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After Gu Yunlan was discharged from the hospital, Shang Zhiyu took her to his home to take care of her. Her mood was always unstable. The police came many times, but she still couldn't tell the whole story of that day. Fortunately, the hospital's certificate had already been issued, confirming that the What happened, Shang Zhiyu could only decline in the end, and asked the police not to provoke her as much as possible.

Shang Zhiyu only found out about Zhuang Xifeng's being found a few days later when he saw the rebroadcast of the news. At that time, he was preparing dinner and brought it into the room to eat with Gu Yunlan, when he saw Zhuang Xifeng being picked up by a stretcher on the screen. In that scene, he was covered in blood, which made Shang Zhiyu suffocate. Although the picture given was really only less than a second, it still made Shang Zhiyu's footsteps immediately nailed to the TV. Before, frowning and unable to move.

Gu Yunlan was also taken aback, she looked at the screen in disbelief, and murmured, "...why, this happened?"

Shang Zhiyu was almost stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses. He originally thought that Zhuang Xifeng was just disappearing as usual, and he never thought that the situation would be so serious, but the news is just news, and it was broadcast after the coordination of all parties. Usually it is not the truth, Shang Zhiyu knows this very well, this news only mentioned that the shooting of "Hero" was suspended because of Zhuang Xifeng's injury, and he was vague about Zhuang Xifeng's injury, saying that the suspect was a stalker Yunyun , but Shang Zhiyu felt that the truth was definitely not the case, so after he regained his senses, he said to Gu Yunlan, "Yunlan, I must contact Dr. Lin, Zhuang Xifeng was injured like this, maybe it has something to do with You Li .”

Gu Yunlan was still reflexively afraid of You Li's name, but she still nodded.

Shang Zhiyu saw Gu Yunlan's uneasiness, so he could only hug her and comfort her repeatedly, and waited for Gu Yunlan to fall asleep on the phone before he went to the living room and dialed.

Seeing that it was Shang Zhiyu, Lin You quickly picked it up and asked, "Did you see the news?"

Shang Zhiyu said "hmm" and asked Lin You, "What's going on? Is it related to You Li?"

"It's not convenient to say on the phone. If you want to know what happened to Xiao Zhuang, just come over here. I also want to explain things clearly in person, so that you don't misunderstand Xiao Zhuang. Don't get angry after knowing the whole story, anyway, he won't wake up now, and won't pester you again."

Hearing what Lin You said, Shang Zhiyu's heart hurt for some reason, even he didn't know the reason, it was the same as when he saw Gu Yunlan lying in the warehouse covered in injuries. The feeling was almost exactly the same, even deeper, hitting the bottom of my heart. When Lin You said that Zhuang Qifeng couldn't wake up at all, and it was obvious that he was hurt more than Gu Yunlan, Shang Zhiyu's heart was suddenly filled with worry. At that time, the feelings of blame, disappointment, and being deceived in the warehouse all disappeared, which made Shang Zhiyu a little confused, because if this was the case, then where should he put Gu Yunlan?

He didn't speak for a long time, and Lin You mistakenly thought that Shang Zhiyu didn't want to come here at all, so he sighed and said, "Forget it, the matter has come to this point, we can't force it, after all, we were the ones who started this matter, and Gu Yunlan suffered so much. Xiao Zhuang has become like this now, to put it bluntly, it is self-inflicted, you have enough reasons for not coming here, and I will not make things difficult for you—”

"No." Shang Zhiyu interrupted Lin You suddenly, and only said, "I'll come here now, is that okay?"

Instead, Lin You was stunned and said, "Of course, I'm still in the hospital."

Shang Zhiyu hung up the phone without delay, picked up the key and hurried out. Gu Yunlan who was in the room heard the sound of the door vibrating, and slowly opened her eyes in the darkness.

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It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and Shang Zhiyu was a little surprised to meet Yu Xiaolan at the entrance of the hospital at this time. The latter couldn't help being startled when he saw Shang Zhiyu, and blurted out, "Could it be that you came to see Qiwu?"

Her tone was not good, obviously because of Shang Zhiyu's indifferent attitude towards Qiwu before, Shang Zhiyu nodded slightly, and said, "I saw the news and wanted to know what happened, no matter what, he always It became like this because of me."

Although Yu Xiaolan was not very happy, but because of Xiwu's face, he could only take Shang Zhiyu to the ward, and it was beyond what Shang Zhiyu could have imagined.

