23 silk moving purple emperor

This is a question that has to be asked, but it will hurt if you ask it.

But at least... now he dared to ask.

Thinking about it this way, Wuyou felt that although his heart was bitter, he was also relaxed and safe.

He dared to ask, that is, no matter what the answer was, it would not affect Wuyou and Mei Ziyang now, that is, no matter what the answer was, it had truly become a thing of the past.

They can actually start a new life.

It's just that although it has become the past, such a past has always been a small thorn in my heart, which is harmless, but at certain times, there will be a little sting.

Therefore, he had to ask, when he felt that he could finally face up to this thorn and had the ability to pull him out.

Mei Ziyang turned to look at Wuyou's beautiful side face, the look in his eyes changed, after a while, he turned back and said in a low voice: "Many years ago, one day, I felt very uncomfortable and walked by the lake in the palace for a while. , sitting in the back yard of Master Hou."

Wuyou didn't make a sound, and listened to him quietly.

Mei Ziyang continued: "I don't know how long I sat there, there was no one at first, then someone came, handed me a cup of hot tea, and said, 'Don't be sad, there will be a second chance for everything.' I knew from the sound that this was a child brought back by the chief executive not long ago. He was very beautiful, young, and his voice was very soft and pleasant. I looked up at him, and he was not yet tall, and his stature was still small, but Standing there with his lips pursed and smiling slightly, he seemed to be a heavenly man who had never been stained with the dust of the world. He put the cup in my hand, trying to comfort me. I was surprised that no one could see me since I was a child I was very uncomfortable that day, but from Lord Hou to my own guards, I didn’t notice it. Why would such a child know? I subconsciously wanted to cover it up, so I told him, “I’m not sad, I'm just thinking about something." But he smiled and said, "It's not shameful to be sad, who doesn't have sad times?""

Mei Ziyang stopped, Wuyou propped his chin with his hands, his eyes were full of sad and comforting expressions.

Mei Ziyang laughed. He knew that Wuyou was sad. Although he was surrounded by stars and surrounded by countless people since he was a child, no one could understand his mood and emotions.

He stretched out his hand to touch Wuyou's arm, and then said, "Although he left soon, I am not so sad. I will always remember these few words. Afterwards, he grew up, and I saw He didn't have much time. It was a time when the court and the world were in turmoil. Lord Hou needed someone to make contributions to him. When I returned to the palace, sometimes I saw him, sometimes I didn't see him. He was always very happy. Quiet, but I can always see everything. Later, I found that whenever I was in a bad mood, I wanted to go back to the palace and find a place to sit in a daze. Sometimes he would come to sit with me for a while, and sometimes he would just pour it for me. A cup of hot tea comes and goes, but I always feel comforted.”

Wuyou grinned lightly, realizing that he wanted to laugh but couldn't.

The only person Mei Ziyang wanted to hold on to was someone who could understand his emotions.

"Gradually, I became tired of always being one person's subordinate and always following orders, so I did some things behind my back. Now that I think about it, I may have been too presumptuous, but at that time I was young and vigorous, always It's more conceited, and I don't care about success or failure... There is really nothing worth nostalgic... But I was discovered soon, but I didn't know it, which is really too stupid."

Worry-free was startled, and unconsciously sat up straight.

Mei Ziyang sighed: "When the chief executive sent you to help me, I realized that he was probably suspicious of me, but this guess was far less than the joy of you coming to my side, so that I almost I just thought about it for a moment and put it behind me. Although we never talked much, and no one thought we had any friendship, to me, you were my only confidant, and later... "

Mei Ziyang said in a gentle tone almost sighing: "It's still a lover."

Almost at the same time, Wuyou sighed.

He still doesn't remember it, but it sounds oddly familiar, and he can almost see how he came to be with him, how they became lovers.

Mei Ziyang continued: "I knew the purpose of your coming to me, so I made a decision to put some things that were well hidden in the study room to let you find out. At that time, I was too conceited and wanted to It's too simple, thinking that since you are my confidant, you can understand my thoughts, support my approach, and even stand by me and be with me. I forget that not everyone is like that at that time Like me, I can’t find anything worth lingering on, so I can do whatever I want, but I forgot that you have a fetter that you can’t let go of and you can’t escape, so I put you in a dilemma.”

Wuyou has gradually buried his face in the palm of his hand, he understands everything, at the beginning it was just a dilemma, struggling hard, wanting to keep everything, not giving up anything.

