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The man was sleeping peacefully until he got off the plane.

After all, he was injured and couldn't move around, so he would definitely be more tired when going out, but there was another big reason, that was Zhuang Qiyun's insomnia all the time at night, but according to Lin You, his insomnia was worse in the first days, and now Anyway, you can sleep when you are sleepy, whether it is day or night.

It has been a week since I knew Zhuang Qiyun, Shang Zhiyu still remembers that day when he walked into the garden, the man was bathed in the sun, facing the familiar side face, Shang Zhiyu didn't feel strange at all, but he didn't know that Zhuang Qiyun looked at him Do you feel unfamiliar when you are.

"Who are you?" Zhuang Qiyun raised his face naturally when he heard footsteps, he thought it was Lin You, but it was not.

"It doesn't matter who I am. From today onwards, I will take care of you." Shang Zhiyu stepped into the sunshine, and for a while all the haze accumulated in the previous days seemed to disappear with the sunshine. Whether it was Zhuang Xifeng or Zhuang Qiyun, he found that they were all the same as before, very familiar, like brothers who hadn't seen each other for a long time, even if they hadn't seen each other for a few years, they were still very close.

"I seem to have seen you somewhere." Zhuang Qiyun tilted his head and said to Shang Zhiyu.

Although he has Zhuang Xifeng's face, that face is still perfect under the sunlight, but it has a different expression from Zhuang Xifeng's. Lin You said that shyness is part of it, and it seems that he is more afraid of strangers. This is Zhuang Xifeng's point of view It is simply a fantasy, but Shang Zhiyu still found the same stubbornness and concentration as Zhuang Qifeng on his face. After all, they are brothers, and they always have the same characteristics.

"Maybe, do you remember what happened before you woke up?" Shang Zhiyu asked him like this.

Zhuang Qiyun lowered his head, and after a long time, he looked at Shang Zhiyu again, and asked, "Xiaofeng, have you been taken away by your father again?"

Shang Zhiyu heard Lin You talk about what happened to Zhuang Qiyun, so he knew what he was talking about, so he sat down on the steps and asked him, "Do you want to see Xiaofeng?"

Zhuang Qiyun nodded and said, "In this world, he is the only one who treats me best."

I don't know why, when Shang Zhiyu heard him say that, he felt a little bit of heartache, and he couldn't explain it clearly. Maybe it was because there was only one of the two people left. When one of them woke up, the other will disappear.

"I am Xiaofeng's friend, and I will treat you well." Shang Zhiyu said to him.

"Really?" Zhuang Qiyun didn't expect this in his tone, he just said, "Mom also said she would treat me well."

Shang Zhiyu heard a hint of distrust in it, and didn't ask why, but said, "Xiaofeng asked me to come, I don't know your mother, do you trust Xiaofeng?"

"Of course." Zhuang Qiyun said without thinking, and then asked, "Did Xiaofeng really ask you to come?"

Shang Zhiyu nodded. At this moment, in his eyes, Zhuang Qiyun seemed to shrink infinitely, as small as a child. He wanted to reach out and touch his head, just like what his father did to him before. He still remembered Those hands were big and gentle. At this moment, he just looked at him and promised word by word with the gentlest expression, "Yes, this time, I won't make you sad again."

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"...Ayu."

Hearing the familiar whisper, Shang Zhiyu turned to look at him, "I woke up, I was just about to call you, we are getting off the plane."

"Have you arrived yet?" Zhuang Qiyun rubbed his eyes and looked out the window.

"Well, the plane has stopped and we have arrived in Osaka." Shang Zhiyu replied, helping him unbuckle his seat belt, and then said, "You sit down first, and I will push the wheelchair over."

Zhuang Qiyun nodded obediently. In just a week, he became used to the existence of Shang Zhiyu, just because this person felt like Xiaofeng, he was worthy of his trust, would not hurt him, and gave him peace of mind.

The driver was already waiting at the exit, holding a sign with the name "Shang Zhiyu". Shang Zhiyu pushed the wheelchair with one hand and pulled a huge suitcase with the other. When he came out and saw it, he walked towards him, and the driver took the luggage box and take them to where the car is parked.