As soon as he entered the ward, Shang Zhiyu saw Zhuang Xifeng lying silently on the hospital bed. His eyes were closed, his face was pale, the hand receiving the IV was covered with bruises, and his wrist was wrapped with a bandage. , and the bandage stretching all the way to the wide cuff, with blood oozing faintly on it, I don't know the other conditions on his body, but just looking at Zhuang Xifeng like this, and thinking of the Zhuang Xifeng who used to laugh and make trouble in front of him , Shang Zhiyu felt that this was not true. He felt that meeting him was the beginning of a disaster. If he could only hurt him continuously, then he would rather that the two never met.

Why don't you just take this opportunity to cut everything off? Seeing him hurt like this, Shang Zhiyu no longer cares about the truth. He just doesn't want to see this person get hurt again and again for him. Not at all.

He was going to marry Gu Yunlan soon, so after Zhuang Xifeng woke up, would he force himself to be wronged and could only be an ordinary friend by his side?

Oh, by the way, he had already broken off with Zhuang Xifeng once at that time, and he personally said to Zhuang Xifeng that "we are no longer friends". According to Zhuang Xifeng's personality, he would probably not bother him again after waking up, so it might be best Yes, maybe after a long time, all of this will become weaker and weaker...

However, when thinking this way, Shang Zhiyu didn't understand why his heart felt so uncomfortable and painful, and he felt a feeling of being out of breath, as if something was being stripped from his body, could it be that unconsciously, He has long taken Zhuang Xifeng's existence for granted, and he is willing to indulge Zhuang Xifeng to do anything, even forgive him for hurting Gu Yunlan?But this still didn't meet Zhuang Xifeng's expectations, because no matter what, he would not have same-sex desires for him, so, despite this, even though it seemed that Zhuang Xifeng had integrated into his life, he should ruthlessly reject him. Yes, otherwise, when does one injury after another count?He always thought that he was strong enough to bear such a weight, but in fact, what he couldn't bear was the already bruised Zhuang Qifeng under all this weight. , it is impossible to fully respond to Zhuang Xifeng's feelings, even if he can give him the most sincere heart, friendship and even family love, it will not be able to make up for the part that Zhuang Xifeng wants.

When Lin You went out to pour water, when he came back, he saw Shang Zhiyu beside the hospital bed. He couldn't help saying to Shang Zhiyu, "Xiaozhuang's ribs and leg bones were broken, and his lungs were slightly contused. Except for the two cuts on his body, the others are minor injuries in comparison. The most troublesome thing is that he cannot wake up. It has been almost ten days since he fell into a coma. Although waking up at this time is also suffering, but It’s dangerous going on like this.”

Shang Zhiyu was caught in a dilemma, he could hear Lin You vaguely, vaguely, "... I wanted to call you a long time ago, but I always thought maybe you could wake him up, but Gu Yunlan After all, the incident was caused by Xiaozhuang, and Yu Xiaolan said that you seem to have no plans to have anything to do with Xiaozhuang..."

Shang Zhiyu didn't speak, Lin You had already started to explain the ins and outs to him, he started from the day Zhuang Xifeng learned that Gu Yunlan had divorced, and told Shang Zhiyu everything, until they finally decided to find You Li, Seeing that Shang Zhiyu never said a word, Lin You could only say, "...I believe Xiaozhuang, he is not such a weak person, and he will definitely be able to wake up with his own will. "

Lin You said so much in one breath, although Shang Zhiyu was out of shape at first, but later he understood more or less. He already blamed himself, and he knew better what he was going to do next. Since he wanted to hurt him, he should hurt him to the end. He shouldn't procrastinate any longer. He was so cruel to Gu Yunlan back then, so he can be so cruel to Zhuang Xifeng today. Be careful.

"I might, I shouldn't come." He finally spoke, but it was such a sentence that made Lin You startled suddenly, but then, he understood, and said to Shang Zhiyu, "Indeed, no matter what, the source of this matter is We, no matter what happened that day, for the sake of Xiao Zhuang's injury, I hope you don't blame him anymore. He also did this because he knew that Gu Yunlan had lied to you, and he didn't use tricks to get along with Gu Yun. Lan snatched you, he can't explain it to you now, so I have to explain it for you, no matter how you say it, I think the relationship between you should be considered even."

