke reminded Ren Ren of his reaction at that time - he denied him almost without hesitation... Thinking of this, Ren Ren didn't have the confidence to get angry, and the apology immediately flooded him, drowning him .
"I, I'm sorry..." Ren Ren didn't dare to look up at him in guilt, cursing in his heart that he was such a scum!Ruthless, cruel, selfish, shameless...all kinds of derogatory words you can think of were thrown at yourself, as if it would make you feel better.
"It's okay," Lin Zesheng smiled and pulled him back into his arms, and smiled softly: "I will hold you tightly, even if you don't admit it, I won't let you go."
Sullenly, Ren Ren leaned on his shoulder and nodded.
Afterwards, Ren Ren realized something was wrong: Obviously I was the victim of being deceived, why would I be the one who apologized?
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