Mei Ziyang's tone was extremely bitter: "It wasn't until I thought you were dead that I realized that I also have what I want, but I don't have it anymore. "

"have nothing left."

He repeated again in a low voice, at this time he may have calmed down, but Wuyou could still hear the remaining pain in his heart, and it was even more tragic and unimaginable when it was extended back then.

Compared with not being able to die and staying in the world to endure long-term pain, death may still be an easy thing.

Reassuringly reaching out to hold his hand.

Mei Ziyang said: "After I recovered from my injury, Master Hou summoned me alone and asked me if I knew why you wanted to kill me. In fact, not only I knew, Master Hou knew it himself, and the chief executive knew it too. I was completely hopeless at that time. , He bluntly said that he knew that Master Hou was really a character, but he smiled and said, "Now that he knows, he is willing to exchange his life for yours, so you let him die in vain?" I really don't know what to say. I can’t say it, I know that you actually assassinated me, one is to let me know that the things I did have been exposed, but you can’t betray the chief executive, so you can’t just tell me that, and the second is to give the chief executive an explanation and beg for me A way out. You succeeded, you know the Chief Manager so well, he really let me go, so Lord Hou summoned me alone, and after seeing that I had nothing to say, he said, "Take care of your little tricks, and I will You don’t know anything, so you can live on for him.” So I survived, but the chief executive still doesn’t trust me, and always finds fault with me.”

Wuyou said, "Don't worry, I told him that I won't make things difficult for you."

Mei Ziyang was a little unconvinced: "I'm not afraid of him either."

This childishness that can only be seen in front of Wuyou makes Wuyou laugh out loud, which can be regarded as dispelling some of the haze brought by the past: "He is just angry. You were always wrong before."

Only then did Mei Ziyang give in: "Now that I have you and a child, what can I do? He still has nothing to worry about."

Wuyou patted his hand, pursed his lips and smiled, so besides being a little embarrassing, having this child is really a good thing, and many problems that were originally difficult to solve were easily resolved.

Mei Ziyang said: "Later when you came back, sometimes I felt that you were, and sometimes I felt that you were not. , it is really difficult. And... you are also very unhappy."

Wuyou thought for a while and said, "I found out later that the Qingyin Water Pavilion not only changed my appearance, body, and voice, but also changed the things I remember. I have become another person, and the things I remember have never changed." Happened... am I supposed to be happy when I find out you're only looking for someone else in me?"

Mei Ziyang said after a long time: "Wuyou died for me, and I live for him, so I would rather be sorry to you than to be sorry to him."

What he said was very confusing, but it was full of affection and sex. Wuyou was both sad and moved, and even had a hint of sweetness. His mood was extremely complicated, and it was difficult to sort it out for a while.

But that didn't stop him from smiling.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, they just felt that the breeze was blowing with the fragrance of flowers, and when it passed by them, it became gentle and ambiguous.

Wuyou said hesitantly: "I don't understand why you think I'm just Wuyou. The chief manager said that after being processed by Qingyin Shuige, it is impossible to be recognized by others."

Mei Ziyang smiled: "I don't understand how you know I'm sad, no one has ever noticed."

Wuyou thought about it too, and nodded: "But when I thought you were using me as a substitute, even though you were looking at me, you were looking at someone else, I was really angry, and I didn't want to talk to you at all."

Mei Ziyang was thoughtful, and then said very seriously: "Did the people around you tell you that you often have a temper like a child's."

"Me?" Wuyou opened his eyes wide and pointed his finger at his nose: "Why, I'm said to be mature, steady, silent and reliable."

Mei Ziyang still nodded seriously: "It's you, really, you are like a child, you like to play tricks, and you like to ignore others, you turn around and leave when you get angry."

Wuyou scratched his hair: "Really? No one has ever said that... But it seems a little bit when you say that." Then he glared again: "It's not that you keep messing with me, no one else will."

Mei Ziyang finally laughed out loud, and hugged him all at once: "So I like your childish temper very much, because you only behave like this in front of me."

Wuyou hugged his neck, wrinkled his nose: "Hmph, you can talk."

Before Mei Ziyang finished laughing, Wuyou in his arms suddenly stiffened, and he grabbed his shoulder with his fingers: "Zi, Ziyang..."

The expression of seeing a ghost also startled Mei Ziyang, and asked him quickly: "What's wrong?"

Wuyou stammered and said stiffly: "Move, move, move."

Mei Ziyang didn't understand, subconsciously looked left and right: "What moved?"

