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"Zijiao Lele just called her father!"

"Really?"

"Really! I'll let him call you, come to Lele and call me daddy, daddy..."

The excited male voice on the other side of the phone kept coming out. The man slowed down his speech and kept repeating the word "Dad". After repeating it several times, a childish voice came out vaguely.

"Get down... get down..."

"Zijiao heard it! Did you hear it!"

Lin Sheng raised his head slightly after listening to these few words that were almost audible, and his clean and clear eyes quietly looked at Cai Zijiao, who was full of gentle motherhood and couldn't hide her smile, Listening to her say a sentence that is better than honey and my arsenic.

"Oh, what are you doing so excited, the kid will talk sooner or later."

Cai Zijiao spoke softly and slowly, but there was no hesitation between each word. This sentence seemed to be an idiomatic expression when meeting, and it slowly settled in the air.

The air was still silent, but Liao Muyang's courtesy of respecting Cai Zijiao as an elder began to become tinged with an irresistible sharpness, his frowning seemed to be "inviting" the person in front of him out of the house the next moment , Cai Zijiao finally realized that what she just said was wrong in this sudden change of atmosphere.

The happy woman was embarrassed for a moment at this moment of recovery. She subconsciously looked at Lin Sheng, looking at those clean eyes that were finally willing to lift, without any trace of resentment, feeling inexplicably guilty.

The corners of the stiffened lips returned to their upward arcs. How happy and happy the woman's expression was when she was immersed in the phone, how alienated and far-fetched the expression at this moment was.

The voice from the phone still continued.

"That's right, my son called me daddy, and it's my first time being a daddy, can I not be excited!"

"When you come back, I'll let Lele try to say mom. Isn't the child before you unable to talk? This time, you can hear the child call mom. Just wait and see, wait until you hear it You must be more excited than me."

"Speaking of which, you went to participate in your ex-husband's case today, did you see your child?"

"This child is also poor. You should give him more money. He is not yet in college, right? I have not seen him for so many years. I should make up for him. If the money is not enough, tell me and I will call you." past."

Cai Zijiao didn't reply for a long time, making the man think she didn't hear.

"Hello? Can Zijiao hear you? Hello?"

The man's question finally slowed down Cai Zijiao's stunned thoughts. She didn't dare to look Lin Sheng in the eyes anymore, and immediately returned the phone in a hurry.

"You can hear me, I have some things to hang up first, and I will go back in a while, and we will talk slowly when I come back."

"Oh, okay, you should also pay attention to safety at night, if you really can't do it, call me and I will pick you up."

"I know, hang up first."

"it is good."

The phone was cut off by Cai Zijiao, and she was full of panic while pinching the phone. She only took the bag on the side and started to take out things from inside.

A thin bank card was pushed over at a high speed, and Cai Zijiao's tone of voice did not change at all before she calmed down and spoke slowly like a typewriter.

"Xiaosheng, my mother has opened a restaurant in the past two years and has also made some money. The card is 20 yuan. Although it is not a lot, it should be enough for you to count the tuition and living expenses after four years of college. If it is not enough If you want, you can also send a message to your mother."

"Oh, by the way, they are all contacted by WeChat now. If you have one, add one with your mother. It's easy to contact."

"Mom sweeps..."

"Lin Shuping doesn't let Sheng Zai have WeChat."

Liao Muyang's sudden interjection made Cai Zijiao visibly embarrassed by the naked eye. She didn't reply positively, but smoothed the matter over.

"It's okay, you can apply for WeChat later, and you can add more. Then, Xiao Sheng, please give your mother a phone number, so that it will be convenient for her to find you."

You give to your mother instead of your mother to you. A short sentence sounds caring but can't be listened carefully.

"Sheng Zai's cell phone was broken by Lin Shuping, but now it is gone."

"Ah... so, then mom will give you a bank card. If you have time, go out and buy a mobile phone."

"Mom was supposed to accompany you to buy it, but mom's store is too busy, you... your younger brother is only over one year old and needs to be taken care of..."

"Xiao Sheng is hungry, and our family is about to serve dinner. I think you are very busy, so go back first." The order to chase away guests was polite on the surface, but he didn't want to make the scene too ugly in front of Lin Sheng.

Cai Zijiao saw it, and didn't hesitate to say another word, just hummed and finally gave a polite order.

"Oh, ok, then you guys have a good meal, Xiaosheng's mother will leave first, and I will come to see you next time."

Lin Sheng has always been very polite, but this time it seemed that he was one of the few and almost non-willed. He slightly lowered his eyes and shook his head gently.

Shaking his head silently was another layer of fuel under the torch of embarrassment. Liao Muyang saw that the child didn't seem to have any emotional ups and downs, but he was worried uncontrollably. He knew that the calmness in this situation was not normal.

He stood up straight, held Lin Sheng's hand, and led him to the warm and smoky environment outside the wooden door.

He handed Lin Sheng to Qiu Sen who was playing games, and Qiu Sen guessed that the atmosphere was wrong just by looking at Liao Muyang's expression, and started to cling to the kid the moment Lin Sheng sat down.

A cheerful and unstingy personality is most suitable for temporarily suppressing upsurge of sadness.

"Brother Sheng Bao is going to see someone off and will be back in a while."

