Viola
Chapter 15
"His Royal Highness gave him death..."
"The latest news, Shou Rao is fighting to the death!"
"So fast? It's so boring to die like this!"
"His Royal Highness gave him death!"
"He? Which him?"
"He..."
"Ah...that's Hachiza who had an affair with the Seventh Prince..."
"Rao Luozhen really gave Shou Rao Zheng to death?"
"Haha! That little prince is smart and chose the convenient path..."
"Emperor and male favourite, there is no need to compare!"
"Does that mean His Royal Highness will be crowned queen?"
"Stop wishful thinking, what are you compared to those princesses and nobles from neighboring countries?"
"Perhaps His Highness is not interested in women at all... Hahaha..."
"I have to use the way of Longyang..."
"It's only because Shou Rao is ignorant of current affairs, and got involved in the palace battle by accident..."
"Whether you want to seize power depends on whether you have that beauty and ability!"
"That Shou Rao is so cheap..."
"Fortunately, I respect Lord Shou Rao quite a bit. I didn't expect him to do this. It's really a shame!"
"It's dead, there's no more singing!"
"It's really decisive. After all, I've followed him for so many years!"
"His Royal Highness has recently ascended the throne..."
"The crown prince is so ruthless? That is our new emperor... Is this really okay?"
"Rao Luo has a new emperor, Rao Luo has a new emperor!"
"Good morning, fight."
A soft voice came as the door was pushed open.
The tranquility of the cabin was not destroyed because of this, even though the sound disturbed the peace, but he was a visitor who visited regularly for half a month, and he might have gotten used to it here.
It was early morning, and the little birds were chirping and playing non-stop.The person who entered the wooden house closed the door intimately, paused, and opened the door again.
Who knows?Maybe the excitement of the little bird would make him want to get up and have a look.
He skillfully walked to the window and pulled up the bamboo curtain. The small dark space was filled with light, and the fresh air made people feel comfortable.
He twisted a warm towel, then pulled out the chair and sat down by the bed, and covered his sleeping face with the spread towel.He waited a while before removing the towel, and sure enough, doing so wouldn't wake him up.
He wiped his face carefully but gently. "How do you want to wake up?"
He stopped what he was doing, and looked at the sleeping man in front of him intently.But he knew early on how stubborn Zheng was, didn't he?
He smiled helplessly and knowingly, and continued to wipe his face carefully and caress his facial features wantonly.
Few people know that the small wooden house on the hill behind the palace is now housed with guards.
Even fewer people knew that Shou Rao could not die, but remained in a coma.
"Shou Rao Zheng, you left your post without permission, but you didn't answer when I called you."
Zheng has always been loyal, and it is he who disdains the loyalty that Zheng only dedicates to him, and despicably uses it to hurt him.
"You've been sleeping for a long time, fourteen days. Isn't that enough?" If this was revenge on him, it might never be enough.
Rao Luo put down the towel and traced his outline with his palm.Then he put his head on the edge of the bed, looking for a comfortable position to look at him, as if doing so, he would open his eyes to stare at him after a while. "Forgive me, fight, forgive me..."
He murmured his regrets over and over, and his fingers ran through his silver hair instead of a comb.
On that day, he turned a blind eye to the pleading eyes and pushed him to Li Daoyue cruelly.Of course he knew how Zheng was treated in the Moon Palace, and he hated himself so much for delaying picking him up until the fifth night.How can he remedy the suffering he suffered?But Zheng even woke up and scolded him and refused to beat him. This was the cruelest punishment for him.Don't leave him alone, don't fall asleep like this.
This hurts him more than anything else, he hasn't begged for forgiveness yet, don't give up on yourself to get revenge on him.
"Sorry." He propped himself up with one hand and pecked lightly on his lips.Trying not to wake up for a day, he also insisted on declaring his guilt, and came to accompany him and beg him every day until he was willing to get up and take a look at this sinner.
Zheng was hung in the lobby for five consecutive days, and his left arm, which supported his whole body weight, was almost torn off. The imperial doctor said that he might have difficulty using force in the future.But the most serious injury was the arrow wound through his chest. The arrow he suffered was poisoned and stuck near his heart. It was a miracle that he didn't die.It's just that after the fight, he worked hard several times to let the poison quickly spread throughout his body.
The imperial doctor didn't know when he would wake up from the coma, and he might not wake up for the rest of his life.
"Wake up, I know you love Fuwen Jieyu, I will let you go, as long as you wake up."
As long as he saw Zheng wake up with his own eyes, and made sure that Zheng was safe and well, he would no longer use his loyalty to tie him up selfishly.He wants to let him go and let him find the life he wants.Rao Luozhen finally understands that loving someone does not mean that he must suffer together, but he understands it too late.
Lian Zheng could have left for him to ascend the throne, but he was blinded by mad jealousy.
He resents his self-willedness for hurting him so deeply, if he doesn't love him, he can still love him!
But he destroyed Zheng, just to prevent Fu Wenjieyu from having Zheng's love.He chose the means of revenge, asking him to experience the same pain as himself.
"Go out of the palace, marry Fuwen Jieyu as your wife, then travel around the mountains and rivers as you please, and live your life together..."
Even if he is the only one left to fight in the deep palace of intrigues and deceptions.
But he will bless Zheng, he may miss him, and he may still want to snatch him back, but this is nothing compared to the strong desire to be happy.
He closed his eyes, one scene after another of the past came up to provoke his thoughts.So he grabbed the fighting hand and dawdled it with his face.
Repeating this movement a thousand times is not enough, he still wants to hug him hard, rub him into his body, and let the two become one.He also wanted to listen to Ting Zheng's voice again, so that he could remember the gentle voice that gave him strength.
"Look at me, Zheng. Even if you are not by my side in the future, please look at me, I will become a Rao Huang who works hard and loves the people."
He firmly believes that Zheng will wake up, otherwise he will blame himself to the point of going crazy.This is his promise to fight.
Shou Rao's fight to kill Li Daoyue undoubtedly provoked the huge power of Rao Luo Sa and Li Daoyue's old courtiers, but he didn't care.
In the future, the civil war warlord who will become the emperor will definitely have a hard time, but he has not regretted his decision.Fading away the youthful and self-willedness he despised in the past, You Fuwen said He Xiaodi's long-sleeved assistant government, and also gathered young energy to break the conservative tradition.Although they have no experience, they have enough time and vitality to create their own brand new country.He will be an emperor who stabilizes the situation, and he will never follow in Rao Luo Sa's footsteps.
He wants to push the Raoluo Dynasty back to the era when the red viola blooms like the red viola...
"Zheng, do you remember the red violets every year at the beginning of winter? If you have time in the future, you can go up to the top of the mountain to see..."
If you are lucky, you can enjoy the same blooming red viola together with you, and feel the moving admiration for the exuberant vitality together. It can be regarded as enjoying the beautiful scenery of red viola together every year, right?
If...he still remembers that he once said that Shou Rao Zheng is Rao Luo Xuan's red viola.
"That's how we agreed."
As if he could really have a dialogue with Shou Rao, he took the little finger of his right hand to tick.
The scene is so warm that people only want to be intoxicated, and the affection that has been brewing for many years is the best wine, which makes people drunk when they taste it.
He also talked about many, many things in life, all kinds of promises to lure him to wake up, Luo Luo was immersed in this comfortable atmosphere, and his breath gradually became smaller and quieter.Looking at the pale face competing for the bed, he shared the same soft pillow and fell asleep next to him.
Time is running out to share the same bed and own it all.
At this moment, he can at least fantasize that Zheng loves him, that Zheng's smile is finally expected and only blooms for him, and he only wants to be with him for the rest of his life no matter in body or in mind.And this situation and this scene were so happy that he wanted to die in this hug, in this bed, in this dream.
"Good morning, fight."
"forgive me……"
"If you get up now, you can see a rainbow."
"Zheng, I have your favorite sweet-scented osmanthus cake for dessert tonight. I want the Imperial Dining Room to save some for you. If you don't eat it, it will be spoiled tomorrow."
"Good night, fight."
