Raiders' love strategy

Tang Muyang couldn't tell how he felt about such a heart-wrenching word.

At the moment when the truth was fully revealed, he was shocked, puzzled, and it was impossible not to complain.

Why was Xiaogang so stupid at the time?How could he focus on Qi Kangzhi and just keep silent?If he could talk about it, wouldn't things just be different?

Yes, he was at fault for that too, and if he hadn't damned walked away that morning, if he'd been able to rascally say all this afterwards, things would have been different.

But why, back then, they all made the worst choices?

Inserting his fingers deeply into his hair, at this moment, the little rascal really felt the meaning of three thousand threads of trouble, and wished he could shave his head and become a monk!Maybe life is not so troublesome, right?

"Would you like a cup?" The faint aroma of milk lingered behind him, and a warm hand rested on his shoulder.

Tang Muyang raised his head in astonishment, he heard correctly, it was his elder brother.

Tang Muchen sat down beside him with a glass of milk in his hand.He just came back from Qi's house, took a shower, put on a comfortable bathrobe, and there was still some moisture in his hair.Pass him the warm milk, "Drink it, you haven't eaten much all day. I just took a sip, you won't dislike it, will you?"

In a word, Tang Muyang, who originally wanted to refuse, couldn't resist.He took the milk and took a sip first, "Thank you."

Tang Muchen smiled slightly, and squinted at him, "When did you learn to be so polite?"

Tang Muyang was a little embarrassed, and lowered his head in embarrassment.

Tang Muchen's smile deepened, "Sure enough, you've grown up and know how to be shy. Ever since you were young, I remember that this is the first time you've been shy in front of me, right?"

The little hooligan felt a little ashamed, and murmured out a sentence that had been buried in his heart for many years, "Brother, when I was young... I was wrong."

Tang Muchen laughed out loud, "Are you determined, are you going to move me to tears today?" He patted him on the shoulder vigorously, "Fool, you are my real brother, why are you embarrassed?"

Tang Muyang was full of gratitude, and there was a sour stream flowing quietly in his body.Blinking hard to block it under the eyelids, but my heart is warm.He knew that no matter how naughty he was or how angry his brother was, in the end, he would unconditionally forgive and tolerate himself.In comparison, what I did for him was really too little.

Looking at his guilt, Tang Muchen said very seriously, "What happened seven years ago was not your fault."

Tang Muyang was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly raised his head, a little in disbelief.

"Of course, it's not Xiaogang's fault." Tang Muchen told him seriously, "I'm not trying to comfort you, because if it were me, I wouldn't be able to do better than you, after all, at that age .”

After a pause, "I'll tell you a secret," Tang Muchen said frankly about his past, "My first sexual experience, with Anzhi, was also in the year I graduated from high school. He asked me out to climb mountains, but it was actually It was premeditated. But I also voluntarily, maybe I have been looking forward to this day, so we did it."

He shook his head slightly, as if disapproving of the youthful and frivolous back then, "I was really naive at that time, thinking that having sex didn't mean anything, and I would still find a girl to marry and have children in the future So after I went to college, I suppressed myself desperately, not thinking about him, not looking for him, and never even asking about him.”

His eyes were obviously caught in the past, with a youthful sweetness, "Speaking of which, your Brother An chased me really hard, and he has endured it for many years. When you were young, you always felt as if I was being bullied by him But instead, you think about it from his point of view, you are far away from the person you love the most, but you can’t get close, you can’t even say anything, you can’t do anything. Except racking your brains for our family If you create another you, you still have to worry about me finding a new love day and night, think about the pain and pressure he endured at that time, is it worthy of... sympathy?"

The little hooligan burst out laughing, but he had to admit that Qi Anzhi's dedication and sincerity were really not easy.It might not be possible for me to do it myself.

Tang Muchen smiled and looked at his younger brother, "I'm not telling you these embarrassing things to make you laugh at us. I just want to tell you that everyone will inevitably make mistakes in the process of growing up. Just like I can't get back the ones that hurt Anzhi. Years, you can't get back the lost child. But what we can do is to keep everything we have now."

Tang Muyang's heart trembled. Looking at his brother's warm eyes, he choked up and said the deepest pain in his heart, "But, I really feel sorry for him."

The first child, the little life he had with Xiaogang, was ruined so innocently, it was impossible for him not to remember it for the rest of his life.