Lin Sheng still frowned when he heard this, and nodded obediently. Liao Muyang leaned over and kissed the child's forehead, then stood up quickly, and led Cai Zijiao who was standing by the door of the work book out of the house.

The door of the house was closed by Liao Muyang, and Cai Zijiao's car was parked a little far away, so he only obeyed and politely sent her to the gate of the yard.

"Then I'll go first, see you next time."

"No, let's finish talking about some things today."

Cai Zijiao is not a teenager who doesn't know the world, and what Liao Muyang said was straightforward enough. She stood where she was and didn't rush to leave, but just listened quietly to Liao Muyang's next words.

"I don't have your experience, and I won't stand on the moral high ground and talk nonsense."

"It's true that people think and plan for themselves first. I don't deny it, but as a mother, I can't accept leaving a young child alone in that cage."

"Sheng Zi chatted with me. He said that he missed his mother very much. Even though his mother was indifferent, she never beat him. He knew that his mother was not easy, so he missed his mother very much after she left, but he never wished for her one day. Go home because he knows how unhappy that home is."

"A child's world is pure and clean. Even if his parents treat him badly, he has no resentment in the past, but most of the feelings of adults are mixed with mixed interests. Even family relationships cannot last long under that kind of tyrannical situation."

"You and Shengzi haven't seen each other for six years. Six years ago, life was full of decadence and gloom. There was no inseparable relationship. The purpose of your visit this time is not only a little bit of guilt in your heart because of the outside world. , I just want to draw a boundary with Sheng Zai."

"The limit is probably to give money, but don't disturb your current family and life."

"If you really cared about Sheng Zai, you wouldn't show up only after the second lawsuit when the wind turned around. If you asked Sheng Zai, it should be about his current studies, and you would not let him live in my house anymore, but offered to pick him up. He, let alone the slightest thought that the child would speak sooner or later without any scruples."

Cai Zijiao was not as hypocritical as Lin Shuping, she quietly listened to Liao Muyang's previous words without denying a word, and only spoke after a moment of silence.

"Yes, I owe this child, but I don't have any more feelings. When I see him, I will think of what I have experienced before, which makes me very uncomfortable."

"My current family is indeed very happy. My husband is a very good person, but no matter how good he is, he can't accept a child who is almost 20 years old in the family."

"My first marriage was unlucky, and the family was already broken, so now this family does not allow any reason to create a rift in it. People are selfish, and Lin Sheng is at the bottom of my list."

Liao Muyang looked at Cai Zijiao, and he was already mentally prepared for what she said, so it was no surprise that he just felt sorry for his baby who was abandoned by all his family members.

His thoughts even uncontrollably thought of teenage children curled up in a ball under the beating, thinking of his mother who had a happy family, and thinking that she would never go home to suffer again, while the mother who was there because of those irrelevant things He didn't even want to think about his wrong experience.

"You take this card back. No matter whether Sheng Zi is in high school, university, or working after graduation, I will give him the best choice so that he can choose without any scruples, and he will grow up happily all the time. Therefore, the 20 unnecessary."

"He has always been sensitive to emotions. He should have figured out your attitude early on, so he shook his head with you, which means that we don't need to see you again."

"This no-goodbye is not because he resents you, but because he knows that your current family is very happy, so he voluntarily retreats and doesn't bother you."

"This voluntary does not need to be bought out with money."

"In the eyes of me and our family, he is a treasure that is cherished from the bottom of my heart, so I hope that from now on, you will never appear or contact me again, and all relationships will be completely ended today."

After Liao Muyang finished speaking, he stuffed the card into Cai Zijiao's hand, but Cai Zijiao didn't refuse.

She lowered her eyes and remained silent for a long time, then sighed softly and let out a long breath, nodded in response to a short good word, finally turned around and strode away without hesitation, not even leaving a superficial order to take good care of him.

Liao Muyang looked at Cai Zijiao's back, and could only think of those grape eyes calmly and understanding of the world repeatedly in his mind.

He stopped standing at the door, quickly closed the iron gate and strode towards the house.

The backs that don't look back inside and outside the iron gate only completely show that they have parted ways and have nothing to do with each other.

When Liao Muyang entered, a group of people were making dumplings around the table. The good-looking ones were still good-looking, and the ugly ones were still crooked. Lin Sheng was surrounded by everyone in the middle of the table, pursing the corners of his lips while making dumplings , so that the pear dimple was deep, and the eyes narrowed into crescent moons.

Liao Muyang closed the door of the house, walked to the dining table without saying a word, picked up the child, and walked upstairs to the bedroom.

The rest of the people at the dining table looked at this scene and tacitly did not ask. They continued to work non-stop, preparing to make enough dumplings quickly, so that they could eat the freshly cooked dumplings when they left the room again. .

Lin Sheng's hands were still stained with bits of flour, but Liao Muyang didn't care, he hugged him tightly and sat on the sofa that could sink him.

The room was dark with the door closed and no lights on.

Liao Muyang closed his eyes and kissed the ear of the little friend who was buried in his neck, and said softly: "Sheng Bao can't bear it anymore, when he is sad, he can hide in his brother's arms and cry. My brother's baby will never have to wrong me."

Sensible, who didn't want to spoil the atmosphere and make people worry, collapsed like a tsunami the moment these words fell.

The little one was hugged tightly in that eternally warm embrace, crying and trembling down the spine.