Wuyou scratched his shoulder sorely: "He...he moved."

"Who?" Mei Ziyang frowned, then suddenly realized, looking at Wuyou, Wuyou swallowed, nodded, raised his head high, not daring to look down, as if there was a monster there.

Mei Ziyang smiled, and carefully stretched out his hand to touch his stomach, which had obviously bulged and was warm to the touch, but there was no movement.

But Wuyou was too nervous: "Really? Did you move?"

Mei Ziyang said, "No, nothing happened at all."

Only then did Wuyou dare to look down: "But, just now, he suddenly moved, which startled me."

Mei Ziyang touched it again, and said, "Don't move now."

Wuyou glared at him: "Don't keep touching."

Mei Ziyang's expression was relaxed and innocent: "I'm just saying hello to my son."

Wuyou continued to stare at him, and then said: "It's the first time he moved, it's really... a weird feeling."

Mei Ziyang smiled: "He must know that his father is here, so he also wanted to say hello. Has it been five months?"

"I don't know, maybe four months, maybe five months, not much more."

He lived in the Mei Mansion for more than three months, and the two of them were together almost every day, it was really...uncountable.

Thinking of this, Wuyou bit her lip, her ears turned red again.

Mei Ziyang's heart itched to see him, and he slowly leaned over, Wuyou's eyes were clear, watching him getting closer and closer, he slowly closed his eyes.

Then he felt the familiar warmth covering him, light and gentle tossing, a little moist, with the breath he was already familiar with that was almost engraved in his heart, he carefully probed in.

This is a kiss that has been lost for a long time, a kiss that is especially precious after a long life and death and a tragic past.

In this kind of kiss, some of the past is far away, some of the pain is gone, and what is left is more mellow.

Wuyou grabbed Mei Ziyang's clothes and fell back as if he couldn't take it anymore.

Mei Ziyang's arms wrapped around his waist, bearing his weight... It must be said that he was a bit heavier.

Mei Ziyang just tasted it and didn't dare to go deeper. Now Wuyou must be treated more gently.

Just as he was about to say something, he turned his head slightly inadvertently, and his expression became a little uncomfortable. Just as he was about to hide it, Wuyou had already noticed it, and subconsciously turned his head to search where his gaze was, and saw the chief executive standing at the door with his hands in his sleeves .

Wuyou was startled, his whole face was flushed immediately, he opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, he stood up all of a sudden, and went into the room like fleeing.

Seeing that he was so slippery, Mei Ziyang couldn't help sighing, so he had to stand up and bow to the chief executive.

The head manager watched Wuyou flee into the house with a smile, walked in and said with a smile: "I didn't mean to, I just bumped into each other like that, and I was so kind that I didn't bother you."

Mei Ziyang sighed: "Chairman, please sit down."

He poured a cup of tea himself and served it.

The chief manager took the tea and told him to sit down too: "Did Wuyou tell you everything?"

"Yes."

"You already knew that, right?"

"How come?" Mei Ziyang said with a surprised expression, "I can't believe it."

Wuyou who was standing by the window in the room shook his head with a smile, he was really serious when he said this kind of nonsense.What's rare is that he knows that the other party clearly knows that he is telling lies, but he can still speak so seriously, which is really rare.

The head manager really didn't expose him: "No matter what, congratulations, Xiao Zi."

Mei Ziyang quickly stood up and saluted: "Thank you."

This thank you is true, although there are many things that can't be said, and needless to say, this thank you is nothing more than true, Mei Ziyang knows that now there is no need to fight, he has already lost a complete defeat, but he is willing to lose.The debt of favor is too great, even if the chief executive wants him to jump off the Wuxian Cliff at the back of Yanshan Mountain, he will have to obey.

When summer came, Wuyou's belly grew obviously bigger, and his movements became much more clumsy.

There is no worry in the heart, and it is naturally reflected in the appearance, the skin is crystal clear, the eyebrows and eyes are stretched, naturally revealing a comfortable and comfortable state of mind.

It's just that this summer is a little rough.

Although Qingzhou is not a hot summer place, and the house is built at the foot of the mountain, the house is full of trees and cool, but Wuyou still feels hot, no matter what.

Everyone knew that it was because he had gained weight, but no one dared to say it. Qiuhuai forbade him to use ice, not even cold ones, and fruits were not allowed to be iced. Although Wuyou didn't want to talk to him, Mei Ziyang He has already spoken to the chief executive, so how dare someone give him a cold shoulder.