"sorry."
"I have to go, I will come back to accompany you later."
"When I went to court today, Fuwen said..."
"It's you time, you can see the sunset."
"Look at me, Shi. Please open your eyes and look at me..."
"See you tomorrow."
"Crimson Viola at the beginning of winter..."
"Wake up, okay?"
"wake up!"
The person lying on the bed kept trembling their eyelashes, as if they were waking up.
Almost every moment, every minute, he could hear Rao Luoxuan's voice speaking in his ear, from weak to clear.
And what was repeated the most was his apology to him.
He couldn't move all over his body, and he didn't even know if it was an auditory hallucination, but he could really feel the warmth spreading from his palms to his whole body during these days, and the warmth made him feel at ease even though he was surrounded by darkness.
He wants to respond, he knows Rao Luo is calling him.
If Rao Luoxuan still needs him, he must rush there immediately, and he wants him to wake up.
His body was so heavy that he didn't feel like his own. As soon as he regained consciousness, he felt dizzy several times from the pain.He didn't know how long he had been lying there, his bones were as hard as stones, and his throat seemed to be stuffed with a piece of sandpaper, but he insisted on opening his lead-filled eyelids, he wanted to find Rao Luoxuan first.
His vision was blurred like it was covered by raindrops, he stretched out his trembling hand to grab the large piece of royal blue clothes, "緁..."
About to touch it, he twitched the corner of his mouth.
Would Rao Luoxuan also be happy to see him wake up?
The person whose clothes were being pulled by him stopped his movements, and he felt Rao Luoxuan's whole body shake violently.
Shou Raozheng's arm was weaker than ever before, in the blink of an eye, he lost the strength to hold on.But he stubbornly refused to let go, trying to hold tightly to the temperature that he had finally come to expect.
Biting his lower lip, he wanted to stretch his hand longer and harder to touch the person behind his back, he was eager to see him.
He tried his best and still couldn't do what he wanted.He thought he could at least move a little with the effort he put in, but was surprised that he couldn't control his stiff arm.Without a chance to continue, the empty fingertips were slammed away.
Rao Luoxuan's refusal made him gasp in pain, and his arm seemed to be thrown off.
"Who allowed you to touch me?"
Rao Luoxuan turned around extremely slowly, and greedily stared at the person on the bed, not daring to let go of every bit.
Day and night longing made him suffer as if he had spent several lifetimes alone.
God knows he was ecstatic at Zheng's awakening, but torn apart by the ensuing separation, he had to hold on to the edge of the table to keep from collapsing.
Everything he had to do whipped him, didn't he want to see a happy smile?Then we must start to persevere now, and we must not soften our hearts and admit defeat.
Be patient, bear with me for a while, this parting moment is of course sad...
"緁?" Shou Rao looked at his reaction in confusion, he...is he really the same person as the gentle man who whispers love words every day?
Shou Rao struggled to stand up.
Seeing that he was working extremely hard even to speak, Rao Luo was no longer sure that he could carry out the next action, and his palms were sweating. "Lie down and save yourself trouble."
Shou Rao Zheng saw Rao Luo Xuan evoking his familiar smile, and the sparkle in his eyes turned deeper.
He seemed to understand something, but his confused head couldn't figure it out, and part of it was blurred.He subconsciously wanted to run away, but was so intimidated by his gaze that he couldn't move. "What are you... talking about?"
Even if he hadn't imagined their reunion, how sure it wasn't like this.
He had naively thought that everything had changed, that the weather had cleared up after the rain, but only now did he realize that it was wishful thinking.
Rao Luoxuan approached him step by step, which made him feel a strong desire to escape.
"What am I talking about? Ask knowingly!"
Rao Luo couldn't bear to see Zheng faintly frightened and showing despair.
Let's end it quickly, this is a kind of torture for them, and I'm afraid it will be unbearable for another moment.He pushed onto the bed and pressed onto Shou Rao's body.In order to argue that this kind of physical condition is absolutely impossible to resist him, needless to say, the movement of Rao Luoxuan pressing up made him completely understand.
He was shocked all over, and he couldn't even resist, he just looked at him stupidly.
He didn't want to believe what was unfolding in front of his eyes, but he had to believe it. He shook his head slightly, "I..."
He interrupted the contention, and spit out even more cruel words, "How? I was expecting you to be more active after being trained by Li Daoyue."
Shou Rao Zheng raised his eyes for his words.
"Or, is this a means of refusal?"
He blocked all of Zheng's words with his lips, and pinched Zheng's chin with five fingers so that he could not move.
He knew how despicable and cruel he was, inferior to a beast, and occupied him when he was still recovering from his serious injury.But it was the quickest way to drive him to despair.
"Mmm..." This kiss was wild, and Rao Luo's tongue swept across his mouth like a cunning snake.He felt that he was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, and he almost fainted, and his lips overflowed.Rao Luoxuan's sudden arrogance smashed the tenderness between them to the ground!
He ignored his weakness and writhed to flee.
He never thought that Rao Luoxuan would treat him like this, and he didn't even know why Rao Luoxuan punished him again!
"What's the struggle? I said I'll give it to you, stop playing tricks, it will only annoy me!"
Shou Rao Zheng looked at the strange Rao Luo Xuan in disbelief, he didn't know this cold-blooded person.
It's just that I've been in a coma for half a month, but it feels like a lifetime away.Rao Luoxuan was more cruel and ruthless than ever... He was startled suddenly, and pushed Raoluo Xuan with both hands, struggling to get out of bed but failed. "Let go of me, Raoxuan!"
"It's hard to wait for you to wake up. What do you think I'm waiting for? Don't pretend to be arrogant, just please me."
Rao grabbed his hands and raised them above his head.
Shou Rao Zheng's lips quivered slightly, and asked him sadly and quietly. "Do you know what you're talking about?"
"All I know is that I'm obsessed with your sensitive body. Shut up and show what you've learned in those five days."
"What do you think I learned in the Moon Palace? You just threw me there to be raped and beaten!"
Rao Luo paused, and then slipped his big hands into Shou Rao Zheng's lapel unexpectedly, ignoring the wound on his chest, and violently pulled his nipples.Shou Rao Zheng took a deep breath, he wanted to escape Rao Luo Xuan's wanton aggression, but it was always in vain.
"How? Do you feel it?" Rao Luo couldn't bear to watch him bite his lip, he pried open his jaw, and put two fingers into his warm mouth, preventing him from self-harming.Two fingers were stirring in his mouth, while the tongue that rejected the foreign body kept pushing and resisting, and the body fluid slowly slipped down. "This body is still so hungry? Could it be that my skills are better than Li Daoyue's?"
Shou Raozheng's cheeks were flushed with embarrassment and anger, he struggled, "Stop... I don't want to do this..."
Rao Luoxuan's rough caress, no, the plundering that was not considered caress at all made him feel pain like a knife, his hands gradually lost the strength to resist, and his consciousness disappeared in the pain. do. "I'll give you more than you want."
Shou Raozheng's legs were greatly separated, and Rao Luozhen pulled hard, and the pants were thrown under the bed like rags.
Shou Rao groaned in pain, at this moment he can't bear Rao Luo's fury, he will die... "Ah... huh?"
Suddenly, his whole body was thrown back!
Rao Luoxuan's fingers forcefully squeezed into the small hole, and kept stretching into it as if trying to smash something open.The dry tunnel couldn't bear this kind of teasing, so she immediately pushed the fingers that were deeply infiltrated by Rao Luo. "It's so tight!"
Obscene and obscene words kept coming, and Shou Rao Zheng, who was weak in limbs, could only lie down and let him slaughter him.
The forceful invasion made him feel so uncomfortable that his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his eyes were filled with blush, and his body, which had not been visited for a long time, had long forgotten the method of receiving it.
But he knew that this was not the end, it was just the beginning. The body that wanted to curl up was pressed down again, and several unhealed wounds were opened. He begged desperately, "Let go, don't... no ..."
What he brought him was not joy, but pain.
The movements of Rao Luoxuan's subordinates intensified until he had had enough of Shou Rao's humiliated eyes, and he pulled down his trousers.
