not repeating the same mistakes for you

When she was young, Shen Qingle once had a close playmate.

The child was weak and sick, and was born short. If the family was better, he should have been well-clothed and well-fed, but the family was not so good.

He is obviously a boy, but his appearance is very delicate. Looking at the frail, older children with bad intentions, he likes to bully him.

The child didn't know how to hide, and when he was bullied badly, he just kept crying. Everyone said he was a "crybaby" and didn't want to play with him.

Coincidentally, his house happened to be adjacent to Shen's at that time, and the place where the child lived happened to be next to Shen Qingle's yard, with a wall in between.

At that time, the old tree was not in Shen Qingle's yard, but when she was young, she could see this lush and lush tree when she looked up.

This tree is close to the wall, with many and thick branches, which is very good for climbing. Even a child can climb up by stepping on it three or five times.

The child liked this tree very much. He was too weak to climb up, so he specially asked his family to help him build a ladder.

In this way, when you are unhappy, you can also climb up the tree and sit in a daze, or hide secretly and cry.

The first time the two met was in a tree.

It was the first time I realized that there were other people here besides myself. Xuan Mo, who was sobbing softly, was so frightened that he hiccupped.

"You, who are you? Why, hiccup, are you here?" Xuan Mo asked in a crying voice.

"Hey! Don't cry!" Looking at the child with red eyes and trying to hold back the tears, Xiao Qingle was very helpless, she had never cried like this before!

She also wanted to go out to play secretly today, so she came up with such a crappy idea of ​​climbing over the wall. She thought she could get out smoothly with the help of this big tree, but...

After all the calculations, she didn't even think that she would meet someone in the tree.

"You won't tell other people." Xuan Mo had already stopped crying, and asked in a low voice with some fear.

He was referring to the incident where he secretly hid in a tree and cried.

The other kids liked to say he was a crybaby, and if they found out, he would be laughed at again.

"Of course not! Don't worry, I won't tell others." Shen Qingle said with a sullen face, she is not the kind of person who goes around telling other people's secrets.

Looking at the swearing person in front of him, Xuan Mo suddenly felt that her words... are very believable!

"My name is Shen Qingle." Xiao Qingle nodded herself with her small hand, and then asked, "What about you?"

"Xuan Mo." Xuan Mo whispered, "Mo is silent Mo."

The two hit it off quickly.Shen Qingle was the first friend he made and also his only friend.

The other children also gradually realized that since at some point, Shen Qingle had a follower behind her.

The two of them stick together wherever they go, and Shen Qingle protects them very tightly.

Don't let him talk, don't let him scold, let alone bully him, in short, he has been very responsible to cover this cheap little brother.

In fact, Shen Qingle never thought of asking Xuan Mo to repay her. Female generals are all brave and righteous, and she is the same. She can't see others bullying the weak.

Besides, they are already friends.

It's just that she didn't expect that Xuan Mo, who would only hide behind her and cry when a few children tricked her into going up the mountain that day, would actually come to find her by herself.

Probably because of Lily's power, she not only recalled her own memory, but also saw Xuan Mo's memory.

The two made an appointment yesterday, and today they will go to the street to buy candied haws, but Xuan Mo has not waited for her.

He was about to go to Shen's house to find someone, but on the way he ran into those children who liked to play tricks the most on weekdays.

"This Shen Qingle hasn't come back yet?"

"Isn't she amazing on weekdays? Maybe she'll be back early."

"That's right, whatever she does."

Xuan Mo rushed up immediately: "What did you do to Lele? Where did you take her?!"

He knew that Shen Qingle definitely hadn't come back, if she came back, she would definitely come to find him!

There was a child who dodged in no hurry, but Xuan Mo threw him on the ground directly, and screamed in pain.

When he saw clearly that it was Xuan Mo, he was immediately ashamed and angry, and kicked him to the ground: "What a bad luck, what are you?"

Xuan Mo did not cry this time, instead, like a mad dog, he pounced on him again.

After repeating it several times, the children got annoyed, so they simply said to him: "We have long disliked her, so we bet her that she won't be scared to cry hahahaha."

Hearing this, Xuan Mo was almost blown away: "Which mountain?"

A child pointed him in the direction: "Here, that's the one."

Xuan Mo went somewhere without saying a word.

Seeing his posture, the children belatedly realized that they might have caused trouble, but they didn't dare to tell their family members, so they left it alone.

Xuan Mo went up the mountain alone, in fact he himself was also very scared, but it was not because he was afraid of the tigers and beasts in the mountains, but because he was afraid that something might happen to Shen Qingle.

Thinking that Shen Qingle might be secretly crying somewhere, his steps became faster and faster. He tried hard to overcome the fear in his heart, and shouted Shen Qingle's name loudly while walking.