Unhappy, Wuyou pushed the fruit plate away and fell on the bed to sleep.

But how can I sleep so much, and it's still hot... In this weather, there are two layers of soft blankets on the bed, so I really get prickly heat.

Lying on the bed blankly, Wuyou touched her stomach unconsciously.

His stomach protrudes high, even when he is lying down, it is very round, and the clothes he used to wear can no longer fit him, so the clothes specially made for him are especially enlarged for his stomach.

He put his hand up and stroked it lightly, and smiled without worry. After these few months, he has gotten used to the existence of this child, and he is no longer as panicked as he was at the beginning. Even when the child moves, he is very panicked. Now the child is very lively. No, punching and kicking him in the stomach all day long.

Sure enough, he moved again. He touched the place where he was hit just now, thinking: Is this the child's little foot or a little fist?

Mei Ziyang said, this must be his son, so naughty.

When he said this, Wuyou never forgot the expression on his face, the kind of joy, longing, pride, and can't wait... All kinds of expressions merged together, the wise and mighty Golden Horse General, at this time is no different from other fathers .

Wuyou is a bit difficult to lean sideways on the bed, he feels tired easily now, his stomach is too big, turning over is also very difficult, and he doesn't know how long he will have to endure it.

But it should be worth it.

It was unexpected that he and Mei Ziyang could have a child, and it was enough to shock the world.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help listening to the movement outside the door. There was only the sound of the breeze blowing the leaves in the yard outside the house, not even the cicadas. Farther away, he could hear the slight movement of the servant girl walking by outside the yard. Get restless, drive them all out of the yard and always be left alone.

But there was no sound of Mei Ziyang's footsteps walking towards here.

At this time on weekdays, he should also come.

Wuyou curled his lips a little dissatisfied, and then sighed to himself in his heart. Recently, he let go of his knots, and his dependence on Mei Ziyang became more and more heavy. He knew that he was busy with affairs, but he always hoped that he would let go of everything and come to accompany him. He is really inconsiderate.

But Wuyou raised his eyebrows, isn't this giving birth to him, so it doesn't matter if he is a little bit presumptuous.

Tired from lying down, Wuyou supported the bed with his hands, and was about to sit up and get out of bed to walk around.

Just when he propped himself up a little, there was a sudden pain in his stomach, Wuyou was startled, and quickly lay down, the pain seemed to fade a little, he just wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, when a wave of more severe pain hit, like a tide generally.

Wuyou's face turned pale, and he held the blanket tightly with his hands, holding back the pain and raising his voice, "Come here."

There was a smart boy guarding the door all the time, when he heard something moving inside, he ran in quickly, saw Wuyou lying on the bed, his face was pale, with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, he immediately knew something was wrong, he called out loudly : "Hurry up, go to Mr. Qiu and report to the Chief Manager."

Wuyou only felt that the pain was getting more and more severe, it was really like a knife stabbing his heart, and he couldn't help but feel fear.

Could it be that he will lose this child after the haze of the sky is finally opened?

The last thought before falling into darkness turned out to be intense panic.

When Wuyou woke up, he saw the chief executive sitting in front of his bed, he opened his mouth and asked subconsciously: "What's wrong with me?" The chief executive answered him almost without waiting for the words to fall: "You are fine, Don't worry."

Wuyou wondered, nothing happened, why did it hurt so much, and passed out like this.

Seeing his puzzled look, the chief manager added, "Maybe there is something wrong with the child, and Qiuhuai hasn't figured it out yet."

Wuyou panicked even more, the panic of losing his child overwhelmed him, and even at that time he had a good idea that if he didn't have a child, he might as well die.

Such panic made him speechless, his heart shrank into a ball, his face was paler than ever before, almost instantly, his body was covered in cold sweat.

Even the head manager was taken aback by him, he quickly held his hand and said, "Wuyou, calm down, it will be even worse for the child if you are in a hurry."

Wuyou took a deep breath, pursed his lips, and said, "What's wrong with the child."

"Maybe it's because the child is getting older, and your body can't take it anymore. Qiuhuai is trying to find a way, so don't worry."

"How come, I don't think he is very big at all."

The chief manager patted his hand: "Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, take care of it first, it's useless if you are in a hurry, but it's not good for the child."

Wuyou had no choice but to nod, restraining his emotions.

At this moment, he remembered to ask, "Where's Mei Ziyang?"