"Stop, Rao Xuan!" Of course he knew what he was going to do next, Shou Rao Zheng cried out in horror.
He screamed hoarsely, but he couldn't stop Rao Luo's ruthless actions. "I didn't call my name after your tattered shoe!"
Rao Luozhen closed his eyes, bent his legs to the maximum angle, he pushed hard, and Shou Raozheng's body immediately stood up tremblingly!
Shou Rao Zheng opened his mouth wide but couldn't make a sound, he could only tense his body.
Tears rolled down uncontrollably.Because of the extreme pain, and even more because of the cruel words that hurt him deeply!
It was like a second arrow piercing his heart.
He completely understood that it turned out that Rao Luoxuan saw him in this way.
He buried his face deeply into the sweat-soaked pillow, clenched his teeth tightly, and prevented the sound of his submissive crying from overflowing, and he would not let Rao Luozhen know that he was crying. "Yeah..."
His sanity was mercilessly pushed into the distance by Rao Luoxuan, the bones all over his body were so stiff that he could barely feel it, only the severe pain in his lower body prevented him from passing out in order to seek relief, "Umm... 嗄嗄..."
He didn't know how long this suffering, which was more absurd than torture, lasted. Rao Luoxuan repeatedly beat him dozens of times as if deliberately hurting him... His weak body let him push off the bed, like a dead He was as unconscious as a fish, and could only sway with his movements. After a long time, a wave of hot fluid was finally released between his legs, and Rao Luoxuan did not shoot the semen into his body.
His body hit the hard floor, and he pressed his body against the cold floor tiles regardless of everything and his dignity to make himself feel better.
Suddenly, with a light body, he floated in mid-air!
He was pulled up by a tyrannical force, Rao Luo put on his clothes, kicked the door open, and threw him out of the wooden house without hesitation.
Shou Raozheng's whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and there was still a thick and slippery area between his legs, and he was thrown onto the grass in his naked body.He seemed to be in disbelief and accused Rao Luoxuan of his cruelty, staring deeply at him.
Rao Luo bit her lower lip tightly, looked back at Shou Rao Zheng who was on the verge of collapse, and saw his red eyes.Damn, he cried.
He didn't know how dangerous the environment could make the stubborn and proud Zheng cry, but now he has defeated the last line of defense, allowing him to show his most vulnerable side in front of him.He's really not a good actor, even his words trembled like that, "What kind of eyes are these? Unsatisfied? I can make you sleep all night."
He watched with heartache and trembled in fear.
His eyes seemed to be asking him—why?Why do you do this to him?
Although no one passed by here at all, he didn't need to hurt him so far, leaving him no human dignity.Rao Luoxuan threw Zheng's clothes and pants out of the grass, and then threw the cloak on his naked body like a discarded object, "Didn't I make it very clear? I don't want you anymore! You could borrow a guard before The name is by my side, what else can you do now?"
It is one thing to be faintly discovered, but another to be confirmed in person.Shou Rao bit her lip in grief, wanting to become deaf immediately.
"I don't want a useless person to get in my way! If I thought that Li Daoyue would be pleasantly surprised by your lewd body, it would be a big mistake!"
He forced himself to look into Shou Rao's eyes, the water mist was accumulating inside.How could one person push another into such a situation?
"I, Rao Luo, don't need to be served by someone who looks like a dead body on the bed, and the scars on your body are so ugly that I lose my appetite!"
Zheng's eyes were still very hard, very hard, as if trying to see through him completely, and he didn't dare to blink.
After hearing this, Shou Raozheng's face tightened, and he wanted to pull on the cloak to cover his back in embarrassment, but his trembling fingertips couldn't even exert force.
Rao Luoxuan acted before warning himself not to lend a helping hand, he knew that if he approached him, he would be uncontrollably hugging him.He stepped forward desperately, and had to pretend to be disgusted, and quickly put a cloak on him to cover his naked body.
He was eager to back away, but his trousers were pulled, "Thank you..."
If the thanks came from someone behind him, it would be a crime that even his death would not pay for.
Rao Luo hurriedly turned away, her breathing became more and more urgent, as if something hard was choked in her throat.God, he's really going crazy!
"Thank you? What do you want to thank? Except that this torn body is useful. The cornerstone I stepped on can just find a place to stay in peace." He waved his foot and shook off the Only a weak hand.
After Shou Rao listened, his expression relaxed, as if mourning and relieved.
he laughed.Regardless of the fact that his body had just been tortured, his fingers climbed onto the cloak and wanted to tear it apart.
He no longer has the so-called dignity, if Xun still wants him, if he still has any value left, even if it is this dilapidated body, just take it...
"Did you not understand what I said? You are willing to give it, but I don't want it!" Rao Luo couldn't bear it and kicked away his hand that wanted to take off the only clothes.
Shou Rao Zheng trampled himself to such an extent in front of him?And all of this was ordered by him, Zheng Jing was willing to fall to this point for him, even though he was subjected to all kinds of abuse in the Moon Palace, he never begged for mercy!Heh, Rao Luoxuan is almost in admiration of himself.
His heart ached so much that it was about to shatter into pieces and burst out of his body.
But he wants to remain indifferent, to thoroughly injure the individual from the foolish and loyal struggle, and drive him out of his life.
"Enough is enough, your mission is complete! Get out of here, and fly away with that idiot!"
Then, he watched silently as the accumulated mist blurred their vision.
The tears of struggle couldn't bear the weight of one more sentence of cruel words, and they fell down without disappointment, sliding silently across the bridge of his nose, cheeks, and chin, and then were taken over by the grass, everything was so quietly.
Even being wronged is quiet.The tears were also quietly, as if she didn't want to disturb him at all.
At this time, they realized that the harm they caused to each other was far more than they could bear and imagine.
Rao Luoxuan saw Zheng's despairing and hollow tears, and his tears almost slipped down uncontrollably.He bit his lower lip and still couldn't stop the bleeding. He only tasted the salty and bitter taste of blood. He had no choice but to go back to the wooden house and close the door hard before he could find his tears!
He leaned against the door panel and slid down powerlessly, and his heart sank endlessly...
If you can't give him happiness, let him go... But he is an extremely selfish person. From the very beginning, he didn't have the slightest residual strength to be generous. It's because he thinks himself too perfect!And even though the wooden door could block Zheng's crying face, it couldn't block his voice.
He heard it for sure, and quarreled outside——
"I don't long to see a rainbow, nor to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cake." He seemed to swallow a sob to make his voice clearer, and paused, "I just want to see you, I only long for you..."
Leaning against the door panel, Rao Luo let out a few laughs weakly, crying and laughing like a lunatic.
He laughs that he loves him so deeply, and there are still traces of loving him that cannot be erased everywhere, it is indeed easy for him to find out, isn't it?
But what he wants is not Zheng's loyalty, let alone his guilt and sympathy!He only needs to strive to love the person he wants to love!
And even... Even if they really love each other, he can't let Zhengban continue to walk, and use his body as a shield to shield him from swords and arrows.
The road ahead can only be steeper and more dangerous. After fighting for him, what else is he going to sacrifice for him?
He is unworthy of such a fierce battle.I really can't afford it, and I dare not ask for the rest of my life to be sacrificed for him.
Fighting deserves better, fighting for someone far better and better than him, a more stable and happier life.
"Stop talking nonsense, get out of here! Your voice makes me sick!"
He covered his ears tightly, simply not listening.hate him!Stay away from him, and stop asking for trouble!
Shou Rao struggled to climb to the wooden door, gently raised his hand and patted on the wooden door, he finally had the courage to say, "I have nowhere to go, I want to stay..."
It was just a slight murmur at first, and then his voice grew louder as if he had strengthened his mind.
What are you afraid of?He loves him so much, really loves him!If he doesn't say it now, he might not have a chance to say it in the future!
He slammed on the wooden door with all his strength. "I want to stay, I want to stay, please let me stay, please!"
Rao Luoxuan silently felt the vibration of the wooden door, again and again, without walking away.
