Coincides with Jin'an

After Xu An arrived at Guangren Community, he almost ran upstairs, and the closer he was to his home, the stronger his sense of uneasiness.

When he came to the door of the house, Xu An took out the key and opened the door. Before entering the door, he habitually called his mother, but no one responded.

Xu An walked into the house suspiciously, only to find that Li Shufen was lying motionless on the ground covered in blood, and there were dried blood on the corner of the coffee table and on the ground.

Xu An dropped his things, rushed forward, picked up Li Shufen who was lying on the ground, and found that his body was already cold.

Xu An instantly lost all his sanity. He felt that his world had collapsed, his mind was blank, and he could only make a series of "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" sounds in his throat.

It took some time before Xu An stood up numbly, walked to the bathroom, soaked the towel with hot water, and then wiped the dried blood on Li Shufen's face little by little, like a robot, only aware of movements but unconscious.

When Xu An had a reaction in his brain again, it was all the conversation between him and Li Shufen in the past——

"Mom, I'm admitted to the county middle school!"

"Okay, our home is so far away from the school, Mom will work harder and try to rent a house."

……

"Mom, I'm admitted to No. [-] Middle School!"

"Okay, mom will take you to the city now..."

"Mom will always support your decision..."

——He seems to have been asking for it from his mother, but his mother has never complained...

"Mom! Wake up! Look at me! Mom! Mom! Mom!" Xu An hugged Li Shufen and screamed hysterically, as if he could wake someone up.

He didn't stop until he couldn't make a sound out of his voice.

Xu An hugged Li Shufen and sat on the ground in a daze——

Mom, I'm not going anywhere, let's go home, shall we?

I'll take you home, okay?

Can you give me the food you are good at cooking?

sorry!sorry!I shouldn't be here!I should be in the dark, not chasing some North Star!

"Mom!" The veins on Xu An's neck bulged, and he used all his strength to yell out "Mom" one last time.

Then Xu An hugged Li Shufen and ran out onto the street. Pedestrians were talking, but no one dared to help; after the taxi driver stopped the car, he saw the corpse in his arms, but he didn't dare to let him go. After taking the ride, they drove away one after another—fortunately, a simple and honest driver took him in the end.

When Xu An wanted to report the address, he found that he could not speak, and could only make a "uh uh" sound in his throat. He was afraid that the driver would not let him continue the ride, so he hurriedly gestured: Do you have a pen?

The driver was confused for a while, and then took out a ballpoint pen. Xu An quickly wrote on the palm of his hand after taking it, but because his palms were sweaty, he couldn't write the words; even if he did, the handwriting was very blurry.Xu An was afraid that the driver would not understand, so he could only write stroke by stroke in the palm of his hand: Linshui County, thank you.

The driver said yes and started the car.

Xu An's eyes were already bloodshot, but he still hugged Xu's mother and refused to let go, staring at him with his eyes open, as if Li Shufen would live in the next second.

The driver didn't dare to say a word of comfort, so he could only drive the car in fear, and looked at Xu An little by little-he saw that Xu An's hand that had written just now had red marks one after another, as if it was The appearance of those words... The driver coughed twice and reminded: "Well, the palm of your hand..."

Seeing that Xu An ignored him, the driver stopped talking. After all, the death of a loved one would make anyone feel bad, not to mention he didn't seem to accept it...

After arriving at the station——

Xu An took out a red ticket, didn't think it was enough, gave it to the driver directly, and ran away with Li Shufen in his arms...

The driver didn't dare to haggle at the moment, and murmured after taking the money: "My condolences, boy..."

Xu An came to his hometown with Li Shufen in his arms... For the next few days, Xu An took care of Li Shufen's funeral by himself. ...

After everything was settled, Xu An was already haggard and out of shape—he thought, since his worries were gone, he should follow along.

Xu An picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and cut off his left wrist. He watched his blood flow out, and he was thinking: It's a pity that he didn't have the chance to see his brother Jin in a suit again. He still remembers... no!He can't die!He still has his Brother Jin!

right!He wanted to help himself, he wanted to call 120, so Xu Anqiang stood up, looked for the phone, and was about to call 120, but there was nothing in this house, and he borrowed the phone to call the cremation vehicle, and he threw it in the city when he came. inside……

Xu An leaned against the wall and gave up the last struggle—forget it, it's over, Brother Jin, I love you...

With a bang, the originally locked door was kicked open. Chen Jinan smelled a strong smell of blood when he entered the living room. Tm talk doesn't count! You tm..." He seemed to hear it, he heard Xu An's whisper, Xu An is still alive!

Chen Jin'an saw the blood on the ground, resisted the feeling of dizziness, and followed the blood to find Xu An...

Chen Jin'an saw Xu An lying on the ground, looking at the blood on the ground, his mind went blank, he didn't know how he got out of this house, or how he got into the ambulance...

By the time he realized it, he was already in the hospital, and the tears on his face had dried up.At this time, the doctor came out of the consulting room, took off his mask, and said with a serious face: "Fortunately, it was delivered in time, and the patient is out of danger... Why can't you think about it at a young age..."

