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"Yunlan, I have something to do tonight, I'm sorry to let you eat alone." On the way back to the agency, Shang Zhiyu called Gu Yunlan first.

"Ah, do you want to work overtime? I can come over and cook for you when you come back." Gu Yunlan said on the other end of the phone.

"No, it's good that you are busy with your work, and you don't need to come here specially." Shang Zhiyu said.

"Isn't it working overtime? What's the matter?" Gu Yunlan asked puzzled.

Shang Zhiyu didn't intend to hide it, but Zhuang Xifeng's condition was unusual, and he wasn't sick, so he evaded the seriousness and replied, "That's right, Zhuang Xifeng's health has some problems, I will be with him, so I can't accompany you at night."

"Then I have to come here even more. Wouldn't it be better for one more person to take care of me?"

"With Dr. Lin here, you don't have to worry."

"Since this is the case, we can go to see him together after dinner, can't we?"

Gu Yunlan's insistence made Shang Zhiyu slightly puzzled, he didn't know what happened to Gu Yunlan today, he was very reasonable in the past, so he could only use his usual patience and said to her, "Yunlan, I have promised them , and it’s really not convenient for you to come here tonight, I’ll explain it to you another day, okay?”

Gu Yunlan was obviously unhappy, she was silent for a long time before reluctantly agreeing, "Okay then."

Zhuang Xifeng is Qiwu, not an ordinary person. Shang Zhiyu knows where the boundaries are, so even Gu Yunlan, no matter how close their relationship is, there are certain things that she cannot know.

He closed the phone, sighed softly, and decided to comfort her another day.

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After get off work, I went to the vegetable market, bought vegetables and returned home, but saw Lin You squatting pitifully at the door of Zhuang Xifeng's house. Seeing this, Shang Zhiyu couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

Lin You said with a wry smile, "He doesn't know why he still recognizes me, he knows I'm a doctor, so he kicked me out."

Shang Zhiyu thought for a while, took out the key of his house, asked Lin You to sit in his house, then made him a cup of tea and said, "You saw him just now, he seems to have completely entered the role, the first time I knew him It was the same situation at that time. The one I saw later was Zhuang Xifeng. I remember you told me that neither Xiwu nor Zhuang Xifeng was complete. As his doctor, did you know that he had Such a situation?"

After hearing what he said, Lin You couldn't help saying, "You are very sharp, and you looked very calm just now. Fortunately, you met him like this."

Shang Zhiyu stared at him and said, "You really understand."

Lin You picked up the teacup, thought for a moment, and then said cautiously, "Because of Xiaozhuang's status, this matter must never be known to the outside world. Because of your importance to Xiaozhuang, I'm going to tell you now. , but you have to understand the seriousness of it, and you must never let others know about it.”

Seeing that he was so serious, Shang Zhiyu couldn't help saying, "It doesn't matter if it's inconvenient to say it from you, because I don't need to know too much detail now, but is there any reason for him to be like this? If I know something, Maybe it will be clearer what to do."

"I understand, you have to face him, but you don't know what kind of situation he is in now." Lin You said.

Shang Zhiyu nodded, and Lin You said again, "Actually, to put it simply, he once suffered from schizophrenia due to a very serious injury in the past, which is also known as multiple personality disorder in the general sense. Yes, once he recovers, his main personality will return, and he has hardly relapsed after so many years, but after all, there are hidden dangers, and his memory before the age of 15 has been completely forgotten by him after that incident, but once it is triggered, he will memory, may bring the possibility of relapse."

A few simple words summed up Zhuang Xifeng's illness and past together, but this made Shang Zhi stunned. He never expected that Zhuang Xifeng had such a past, and he is still in a state of amnesia, but he Never mentioned it, not only never mentioned it, and behaved as usual, there was no indication that he had ever had the disease.

"It is also because of this that Shen Xi and Zhou Yanyu are very protective of him and try their best to prevent him from being overexposed. This is also the reason why he has very little gossip. It was Shen Xi who saw his talent back then, so he brought him into this circle. I don't know Is it because of a split personality? Anyway, he does what he looks like, and he spares no effort in acting. Now his achievements have proved Shen Xi's vision at that time, and with his own efforts, his condition has already stabilized. I thought It should not recur again, but recently because of you, I am worried that his emotional problems will occur frequently, and the other is memory, the things that have existed will not be sealed forever, and one day something will happen to trigger his Memory, these two things are what I'm most worried about right now." Lin You said frankly to Shang Zhiyu.

It was the first time Shang Zhiyu learned about this kind of secret, no wonder Lin You told him so carefully that such things are absolutely not allowed to be exposed, not that it will affect Zhuang Xifeng's career, but that it may cause great harm to himself .

"What kind of thing will have such a big impact on him?" Shang Zhiyu said in a low voice. Although he doesn't know the specific situation of this symptom called psychotic personality split, a good-natured person will The reason behind this must not be simple.

He also had a past that he didn't want to recall, but he carried it through, so far it has been normal, and Zhuang Xifeng is not a fragile person, just look at him now, you will know that he has been hurt, but he stands up again Standing up, standing taller and farther than anyone else, the words he said to himself are still vivid in his memory, weak people cannot say such words, only a firm person will have a strong heart , Zhuang Xifeng is such a person, so this makes it even more difficult for Shang Zhiyu to imagine what happened in the first place to cause such a huge harm to Zhuang Xifeng, so big that he even suffered mental problems.

