Liu Huafei

"Ca──" Director Wang poked his head out from behind the camera and roared at Yuan Mutian, "Yuan Mutian! Do you know how to act? Who told you to go over there! The camera is here! You Are you blind or have a bad brain?! How many times have you walked by and you can still go wrong! You fucking intentionally waste my film, right! If you don’t want to act, tell me sooner, take off your costume and get out immediately!"

Yuan Mutian stood under the spotlight with a dark face, clenched and loosened his palms.The staff who had been busy all morning and didn't finish filming a single scene were also tired, and their tempers couldn't get better. Faced with the culprit that caused them to increase their workload, they naturally had a very bad attitude.

No one respects him, no one takes him seriously, and everyone regards him as a burden. Originally, Director Wang insisted on reusing his "halo" because his image and temperament fit the protagonist's image. It is the talk of everyone who is pointing and pointing behind their backs.

He is not an emperor above ten thousand people here, but an actor who wins a place of survival by pleasing others with his appearance, but this actor still pretends to be an emperor, under the scorching light, even the expression of talking is The emperor who is restricted in how many steps he has to walk.

How ridiculous.

Director Wang asked everyone to rest for a while, and ran out angrily.Yuan Mutian sat alone in a corner of the studio, looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar furnishings and the incomplete temporary houses in front of him, he felt only waves of exhaustion and chills in his heart.

Has Nianhua ever felt this way?Alone in a foreign world, everything is like a false illusion. Even though I live here every day, I always feel that everything is not plausible.Can't touch the ground, can't touch the warmth.

What's more, I lost my memory at that time.

Whenever Yuan Mutian thinks about this matter, he always feels that there will be bursts of deep-seated coldness rising from the bottom of his heart.

At that time, Nianhua regarded him as a driftwood for salvation, devoted himself to him, relied on him, what did he do, what did he do...

Even after finding Nianhua back later, he never realized that there was something wrong with convicting Nianhua before.That was just one insignificant item among the thousands of wills He had made.What's more, Nianhua is indeed guilty. As the emperor who oversees the overall situation, it is not wrong for him to issue such an imperial edict.

But what about the... lover who is young?He may not be qualified to ask Nianhua's forgiveness at all, and ask Nianhua's forgiveness, after doing such harm.

After he inflicted such deep injuries, after his ruthless and cruel treatment, Nianhua still saved his life several times.

Yuan Mutian still remembers the beauty of Nianhua smiling at him with his back facing the bloody sunset on the bleak battlefield, and he still remembers that he kissed himself proactively in front of thousands of soldiers, as if calling for his stubbornness and domineering ownership.

He already had forgiveness and forgiveness for many years, but now, he once again failed to live up to that trust and deep love.

Yuan Mutian held the mineral water bottle in his hand even tighter, and the cold feeling seemed to seep into the blood from his palm and flow to his heart.

Every time he thinks about this, Yuan Mutian wishes that he never figured out this feeling, otherwise he would not be alone now tasting the regret and despair silently, desperate for fear that he would never find the heart that loved him so much. sincere……

In the afternoon, Director Wang finished filming the few scenes without Yuan Mutian, and didn't care about Yuan Mutian.Yuan Mutian sat quietly at the side, and the occasional strange eyes of the surrounding staff couldn't touch him at all.

"What. I don't even know the most basic position, is it because I'm afraid that others won't know how he got this role?"

"Two days ago, I dared to show my face to everyone. I have been in this business for so many years, and I have never seen such a ignorant person. Before I did anything, my tail was raised first, and I didn't take a pee first to take a picture." own appearance."

"That looks really good, otherwise how could he be the protagonist as a rookie..."

Yuan Mutian knew what they were talking about. Although he didn't have the profound skill of Nianhua, he was much more discerning than ordinary people.Those people thought he heard all the whispered comments, and they were just talking about the "inside story" of him snatching the protagonist of this movie in a mocking and ambiguous tone.

The contemptuous eyes with malicious intentions were shot on the back, piercing like thorns.But this may be nothing compared to the rumors that Nianhua has endured.

When work was over in the evening, Director Wang wasn't as gracious as he was at the beginning and took Yuan Mutian back to the hotel.He was really spoiled by Yuan Mu's weather today, how could there be such a person who doesn't know what to do.

He has a bad temper and plays big names, Director Wang thinks he doesn't care if he has a lot of adults.But I didn't expect that he didn't know whether he really didn't know how to act or he was just making trouble. This first scene that only had five or six sentences, he had been filming for almost a day without passing it.No matter how good his temper is, Director Wang can't stand Yuan Mutian anymore.