Chen Jin'an waited for a long time before reacting - his little cutie is out of danger! He is still alive!still alive!

In the ward—

Chen Jin'an sat there motionless, staring at Xu An intently, afraid that he would disappear in the next second.

He looked at Xu An lying on the hospital bed with a pale face - he seemed to remember that when he hugged Xu An, Xu An seemed very light, as light as a gust of wind could blow away...

He has lost weight, he must not have eaten well, and the cheekbones on his face are a little protruding - Chen Jin'an caressed Xu An's cheeks, from his forehead to his nose to his cheeks, and finally his lips that he often kissed...

Xu An suddenly murmured: "Brother Jin."

Chen Jin'an immediately came back to his senses, held Xu An's hand, and said softly, as if he was afraid of waking him up, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Xu An unconsciously clenched Chen Jin'an's hand, as if he wanted to grasp the last straw.

……

At nine o'clock in the evening, Xu An woke up. He saw Chen Jinan sitting on a chair, staring at him with scarlet eyes. It turned out that it was true that he suddenly heard Chen Jinan lose his temper with him. He was still alive...

Seeing that Xu An woke up, Chen Jin'an immediately rang the call bell. The nurse rushed over and said in an envious tone while checking: "Your brother loves you so much, why don't you think about it? You are in the ambulance, unconsciously whispering your brother's words." Name—how many times you call him, he will answer patiently... Well, your body is recovering well, and you can be discharged from the hospital after a few days of rest."

Chen Jin'an thanked him politely. After the nurse left, Xu An's mind was filled with the words "As many times as you murmured unconsciously, he answered patiently..."

Chen Jin'an continued to stare at Xu An without saying a word, unaffected by the nurse at all.

Xu An said in a hoarse voice: "Jin..."

"Stop talking, rest first." A voice hoarse than Xu An interrupted him.

Xu An looked at Chen Jin'an distressedly - he was thinner, and there seemed to be some stubble on his face, he wanted to touch him, he missed him so much.

As soon as Xu An raised his hand, Chen Jinan held it down: "Don't move, take a good rest."

Xu An put his eyes on the interlocking hands of the two, and gently said hello.

Chen Jin'an stared at Xu An all night, and the next day, Xiao Chen and Ji Xiao rushed over, and Chen Jin'an was forcibly dragged away by Ji Xiao to rest.

Xiao Chen peeled an orange and handed it to Xu An: "How do you feel?"

Xu An shook his head, he didn't want to say, he wanted to know how Chen Jin'an was doing, he seemed to have heard Ji Xiao say that Chen Jin'an hadn't closed his eyes until now...

Xiao Chen stuffed the orange into his mouth, looked at Xu An who was in a daze, and asked, "Little An'an, what are you thinking about?"

Xu An replied subconsciously: "I miss Chen Jin'an."

Xiao Chen suddenly realized: "Are you thinking about Chen Jin'an?"

Xu An nodded: "Well, how is he?"

As soon as Xiao Chen said the word "he", Ji Xiao came: "Ah Chen, go make a cup of honey water, and I'll take care of Xu An."

Xu An looked at Ji Xiao with some surprise——brother Jin doesn't need to take care of him?

Ji Xiao sat on the chair, looked at Xu An at the same level: "Let me tell you something you don't know."

Whether you can accept it or not is up to you.

Xu An nodded.

——When Chen Jin'an was in the second year of junior high school, at the age when he was just beginning to fall in love, he found that he fell in love with Xu An who had only been together for more than two months.Needless to say, Chen Jinan's family, as long as Chen Jinan nodded, his parents would agree.However, Chen Jin'an didn't think about it at the time. He didn't understand why he liked a boy. He felt that he shouldn't like a boy. He drank so much every day that he wanted to numb himself with alcohol to accept this fact.The ridiculous thing is that even though he abused himself like this every day, he never gave up looking for Xu An, and he kept looking for it with this entangled mood.

Later, for some reason, Ma Shumin found out about this matter, she enlightened Chen Jinan, and told him - what you like is people, not gender.

Maybe it was just a word to wake up the dreamer. After that, Chen Jin'an began to accept it. After he fully accepted it, he began to struggle with Xu An's feelings for him...

Speaking of this, Ji Xiao stopped suddenly. He looked at Xu An and asked, "Do you know what Chen Jin'an likes to eat? You don't know, do you?"

Xu An was stunned, he seemed to really know nothing, Chen Jin'an always acted in front of him that he liked to eat everything, as if there was nothing taboo.

Ji Xiao looked at Xu An's appearance, and he knew it - Xu An didn't know anything, Chen Jin'an didn't tell him anything, and sighed softly: "Even I almost forgot - he is a spoiled little girl." Master."

Xu An only felt that his mind was buzzing, and all kinds of information were intertwined——

"Er Jin is a young master who doesn't touch the spring water with his fingers..."

"He is a spoiled young master..."

It turns out... Chen Jinan has already done so much.