He is feeling all the affection for him.Want to stay by his side, how wonderful is this speech?
Shaking again and again, every statement after statement hit him hard in the heart without any mistakes.
But Zheng didn't know that his heart had been opened for him many years ago.
Until he thought it was enough, he gritted his teeth, "Enough, Shou Rao Zheng! Get off to that idiot!"
Shou Raozheng couldn't help smiling wryly when he heard his indifference.Is he the only one who was touched from the beginning to the end?
Even so, he still wants to say... he is still grateful for what Rao Luoxuan has done for him, everything that made him laugh, cry, and heartbroken. "……I love you."
Finally, he stopped beating on the door.
Shou Raozheng turned around, put his back against the door, wrapped his hands around himself, and surrounded himself with the cloak he gave him.
There is a thin wooden door between them, and the naked pain and lingering breath are gradually being synchronized.
Very close, very close, closer than ever before, without gaps.
"I love you."
"Stop talking!"
"I love you."
"If you say any more, I'll cut off your ears!"
"I love you."
"I will goug out your eyes and cut off your limbs!"
"I really, really love you." As long as you can open the door and give him a hug and a word of affirmation, even if it means asking him to commit suicide immediately.
"I want..." At the end, Rao Luoxuan was already vague, his head was leaning limply on the door panel, feeling exhausted.
"I want to marry a queen! I want this throne to sit securely! I don't need a crippled guard who once caused a storm in the city, and the people don't need an emperor who raises male favorites! Why do you stay? Could it be that you want to be the king of history? The first male queen!"
Rao Luoxuan's shattered words at this moment were more like pleading.
I don't want you anymore, don't you understand?
If there is a chance, escape from this deep palace that can eat people and devour bones, as far away as possible, the farther the better.
It doesn't matter where you go, as long as you are with the one you love, everywhere is a fairyland.Isn't this deep palace devouring him enough?Didn't hurt him enough?Could it be that Shou Rao Zheng would rest in peace only after his limbs were broken like his father, and even his eyes were gouged out?
Does it really have to wait until a certain day when he will witness the death in front of him again?
Let him go... that's all he can take.He really, really couldn't bear one more loss.
He is letting him go.
"Zheng, let's go...don't come back again, I don't need you anymore. The gate of Rao Luo Imperial City will never be opened for you again."
For a long time, until the afterglow of the setting sun shone on their faces, the wind blew over his face, and then wiped away his tears.
So cold, so painful.
He and he looked at the same sunset, breathing each other's air.They become greedy even for breathing, and memories are like tides.
It was night, and Zheng never resisted his orders, but when he thought that Zheng left as promised, there was a vibration behind the door panel.
His gentle voice came into his ears with the wind, "Am I still yours?"
For this question, they are very tired... and have long lost the courage to discuss and answer.
He still couldn't see what kind of emotion was planted in Rao Luoxuan's eyes, even if he should do it, he had done enough in the past four years.
He also no longer has the strength to know, and he has learned to understand and no longer expect extravagantly.
"Am I still your scarlet viola?"
It doesn't matter if you lied to him, tell him Dongshi's lie again...
At the beginning of that spring, didn't you say that if you hold on tightly, you won't let go?He smiled self-deprecatingly, and the tears that were about to flow dried up.
There was no sound from behind the door.
Shou Rao Zheng left the palace in the middle of the night.
After 22 years of court life, more than 1000 days of personal guard duties.
Select Record Unofficial History Record Cloud——
Juanyu 27 years
The national emblem of the second generation of the Rao Dynasty——Red Pansy
Qi Lan, the number one swordsman in the Palace of Seven Moons, randomly stabbed two imperial soldiers to death on Shenxiao Street, shocking the government and the public.
Later, when being chased by the imperial army, he fell off a cliff, and his life and death were uncertain.
Juanyu 37 years
In September, since the emperor announced that the crown prince was the seventh prince, it was rumored that the second prince, Rao Luowei, conspired to push the sixth prince, Rao Luofei, to compete for the position of crown prince and planned to assassinate the crown prince.Although no one can cite the rumors as true, the second prince was gradually cut off from power, and finally sailed abroad, whereabouts are unknown.
Juanyu 43 years
In June, the bodyguard of the sixth prince, Lu Ling, was assassinated and died in the Tong Palace. The emperor authorized the Seventh Prince to thoroughly investigate the case, and found a lot of evidence of treason in the Tong Palace. outside.
In September, the imperial army discovered the whereabouts of the sixth prince in the Mirage Inn in Lanxu, and sent people to surround the inn and arrest the accomplices who harbored the sixth prince—the inn owner Mirage and the eldest son of Yan Duan, Yan Duanwang.Several palace guards hunted through the night, and finally rescued the sixth prince who attempted to jump off the cliff.After the sixth prince returned to the palace, he was placed under house arrest in the Tong Palace until the seventh prince was released separately. Afterwards, he was demoted to a commoner and could not set foot in the imperial city again for life.
In October, the fourth princess Rao Luochun, who suffered from glass bones, was pushed down from the city wall and died on the spot with her decapitated body.
The suspected assailant was arrested on the spot. He was the bodyguard of the fourth princess? Shi Jing and the bodyguard of the third princess? Zhishen.Zhishen was insane when he was captured, resisting arrest and wounding others.Shi Jing was found not guilty and released, while Zhi Shen was sentenced to eight years in prison.
Juanyu 47 years
In November, the second general? Xiao Di Changliu was thrown into prison for the crime of talking and talking, waiting to be released.
Juanyu 48 years
Sanyue Rao Luo's collateral line—the third generation of Shou Rao, the guard of the crown prince?Unexpectedly, there were three prime ministers? Li Daoyue was killed by the stubborn Shou Rao Zheng, and his body was buried in the Moon Palace.Afterwards, the Seventh Prince personally decreed to grant Shou Rao Zheng to death, and the Shou Rao family that had gone through a hundred years ended in Jun Yu.
In October, Rao Luo Sa, the second emperor of the Rao Luo Kingdom, died of illness, and his seven sons succeeded him in his will.
On the fifth day of October, Princess Rao Luoning died of a sudden illness in Tian Palace.It was rumored in the palace that there was something hidden about this matter. The five princesses committed adultery and had a secret knot in the fetus, so they hanged themselves.The seventh prince took Lie Duo, the bodyguard of the fifth princess, into a prison for torture and interrogation. Once this was done, everyone in the palace regarded the name of the fifth princess as a taboo, and no one dared to say anything.
Miscellaneous History of the same year - Fu Wen, who was born as a commoner, was named Shangshu, the youngest Shangshu in all dynasties.
Wing Wing One Year
The national emblem of the third generation of the Rao Dynasty——red viola
The seventh son of the Emperor of February, Rao Luoxuan, officially ascended the throne, changed his reign name, and led to a five-year large-scale political reform.
The new emperor ascended the throne to amnesty the world. Yan Duan's family and Xiao Di's family jointly petitioned the new emperor to pardon the criminal Qi Lan.
In June, the eldest son of the third generation of the Xiaodi family——Xiaodi Changxiu was appointed as the head coach.
In June, the Xiaodi Army fought with Weixu, its northern neighbor. The battle took place at the border between the two countries. It was known as the Battle of Breaking Ground, or the Battle of the Funeral. After this battle, the Xiaodi Army, which had been divided into two armies, was finally united into one , into the Panluo camp.
In July, Yan Duangu, the general of the imperial army, retired and announced that his second son, Yan Duanshuo, would continue to lead the imperial army.
In August, Xiao Di Changliu died of illness. The whole country mourned and had a grand funeral.
In November, Xiao Di's army formally participated in the civil war of the allied countries and helped the former crown prince regain the throne.
In December, Shangshu Fuwen said that he was appointed as the second prime minister, and he was the No. 1 civil servant in history who was on an equal footing with military generals.
Yongyong three years
In October, there were two prime ministers. Fu Wen said that she resigned without reason, and the position of prime minister was vacant.
Yongyong five years
In November, Rao Luo’s cruise ship bound for Great Britain was hijacked and attacked by pirates. The passengers resisted and clashed with the pirates.