Tang Muchen caressed his back, "I understand. But if you want to think this way... well, do you know? Before you, An Zhi once gave you two little brothers. It's just that one only lived for 27 days , one only lived for 46 days. You may not know these two numbers, but our whole family remembers them deeply. Parents, mothers, and grandpa often regretted it when they were alive. If these two children can survive, they should How good is it?"

He suddenly smiled, "Mom even thought about extracting eggs again and finding your surrogate mother Su to have a baby. I don't know what she said, but Sister Su agreed. In the end, if the doctor hadn't told her, her body It is absolutely not allowed to do such a thing again, I am afraid our family will have more brothers or sisters."

The little rascal choked, his mother is really crazy!Even if he didn't study medicine, the fact that his mother suffered from illnesses in her later years because of giving birth to her elder brother was deeply imprinted in his heart.He couldn't imagine how bad it would be if his mother's broken body was tossing around again.

Tang Muchen looked at him, "I'm telling you this to let you know that some things are destined not to be yours, so he won't stay. It's like not fully developed fruit, you can't wait until the day it matures. But But life will not rewind for you to recall the past, so that you have a chance to do it all over again.

Although it will be sad for us to lose the two elder brothers before you, but because of you, everyone becomes very happy again.Like you, Uncle He, they also lost a child before, but now they have another one. You are not here these days, and you don't know how happy and content they are.

You and Xiaogang's former children can't come back, but now you have a new life.You who are about to be a father, shouldn't you cheer up to welcome this soon-to-be-born baby, instead of living in the regret and frustration of seven years ago? "

For a moment, Tang Muyang's eyes lit up as if he had been enlightened.

Yes, what was missed is irreparable, but they still have hope, why not cherish the upcoming baby?

He stood up abruptly, "I'll go find Xiao Gang!"

Tang Muchen hesitated, "At this time..."

"Let him go!" Qi Anzhi came over at some point, listened outside the balcony for a long time, and encouraged Tang Muyang, "After all, it's about the two of you. It's better for you to come forward than what we say. But You have to remember that Xiaogang’s mood is still very unstable now, his self-blame is heavier than yours, and he may not be able to face you for a long time, you must be mentally prepared for a long-term battle.”

Tang Muyang nodded vigorously, then suddenly stretched his arms back and hugged his elder brother, and kissed him on the cheek, "Brother, I love you!"

Tang Muchen opened his mouth wide in shock and couldn't come to his senses for a long time. How many years has it been since his younger brother did this to him?

Qi Anzhi smiled happily, stretched out his big finger, and said to the little hooligan like when he was a child, "Little Apple, come on, I am optimistic about you!"

Little Apple laughed loudly, grabbed the car keys and ran away.

Qi Anzhi walked up to his lover who hadn't come back to his senses, stretched out his sleeve and wiped the half of his face that was kissed, then held it with both hands, very serious, "Soul, come back!"

"Nervous!" Tang Muchen became furious and wanted to slap his hand away.

However, Qi Anzhi kissed her vigorously, "You brat, it's too much to tease you in front of me!"

Peace of mind, you crazy!Why are you arguing with my brother?Tang Muchen wanted to scold, but he was blocked and couldn't speak.Then I didn't know how to get him back into the room in a daze, and fell on the bed.The whole body was gnawed all over, and countless marks were left on the inside and outside of the body.

Before falling asleep, Tang Muchen thought sadly, this man's possessiveness is really terrifying!

55 What God Said

Murong just slept very restlessly, as soon as he closed his eyes, there seemed to be a faint voice lingering in his ears, Daddy, why don't you want me?

Guilt, the bone-piercing guilt was like countless steel nails repeatedly piercing into his heart, torturing him into deep self-blame all the time, and he couldn't even rest his head in his sleep.

So, when the rumbling motorcycle approached in the night, he woke up suddenly.Gathering my mind, I heard the voice of my father talking softly to someone in the living room.

It should be Tang Muyang, did he come to Xingshi to question his guilt?Murong Gang curled up instinctively under the quilt, he was too guilty to face it.

There was a light knock on the door, Murong just didn't move, but made a bed beside the bed, and his daddy, who accompanied him, woke up fortunately, and went out on tiptoe, the door opened and closed, and a corner of light poured in, Murong Gang's eyes are closed