Xiao Ji looked at the buttocks of the car where Director Wang ran away, walked up to Yuan Mutian, and sighed, "Let's go, I'll take you back to the hotel."

"Can you take me to the shop where I bought the clothes that day?" Yuan Mutian said suddenly.

Xiao Ji was stunned for a moment, not knowing why he suddenly wanted to go there.

"You want to buy clothes?" Xiao Ji scratched his head in embarrassment and said, "That store is too expensive, and you don't have much money now, so don't go there if you want to buy clothes..."

"No, I just want to go and have a look." Yuan Mutian insisted, and added stiffly after a while: "I beg you."

Xiao Ji was also very uncomfortable by his attitude.At the beginning, he also felt that this guy had a bad temper and was playing big cards. After getting along these days, Xiao Ji could tell that this guy was just a life idiot.Not only can't take the bus, can't take a taxi, but if no one takes him back when he goes out, he may never go back.It's fine if you don't know how to act, but the most troublesome thing is that you seem to lack even basic social manners. The bossy attitude seems to be born, not deliberately pretending.

"Okay, let's go." Xiao Ji looked at Yuan Mutian's expressionless face, but stared at his face, shook his head helplessly, and turned to drive.

Yuan Mutian sat in the car, endured the discomfort of motion sickness, and looked at the bizarre night scene outside the car window.The speed of the car was fast, and it arrived in front of the store in a short time.

Yuan Mutian asked Xiao Ji to stop the car, but he didn't get out of the car himself, just sat quietly, looking outside.

He was sure that the last person he saw was Nianhua.Since he will pass by here once, it is possible to pass by the second time...

"Mutian, are you looking for someone?" Xiao Ji asked curiously, "The last time you yelled and ran across the road, it seemed that you were chasing someone."

Yuan Mutian nodded, but didn't make a sound.

Xiao Ji let out a long sigh of relief, lit a cigarette casually, took two puffs and said, "It's okay, you still have someone you know, otherwise I'd think you're some old antique who came here..."

Yuan Mutian stared aimlessly at the passers-by on the street, and stayed there for an hour.Xiao Ji couldn't wait any longer, he just said that he had something to do tomorrow, and drove Yuan Mutian away.

He looked at Yuan Mutian's face that kept turning back, if it wasn't for the cold and expressionless face reflected in the rearview mirror, Xiao Ji really thought he was attached and reluctant to part.

The filming continued day by day, but Director Wang became more and more indifferent to Yuan Mutian.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't know how to act at all, the aura of him that he caught a glimpse of earlier seems to have weakened a lot. Although he is still cold and ruthless, the aura that makes people dare not look at him is weakening day by day.If Yuan Mutian went on like this, then this person would be nothing but a face.If he, Director Wang, wanted to find a beauty to act in, the showbiz would be filled with all kinds of handsome men, so why bother with Yuan Mutian who knows nothing? !

Director Wang became more and more dissatisfied with Yuan Mutian's fact, and everyone in the crew saw it.Xiao Ji feels a little pity for Yuan Mutian, if he is replaced, Xiao Ji really can't imagine how this guy will survive, sell himself?

It's just that Yuan Mutian himself is completely out of the situation, he has now learned such a great skill as taking a bus.Every day when I get off Gongyuan Mutian, I must go to a specific station, take a specific bus, and go to the road leading to the famous brand store.I don't know how long he will stay there, Xiao Ji feels that he hasn't seen him in the hotel for a long time, but he will see him staying in the studio when he goes to work the next day.Although basically nothing happened to him, he just silently watched other people acting.

He didn't come back to live all the time, did he? !Xiao Ji mentioned to Director Wang with some doubts that Director Wang was rushing to shoot the scenes in the studio and had no time to talk to him.

"Middle Road Station, we're here. Please get ready to get off the bus in advance. Passengers who get on the bus, please go inside. The next stop is..."

Yuan Mutian swiped his bus card, got off the bus under the amazed eyes of the crowd, and went straight to the old place.

He has already engraved this route in his heart, and he will never make a mistake.

I got off work early today, and the sky is still bright.Yuan Mutian bought that weird drink in a roadside cafe, and then sat in a seat by the window, watching the pedestrians coming and going.

After half a month of getting nothing, Yuan Mutian has almost given up hope.What is the purpose of coming here every day, he himself has not been able to explain clearly.Maybe it's just a little bit of thinking about living in this strange world, which can support him to continue his disguise and prevent a complete outbreak.

So when the familiar figure at the corner of the street slowly approached, Yuan Mutian shook his hand and almost knocked over the dark brown liquid in the cup.