"Your Majesty has something to do. He has been called back to the palace. I have already sent someone to call him."

Wuyou was a little disappointed. At this time, he needed Mei Ziyang by his side even more. Although he couldn't help it, it was always better if he was by his side.

The chief manager could see Wuyou's disappointment, and showed a little unhappy expression: "Is it okay for me to accompany you? Sure enough, your heart is for him."

Worry-free was startled and blinked his eyes.

The big manager just laughed.

Worry-free and dissatisfied Duduzui: "When is it, you still make such a joke."

The chief manager stroked his hair: "Be happy."

Wuyou nodded, but worried in his heart, how could he really be happy, at this moment all his hopes were pinned on Qiu Huai, he had never been considered so important.

Wuyou murmured: "Isn't he a genius? He made me like this. If something happens, I have to..."

He couldn't say anything, but the chief executive said lightly: "If he doesn't keep you, I'll let him be buried with you."

Wuyou blinked again, this sentence, he knew it was true.

I don't know if Qiu Huai knew the danger, but after two days, he really came up with a solution, but it was a bit confounding, he said: "Mr. With..."

Having said that, both the head manager and Wuyou stared at him, unintentionally?The culprit had left himself clean.

Qiu Huai rubbed his nose, ignored their eyes with a guilty conscience, and continued: "At the beginning, the child was still young, so there was no obstacle, but now the child is getting bigger and there is no sign of coming out, so the needs are increasing. , can only snatch what you need from the mother, so the adults can't bear it, so they fainted."

Wuyou thought for a while and asked, "Isn't it enough for me to eat so much?"

"It seems that it is not enough. After all, you are a man, and your body will not be ready to conceive a child, so it is different from a normal pregnancy, but it is actually better than I thought. After all, the child is still very strong. After a few months Come on, it's okay."

Worry-free pouted.

The head manager calmly interrupted him and asked, "Now that the reason has been found, what should we do now?"

Qiu Huai felt guilty again, and patted his head: "This... now it seems that I have to choose one..."

"Huh?" The head manager looked very cold, but Qiu Huai felt that he wanted to tremble a little in the hot weather.

He whispered: "To protect the child or to protect Mr. Wuyou, I'm afraid this has to be considered..."

Before Qiuhuai finished speaking, Wuyou had already stood up anxiously: "No."

The chief manager held his shoulder firmly with one hand, and said softly, "Don't worry, just lie down."

Wuyou bit her lower lip, and lay back aggrieved.

The head manager then turned to Qiu Huai and said, "What to choose? If you want to choose, both Wuyou and the child."

"But..." Qiu Huai muttered, "It's really..."

The head manager looked at him and said, "Huh?" He also smiled slightly, with the corners of his eyes slightly lifted, looking as gentle as a spring breeze, but Qiu Huai shivered violently.

He was about to cry: "I really can't guarantee, the baby is about seven months old now, maybe he can live after taking it out, maybe..." His voice became smaller and smaller, and he looked at the chief manager eagerly.

The chief executive said nothing.

Qiu Huai buried his head for a long time, only to feel that the pressure in this room was unbearable, and finally whispered: "Then I will think of a way."

The head manager nodded, and ordered: "Escort Mr. Qiu back to the yard, and you will take care of him, and report immediately if there is anything."

After Qiuhuai left, Wuyou finally said, "I can't give up on this child."

The chief manager gently stroked his hair: "Don't worry, let's try our best to find a way, but, Wuyou, if you really reach that point, you have to promise me."

Wuyou sat up, the head manager supported him, and put a soft cushion behind him, Wuyou said: "At the beginning, this child made me panic, I never thought I would have a child, it was really like It's a joke, but... this child has given me a lot. If it weren't for him, maybe I wouldn't give Mei Ziyang a chance, and I wouldn't give myself a chance. I might always hate him until one day, I won't hate him anymore. Then live peacefully... Up to now, I have been breathing with this child for seven months, if I were asked to give up on him, it would be easier to give up on myself."

The chief executive sighed softly.

Wuyou went on to say: "When I first found out, my first thought was not to want him, but now, I would rather use myself to keep him, young master..."

The chief executive stretched out his fingers to press his lips, and said, "I said, don't worry, you should rest first, don't move around, and you haven't reached the last step, right?"

Wuyou pursed his lips and nodded.

The chief executive sat by the bed, said many words of comfort, watched him drink a bowl of soup, ate a plate of snacks, told him to take a nap, and then got up to go out.