"The latest news, Shou Rao is fighting to the death!"
"So fast? It's so boring to die like this!"
"His Royal Highness gave him death!"
"He? Which him?"
"He..."
"Ah...that's Hachiza who had an affair with the Seventh Prince..."
"Rao Luozhen really gave Shou Rao Zheng to death?"
"Haha! That little prince is smart and chose the convenient path..."
"Emperor and male favourite, there is no need to compare!"
"Does that mean His Royal Highness will be crowned queen?"
"Stop wishful thinking, what are you compared to those princesses and nobles from neighboring countries?"
"Perhaps His Highness is not interested in women at all... Hahaha..."
"I have to use the way of Longyang..."
"It's only because Shou Rao is ignorant of current affairs, and got involved in the palace battle by accident..."
"Whether you want to seize power depends on whether you have that beauty and ability!"
"That Shou Rao is so cheap..."
"Fortunately, I respect Lord Shou Rao quite a bit. I didn't expect him to do this. It's really a shame!"
"It's dead, there's no more singing!"
"It's really decisive. After all, I've followed him for so many years!"
"His Royal Highness has recently ascended the throne..."
"The crown prince is so ruthless? That is our new emperor... Is this really okay?"
"Rao Luo has a new emperor, Rao Luo has a new emperor!"
"Good morning, fight."
A soft voice came as the door was pushed open.
The tranquility of the cabin was not destroyed because of this, even though the sound disturbed the peace, but he was a visitor who visited regularly for half a month, and he might have gotten used to it here.
It was early morning, and the little birds were chirping and playing non-stop.The person who entered the wooden house closed the door intimately, paused, and opened the door again.
Who knows?Maybe the excitement of the little bird would make him want to get up and have a look.
He skillfully walked to the window and pulled up the bamboo curtain. The small dark space was filled with light, and the fresh air made people feel comfortable.
He twisted a warm towel, then pulled out the chair and sat down by the bed, and covered his sleeping face with the spread towel.He waited a while before removing the towel, and sure enough, doing so wouldn't wake him up.
He wiped his face carefully but gently. "How do you want to wake up?"
He stopped what he was doing, and looked at the sleeping man in front of him intently.But he knew early on how stubborn Zheng was, didn't he?
He smiled helplessly and knowingly, and continued to wipe his face carefully and caress his facial features wantonly.
Few people know that the small wooden house on the hill behind the palace is now housed with guards.
Even fewer people knew that Shou Rao could not die, but remained in a coma.
"Shou Rao Zheng, you left your post without permission, but you didn't answer when I called you."
Zheng has always been loyal, and it is he who disdains the loyalty that Zheng only dedicates to him, and despicably uses it to hurt him.
"You've been sleeping for a long time, fourteen days. Isn't that enough?" If this was revenge on him, it might never be enough.
Rao Luo put down the towel and traced his outline with his palm.Then he put his head on the edge of the bed, looking for a comfortable position to look at him, as if doing so, he would open his eyes to stare at him after a while. "Forgive me, fight, forgive me..."
He murmured his regrets over and over, and his fingers ran through his silver hair instead of a comb.
On that day, he turned a blind eye to the pleading eyes and pushed him to Li Daoyue cruelly.Of course he knew how Zheng was treated in the Moon Palace, and he hated himself so much for delaying picking him up until the fifth night.How can he remedy the suffering he suffered?But Zheng even woke up and scolded him and refused to beat him. This was the cruelest punishment for him.Don't leave him alone, don't fall asleep like this.
This hurts him more than anything else, he hasn't begged for forgiveness yet, don't give up on yourself to get revenge on him.
"Sorry." He propped himself up with one hand and pecked lightly on his lips.Trying not to wake up for a day, he also insisted on declaring his guilt, and came to accompany him and beg him every day until he was willing to get up and take a look at this sinner.
Zheng was hung in the lobby for five consecutive days, and his left arm, which supported his whole body weight, was almost torn off. The imperial doctor said that he might have difficulty using force in the future.But the most serious injury was the arrow wound through his chest. The arrow he suffered was poisoned and stuck near his heart. It was a miracle that he didn't die.It's just that after the fight, he worked hard several times to let the poison quickly spread throughout his body.
The imperial doctor didn't know when he would wake up from the coma, and he might not wake up for the rest of his life.
"Wake up, I know you love Fuwen Jieyu, I will let you go, as long as you wake up."
As long as he saw Zheng wake up with his own eyes, and made sure that Zheng was safe and well, he would no longer use his loyalty to tie him up selfishly.He wants to let him go and let him find the life he wants.Rao Luozhen finally understands that loving someone does not mean that he must suffer together, but he understands it too late.
Lian Zheng could have left for him to ascend the throne, but he was blinded by mad jealousy.
He resents his self-willedness for hurting him so deeply, if he doesn't love him, he can still love him!
But he destroyed Zheng, just to prevent Fu Wenjieyu from having Zheng's love.He chose the means of revenge, asking him to experience the same pain as himself.
"Go out of the palace, marry Fuwen Jieyu as your wife, then travel around the mountains and rivers as you please, and live your life together..."
Even if he is the only one left to fight in the deep palace of intrigues and deceptions.
But he will bless Zheng, he may miss him, and he may still want to snatch him back, but this is nothing compared to the strong desire to be happy.
He closed his eyes, one scene after another of the past came up to provoke his thoughts.So he grabbed the fighting hand and dawdled it with his face.
Repeating this movement a thousand times is not enough, he still wants to hug him hard, rub him into his body, and let the two become one.He also wanted to listen to Ting Zheng's voice again, so that he could remember the gentle voice that gave him strength.
"Look at me, Zheng. Even if you are not by my side in the future, please look at me, I will become a Rao Huang who works hard and loves the people."
He firmly believes that Zheng will wake up, otherwise he will blame himself to the point of going crazy.This is his promise to fight.
Shou Rao's fight to kill Li Daoyue undoubtedly provoked the huge power of Rao Luo Sa and Li Daoyue's old courtiers, but he didn't care.
In the future, the civil war warlord who will become the emperor will definitely have a hard time, but he has not regretted his decision.Fading away the youthful and self-willedness he despised in the past, You Fuwen said He Xiaodi's long-sleeved assistant government, and also gathered young energy to break the conservative tradition.Although they have no experience, they have enough time and vitality to create their own brand new country.He will be an emperor who stabilizes the situation, and he will never follow in Rao Luo Sa's footsteps.
He wants to push the Raoluo Dynasty back to the era when the red viola blooms like the red viola...
"Zheng, do you remember the red violets every year at the beginning of winter? If you have time in the future, you can go up to the top of the mountain to see..."
If you are lucky, you can enjoy the same blooming red viola together with you, and feel the moving admiration for the exuberant vitality together. It can be regarded as enjoying the beautiful scenery of red viola together every year, right?
If...he still remembers that he once said that Shou Rao Zheng is Rao Luo Xuan's red viola.
"That's how we agreed."
As if he could really have a dialogue with Shou Rao, he took the little finger of his right hand to tick.
The scene is so warm that people only want to be intoxicated, and the affection that has been brewing for many years is the best wine, which makes people drunk when they taste it.
He also talked about many, many things in life, all kinds of promises to lure him to wake up, Luo Luo was immersed in this comfortable atmosphere, and his breath gradually became smaller and quieter.Looking at the pale face competing for the bed, he shared the same soft pillow and fell asleep next to him.
Time is running out to share the same bed and own it all.
At this moment, he can at least fantasize that Zheng loves him, that Zheng's smile is finally expected and only blooms for him, and he only wants to be with him for the rest of his life no matter in body or in mind.And this situation and this scene were so happy that he wanted to die in this hug, in this bed, in this dream.
"Good morning, fight."
"forgive me……"
"If you get up now, you can see a rainbow."
"Zheng, I have your favorite sweet-scented osmanthus cake for dessert tonight. I want the Imperial Dining Room to save some for you. If you don't eat it, it will be spoiled tomorrow."
"Good night, fight."
"sorry."
