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If you want to say that the one thing Shang Zhiyu feels most sorry for Gu Yunlan is the past when he hardened his heart not to meet her.At that time, when he first heard that his mother was seriously ill, he immediately rushed back to his hometown. Gu Yunlan also rushed to her hometown when she knew about it, but he had already made up his mind not to drag Gu Yunlan down, so no matter how long she knocked on the door or waited , he never opened the door.In fact, he encountered that incident as early as after entering school. When he woke up in the hospital, he clearly proposed to break up with Gu Yunlan, but Gu Yunlan did not give up until the end. The price she paid to restore this relationship It still makes him feel sad when he thinks back on it. The hardships and heartbreaks at that time have long been engraved in his heart. Gu Yunlan wanted to meet him more than once through friends, but when he went, he always made up his mind not to show up. Seeing her leave sadly alone, once she waited for him in the rain for a day and a night, and she was seriously ill after returning. Leaving alone, I will be completely broken from now on.

So at this moment, when he heard about Gu Yunlan's marriage for the first time, all he could see in his heart were her desperate back and sad expression at that time, and when he heard her say that the person he met was not good, he became more and more worried. Feeling self-blame, there is always a kind of thought in my heart, "Why did I know this before?" Otherwise, how could it implicate her in such an unfortunate experience.

"...You, you really don't blame me?" Gu Yunlan was stunned for a long time, and spoke softly as if she couldn't believe it.

Shang Zhiyu shook his head and said, "How could I blame you?"

Gu Yunlan blinked her eyes, and her emotions surged for a while.

After a while, Shang Zhiyu spoke again, but what he said was another matter, because no matter how much he blamed himself, the past has passed, he can't change it, he can only look to the future, and he is more concerned about Gu Yunlan. Better, that's why I have to mention Zhuang Xifeng, he hopes she can understand, "Although Zhuang Xifeng is a big star, he is actually an ordinary person who needs friends, support, and care. I treat him as a friend, and I hope You can accept my friend too, can you?"

Before he finished speaking, Gu Yunlan nodded vigorously, and replied, "I know, I regretted it that day, I shouldn't lose my temper, I shouldn't make trouble with you, I'm not generous enough, I also know that I used to It's not like this, but maybe it's because I'm worried... You've always been so generous and selfless to your friends. It's not the first day I met you, but I actually... Sorry, I think it's too much when I think about it afterwards..."

"Stop talking, Yunlan, we don't need to explain so much between us, I understand." Shang Zhiyu couldn't help interrupting Gu Yunlan's insistence on apologizing, and said gently.

After hearing this, Gu Yunlan let out a "huh".

"Are you hungry, eat something first." Since they haven't ordered anything from just now, Shang Zhiyu picked up the menu and said, "Here are your favorite cheese wrapped steak and mango crispy fried pudding , would you like a copy?"

"……it is good."

After ordering the set meal, Gu Yunlan went to the dressing room because of crying. She looked in the mirror. The woman in the mirror was pale, and her eyes were slightly red and swollen from crying. She hurriedly took out her makeup bag to touch up her makeup, but in the end, She supported the counter with both hands, and hung her head weakly.

She knew, she knew that Shang Zhiyu would believe her, but why at this moment, she still didn't have the slightest confidence, the future between her and Shang Zhiyu seemed fragile, this person is so good, she has been working so hard She wanted to keep him, but until she was exhausted that year, what she finally got was the news of his ruthless departure.

She once hated, gave up, and gave up on herself. She hated why Shang Zhiyu could be so cruel. He was clearly in love, but still made such a cruel decision. It was obviously not the fault of any of them, but why She was not reconciled to such an end, but she was helpless, and finally rashly decided to marry an exchange student from France who pursued her.

But that was the decision she regretted the most in her life. She only hated why she didn't stick to it. If she knew that she could find him again, she should have waited forever, so that Shang Zhiyu would definitely double Treat her well, and she doesn't have to cheat him, and she won't have that unbearable past. Even if she heard Shang Zhiyu say that she doesn't blame her, she can't ignore this feeling, let alone I can't act as if nothing happened, I always feel that when I think about the past, I don't know how to face him. If this continues, how can the two of them walk hand in hand?

But Shang Zhiyu is so important to her, so many years, there is no shortage of men around her, but from the beginning to the end, there has never been a second man like Shang Zhiyu.

However, when she met him again, this man went through a transformation and became more stable and reliable, patient and down-to-earth. She thought he was already married and had children, but she didn't expect him to remain the same to her.

But she drifted with the tide, floating and sinking, because without a goal, there was no expectation.

But no matter what, now Shang Zhiyu is in front of her, and she can grab him as long as she reaches out, so this time, she will never let go easily, she must hold him firmly.

After sorting out her thoughts, Gu Yunlan returned to her seat.

"Do I look better?" Before she sat down, she asked Shang Zhiyu.

Shang Zhiyu looked at her and said, "Don't think about it alone in the future, okay?"

Hearing what he said, Gu Yunlan nodded uncomfortably.