Lin You couldn't help sighing at this time, and said, "Xiao Zhuang has a younger brother who had an accident when he was 15 years old. The reason seems to be a suicide caused by a mental breakdown. It is said that the whole scene was bloody in front of Xiao Zhuang. The younger brothers both fell in a pool of blood, but for some reason, the person holding the knife was Xiao Zhuang. Therefore, in Xiao Zhuang's consciousness, he may have killed his younger brother. He was very kind to his younger brother, so he might bear the burden No such result, but only Xiao Zhuang knew best what happened at that time, but he had completely forgotten about it after he was rescued, and he began to have symptoms of split personality, which also included his younger brother However, they were all younger brothers before the tragedy. At that time, he hadn’t acted yet and was young, so there were not many personalities in the symptoms. During that time, he worked very hard and had to face a series of treatments every day. Later, his condition gradually When it got better, Shen Xi took him back to China and let him try acting."

Shang Zhiyu didn't say anything for a long time, and finally said seriously, "If it wasn't for his sudden accident, I'm afraid I would never know about this kind of thing, because he wouldn't be willing to show me this side of himself. "

After hearing this, Lin You couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart. Indeed, if that incident hadn't happened, Yi Xiaozhuang's character would never have told Shang Zhiyu such a thing, but...

Now that Xiaozhuang is doing this, he always feels uneasy in his heart, and he can't help worrying about Xiaozhuang, and Xiaozhuang can act, but he can't act. Fortunately, what he just said is the truth, but Shang Zhiyu will continue to question him , he couldn't take the move.

"In short, very few people know about this past. Xiao Zhuang's mother passed away early, and his father threw him into a mental hospital when he fell ill. Shen Xi and Xiao Zhuang met in the hospital. He was The family member of another patient came to me later and hoped that I would be in charge of treating Xiaozhuang, and it took about a year before he finally got better."

"So he suddenly became like this now, is it related to his past memories?" Shang Zhiyu asked.

Lin You shook his head and said, "I don't know about this either. The current situation is a bit complicated. In fact, when I was treating him, it took more than half a year just to get close to him. Now the person he is most willing to get close to is you. I I feel that this matter may still start with you."

"Then what should I do?" Shang Zhiyu asked.

"Is it okay to observe his condition for me for a few days first?"

"Of course, is there anything I need to pay attention to?"

"Try to follow him. If there is something too difficult, you can tell me again, and I will try to solve it for you."

"Okay, how can we see if he's getting better?"

"No one can say for sure about mental problems. The main thing is the trigger point. I was wondering if it was because of Gu Yunlan's frequent appearances recently that he subconsciously wanted to avoid you, which resulted in this situation. What should I do? Get back the original Xiaozhuang, you are the key person, if you have time, I hope you will tell me everything about Xiaozhuang so that I can try to help."

"Of course it's okay." After all, Shang Zhiyu knew Zhuang Xifeng's feelings for him. When he first heard about the incident just now, he also felt that Gu Yunlan was one of the reasons, but he also felt that something was wrong, because Zhuang Xifeng is not the kind of person who will run away, but he can't tell clearly about his feelings, and if he is told about this in advance, what kind of changes he can make... But thinking about everything now is superfluous, it is better to cooperate first Let's talk about Lin You finding the real Zhuang Qifeng.

"Fortunately, this Shen Yifan also has a crush on you. You just said that it was the same when you first met him. Can you explain to me? Xiaozhuang is very tight-lipped and didn't reveal how he met you at all."

Shang Zhiyu nodded, looked at his watch and said, "It's almost seven o'clock now, he may be starving, I'll cook first, and I'll tell you about it later."

Lin You said "OK", and suddenly remembered to ask him, "I'm afraid he has brought you a lot of trouble after getting to know him, right?"

Shang Zhiyu thought for a while before answering, "How should I put it, in a way, the speed and extent of my acceptance of him are completely beyond my expectations, and what he has brought to me has long been beyond my ability. For him, although there are burdens, these burdens add up, and after thinking that what I want to refuse is already a request he has considered repeatedly for me, it becomes insignificant, because this is the case, I can bear the burden, and I can still bear it. I have the troubles you mentioned, but this is my thinking before I don’t know about today’s incident. Before that, I can still say and do this, but after knowing all this, if the cause is all on me, I don’t know myself anymore. Whether the original decision was right or wrong, but even so, I still can't ignore him, but I don't know how to deal with his relationship. I can't give up Yunlan, which means I will hurt Zhuang Qifeng forever. This topic I once chatted with you, you said that caring outweighs everything and harm is limited, do you still maintain this point of view? Am I unknowingly, or even in the process of caring that I think , has already hurt him deeply, so that he has become like this now?"

His heart-breaking words really made Lin You feel headache and helpless, and even a little shocked, because Shang Zhiyu's inner suffering was so obvious, yet so helpless, from Shang Zhiyu's point of view, he felt There is nothing wrong with it. I have to say that it was easier for him to reject Xiaozhuang, but he chose another path that would make him more difficult. This is really an extremely difficult knot. Now it seems that Shang Zhiyu is also true He was so entangled because he cared about Xiao Zhuang, maybe after Shang Zhiyu gave up on Gu Yunlan, everything would be solved.

Thinking of this, Lin You said, "Don't think about anything now, and think about the positive side. You and Xiaozhuang are both thinking about each other, so what can't be solved? When he recovers, we will find him Sit down one day and have a clear chat, analyze the current situation, and then think about how to get along with each other in the future. Besides, things that are forced to come will never get results, and letting nature take its course may be the best choice. I will also advise on this point Xiaozhuang's."

"Well, that's the only way to go." Shang Zhiyu said helplessly, "I'll go over and cook first, and I'll call you later."

"Okay." Lin You agreed.