"I have to go, I will come back to accompany you later."
"When I went to court today, Fuwen said..."
"It's you time, you can see the sunset."
"Look at me, Shi. Please open your eyes and look at me..."
"See you tomorrow."
"Crimson Viola at the beginning of winter..."
"Wake up, okay?"
"wake up!"
The person lying on the bed kept trembling their eyelashes, as if they were waking up.
Almost every moment, every minute, he could hear Rao Luoxuan's voice speaking in his ear, from weak to clear.
And what was repeated the most was his apology to him.
He couldn't move all over his body, and he didn't even know if it was an auditory hallucination, but he could really feel the warmth spreading from his palms to his whole body during these days, and the warmth made him feel at ease even though he was surrounded by darkness.
He wants to respond, he knows Rao Luo is calling him.
If Rao Luoxuan still needs him, he must rush there immediately, and he wants him to wake up.
His body was so heavy that he didn't feel like his own. As soon as he regained consciousness, he felt dizzy several times from the pain.He didn't know how long he had been lying there, his bones were as hard as stones, and his throat seemed to be stuffed with a piece of sandpaper, but he insisted on opening his lead-filled eyelids, he wanted to find Rao Luoxuan first.
His vision was blurred like it was covered by raindrops, he stretched out his trembling hand to grab the large piece of royal blue clothes, "緁..."
About to touch it, he twitched the corner of his mouth.
Would Rao Luoxuan also be happy to see him wake up?
The person whose clothes were being pulled by him stopped his movements, and he felt Rao Luoxuan's whole body shake violently.
Shou Raozheng's arm was weaker than ever before, in the blink of an eye, he lost the strength to hold on.But he stubbornly refused to let go, trying to hold tightly to the temperature that he had finally come to expect.
Biting his lower lip, he wanted to stretch his hand longer and harder to touch the person behind his back, he was eager to see him.
He tried his best and still couldn't do what he wanted.He thought he could at least move a little with the effort he put in, but was surprised that he couldn't control his stiff arm.Without a chance to continue, the empty fingertips were slammed away.
Rao Luoxuan's refusal made him gasp in pain, and his arm seemed to be thrown off.
"Who allowed you to touch me?"
Rao Luoxuan turned around extremely slowly, and greedily stared at the person on the bed, not daring to let go of every bit.
Day and night longing made him suffer as if he had spent several lifetimes alone.
God knows he was ecstatic at Zheng's awakening, but torn apart by the ensuing separation, he had to hold on to the edge of the table to keep from collapsing.
Everything he had to do whipped him, didn't he want to see a happy smile?Then we must start to persevere now, and we must not soften our hearts and admit defeat.
Be patient, bear with me for a while, this parting moment is of course sad...
"緁?" Shou Rao looked at his reaction in confusion, he...is he really the same person as the gentle man who whispers love words every day?
Shou Rao struggled to stand up.
Seeing that he was working extremely hard even to speak, Rao Luo was no longer sure that he could carry out the next action, and his palms were sweating. "Lie down and save yourself trouble."
Shou Rao Zheng saw Rao Luo Xuan evoking his familiar smile, and the sparkle in his eyes turned deeper.
He seemed to understand something, but his confused head couldn't figure it out, and part of it was blurred.He subconsciously wanted to run away, but was so intimidated by his gaze that he couldn't move. "What are you... talking about?"
Even if he hadn't imagined their reunion, how sure it wasn't like this.
He had naively thought that everything had changed, that the weather had cleared up after the rain, but only now did he realize that it was wishful thinking.
Rao Luoxuan approached him step by step, which made him feel a strong desire to escape.
"What am I talking about? Ask knowingly!"
Rao Luo couldn't bear to see Zheng faintly frightened and showing despair.
Let's end it quickly, this is a kind of torture for them, and I'm afraid it will be unbearable for another moment.He pushed onto the bed and pressed onto Shou Rao's body.In order to argue that this kind of physical condition is absolutely impossible to resist him, needless to say, the movement of Rao Luoxuan pressing up made him completely understand.
He was shocked all over, and he couldn't even resist, he just looked at him stupidly.
He didn't want to believe what was unfolding in front of his eyes, but he had to believe it. He shook his head slightly, "I..."
He interrupted the contention, and spit out even more cruel words, "How? I was expecting you to be more active after being trained by Li Daoyue."
Shou Rao Zheng raised his eyes for his words.
"Or, is this a means of refusal?"
He blocked all of Zheng's words with his lips, and pinched Zheng's chin with five fingers so that he could not move.
He knew how despicable and cruel he was, inferior to a beast, and occupied him when he was still recovering from his serious injury.But it was the quickest way to drive him to despair.
"Mmm..." This kiss was wild, and Rao Luo's tongue swept across his mouth like a cunning snake.He felt that he was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, and he almost fainted, and his lips overflowed.Rao Luoxuan's sudden arrogance smashed the tenderness between them to the ground!
He ignored his weakness and writhed to flee.
He never thought that Rao Luoxuan would treat him like this, and he didn't even know why Rao Luoxuan punished him again!
"What's the struggle? I said I'll give it to you, stop playing tricks, it will only annoy me!"
Shou Rao Zheng looked at the strange Rao Luo Xuan in disbelief, he didn't know this cold-blooded person.
It's just that I've been in a coma for half a month, but it feels like a lifetime away.Rao Luoxuan was more cruel and ruthless than ever... He was startled suddenly, and pushed Raoluo Xuan with both hands, struggling to get out of bed but failed. "Let go of me, Raoxuan!"
"It's hard to wait for you to wake up. What do you think I'm waiting for? Don't pretend to be arrogant, just please me."
Rao grabbed his hands and raised them above his head.
Shou Rao Zheng's lips quivered slightly, and asked him sadly and quietly. "Do you know what you're talking about?"
"All I know is that I'm obsessed with your sensitive body. Shut up and show what you've learned in those five days."
"What do you think I learned in the Moon Palace? You just threw me there to be raped and beaten!"
Rao Luo paused, and then slipped his big hands into Shou Rao Zheng's lapel unexpectedly, ignoring the wound on his chest, and violently pulled his nipples.Shou Rao Zheng took a deep breath, he wanted to escape Rao Luo Xuan's wanton aggression, but it was always in vain.
"How? Do you feel it?" Rao Luo couldn't bear to watch him bite his lip, he pried open his jaw, and put two fingers into his warm mouth, preventing him from self-harming.Two fingers were stirring in his mouth, while the tongue that rejected the foreign body kept pushing and resisting, and the body fluid slowly slipped down. "This body is still so hungry? Could it be that my skills are better than Li Daoyue's?"
Shou Raozheng's cheeks were flushed with embarrassment and anger, he struggled, "Stop... I don't want to do this..."
Rao Luoxuan's rough caress, no, the plundering that was not considered caress at all made him feel pain like a knife, his hands gradually lost the strength to resist, and his consciousness disappeared in the pain. do. "I'll give you more than you want."
Shou Raozheng's legs were greatly separated, and Rao Luozhen pulled hard, and the pants were thrown under the bed like rags.
Shou Rao groaned in pain, at this moment he can't bear Rao Luo's fury, he will die... "Ah... huh?"
Suddenly, his whole body was thrown back!
Rao Luoxuan's fingers forcefully squeezed into the small hole, and kept stretching into it as if trying to smash something open.The dry tunnel couldn't bear this kind of teasing, so she immediately pushed the fingers that were deeply infiltrated by Rao Luo. "It's so tight!"
Obscene and obscene words kept coming, and Shou Rao Zheng, who was weak in limbs, could only lie down and let him slaughter him.
The forceful invasion made him feel so uncomfortable that his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his eyes were filled with blush, and his body, which had not been visited for a long time, had long forgotten the method of receiving it.
But he knew that this was not the end, it was just the beginning. The body that wanted to curl up was pressed down again, and several unhealed wounds were opened. He begged desperately, "Let go, don't... no ..."
What he brought him was not joy, but pain.
The movements of Rao Luoxuan's subordinates intensified until he had had enough of Shou Rao's humiliated eyes, and he pulled down his trousers.