Because Zhuang Qiyun stayed in Japan since he was a child, he is quite fluent in Japanese. Shang Zhiyu took the time to learn some during this week, but in the end it is more convenient to use English, and the driver is a local and can only speak Japanese. They said through Zhuang Qiyun After a few words, Shang Zhiyu roughly understood the time it would take to travel from Osaka to Kyoto.

Driving on the highway, Shang Zhiyu waited for Zhuang Qiyun to fall asleep again before turning to the window to look at the scenery along the way absent-mindedly. When Zhuang Qiyun was awake, he would not allow himself to think wildly, but once he had nothing to do, he would I can't control myself and let everything from the past come to my mind. They are like a movie I have watched many times, constantly fast forwarding or rewinding silently in my mind, from time to time It will come out, those happy or painful things always come to my heart inadvertently, drowning him, Shang Zhiyu knows that this is probably because Gu Yunlan's matter has affected him too deeply, making him temporarily Because he couldn't get rid of it for a while, he also knew that many things would take time to forget, but in fact, only those who have experienced it know that even if it takes a lifetime to recall some things, they still feel pain when recalled, and There will be regrets.

Thinking of this, Shang Zhiyu turned his gaze back to the sleepy Zhuang Qiyun, or Zhuang Xifeng. He deeply hoped that he, who has experienced so many things, should be mature enough to truly take on another person's life. Bar.

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"Zhi Yu, thank you for coming to see me."

Every time she went to visit Gu Yunlan, she would always tell him that.

On the contrary, he didn't know what to say to Gu Yunlan.

"Actually, don't bother me so much. I'm fine here. You don't have to visit me so often." Gu Yunlan's expression was always gentle and considerate as always, "After the reunion, I want to be with you wholeheartedly. But the more we are together, the more I am afraid that everything in the past will be revealed. Paper cannot contain fire. There will always be a day when the truth will be revealed. I am trembling and cautious every day, but now, I feel calm. Maybe you can't understand this, but now I am more at ease in my heart than when I was with you, which is better for me."

Her words still made him feel a little surprised, but Gu Yunlan said again, "Do you know why?" She didn't wait for him to speak, and said with a sincere smile, "Because you are willing to forgive me. I feel grounded, that's why you're worthy of love, and I'm very proud of that, so I have a request."

"You said."

"I don't allow you to come to see me and care about me again. I want to try to stand up alone again, and come to you when I can really face you again, is that okay?"

He was stunned, suddenly, he suddenly understood why Gu Yunlan made such a request.

Because of his arrival, she will recall everything again, and all the embarrassment and guilt will be forced to face again and again.

"Originally, I hoped that you could accompany me through my whole life, but now I finally understand how wrong my thoughts are. To love someone should not be 'hope he will accompany me', but should be when he is in need. Whether I can accompany him at that time, I only now understand that thinking like me is too selfish, no one is obliged to dedicate his life to me, I only think like this, in fact, it is not worth anyone to spend a lifetime for me, Even, I'm afraid it may not be the one who loves you the most as I think, Zhi Yu, you deserve someone better, and I also know that there is a person who really thinks so, treats you like this, when I When I can become such a person, I will bring another person for whom I am willing to devote my whole life to you."

He finally stood up and said to Gu Yunlan, "I understand, I will wait for that day to come."

She wants to stand up again, and he is also sincerely looking forward to that day, looking forward to seeing the beautiful Gu Yunlan, or a better Gu Yunlan, and he himself wants to become more Well, become, so that the person who only wants to be good to him will no longer be sad and disappointed.

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It is an extremely old and magnificent pure Japanese-style building located near Nijo, Kyoto. It seems to have been sealed in the past by time, maintaining its original appearance and unchanged.

Lin You waited for Shang Zhiyu and Zhuang Qiyun to arrive there, got out of the car, Zhuang Qiyun insisted on going by himself, he strode into the threshold of the ancient building in front of him with his crutches as if nothing had happened, Shang Zhiyu took out his luggage from the trunk, Hearing what Lin You said to the driver, the driver closed the door and left.