The sky is getting dark, the sight is getting worse and worse, and the mountains are becoming more and more dangerous.

Xuan Mo couldn't hear the response, and his heart became more and more anxious, and the tears that he had endured for a long time finally came out of his eyes at this moment.

"Lele! Where are you?"

He didn't expect that he would suddenly step on the air.

He opened his mouth slightly, and his expression was flustered for a moment. Before he even had time to yell, he suddenly fell from the height!

The picture in front of me went black, and everything fell into silence...

When Xuan Mo found Shen Qingle, he was already just a little ghost transformed by perseverance.

He has already died once.

"You are because of me..." Shen Qingle's eyes widened slightly, and tears of sorrow filled her eyes.

At the end of the memory, the family never found their child again.

At first they had hope and asked around, but gradually, they stopped sending people to look for them, and they moved out of the city not long after.

But when Shen Qingle returned home, she fell ill and forgot all of this, but she loved the big tree in the neighboring yard so much.

Seeing that she liked it, Shen's father ordered someone to buy land, expand the courtyard, and enclose the tree in Shen Qingle's courtyard.

So far, everything has returned to a new starting point.

"Xuan Mo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shen Qingle kept apologizing, she had never cried so hard before, "I actually forgot about you, I actually forgot everything."

Shen Qingle cried a little out of breath, she felt as if her heart was being held by an invisible hand, throbbing in pain.

"Lele." Xuan Mo finally came to his senses, and called her name softly.

He didn't want Shen Qingle to feel guilty for this, that was what he wanted, and it turned out that no one thought of it, and she couldn't be blamed for it.

"Are you leaving me?" Shen Qingle suddenly asked in a daze.

It is said that when some things come, people will have a premonition.

Xuan Mo tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile, "I will never leave you."

"then you……"

"I will use another way to stay by your side forever." Before Shen Qingle could finish speaking, Xuan Mo interrupted her softly.

"Lele, I love you." After he finished speaking, he stretched himself up and pressed a kiss on Shen Qingle's forehead.

After completing this action with difficulty, his body seemed to have reached its limit.

He was becoming transparent little by little, and his body disintegrated into countless tiny glowing fragments starting from his fingertips.

As this bit of fluorescence slowly dissipated in the wind, Xuan Mo's last words were carried to Shen Qingle's ears by the wind.

"In your next life, remember to marry me early."

……

When Bai Luo and Su Yao came to find him, they only saw Shen Qingle who was silently sitting by the tree.

She didn't respond to calling her name, and she didn't answer when talking to her. The whole person seemed to be isolated from the world, and she didn't respond at all.

"What should I do?" Seeing Shen Qingle's lost look, Bai Luo felt very uncomfortable.

Su Yao hadn't spoken much since just now. After hearing Bai Luo's words, he suddenly recited a series of incantations in a low voice.

A gust of wind rose from the ground, but it came gently, just gently knocking down a leaf from the tree.

The leaves swirled a few times in the air, and finally floated leisurely to the top of Shen Qingle's head, as if someone had gently stroked her head.

"Xuan Mo?" Shen Qingle suddenly responded, she called out.

She took the leaf above her head into the palm of her hand and held it carefully.

Seeing her unexplainable behavior, Bai Luo glanced at Su Yao for help.

Su Yao said, "Let's go, take her home."

As soon as she heard that she was going home, this time Shen Qingle stood up by herself.

She still held the leaf in her hand.

"Come on, let's go home."

When the two of them sent him back to Shen's house, it was already very late.

"Miss, what's wrong with you? Are you okay!" Seeing Shen Qingle's eyes flushed, the maids in the house were startled.

Shen's father also hurried over from the main hall. He didn't see his daughter, so he felt uneasy all day.

"Qing Le! You're back, what's the matter? Come here and let Dad take a good look."

The Shen family was in chaos for a while, and everyone embraced Shen Qingle and walked into the main hall.

And Shen Qingle's attention seemed to be on the leaf in her hand all the time, facing everyone's concern, she didn't respond at all.

Bai Luo wanted to follow, but was stopped by Su Yao: "I'll go and explain to them, you go back to your room to rest first."

Su Yao is really reliable in his work, Bai Luo just wanted to agree, but then he thought that Su Yao was injured just now.

As if guessing what Bai Luo was going to say next, Su Yao opened his mouth first: "My injury is not a problem, you go to rest first, I will be back after finishing the matter."

Bai Luo nodded in confusion, Su Yao smiled with satisfaction, and then raised his heels.

It wasn't until Bai Luo returned to his room that he reacted belatedly: "Su Yao said that he will come back after finishing the matter... Where does he mean by coming back?"

Shouldn't it be me? !

The author has something to say: Happy New Year’s Eve, cuties!All the best in the new year! !