"Stop, Rao Xuan!" Of course he knew what he was going to do next, Shou Rao Zheng cried out in horror.
He screamed hoarsely, but he couldn't stop Rao Luo's ruthless actions. "I didn't call my name after your tattered shoe!"
Rao Luozhen closed his eyes, bent his legs to the maximum angle, he pushed hard, and Shou Raozheng's body immediately stood up tremblingly!
Shou Rao Zheng opened his mouth wide but couldn't make a sound, he could only tense his body.
Tears rolled down uncontrollably.Because of the extreme pain, and even more because of the cruel words that hurt him deeply!
It was like a second arrow piercing his heart.
He completely understood that it turned out that Rao Luoxuan saw him in this way.
He buried his face deeply into the sweat-soaked pillow, clenched his teeth tightly, and prevented the sound of his submissive crying from overflowing, and he would not let Rao Luozhen know that he was crying. "Yeah..."
His sanity was mercilessly pushed into the distance by Rao Luoxuan, the bones all over his body were so stiff that he could barely feel it, only the severe pain in his lower body prevented him from passing out in order to seek relief, "Umm... 嗄嗄..."
He didn't know how long this suffering, which was more absurd than torture, lasted. Rao Luoxuan repeatedly beat him dozens of times as if deliberately hurting him... His weak body let him push off the bed, like a dead He was as unconscious as a fish, and could only sway with his movements. After a long time, a wave of hot fluid was finally released between his legs, and Rao Luoxuan did not shoot the semen into his body.
His body hit the hard floor, and he pressed his body against the cold floor tiles regardless of everything and his dignity to make himself feel better.
Suddenly, with a light body, he floated in mid-air!
He was pulled up by a tyrannical force, Rao Luo put on his clothes, kicked the door open, and threw him out of the wooden house without hesitation.
Shou Raozheng's whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and there was still a thick and slippery area between his legs, and he was thrown onto the grass in his naked body.He seemed to be in disbelief and accused Rao Luoxuan of his cruelty, staring deeply at him.
Rao Luo bit her lower lip tightly, looked back at Shou Rao Zheng who was on the verge of collapse, and saw his red eyes.Damn, he cried.
He didn't know how dangerous the environment could make the stubborn and proud Zheng cry, but now he has defeated the last line of defense, allowing him to show his most vulnerable side in front of him.He's really not a good actor, even his words trembled like that, "What kind of eyes are these? Unsatisfied? I can make you sleep all night."
He watched with heartache and trembled in fear.
His eyes seemed to be asking him—why?Why do you do this to him?
Although no one passed by here at all, he didn't need to hurt him so far, leaving him no human dignity.Rao Luoxuan threw Zheng's clothes and pants out of the grass, and then threw the cloak on his naked body like a discarded object, "Didn't I make it very clear? I don't want you anymore! You could borrow a guard before The name is by my side, what else can you do now?"
It is one thing to be faintly discovered, but another to be confirmed in person.Shou Rao bit her lip in grief, wanting to become deaf immediately.
"I don't want a useless person to get in my way! If I thought that Li Daoyue would be pleasantly surprised by your lewd body, it would be a big mistake!"
He forced himself to look into Shou Rao's eyes, the water mist was accumulating inside.How could one person push another into such a situation?
"I, Rao Luo, don't need to be served by someone who looks like a dead body on the bed, and the scars on your body are so ugly that I lose my appetite!"
Zheng's eyes were still very hard, very hard, as if trying to see through him completely, and he didn't dare to blink.
After hearing this, Shou Raozheng's face tightened, and he wanted to pull on the cloak to cover his back in embarrassment, but his trembling fingertips couldn't even exert force.
Rao Luoxuan acted before warning himself not to lend a helping hand, he knew that if he approached him, he would be uncontrollably hugging him.He stepped forward desperately, and had to pretend to be disgusted, and quickly put a cloak on him to cover his naked body.
He was eager to back away, but his trousers were pulled, "Thank you..."
If the thanks came from someone behind him, it would be a crime that even his death would not pay for.
Rao Luo hurriedly turned away, her breathing became more and more urgent, as if something hard was choked in her throat.God, he's really going crazy!
"Thank you? What do you want to thank? Except that this torn body is useful. The cornerstone I stepped on can just find a place to stay in peace." He waved his foot and shook off the Only a weak hand.
After Shou Rao listened, his expression relaxed, as if mourning and relieved.
he laughed.Regardless of the fact that his body had just been tortured, his fingers climbed onto the cloak and wanted to tear it apart.
He no longer has the so-called dignity, if Xun still wants him, if he still has any value left, even if it is this dilapidated body, just take it...
"Did you not understand what I said? You are willing to give it, but I don't want it!" Rao Luo couldn't bear it and kicked away his hand that wanted to take off the only clothes.
Shou Rao Zheng trampled himself to such an extent in front of him?And all of this was ordered by him, Zheng Jing was willing to fall to this point for him, even though he was subjected to all kinds of abuse in the Moon Palace, he never begged for mercy!Heh, Rao Luoxuan is almost in admiration of himself.
His heart ached so much that it was about to shatter into pieces and burst out of his body.
But he wants to remain indifferent, to thoroughly injure the individual from the foolish and loyal struggle, and drive him out of his life.
"Enough is enough, your mission is complete! Get out of here, and fly away with that idiot!"
Then, he watched silently as the accumulated mist blurred their vision.
The tears of struggle couldn't bear the weight of one more sentence of cruel words, and they fell down without disappointment, sliding silently across the bridge of his nose, cheeks, and chin, and then were taken over by the grass, everything was so quietly.
Even being wronged is quiet.The tears were also quietly, as if she didn't want to disturb him at all.
At this time, they realized that the harm they caused to each other was far more than they could bear and imagine.
Rao Luoxuan saw Zheng's despairing and hollow tears, and his tears almost slipped down uncontrollably.He bit his lower lip and still couldn't stop the bleeding. He only tasted the salty and bitter taste of blood. He had no choice but to go back to the wooden house and close the door hard before he could find his tears!
He leaned against the door panel and slid down powerlessly, and his heart sank endlessly...
If you can't give him happiness, let him go... But he is an extremely selfish person. From the very beginning, he didn't have the slightest residual strength to be generous. It's because he thinks himself too perfect!And even though the wooden door could block Zheng's crying face, it couldn't block his voice.
He heard it for sure, and quarreled outside——
"I don't long to see a rainbow, nor to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cake." He seemed to swallow a sob to make his voice clearer, and paused, "I just want to see you, I only long for you..."
Leaning against the door panel, Rao Luo let out a few laughs weakly, crying and laughing like a lunatic.
He laughs that he loves him so deeply, and there are still traces of loving him that cannot be erased everywhere, it is indeed easy for him to find out, isn't it?
But what he wants is not Zheng's loyalty, let alone his guilt and sympathy!He only needs to strive to love the person he wants to love!
And even... Even if they really love each other, he can't let Zhengban continue to walk, and use his body as a shield to shield him from swords and arrows.
The road ahead can only be steeper and more dangerous. After fighting for him, what else is he going to sacrifice for him?
He is unworthy of such a fierce battle.I really can't afford it, and I dare not ask for the rest of my life to be sacrificed for him.
Fighting deserves better, fighting for someone far better and better than him, a more stable and happier life.
"Stop talking nonsense, get out of here! Your voice makes me sick!"
He covered his ears tightly, simply not listening.hate him!Stay away from him, and stop asking for trouble!
Shou Rao struggled to climb to the wooden door, gently raised his hand and patted on the wooden door, he finally had the courage to say, "I have nowhere to go, I want to stay..."
It was just a slight murmur at first, and then his voice grew louder as if he had strengthened his mind.
What are you afraid of?He loves him so much, really loves him!If he doesn't say it now, he might not have a chance to say it in the future!
He slammed on the wooden door with all his strength. "I want to stay, I want to stay, please let me stay, please!"
Rao Luoxuan silently felt the vibration of the wooden door, again and again, without walking away.
He is feeling all the affection for him.Want to stay by his side, how wonderful is this speech?