"Xiaozhuang's father has sent someone to clean it thoroughly, because the place is very large, and will arrange such cleaning twice a week. In addition to nursing, I also hired an aunt who is Chinese and works here. , I think you are new here and are not familiar with everything here, so it would be more convenient to find someone to help you."

"So, Zhuang Xifeng's father already knew about Zhuang Xifeng's return?"

"Well, I got in touch with him a long time ago, and he may come to have a look in the near future, but the relationship between Xiaozhuang and him is very bad, because he sent Xiaozhuang to the mental hospital and ignored him , I don’t know why he came back to look for Xiao Zhuang later, but Xiao Zhuang never gave him a good face.” Lin You replied, “But it is their father and son’s business after all, we outsiders don’t have to ask. In order to treat Xiao Zhuang, my uncle is also very cooperative, and it seems that he still wants to get Xiao Zhuang's understanding."

"Ah."

While they were talking, Zhuang Qiyun walked to his room familiarly. The moment he opened the door, it seemed that Xiaofeng was inside, but it was empty. Shang Zhiyu followed up with a few steps, and what he saw was With his lonely figure standing alone at the door, he murmured, "Xiaofeng... really left me behind."

The pity for a moment couldn't stop coming to my heart, as if he was his younger brother, Shang Zhiyu stepped forward and held his thin shoulders, and said, "No one will leave you, Xiaofeng must have to do it." Don't think too much about it, eh?"

Zhuang Qiyun looked at the empty room without saying a word for a while, then turned around after a while, and said to Shang Zhiyu, "Ah Yu, I'm a little tired, I want to take a bath and sleep."

"Well, I'll help you drain the water. I'll call you when it's done. You can rest here first." Shang Zhi said gloomily.

Zhuang Qiyun nodded, and Lin You said to Shang Zhiyu, "Just let Auntie go, you can wait here with him, he just came home, and he may not be used to it."

"Okay." Shang Zhiyu didn't insist, and Lin You said again, "Sure enough, it was right to ask you to take care of him. I think it took me a long time before he was willing to let me approach him. I didn't expect you to let me go with just a few words. He opened up, and it seems that although he can't remember being Xiaozhuang, he is still defenseless against you."

Shang Zhiyu watched Zhuang Qiyun walk into the room slowly on crutches, and sat down at the desk, before he turned his head and said to Lin You, "I don't know if I'm overhearted, I always feel that it's not as easy as you think. , but I can’t tell where there is a problem, so I will continue to pay attention.”

Lin You was startled slightly, and asked, "What are you referring to?"

Shang Zhiyu thought for a while, and replied, "I still remember when my father had an accident, I was quite self-defeating for a while, not the kind of self-willed depravity, but a kind of attitude that doesn't matter, I vaguely I feel that Zhuang Qiyun is like this now."

Lin You frowned when he heard the words, and said, "If this is the case, it's no wonder that Xiao Zhuang can't come back, because I'm afraid it's Xiao Zhuang himself who gave up."

Shang Zhiyu nodded, "Recently this feeling is very obvious, and it was the same just now. It may take a long time for him to slowly realize my concern. In short, he still cannot take it lightly."

Lin You felt that what he said made sense, nodded and said, "I understand, and in fact we don't know what happened to him here, you are right to think so, if there is any problem, you should notify him immediately I."

"I will." Shang Zhiyu replied.

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Taking a bath is a big project. Zhuang Qiyun, who could only lie on the hospital bed for more than a month, can finally go into the water. The plaster cast was removed before coming to Japan. Because it was always itchy and swollen, he said nothing to stop going into the water. Yes, so we still need to be very careful, so when cleaning, Shang Zhiyu was almost inseparable, until he was half-supported and half-embraced and placed in the bathtub for a bath, he was relieved. Before walking out of the bathroom, he said to Zhuang Qiyun Said, "Don't move around, call me immediately if you don't want to soak."

"En." Zhuang Qiyun's whole body was in the water except for his head. After he said "um", he turned his head to look at Shang Zhiyu's back. When the door closed, Zhuang Qiyun suddenly immersed his head in the water. down.