The meal was served in a timely manner, and the grilled steak exuded a burst of aroma, mixed with the taste of cheese, which made people's index fingers move.

"Eat something first." Shang Zhiyu said to Gu Yunlan.

"Yeah." Gu Yunlan picked up the knife and fork obediently, and slowly cut and ate small pieces.

The two of them were speechless for a moment, and when Gu Yunlan almost wiped out the entire steak, Shang Zhiyu said to her, "There is one more thing I want to tell you."

Gu Yunlan asked him, "What's the matter?"

"That's right, there is an appointment for a magazine, so I will go on a business trip next month, about three months." Shang Zhiyu said.

Hearing this, Gu Yunlan was startled, "Where are you going? How long will it take three months?"

"There are two places, one is Mexico, and the other is India." Shang Zhiyu finally chose these two places, one is the birthplace of Mayan culture and American Indian culture, and the other is one of the four ancient civilizations.

"When was it decided?"

"I received the invitation letter last week, because I was in a hurry, and I didn't have time to discuss it with you. This opportunity is rare. I have already replied to the other party to prepare to travel. The documents have just been submitted in the past two days, and the visa is being processed."

"Is it event shooting? Or freelance photography?"

"It's freelance photography." Shang Zhiyu replied, "Every photographer can choose one or two locations according to his own time, and the organizer will bear the expenses."

"Only one quota?" Gu Yunlan asked again.

Shang Zhiyu was startled and said, "What?"

Gu Yunlan hesitated to speak, then shook her head, smiled and said, "It's nothing, don't worry, I won't think about it anymore."

Shang Zhiyu looked at her with an obviously aggressive tone, but he didn't understand why she was worried.

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There is still more than half a month before going out. These days, I will wait for the visa to be issued, do strategy, arrange the itinerary, confirm the theme with the magazine, and continue the work of the newspaper.

He and Gu Yunlan meet every day. The relationship between the two seems to have not changed, but Gu Yunlan seems to be a little more careful and caring. This feeling has always lingered in her heart. He seemed uneasy, but he pretended that nothing happened, which made Shang Zhiyu worry and didn't know how to deal with it.

During this period, Zhuang Xifeng didn't have any news. He once contacted Lin You on his own initiative. Lin You told him that Zhuang Xifeng was going to participate in the filming of the new film at the end of the month. During this time, he buried himself in the script to study the characters. Where did Lin Youzhuang and Xifeng live recently, because he never came back to live since he left that day.

"He occupied Xiaoyu's bedroom, it's nothing, this guy is just so casual, don't worry about it." Lin You told him.

It is impossible for Shang Zhiyu not to care, Zhuang Xifeng is obviously avoiding him, he has a home but does not return, and lives in someone else's house, but to Lin You, he can't say anything, he can only say, "I know, everything will wait until his filming is over Besides, I just happen to be going out recently."

"Are you going on a business trip?"

"Well." Shang Zhiyu briefly talked about his situation, and then said, "If there is an appropriate time, thank Zhuang Xifeng for me. Although I really want to tell him personally, but now I don't want to affect him."

"No problem." Lin You agreed.

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Everything was ready, on the last day before going out, Shang Zhiyu took Gu Yunlan out for dinner, watched a movie by the way, after the show, Shang Zhiyu took Gu Yunlan's hand and strolled on the way home.

"Junlan, I don't want to say too many useless words, but I have always hoped to live a simple life with you. Do you remember our dreams when we were young? There was no pressure in life at that time, and it seemed that we could go wherever we wanted , It seems that everything can be done, no matter how vast the world is, we can also let us roam, but only after we have experienced it, we know that life is a very trivial thing, maybe love will be wiped out in the years, and the passion at that time will change. It becomes a kind of beautiful memory, but the relationship between each other will become deeper and deeper until we can never be separated again. I have always hoped that you can have a good home for the past ten years. Now that I meet you again, maybe it is I am very grateful for the favor God gave me for my sincerity. We still have a long way to go. I was not in a hurry before, but now that I have you, I want to broaden my path even more. It can bring you a better life, so you can rest assured that I will leave, and when I come back, I will still come to you, okay?"

His voice was deep and gentle, his words were plain but inexplicably touching, Gu Yunlan's heart felt warm, her eyes were slightly hot, she couldn't help but clenched Shang Zhiyu's hand, and nodded silently.

Shang Zhiyu stopped, lowered his head, looked at Gu Yunlan's bowed head, reached out and lifted her face gently, and couldn't help but sigh slightly, "Look at you..."

As soon as Gu Yunlan raised her head, tears welled up in her eyes. She closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly.

Shang Zhiyu felt extremely pity in his heart, he held her face in his hands, and kissed her forehead lightly.

"When you cry, I don't know what to do..." Shang Zhiyu murmured as his breath intersected.

Gu Yunlan buried her head in Shang Zhiyu's arms and hugged him tightly.

"Wait for me to come back, okay?" Shang Zhiyu's extremely gentle voice came from his head.

"Okay." Gu Yunlan nodded in front of his chest, and answered softly.