Shaking again and again, every statement after statement hit him hard in the heart without any mistakes.
But Zheng didn't know that his heart had been opened for him many years ago.
Until he thought it was enough, he gritted his teeth, "Enough, Shou Rao Zheng! Get off to that idiot!"
Shou Raozheng couldn't help smiling wryly when he heard his indifference.Is he the only one who was touched from the beginning to the end?
Even so, he still wants to say... he is still grateful for what Rao Luoxuan has done for him, everything that made him laugh, cry, and heartbroken. "……I love you."
Finally, he stopped beating on the door.
Shou Raozheng turned around, put his back against the door, wrapped his hands around himself, and surrounded himself with the cloak he gave him.
There is a thin wooden door between them, and the naked pain and lingering breath are gradually being synchronized.
Very close, very close, closer than ever before, without gaps.
"I love you."
"Stop talking!"
"I love you."
"If you say any more, I'll cut off your ears!"
"I love you."
"I will goug out your eyes and cut off your limbs!"
"I really, really love you." As long as you can open the door and give him a hug and a word of affirmation, even if it means asking him to commit suicide immediately.
"I want..." At the end, Rao Luoxuan was already vague, his head was leaning limply on the door panel, feeling exhausted.
"I want to marry a queen! I want this throne to sit securely! I don't need a crippled guard who once caused a storm in the city, and the people don't need an emperor who raises male favorites! Why do you stay? Could it be that you want to be the king of history? The first male queen!"
Rao Luoxuan's shattered words at this moment were more like pleading.
I don't want you anymore, don't you understand?
If there is a chance, escape from this deep palace that can eat people and devour bones, as far away as possible, the farther the better.
It doesn't matter where you go, as long as you are with the one you love, everywhere is a fairyland.Isn't this deep palace devouring him enough?Didn't hurt him enough?Could it be that Shou Rao Zheng would rest in peace only after his limbs were broken like his father, and even his eyes were gouged out?
Does it really have to wait until a certain day when he will witness the death in front of him again?
Let him go... that's all he can take.He really, really couldn't bear one more loss.
He is letting him go.
"Zheng, let's go...don't come back again, I don't need you anymore. The gate of Rao Luo Imperial City will never be opened for you again."
For a long time, until the afterglow of the setting sun shone on their faces, the wind blew over his face, and then wiped away his tears.
So cold, so painful.
He and he looked at the same sunset, breathing each other's air.They become greedy even for breathing, and memories are like tides.
It was night, and Zheng never resisted his orders, but when he thought that Zheng left as promised, there was a vibration behind the door panel.
His gentle voice came into his ears with the wind, "Am I still yours?"
For this question, they are very tired... and have long lost the courage to discuss and answer.
He still couldn't see what kind of emotion was planted in Rao Luoxuan's eyes, even if he should do it, he had done enough in the past four years.
He also no longer has the strength to know, and he has learned to understand and no longer expect extravagantly.
"Am I still your scarlet viola?"
It doesn't matter if you lied to him, tell him Dongshi's lie again...
At the beginning of that spring, didn't you say that if you hold on tightly, you won't let go?He smiled self-deprecatingly, and the tears that were about to flow dried up.
There was no sound from behind the door.
Shou Rao Zheng left the palace in the middle of the night.
After 22 years of court life, more than 1000 days of personal guard duties.
Select Record Unofficial History Record Cloud——
Juanyu 27 years
The national emblem of the second generation of the Rao Dynasty——Red Pansy
Qi Lan, the number one swordsman in the Palace of Seven Moons, randomly stabbed two imperial soldiers to death on Shenxiao Street, shocking the government and the public.
Later, when being chased by the imperial army, he fell off a cliff, and his life and death were uncertain.
Juanyu 37 years
In September, since the emperor announced that the crown prince was the seventh prince, it was rumored that the second prince, Rao Luowei, conspired to push the sixth prince, Rao Luofei, to compete for the position of crown prince and planned to assassinate the crown prince.Although no one can cite the rumors as true, the second prince was gradually cut off from power, and finally sailed abroad, whereabouts are unknown.
Juanyu 43 years
In June, the bodyguard of the sixth prince, Lu Ling, was assassinated and died in the Tong Palace. The emperor authorized the Seventh Prince to thoroughly investigate the case, and found a lot of evidence of treason in the Tong Palace. outside.
In September, the imperial army discovered the whereabouts of the sixth prince in the Mirage Inn in Lanxu, and sent people to surround the inn and arrest the accomplices who harbored the sixth prince—the inn owner Mirage and the eldest son of Yan Duan, Yan Duanwang.Several palace guards hunted through the night, and finally rescued the sixth prince who attempted to jump off the cliff.After the sixth prince returned to the palace, he was placed under house arrest in the Tong Palace until the seventh prince was released separately. Afterwards, he was demoted to a commoner and could not set foot in the imperial city again for life.
In October, the fourth princess Rao Luochun, who suffered from glass bones, was pushed down from the city wall and died on the spot with her decapitated body.
The suspected assailant was arrested on the spot. He was the bodyguard of the fourth princess? Shi Jing and the bodyguard of the third princess? Zhishen.Zhishen was insane when he was captured, resisting arrest and wounding others.Shi Jing was found not guilty and released, while Zhi Shen was sentenced to eight years in prison.
Juanyu 47 years
In November, the second general? Xiao Di Changliu was thrown into prison for the crime of talking and talking, waiting to be released.
Juanyu 48 years
Sanyue Rao Luo's collateral line—the third generation of Shou Rao, the guard of the crown prince?Unexpectedly, there were three prime ministers? Li Daoyue was killed by the stubborn Shou Rao Zheng, and his body was buried in the Moon Palace.Afterwards, the Seventh Prince personally decreed to grant Shou Rao Zheng to death, and the Shou Rao family that had gone through a hundred years ended in Jun Yu.
In October, Rao Luo Sa, the second emperor of the Rao Luo Kingdom, died of illness, and his seven sons succeeded him in his will.
On the fifth day of October, Princess Rao Luoning died of a sudden illness in Tian Palace.It was rumored in the palace that there was something hidden about this matter. The five princesses committed adultery and had a secret knot in the fetus, so they hanged themselves.The seventh prince took Lie Duo, the bodyguard of the fifth princess, into a prison for torture and interrogation. Once this was done, everyone in the palace regarded the name of the fifth princess as a taboo, and no one dared to say anything.
Miscellaneous History of the same year - Fu Wen, who was born as a commoner, was named Shangshu, the youngest Shangshu in all dynasties.
Wing Wing One Year
The national emblem of the third generation of the Rao Dynasty——red viola
The seventh son of the Emperor of February, Rao Luoxuan, officially ascended the throne, changed his reign name, and led to a five-year large-scale political reform.
The new emperor ascended the throne to amnesty the world. Yan Duan's family and Xiao Di's family jointly petitioned the new emperor to pardon the criminal Qi Lan.
In June, the eldest son of the third generation of the Xiaodi family——Xiaodi Changxiu was appointed as the head coach.
In June, the Xiaodi Army fought with Weixu, its northern neighbor. The battle took place at the border between the two countries. It was known as the Battle of Breaking Ground, or the Battle of the Funeral. After this battle, the Xiaodi Army, which had been divided into two armies, was finally united into one , into the Panluo camp.
In July, Yan Duangu, the general of the imperial army, retired and announced that his second son, Yan Duanshuo, would continue to lead the imperial army.
In August, Xiao Di Changliu died of illness. The whole country mourned and had a grand funeral.
In November, Xiao Di's army formally participated in the civil war of the allied countries and helped the former crown prince regain the throne.
In December, Shangshu Fuwen said that he was appointed as the second prime minister, and he was the No. 1 civil servant in history who was on an equal footing with military generals.
Yongyong three years
In October, there were two prime ministers. Fu Wen said that she resigned without reason, and the position of prime minister was vacant.
Yongyong five years
In November, Rao Luo’s cruise ship bound for Great Britain was hijacked and attacked by pirates. The passengers resisted and clashed with the pirates.
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