Shang Zhiyu hardened his heart, swallowed all the words he wanted to ask about caring, silent for a moment, nodded and said, "I understand what you mean, but you also said that the source is caused by you, Yunlan was physically and mentally injured, and she didn't know what to do. How long will it take to recover, I have been blaming myself recently, because this is the result of my own indulgence, if I didn't give Zhuang Xifeng a chance to approach me in the first place, then maybe he wouldn't make such a decision for me , You Li will not come, Yun Lan will not be injured, and even Yun Lan may not find me. There are too many helplessness and hopelessness in this world. I can't do both, and there will always be a Yun Lan in my heart. The so-called friendship in his mouth is nothing more than self-deception, and now that it has caused such consequences, I have nothing to say, but the relationship between me and him is over."

Lin You didn't expect him to say that at all. He looked at Shang Zhiyu, and Zhuang Xifeng's worthlessness was obvious, so he couldn't help but said, "You said that too grandly, you are the one who gave the friendship, and now you are the one who easily said it's over, Where do you put him like this?"

"So, should I continue to get involved with him? What do you want me to do now?" Shang Zhiyu asked back.

Of course, Lin You knows this very well. He also knows that Shang Zhiyu's words are not wrong, and he also knows that he will never be blamed, because emotional matters are too difficult to care about. Since Xiao Zhuang is willing , then no one can say anything more, so for Shang Zhiyu, what is wrong with him?No one stipulates that there must be rewards for what you pay, otherwise there will not be so many sad people in this world.

But no matter what, this hurt Zhuang Xifeng's heart too much. As a man who watched Zhuang Xifeng's pursuit of Shang Zhiyu with his own eyes, it was difficult for him to accept such a result.

However, some things are doomed and cannot be changed. Zhuang Xifeng is lying in bed and cannot wake up. All the injuries on his body, including those in his heart, are also the result of all causes and effects, and it is impossible to change it.

Yu Xiaolan was standing silently on the side. Listening to their words, she felt worthless for Qiwu and felt that Shang Zhiyu was too cruel, but from her standpoint, it was not appropriate to say anything. This was the end that was clear from the beginning. But no one could have imagined that this ending would come so suddenly and the price would be so huge.

Suddenly, she saw Zhuang Xifeng trembling slightly, clenching his teeth, and then a trace of bright red blood slowly oozing out along the corner of his lips, she hurriedly rang the bell to call the nurse, at this time both Shang Zhiyu and Lin You saw this In one scene, Lin You couldn't help but say, "Sure enough, you shouldn't have come, I was wrong too much, I thought you could forgive him and wake him up, but you said this... But it's okay, he must listen It's very clear, and I should give up on you..."

Shang Zhi stared blankly at the bright red corners of Zhuang Xifeng's lips, and his tightly clenched hands. The drip had already caused the blood to flow back due to his excessive force. Only then did he finally calm down.

Shang Zhiyu restrained himself, gritted his teeth, he almost rushed forward, almost opened his mouth, his heart ached for a while, but now, he must not fall by the wayside, he couldn't read any more, and finally threw down a sentence Said, "I don't blame him for what happened to Yunlan. After he wakes up, please ask him to recover from his injuries. If possible, I hope he can meet someone better and forget about me as soon as possible, lest he suffer so much again."

"If you decide so, just do it." Lin You said slowly, helpless.

Shang Zhiyu turned and left without hesitating, the footsteps sounded hurried, as if he wanted to get away as soon as possible, as the sound got farther and farther away, the ward suddenly became inexplicably quiet, Lin You silently faced Zhuang Xifeng on the hospital bed, for a long time , couldn't help but sighed softly, "Xiao Zhuang, why did you choose him when you didn't want anyone? Although I thought he would be different, but he has already identified someone, and he is even more troubled by sexual orientation. Do you still have to suffer?" Are you struggling to keep going? When did you become so stupid? If you can’t get it, get out of it as soon as possible. You’ve already been hurt like this. Just give up. I originally supported you the most, but after this incident , even I can't help but persuade you to let go..."

When he was about to finish speaking, Zhuang Xifeng's eyelashes trembled slightly.

Lin You was taken aback, thinking that he had made a mistake.

Unexpectedly, Zhuang Xifeng slowly opened his eyes like this.

"...Xiao Zhuang?"

Zhuang Xifeng blinked and looked at Lin You, as if he knew him or not.

Lin You also noticed that there was a trace of strangeness in Zhuang Xifeng's gaze, which seemed familiar at the same time.

"...Doctor Lin? What's wrong with me?" His voice was weak and hoarse, and Lin You was taken aback by the word "Doctor Lin". One personality, Zhuang Xifeng's younger brother, Zhuang Xiyun.

"You are... Xiaoyun?" Lin You couldn't help asking.

"...I am, where is Xiaofeng? Where did Xiaofeng go?"

Lin You stood there in a daze, unable to understand the situation for a moment.